hey courtney i did it i told you i would and i did

Forgiveness (Justin Foley x Reader)

Request; Hi how are you? Can I have a 13 reasons why imagine where you’re on the tapes because you gave Hannah hell after Justin cheated on you with her (which you found out through the text that sent around at the beginning of the show) and Justin trying to apologize to you when he realizes that the tapes were passed down to you

A/N; I’m gonna make a post after this about the next batch of imagines coming out.I made this kind of deep I felt like I was writing a chapter for my wattpad book ( sad ending kind of ) Also you didn’t really tell me how to end it so yea 

There are time shifts

Word counter; 1,706(lmaoo long af)

 Warnings;  I guess Maybe talk about death, suicide(Hannah’s ) panic attacks blah blah blah

 Alterations; Justin only has one tape reader it’s tape number 9 


Originally posted by riverdalebish


Present (Wednesday Morning )

We often make mistakes, we are human it is within our nature as we are raised we are taught that making mistakes isn’t as horrible.That those mistakes make us stronger and that we shall learn from them. What they forget to teach us is that a little mistake goes a long way and all actions have consequences.I made her life a living hell and for that, I will always be sorry but who would have thought that a little game would make a girl want to kill herself.Here I am laying in bed before getting ready for school thinking about all the things I could’ve done to save Hannah’s life. I killed Hannah baker I did it along with the others, Hannah didn’t commit suicide, we killed her, we killed her spirit and her will to live and we will carry that with us until the day we die.

Past


It was Monday afternoon I was exhausted making my way home from school, this week has been crazy with Hannah Baker’s suicide and people wanting to create a memorial. I never really got along with Hannah after I found out Justin cheated on me with her. I make my way up the steps to reach my porch I spot a package with my name on it. I pick it up entering my house greeting my mom with a kiss and quickly making my way up the stairs.I reach my room throwing my bag on top of the bed and going over to my desk eager to open the package. I finally get the package open looking at the show box sitting in front of me. I slowly open it curious to see what’s inside but also scared of what it might contain. It didn’t look like a company package and I hadn’t ordered anything online.I open the package to find a set of tapes. Fifteen of them to be exact I look at the box with a puzzled look but decide to listen to it I pop the first tape in the radio and press play.

“Hey, it’s Hannah. Hannah Baker. That’s right. Don’t adjust your…whatever device you’re hearing this on. It’s me, live and in stereo. No return engagements, no encore, and this time, absolutely no requests. Get a snack. Settle in. Because I’m about to tell you the story of my life. More specifically, why my life ended. And if you’re listening to this tape you’re one of the reasons why. I’m not saying which tape brings you into the story. But fear not, if you received this lovely little box, your name will pop up. I promise.”


My blood ran cold as I heard the intro to the first tape something told me I won’t get any sleep today.The first tape was dedicated to Justin, then Jessica, then Alex, then Tyler, and Courtney, and Marcus then Zach,  even Ryan was in it. 

This brings me to my tape number 9 my blood ran cold again as I heard the intro.“I can’t really blame you for what you did or the way you reacted, after all, I did kiss your boyfriend but at the time you didn’t let me explain, see the thing is that Justin never mentioned a girlfriend and since I wasn’t really popular I didn’t keep up with who was dating who. I thought Justin was single I should’ve known better I guess.On the contrary of what you think I didn’t sleep with Justin like everyone thought. That day when you walked in the cafeteria , I was already having a bad day , with the rumor of me sleeping with Justin going around school ,that picture and the fact that even Clay didn’t want to talk to me you turned out to be the cherry on top when you walked into the cafeteria and slapped me calling me a slut in front of everyone. I tried keeping my tears in as I rushed to the bathroom and that was the start of how you made my life a living hell (Y/N) welcome to your tape”

My body shook as I finished listening to my tape. My breathing became shallow and tears began to fall it was happening again.My chest began to tighten, I felt my throat close up making it harder to breathe my muscles began to twitch. I was having a panic attack after 6 months of them being gone they came back. I spend the next half hour trying to calm myself. Usually, it was Justin who helped me whispering sweet things to my ear trying to get me to calm my breathing the thing is that he’s no longer here and even though I miss him I don’t think I could ever take him back. He hurt me too much, he lied not only to me but to other people about Hannah.

Present 

I decided to stay home yesterday trying to keep myself together and prepare for school today.Justin has been texting and calling me non-stop since he found out I got the tapes, asking if I was okay if I needed anything asking if we could talk. I’ve been ignoring him after listening to the tapes I needed some time for myself to think and sort things out. Guilt was a constant emotion I felt these past days.That feeling when your heart sinks to your stomach the constant feeling of anxiety or like you’re being watched the sadness that comes with it and the certain feeling of darkness that it’s creeping its way to your heart.

After getting ready for school I walk to my car get in and start the engine in less than 10 minutes I’m parked in the parking lot of Liberty High finding the courage to actually step into the school.I get out the car and make my way to the high school entrance I walk through the halls with my head down trying to go unnoticed.I reach Hannah’s locker and stand in front of it looking at it, they decorated it pictures, flowers everyone acted as if they knew Hannah or cared if they cared she would be alive today. I spot Justin at the corner of my eye and my breathing begins to pick up its pace, looking one more time at Hannah’s locker I feel the tears begin to fall as I push my way through the crowd of people making my way to the bathroom.

My breathing starts becoming shallow and I feel it coming I push into one of the stalls trying to take deep breaths my throat begins closing in, I choke on my breathing as it gets harder for the air to get into my lungs.I feel someone open the door to the bathroom but I ignore it trying to focus on my breathing.The door to the stall opens but I keep my eyes focused on the floor trying my hardest to make air reach my lungs, someone picks me up and sits me on their lap hugging me tightly given the scent I know it’s Justin at any other moment I would’ve protested shoved him away from me but I wasn’t in the right mind and as much as I hate to admitted in moments like this he knew how to calm me down.I sat on his arms as he whispered sweet things to my ear and played with my hair.

My breathing began to slow down reaching its normal pace.I slowly move away from Justin’s arms whispering a hushed thank you as I try to stand up.

“ hey, wait I want to talk to you” he says pulling me down so I’m sitting on his lap again

“ why Justin there’s nothing to talk about thanks for the help but that’s it this is where it ends”  I say my heart shattering with each word.

“ I just want you to forgive me, I’m truly sorry for everything and I love you and I always will and I regret everything from the start I want you back (Y/N) I can’t sleep at night thinking about how bad I fucked up and I miss you I miss you so much, I just wish I could go back and change everything” he says tears streaming down his face 

“ I just don’t understand why you lied to me, you said that Hannah was the one that approached you, I hated her for the longest time for no reason, I drove her to kill herself, you drove her to kill herself, don’t ask me for forgiveness ask her, you killed her , I killed her we all did and everything for what  huh?” I say trying to keep tears from falling

 “ I don’t know what I was thinking, we all make mistakes please forgive me, I just want to be back with you, I know what I did was wrong and I regret it every day I just wanted to be cool and Bryce pushed me to send the picture around so I did but I never meant any harm and I just I love you please forgive me” he says getting closer to me.At this point, I can’t keep my tears in they flow out like a river 

“Justin I’m not going to lie to you, I do I miss you, I miss you so much, my panic attacks started again and you’re the only one that helps me control them and I love you too I love you so much but right now I can’t get together with you we both need healing to do I forgive you I do but I just can’t be with you right now I need time” I say between sobs 

“ can we at least be friends I need you in my life, I promise I’ll give you time , I’ll make you fall in love with me again slowly we can try please promise we’ll try” He says standing up. I hug him tightly 

“ Yes we can be friends and later on when we are fixed we can try,” I say smiling a little

“I have your forgiveness now I only need to win your heart back,” He says smiling 

Truth or Dare | Courtney Crimson & Zach Dempsey

You knocked three times then stepped back and awaited for Hannah to open the door. You had just had an argument with your boyfriend Zach, it was petty, nothing serious but you called Hannah anyway and she told you to come over as she had a free house tonight.

The sound of laughter and muffled music emerged from inside so you assumed Hannah had company over.

You inhaled a deeply then sighed “Great”

All you wanted to do was spend some one on one time with your best friend and not have share your business with anyone else.

Soon enough, the door knob turned and the door swung open, revealing a very tipsy Hannah Baker

“Y/N!!” She exclaimed as she flung her arms around your shoulders and placed a slobbery kiss on your cheek.

“Hannah, thaaanks” you say as you wipe her kiss away from your cheek.

She pulls you into the warmth of her house and kicks the door shut behind you “If I even hear the words ‘Zach Dempsey’ I am kicking you in your ovaries”

You chuckle “Fine, I won’t mention the kid”

You watch in amusement as Hannah staggers over to her parents liquor cabinet, crouches down and pulls out a bottle. You hover over her as she begins to pour some into a glass.

“Want some?” She asks

You thought about saying no, I mean it was never a good idea to get drunk when your upset “..Fuck it. Sure”

She holds the wine glass above her head and you take it from her.

“So you gonna introduce me to your drinking buddy upstairs or what?”

“Courtney, this is Y/N. Y/N this is Courtney” Hannah said introducing you to the girl sat casually on her bed.

“Hey” she said sweetly “Don’t I know you?”

You shrugged and leaned against Hannah’s dresser.

“Ignore her” Hannah says wavering her free hand around “She’s just mad at her boyfriend”

You pull your jacket off and lay it the chair in Hannah’s room. You know the one, the one dedicated to having a pile of clothes on it.

“Damn. You have a great figure” Courtney says, bringing a smile to your face.

“Thanks Court”

“Doesn’t she?” Hannah agrees “And she’s wasting all of that on the likes of Zach Dempsey”

You chuckle and sit in the bed with them. You already knew you had a great body, it was probably what drew Zach to you in the first place but the comments from the girls made you blush a little. You never usually got compliments from girls
Without warning Hannah lifts up the bottom of your glass, forcing you to drink more “Drink up cos your way behind”

“We we’re gonna playing truth or dare, we could use a third player” Courtney said smirking at you.

“I’m in but I’m not doing no illegal shit” you say before downing the last of the contents in your glass “Dare”

Courtney and Hannah look to each other then back to you.

You smile at them “What?”

“Strip” Hannah orders, her eyes widened and both eyebrows risen.

“No fucking way”

You we’re comfortable taking your clothes off in front of Hannah. She was your best friend and had seen in your underwear plenty times before. But not Courtney. You just met the girl.

“Pussyy” Hannah hisses

“Sorry Courtney but I just met you and-

“What do you think I’m gonna do?” She questions “I won’t tell anyone”

“Take it off baby” Hannah sings. You roll your eyes and begin to undress earning a few cat whistles and cheers from the girls. You pull dress down, revealing your blue lace bra and black underwear.

“Damn girl” Courtney says, scanning your body up and down

Blushing, you grab a pillow from Hannah’s bed and hug it over your body. “Ok. Ok. Next person”

“Truth” Hannah picks

“Hannah Baker” Courtney says, sitting up on her knees “..Are you a virgin?”

Hannah raises her glass “Yesss and proud”

“That’s my girl” you say as you clink your glasses together.

Hannah crawls over to you and lays her head on your lap. You could tell the alcohol was getting to her.

Courtney continues her inquiry “Waiting for the right person?”

“Well, I have someone in mind but-who knows” Hannah shrugs.

You begin to run your hands through her hair, smiling to yourself, knowing exactly who Hannah was talking about.

Courtney leans in “Who is it?”

“Two questions in one?” Hannah giggles “I don’t think so Court. But nice try”

“What about you Court? Are you a virgin?” You ask her

“Virginity is a man made concept I chose not to believe in” She plainly tells you

You nod “Well said”

“You?”

You hold your hands up and shake your head “Not my question”

“Ok. Truth or dare?”

“Dare” you quickly say

Courtney smiles “I dare you- I dare you to kiss me”

Hannah laughs and you join her “Hunny I’m not drunk enough for that”

“It’s just a bit of fun” Courtney tells you as she inches a little closer to you.

“Zach would kill me if he found out”

“Pfft, fuck Zach” Hannah says as she holds her middle finger up I for the of your face.

“He might find it really hot”

You look around the room “Fine..”

A huge smile was plastered across both your faces. Courtney leans into you and licks over her bottom lip, promoting you to follow her actions and lean into her as well. She gently grabs the back of your neck and presses her lips against yours.

You smile at her lips and she does it again, this time sliding her tongue into your mouth. This was your first time kissing a girl. This was your first time kissing someone other than Zach.

Courtney was surprisingly dominating. She began to get a little rough as she pushed you on to your bed and began sucking your neck as her hands cupped your boobs.

“Girls” Hannah warns before crawling from underneath you.

You harshly push Courtney away and sit up, adjusting your bra back over your boobs as you tried to catch your breath.

“Holy shit Courtney” Hannah says “Your not as innocent as I thought you we’re”

“Sorry” she giggles “Got a little carried away I guess”

"Shh!” Hannah orders “..Did you hear that?”

You grab the pillow again “Hear wha-
Before you could even finish your sentence Courtney and Hannah ran over to the window and shone a huge tort he outside.

"Tyler Down”

You walk over and stand behind them. By the time you got there it was too late, and you only caught the glimpse of someone running away from the house.

“You said it was some creepy guy from down the street!” Courtney yells all in one breathe.

She begins to pack her belongings into her arm.

“Thats who I thought it was” Hannah tells her “I didn’t know my stalker was Tyler-fucking-Down!”

“You have a stalker?” You ask

“Whatever” Courtney mumbles under her breath as she quickly exits he room. Hannah chases after her and you begin to get dressed again.


— A few days later —

Monday afternoon had rolled around, you hadn’t thought about the sleepover incident much until you reached your locker and spotted Tyler walking into the dark room.

You rolled your eyes and shook the thoughts of that night out of your head.

“You seen Courtney?”

You shut the door of your locker and faced Hannah.

“No, why?”

Hannah fishes her phone from out of her pocket and shows you the picture of  you and Courtney kissing. You take the phone from Hannah and inspect it closely.

Hannah sighs “She’s really torn up about it”

“No one can even tell it’s us” you hand the phone back to Hannah and begin to make your way to the lunch room.

“And how comes you never told me you had a stalker?” You suddenly ask her

Hannah shrugs “I didn’t think you cared”

You enter the lunch room and search for someone in particular “Of course I care”

You spotted Zach sat at the lunch table with the other jocks and immediately walked over to them.

“Hey baby” You announce before placing a kiss on his plump lips. Zach grabs your waist and gently pulls you down on his lap.

You hear Hannah scoff “Guess you guys made up then? That didn’t take long”

Zach looks up at you “Do you have to tell everyone about every little argument we have?”

“She’s my best friend”

“Yeah well it’s none of her business”

“You guys seen this” Justin announces as he holds up he screen of his phone, showing you the picture Hannah had previously shown you.

You flick his phone away “Yeah two girls kissing. Get over it”

“Lemme see?” Zach asks. Justin hands him the phone

“Oh shit” Zach zooms into the picture “They look hot”

You give Zach a dull look. You knew it was you in that picture, but he didn’t. He hugs you tighter and buries his head in the crook of your neck.

“I-I mean hot in temperature, you know-that’s why one of them is half naked cos it’s hot…in the room”

“Nice save” Bryce says, taking the phone from him “These girls, they look pretty familiar”

“Porn stars in the making” Marcus says earning a few laughs from the boys.

You look up at Hannah “Besides we never actually broke up”

“Didn’t seem like that a few days ago” Hannah states before walking away from the table.

Zach’s jaw clenched “What the fuck did she mean by that?”

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Sorry for the late update 😊✌🏽

Alex Standall X Reader imagine

Request: ¡Hola! I was wondering if you could do an imagine where you call Alex because you just heard the tapes from Hannah and he comes over, but it actually prevents him shooting himself. Thank you!

~*Alex’s Pov*~

 I gave this so much thought, I planned it out very well and nothing was going to stop me, yet I still can’t seem to actually do it. I wanted someone to stop me, to convince me to stop but no one was there. I was alone. I kept thinking about if this is what i really wanted. I saw how fucked up everyone got after Hannah’s death. What if me doing the same thing Hannah did would make things hard for (Y/N)? 

 'No it can’t be, she knows what you did to Hannah, she doesn’t want anything to do with you anymore.’ I thought to myself. 

 My phone rang in my pocket, i pulled it out and looked at the called ID, it was none other than (Y/N). Me and her haven’t spoken in about a week. I was really distant from my friend group and so was she. No one knew why she suddenly stopped talking to anyone, but i did. She had the tapes. She new about everything that has happened. I don’t know how or why she had them. She wasn’t friends with Hannah, she wasn’t even really mentioned in the tapes except for a few times. 

 After 3 missed calls she tried calling again, this time I chose to finally answer. 

“H-hey" 

 "Alex I finished them, all 13 of them.” She said crying. 

 I didn’t really understand why she was crying, her and Hannah were never really close, but it still hurt to hear her so upset. 

 "O-okay" i answered, not really knowing what to say or how to react. 

 "Can you come over? I really need to see you" she asked 

 "Why? Are you just gonna yell at me for what i did to Hannah? You don’t think I already know how fucked up it is?“ I said taking out my anger on (Y/N), which I instantly regretted.

 "No Alex, i just finished the tapes and i don’t know what to do. I need someone to talk to right now, and I don’t really have anyone. Please just come over" 

 "A-alright then, I’ll see you in a bit” I answered back and quickly walked to my car. 

 _____________________ 

 I stared at the red light in front of me. 

 'Did (Y/N) actually stop me from putting a bullet through my head?’ I thought What would she even do if she found out what i was going to do? Would she be mad and yell or sad and cry? To be honest i don’t really want to find out which is why i don’t plan on telling her.

 I pulled into her driveway and saw that there weren’t any cars there, which meant her parents aren’t home. I knocked on the door and she quickly opened it and pulled me into a hug which i really wasn’t expecting. I thought she was gonna lecture me about how much of a dick i was. 

 "Wait so you’re actually not going to yell at me?“ I asked obviously confused.

 "No” she simply answered. 

 She pulled away and told me to come in. I did so and made sure to close the door behind me. 

 "(Y/N) why are you even crying over Hannah? You didn’t know her. You weren’t friends with her. You were just an acquaintance i guess.“

 "Even though i didn’t know her it still fucked me up to listen to a dead girl talk. I can’t imagine how hard things were for her and how she had to deal with it every day.” She answered.

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 After a while I was just sitting there on the couch holding her in my arms as we talked about many things. We started out as talking about our shared hate for Bryce and how much of a bitch Courtney was, but then we moved on to random topics. In that moment I was glad (Y/N) called me. Im glad she stopped me before i did something stupid. Even though she doesn’t know what she did, i cant help but be thankful for her just being there.

Guilty (Alex Standall)

Title: Guilty.

Pairing: Alex Standall x Reader

Request:  Can you do one where Alex won’t let anyone pass the tapes to the reader(she is the 14th tape) because he doesn’t want her to get hurt but Clay passes them anyway. Then Alex freaks out on Clay and Alex let’s slip that he loves her and he couldn’t hurt her. And clay tells the reader because he doesn’t want Alex to suffer how he did when Hannah died so the reader confronts him and Alex kisses her.                  

Word Count: 1,421 words

Reader Gender: Female

Summary: You’re one of the reasons why.

Warning: It’s not something in specific, I just think you should be warned for this one.

Author’s Note: I love you all. Continue requesting. This meant something to me, it’s deep and I liked it.

“Who has the tapes?” Courtney asked Jessica walking down the hallway.

“As far as I heard, Jensen had them. Then it’s Y/n’s, Bryce’s and Porter’s.” She said a little serious and Courtney limited herself to nod. She knew from the tapes that Jessica didn’t like to talk about Bryce even when lately she spent some time with him.

“Hey.” Alex joined them and Courtney waved her hand. “Do you now who’s listening to the tapes right now?”

“It’s funny because I just asked that. Clay has them.” Courtney said and Alex got serious.

“What are you doing about that?” Jessica asked him. She knew the truth.

Days before on a moment when Alex felt weak, he spilled the tea. He liked Y/n. And this time, her tape was next. Clay needed to pass the tapes and she was going to hear Hannah’s truth. And just like it, Alex had his truth about the situation. When Hannah died, he knew how much she suffered for her. And how guilty she felt for leaving her alone. Alex helped, but she didn’t talk about Hannah anymore, or the situation, she had no idea about the tapes.

“I don’t know, I just-” He shut himself and continued looking down. “I need to tell Clay to pass the tapes to the next one.”

“Why?” Courtney asked and Alex turned to see Jessica.

“He likes Y/n and you know, he wants to avoid the traumatic event for her.” She admitted and Alex gave her a weak smile. “Unfortunately, no one did that. Justin didn’t avoid me to hear the tapes. I didn’t avoid Courtney to listen to hers, we didn’t avoid Clay to hear them and now he’s going around spilling everything.”

“There must be something I can do for her.” Alex continued, Jessica moved around Courtney and she got in front of Alex.

“You need to stop everything with Clay,” Courtney told him and went to her class.


“My advice is what I told you the other day.” Jessica leans against the wall. “The only thing you can do is be by Y/n’s side once she hears her tape.”

Alex stayed there watching Jessica go away. He felt confused, and everything in his head was blurry. He only had her picture in mind, her tears stuck in her cheeks while something was stuck in her throat making her cry louder. He had her voice around. Her sweet sound surrounding him, which quickly turned to be something complementing her picture of her crying.

Then he saw the only answer he had come to his locker. Clay Jensen.

“Clay!” Alex shouted and Clay turned to see him. “Can we talk?”

“Why?” Clay asked taking his books to his backpack.
“Is about the tapes.” Alex spills and Clay nods.

“Ok, say it.”

“Can you stay with the tapes?” Alex asked not knowing if he should explain about Y/n which finally will end on how much he likes her, or if he should make a new story, or not even say her name in the conversation.

“What?” Clay wonder quite surprised. “Some days ago you didn’t want me to have them, and now you’re asking me to keep them? What’s the truth?”

“Which one are you listening to? Which tape.” Alex continued avoiding to say the name who he kept hiding between words.

“I already pass them.”

Alex got nauseous. Fuck. Clay wasn’t that stupid. What if she already was listening to them? What if she hated him already because of the fucking list? What if…?



It wasn’t hours the ones she took listening to the tapes that arrived at night. Probably she heard them all at once before falling asleep, and the information got so stuck in herself that she needed to listen to them again. She didn’t come to the first class listening to her tape in particular. It was all her fault. That’s why later Hannah stopped talking. And she called Hannah “Crazy” and other certain words who weren’t too nice for someone who was raped the night before.
Her tape was simple, but it was terrible. Y/n invited her to Bryce’s party. She took her, and almost put her in the same place where everything happened. Y/n went there to talk with Zach and left Hannah alone in the middle of that. It was her fault. Hannah Baker was dead because Y/n killed her. In class, she felt sick. She threw up in the bathroom after two bites of some chocolate she found somewhere in her backpack. She threw up every bad thing she had done at the moment. She deserved it. Her nails were half shorter than the day before, her hair looked a mess, and her hands kept shaking. Someone in the hallway told her about how her eyes looked swollen after crying too much, but they were afraid to know the answer. She was afraid too.

She went out the bathroom after taking some pills and continued crying for half an hour. She came outside the library in the middle of the trees and sat there. She was silent, and she felt she needed to stay like that for Hannah.

“Y/n.” She heard Clay’s voice near her and she turned to see him.

“What Jensen?” She claimed.

“Can you give me the tapes back? I want to hear them again.”

“Who would want to listen to that again?” She laughed a little in a sarcastic way. She heard her tape like 20 times already, so she could hear better how she was the one to blame for everything.

“Did you already hear them, right?” She nodded and continued watching the grass around her.

“Why do you even care?” She stood up rushed by the conversation and got in front of him.

“Because I think we need to stay together now that these tapes exist.” He excused and she looked down.

“Of course not, you’re not even in the tapes for something you did. Can you leave me alone? You’ve never cared about me.”

“Okay, maybe I’m not the one you should stick to, maybe you should just go with someone who cares. Someone who really cares about you, y/n.” He touched her shoulder and she frowned. “Alex Standall.”

“What?”

“Yes, he cares about you.” Clay continued trying to get her to understand the idea. “I know I may have said too much, but you need to know it. You said I didn’t do anything to Hannah. Yes, that’s why I’m there. Because I never told her how much she meant to me, and I know how you must be feeling, but you have someone you mean the world to, and he definitely needs you here.”

Clay’s words were painful. Tough. And true. She never knew she meant something to him, but it was true that she had a certain connection with him. They had each other’s back, but with all these thoughts around her, his name never came up.

“Thank you, Clay.”



What if he was wrong? What if Clay messed up everything he had with Y/n? It was a completely bad situation. When Clay told him about Y/n having the tapes, he felt his world was ruined. He slipped how much he loved her, and how he wanted to protect her.

“Standall.” A cracked voice interrupted his walking to the class he was already late. “I’m sorry.”

And right before he turned around, she fell to the floor crying. He ran to hold her, and even some dudes were staring, they stayed like this.

“I killed Hannah Baker.” Y/n said and he denied quickly pulling her to his chest in a hug.

“You didn’t do that, love. Don’t say that.” He touched her hair slowly and then hold her face.

“I’m a killer, how can you still talk to me?” She cried louder, and he felt his heart aching just of seeing her like this.

“I’m the one who wrote that list, I’m as guilty as you.” She touched his cheek and looked at the situation.

Two teenagers who were assumed to know Hannah Baker were spotted crying on the floor instead of going to class. She was pale, he was crying too. She had a rotten smell, and he still holds her like if those were her last minutes, maybe yes. At least, that’s how she felt.

From all sudden, they kissed. Like nothing else mattered, just like they needed each other’s pain to turn it to medicine. Just like each other’s eternity turning to seconds.

It was okay.

“Nice To Meet You”

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Blush (Tyler X Reader)

Request- Can you lik write a cute tyler down imagine maybe were you are like the new girl and you love to take pictures but montgomary is bullying you and takes your camera and throws it on the ground and tyler comes and says to leave you alone and maybe he like gives you his camera of something just lots of fluff and cuteness

Ooooh my first Tyler imagine I shall try my best, in still new to writing imagines!
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So today was your first day at a new school, you were extremely nervous. You obviously didn’t know anybody there so that made you even more nervous. You had never been the outgoing type, you tend to keep your friend circle small and you enjoy things such as reading or photography which you loved. You wanted to be a photographer so bad but you knew you had no chance at that. You wondered if your new school had any clubs that included photography, because if there was you would definitely join. As you walked in through the doors you immediately got even more nervous seeing how many people there was.

“Um excuse me—” You tried asking someone where the office was but they just pushed you away. You sighed, you spotted a lanky boy with a camera around his neck. He seemed kinda awkward but he was also kinda cute. You went up to him.

“Do you know where the office is?” You asked, he looked at you for a couple of seconds seeming like he didn’t know what to respond with.

“U-uh yeah, um I’ll walk you.” He said as he started walking, you soon following. You looked at his camera and smiled.

“You like photography?” You asked.

“Uh yeah, I’m in yearbook.” He stated while grabbing his camera and taking a picture of you, you laughed.

“I love photography! Is there still room for me to join yearbook?” You ask.

“There definitely is, and really you like photography?” He asked shocked.

“Yeah, why do you look so shocked?” You asked, he became tense and scratched the back of his neck.

“Pretty girls like you are never into stuff like that.” He said, his cheeks had turned into a light shade of red and so did yours. Before you knew it, you guys had arrived at the office.

“Thanks a lot, I’ll see you around.” He smiled and walked off. You said smiling. You entered the office, and got your schedule. You somehow made it to your first class without getting lost. You saw— crap you never got his name! You saw him smile when he saw you and he gestured for you to sit next to him.

“I never got your name, I’m sorry.” You said as you sat down next to him.

“Tyler, what’s yours?” He said while smiling. You never noticed how beautiful his eyes were. They were an ocean blue and you could get lost in them for hours.

“Y/N” You said he smiled.

“I like it, a pretty name for a pretty girl.” You could tell that he had gotten comfortable around you because now he was flirting with you, you blushed. Class soon began, you honestly weren’t paying attention you were too busy thinking about something, or maybe someone.

“Y/N”
“Y/N”
“Y/N!” You were snapped out of your thoughts and came back to reality. You saw Tyler waving his arm in front of your face.

“You seemed so focused, what were you thinking about?” He asked.

“Honestly I’m not even sure myself, shall we get to our next class.” You guys had two more classes, only one class was with each other the other wasn’t. Then was lunch. There was so many people you didn’t know, some of them looked at you and smiled while other just rolled their eyes and looked away. You sat down soon enough so did Tyler. You looked around a spotted a table that was filled with jocks and cheerleaders, basically what always happens. They’re probably the popular kids.

“There’s Bryce, Zach, Justin, Montgomery, Alex, Jessica, Courtney, there probably more but those are the only ones I know.” Tyler said following your gaze.

“Montgomery is always bothering me, he’s a dick.” You nodded. The rest of the day went by slow as ever. You met some other people who were nice. When school was over you saw Tyler and walked up to him.

“Hey.” You smiled while waving. He always seemed tense when you walk up to him. He nodded his head and you guys made small talk.

“Hey, um do you maybe wanna I don’t know hang out today like at 6pm?” He seemed so nervous.

“Sure I would love too” you smiled sweetly. He smiled back. You guys exchanged numbers and soon departed and went your own ways.
Your parents asked how school was and you said the same answer as always. You told them how you were going to hangout with one of them today in the evening. They obviously bombarded you with questions but they were happy you made friends. You had gotten a text message from Tyler.

“Hey Y/N dress casual were going to a carnival if that’s okay with you?”

“Yeah it’s fine, I love carnivals.” You said. Soon enough it was 6 and you were nervous as hell. You never really hung out with guys like this on dates. Was this even considered a date?

“Honey, your friend is here.” You heard your mom yell from downstairs. You ran down the stairs before they attacked him with questions and before your dad gave him the “You Break My Daughters Heart I’ll Break You.”

“Okay bye mom, I’ll be back.” You said walking out the door. You and Tyler walked to his car, like a gentleman he opened the door for you. You thanked him and buckled up. He turned on the radio and you gasped. Your song was playing and in no way were you not going to sing. You burst out singing the lyrics that you knew from heart. Tyler just laughed, but soon enough he started singing the lyrics too. You let him sing some parts and you sang other parts. At the stop lights he would always look over to you and smile. You would always blush and try to hide it. You guys arrived and you acted like a child running and laughing. Tyler had brought his camera saying he was gonna try and get some pictures. You guys got your tickets and decided to not get on the roller coasters because of Tyler’s camera. So you guys went to the Tea Cups first. You started spinning it as fast as you could, with Tyler’s help of course. You guys kept on laughing while spinning it. Soon you stopped because you felt like you were gonna throw up. You guys got off and Tyler had to hold you because you were so dizzy. He bought you some lemonade. You guys decided to eat, you had gotten a pizza and he had just gotten cheese fries. Every now and then you would steal his fries when he wasn’t looking. As you reached for one he turned back to look at you.

“HEY THOSE ARE MY FRIES!” He said. You just shoved it into your mouth and smiled.

“You’re lucky you’re cute.” He whispered thinking you wouldn’t hear him but you could. You smiled and he smiled back. So he took a bite of your pizza you gasped.

“Nooooo not my pizza.” You fake cried. Which resulted in you guys bursting into laughter. You guys walked around until you begged him if you guys could get on the Ferris Wheel. He was okay with it and you guys got in line. You have the man your guys’ tickets and you guys went in and sat down. Each of you on one side. He took out his camera and pointed it towards you.

“What are you doing?” You asked.

“Taking a picture of this beautiful view.” He said, you blushed. Gosh this boy loves making you blush. The ride went on and once it was over you guys got cotton candy afterwards. You guys shared one and you kept feeding pieces to him. He had his arm around you and you honestly didn’t mind it. You smiled while looking at him and he did the same. You guys got to his car and once again he opened the door for you. The ride home was pretty calming. You guys got to know more about each other and every now and then he would make you blush. You guys arrived at your house, again he opened your door and walked you up to your door.

“I had fun.” You both said at the same time. You guys bursted into laughter which soon died down.

“Hush honey they’ll hear you.”
“Is that her boyfriend?”
“Are they gonna kiss?”
You guys quickly looked to see your parents peeping threw the curtains. As soon as you saw them they ducked down.

“Oh my gosh they’re gonna attack me with questions!” You laughed. He chuckled.

“I’ll see you tomorrow,” he smiled and walked back to his car. Sighing you walked in preparing for the questions. Questions flew from all directions as soon as you walked in. You laughed and told them everything and you went back to your room and got ready for bed. Tyler had texted you saying goodnight and that he had fun. That night you definitely fell asleep with a smile on your face.

The next day you woke up and did your morning routine. You grabbed a light snack and headed off to school. You had taken your camera today seeing as you were going to sign up for Yearbook today. You met up with Tyler at his locker and soon this boy came up to Tyler. He pushed him up against his locker. Was this the boy Tyler had mentioned who always bothers him? I believe his name was Montgomery.

“Leave him alone!” You yelled at him. He stopped in his tracks and looked over. He scoffed once he saw you,

“What are you gonna do about it?” He said. You stuttered and just looked up at him. He yanked your camera and threw it to the floor. You looked to the floor to see pieces of your camera scattered all over the floor. You felt like crying, this was your most prized possession. Montgomery just smirked and said,
“That’s what I thought.” While laughing and walking away.

“I’m so sorry this happened you shouldn’t have said anything.” You looked at him but then he became blurry because of the tears.

“No please don’t cry.” He said even more sad. He hugged you and obviously you hugged back. You wiped your tears on his shirt but then apologized. He looked at you with sympathy.

“It’s fine I guess I can always get a new one.” But you knew that would take a long time because your family doesn’t have a lot of money so you always have to save up for whatever you want. He just hugged you again. The rest of school time you just spent extremely sad and quiet. At the end of the day, once again you found Tyler he gave you a ride home. During the car ride he kept trying to cheer you up. You didn’t want him to feel bad so you pretended to laugh and smile.

“You’re so beautiful.” He said while looking over at you, you just smiled and blushed like always.

-A Couple Months Later-

You and Tyler were going out today for your birthday. He said he was going to take you out for dinner and then you guys were gonna go somewhere that was a surprise. Your mom called you down saying that Tyler was here. Your parents
loved Tyler now, they called him your boyfriend even though he wasn’t, but you wished he was. You greeted Tyler and like always he opened the door for you.

“Happy Birthday Princess” Tyler had began to always call you cute nicknames like that. You smiled back at him, he reached toward the back of the car and took out a cute bear.

“OMG ITS SO CUTE!” You said in utter awe.

“Like you;)” He said which made you turn crimson red. He laughed and started driving. You guys got to the restaurant and once again you thanked him for taking you out for your birthday. You guys are the food which was amazing. Next was the surprise Tyler didn’t want to tell you about. You guys got to the car and for like the millionth time Tyler opened the door for you.

“Such a gentleman since day one.” You said letting out a small laugh.

“Always for you princess.” He turned on the radio and for the rest of drive you guys were just singing lyrics. Treasure by Bruno Mars came on you got so excited, you loved this song so much.

“GIVE ME YOUR, GIVE ME YOUR, GIVE ME YOUR ATTENTION, BABY! I GOTTA TELL YOU A LITTLE SOMETHING ABOUT YOURSELF!” You yelled.

“YOURE WONDERFUL, FLAWLESS, OOH YOURE A SEXY LADY!” Tyler sang back while looking at you the entire time. You just kept laughing and sang back more bits of the song.

“TREASURE THAT IS WHAT YOU ARE! HONEY YOURE MY GOLDEN STAR!” He sang to you during a red light so he was able to cup your cheeks while saying that.

“PRETTY GIRL, PRETTY GIRL, PRETTY GIRL, YOU SHOULD BE SMILING! A GIRL LIKE YOU SHOULD NEVER LOOK SO BLUE. YOU’RE EVERYTHING I SEE IN MY DREAMS! I WOULDN’T SAY THAT TO YOU IF IT WASN’T TRUE!” He sang back. You just laughed and smiled whenever he sang to you. He made you so happy. The song ended and you were pretty sure Tyler had lost his voice because of how much he was yelling. You guys arrived by the lake. You smiled, Tyler remembered your love for the lake. You guys got out of the car and before you guys began walking toward the water he got something out of his trunk. It was a box neatly wrapped, you wondered to yourself what it could be. You guys say down near the water an she handed the box to you.

“Open it,” he said smiling. You grabbed it and started unwrapping it. Once you opened it you gasped. He had gotten you a new camera.

“Tyler! This must’ve cost you so much!” You said while hugging him.

“Eh I had some money saved, and it kinda was my fault yours broke.” You could kiss him right now, you wanted to. You kept on saying thank you so many times until he said.

“But wait there’s more.” Like those guys in commercials that are showing products. He took out this book that was under all the wrapping paper. You opened it, inside were pictures of you. The first one being the one he first took of you on the first day of school, other photos were once you never noticed him take. You looked up at him with the biggest smile.

“I love it!” You said, he just smiled back and looked at you with awe. You guys just say there enjoying each other’s company but soon it was time to return home. The drive back was more calm, you guys were both quiet but not to the point where it was awkward. Once you guys arrived to your house, he opened your door and handed you all the presents he had gotten you. You thanked him and he walked you to your door.

“Thank you so much for tonight, I had so much fun.” You smiled, and he said it wasn’t a big deal. You guys just stood there for a couple more seconds until he started leaning in. You leaned in as well and your guys’ lips connected. You had been wanting to do this for so long.

“HONEY LOOK THEYRE KISSING!” You heard your mom through the window, but you couldn’t care less. You guys disconnected your lips and looked at each other.

“I’ve been wanting to do that for so long.” Tyler said.

“Me too” you said.

“So what are we now?” Your asked wanting him to ask you out right there.

“Um do you maybe wanna I don’t know be my girlfriend?” He asked nervously while scratching the back of his neck.

“Yes!” You said so happy. You kissed him again. You sensed a flash go off and you turned to see your mom taking a picture. You blushed and looked back at Tyler who was waving at your mom. You both laughed and soon your parents opened the door bombarding both of you guys with questions. Tyler came in to help you put your presents away and before he left. Your dad gave him the talk, Tyler looked scared shitless but he promised not to break my heart. He looked at me while saying that and I just blushed like always.
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I’m sorry if this was trash or too long I’m new to this!

Alright (Fem!reader)

Description: It’s all in the request really.

Request: Would you do a Hannah x fem!reader where the reader receives the tapes (instead of Tony) but she actually goes outside when she sees Hannah? Thank you!! 🌟🌸

Pairing: Hannah x Fem!reader

A/N: GIF is not mine.

Warning: mentions of suicide and rape; also some cursing

Originally posted by 0chlophobia

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Mean Queens Ch.7 (Group Fic) - NymphCAMP

Nymph’s A/N: Honestly, Dottie is the only reason this got written. Sue us, we’re lazy. (and busy). Thank you also to everyone who’s been leaving wonderful feedback and sending us some amazing asks, we appreciate each and every single one! Enjoy this Mean Queen’s chapter (it’s the only thing that gets me out of bed in the morning), it’s not going to be fun for much longer.

PureCAMP’s A/N: This one goes out to Dottie who WILL NOT STOP BUGGING US. HERE IT IS YA FILTHY CUNT. Anyway, have more of the only reason I currently eat and sleep - mean queens. <3 thanks for all the love!!

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PROMPT LIST

hey guys,, so basically this is my prompt list that I have made myself!!

i will continue to add to it whenever i get requests from you guys or one’s that i come up with - so this is going to be constantly updated!

if you want me to write a particular one, just send me a message/ask with the following information:

  • number of prompt [eg. #17]
  • what gender it is based towards [fem!, male!, trans!, etc]
  • even if you want it written in third person 
  • and what character from thirteen reasons why you want it to be about

if you want a personal imagine or prompt [or personal anything] just do the same but let me know your name and/or any other information of yourself that i may need.

thank you, love ya.


  • #1: “I thought you knew ? / ! / ?! ”
  • #2: “I told you we shouldn’t get a [insert thing. eg. cat].”
  • #3: “Hold my hand you dork.”
  • #4: “Shut up, nerd.” “I’m not a nerd.” “Then what are you?” “I’m madly in love with you.” “Ew, get away from me you mozzarella stick.” 
  • #5: “Give me my pen back.” “What’s the magic word?” “Now.” 
  • #6: “It was a dare.”
  • #7: “What the fuck.” “What?” “Where’s my piece of cake?!” “What piece of cake?!” “Exactly!” “What?!” “You ate it!”
  • #8: “You bastard.”
  • #9: “You’re acting like a baby.” “And you’re acting like a bitch.”
  • #10: “You’re lame.”
  • #11: “I lost my number, can I have yours?” “[insert their name], I will hurt you.”
  • #12: “You owe me twenty bucks.”
  • #13: “Get. It. Off. Me. Now!”
  • #14: “Hey, my dudes.”
  • #15: “Do you have tinder?”
  • #16: “I’m sorry, but they’re not good for you.” “Nope, I’m putting my foot down, [insert their name].”
  • #17: “[them singing obnoxiously loud].” “Shut. The fuck. Up please.”
  • #18: “You’re the pizza boy ? / ! / ?! ”
  • #19: “Where were you last night?”
  • #20: “Where’d you go last night?”
  • #21: “High five!”
  • #22: “You played shit today, [insert their surname].” “But, I mean… I didn’t expect much else.”
  • #23: “You smell like the sun.” “Is that a compliment or?” “You smell like burning people of hell and natural gases.”
  • #24: “You fucking noob.”
  • #25: “No one has said that since 2005, please do not bring it back.”
  • #26: “[you’re obnoxiously singing].”
  • #27: “Stop putting sticks in my hair, we’re at your uncle’s wedding.”
  • #28: They buy you an animal.
  • #29: “Did you just… throw a dart at me?”
  • #30: “Wow, you look stunning.”
  • #31: “Piss off, monkey guts.”
  • #32: “Yeah but, quora says so.”
  • #33: “I call bullshit.”
  • #34: “Shove it into your dream journal and sleep on it!”
  • #35: “You didn’t turn the damn cookies!”
  • #36: Protective them in party scene.
  • #37: “I can’t tell if you were aiming for that pole or you actually didn’t see it.” “Probably the former.”
  • #38: They want to do your hair. “Let me do your hair.” [please specify length of hair when requesting].
  • #39: You have a pillow fight. [definitely can have more than one of them for this request].
  • #40: You both need to go out and buy condoms.
  • #41: “I dare you to kiss me.”
  • #42: “What’s the time?” “Time you got a watch.”
  • #43: “Move your hand.”
  • #44: “Get your feet off of me.”
  • #45: “Stop kicking me!”
  • #46: “Why are you wearing my clothes?”
  • #47: “Is that my… skirt?”
  • #48: “I thought you loved me ? / ! / ?!” “Yeah, well, you thought wrong.”
  • #49: “Remember that time we did it at the Crestmont?” “You guys did it at the Crestmont? Was I working?!”
  • #50: “Give me a kiss.” “Sorry, boys have cooties.”
  • #51: “Did you just say what I think you just said?”
  • #52: “Why is there a saucepan in your car?”
  • #53: “Why are you mowing the lawn at nine o'clock at night?”
  • #54: “Forget about what they said.”
  • #55: “I’m sorry, did I ask for your opinion?”
  • #56: “I will blast you into the year 3021.”
  • #57: “I’ll hulk smash your face in.”
  • #58: “I’ll slam dunk your head into the ground.”
  • #59: “If you don’t shut up, I swear to God, [insert their surname].”
  • #60: “Don’t tell them that!”
  • #61: “Come back to bed.”
  • #62: “I was drunk, and I missed you.”
  • #63: “I knew you would do this to me.”
  • #64: “If you walk out right now, it’s over for us.”
  • #65: “I need you to forgive me.”
  • #66: “When are you going to see that I’m in love with you?!”
  • #67: “Don’t you get it?! I want you, not her.”
  • #68: “You’re the one who walked away! Don’t put that on me!”
  • #69: “Just a couple more days baby.”
  • #70: “I just want to be loved.”
  • #71: “You’ve changed, you’re not the person I fell in love with.”
  • #72: “Just kiss me already!”
  • #73: “I need you.”
  • #74: “Is revenge more important than me?”
  • #75: “This was a mistake.”
  • #76: “I’m tired of loving someone who doesn’t love me back.”
  • #77: “You’re my best friend, you know that.”
  • #78: “If you don’t love me say it, go on. Say you don’t.”
  • #79: “She only sees me as a brother.” [him talking to a friend].
  • #80: “Every guy you date is a total jerk and I have to watch you get heartbroken over and over again because you can’t see that I love you!" 
  • #81: "I was in love with you yesterday, I’m in love with you today, and I’m going to be in love with you tomorrow.”
  • #82: “I thought you loved me.”
  • #83: “You read my messages ? / ! / ?! ”
  • #84: “Baby girl.”
  • #85: “I look at you, and I’m home.”
  • #86: “If this is a dream… I don’t want to wake up.”
  • #87: “Maybe I wasn’t enough.”
To be alone with him. (part 1)

Hey folks!

Welcome to my second fanfiction. This time, I wrote about Jai. It’s pure fluff from start to end. Yes, it’s also sappy, but I think sometimes we all need something like this. There’s also teeny-tiny bits of smut in it, so if you don’t like that or you’re not old enough: see you later!

This is a two-part installment, because it turned out much longer than expected, and the second part will follow soon.

Because English is not my first language, this text might disappear one day for further grammar and spelling tests, but will be posted again.

A big thanks again to my beloved @pathybo, who always encourage me to write, you’re the best!😘

So, without further explanation, let’s get rolling!

At this day I met Jai at the Canteen. We’ve had been on a few dates occasionally and always had a lot of fun. With a big smile plastered on his face, he strolled over to me. “Hey, (Y/N)! How are you doing?” He hugged me and gives me a little peck on my cheek. I smiled “very good, thank you! And you?” “Can’t complain. It’s good to see you, ‘cause I’ve got a question: John Williamson is giving a Concert at Henley Parc, and I was wondering if you want to join me and a few friends?” I looked at him and thought about it. If you’re out with the other one’s friends, you might become the odd one out, and I wouldn’t want that. On the other hand, I liked to be with him and of course, John Williamson live! “I’d love to!” His Eyes sparkled with excitement “Great! I pick you up at 8 ok?” I nodded, said goodbye and headed back to my workshop.

Saturday came three days later. The Weather was great and it would be a warm evening, so I decided to wear a knee-length summer dress and Roman sandals. I didn’t wear makeup, as usual.

5 minutes later, my doorbell rings. I pressed the opener and soon I heard Jai’s heavy footsteps on my stairs. I waited for him at the door. He looked really good: khaki shorts, a blue button-down Shirt, and gray Sneakers. When he saw me, his eyes went big. „ Wow, you look stunning!“ Jai had never seen me in a Dress, on our last Dates I’ve worn just Shirt and Jeans. “ Thanks, so do you” I answered. He took my Hand “Come on, let’s go!” What was that? Over the last few weeks we’ve become really close, but that was a new one, and I couldn’t deny that liked it!

In front of my house, I stopped dead in my tracks. There was no car, but an old Motorcycle! I looked at Jai “Is that yours?” He nodded proudly “Yeah, I brought it when I got my first paycheck. I hope you don’t mind, but we will be much faster with it” I shook my head “No, not at all, but I hope you’ve got a second helmet, ‘cause I ain’t own one!” He smiled and took another one out of a sidebag. “Prepared as always!”

Jai swung himself on the bike and I set Download behind him. When he noticed that I don’t know where to put my hands, he took them and laid them around his waist. Instinctively I pressed myself to him, which caused Jai to inhale sharply. I smiled at it.

15 Minutes later we arrived at Henley Parc. It was already crowded. Jai parked the bike and we headed to the entrance. When he saw his friends, he put his hands on the small of my back and guided me to them. Two Boys, Jason and Marc, and a Girl named Janine were waiting for us near the Stage. Jai hugged them all and introduced me. I instantly connected with them, which made me really happy.

We brought ourselves something to drink and went further into the Parc. The atmosphere was incredible and went even better as Mr. Williamson entered the Stage. We had a ton of fun, sway to “home among the Gumtrees”, cheered with “A number on my back” and rocked at “Diggers of the Anzac”. My sorrows to be the odd one out were void, Jai was at my side and his friends involved me in their talks all the time! Janine seems genuinely happy that she wasn’t the only Girl anymore. “You know, Jai can’t get you out of his head” she suddenly told me, while the Boys gets us another drink. I looked at her amazed. “But I’m surely not the first girl he’s on a date with” She shooked her head, smiling “No, of course not, but you’re the first *normal* one. All the other women seemed to be out of place with us, they don’t enjoy things like this. They’re all Model-typed girls with their heads and noses up in the air.” I swallowed, with Models, I couldn’t compete. When she saw my Mood-change, Janine instantly knew what I was thinking. “Hey, that’s not what I intend. I know Jai for over ten years now, and he never spoke that much and that good about anyone as he did about you!” We couldn’t talk about it any longer because the boys were back with our drinks.

The concert approached his end three hours later. Now it was dark, everything slowed down and bonfires were lit up all over the place. Mr. Williamson just started my favorite Song “Shelter” when Jai stepped behind me and wrapped his arms around me. He drew me to his chest, I laid my head back onto him and he placed a soft kiss on my head. I deeply inhaled the scent of his aftershave and sighted. As stupid as it sounds, but with Jai, I felt at home. Deep inside I wished this moment would never end. Janine saw us standing like this and smiled knowingly to me. I put my Hands above Jai’s and smiled too.

After the concert, we said good-bye to the rest of the bunch and drove back home. Jai led me to my door. “It was a great evening, thank you so much!” I said quietly. He smiled “No, I have to thank you!” Again he dragged me to him “I can’t remember the last time I had so much fun!” I looked up to him and our eyes met. There was something in his eyes, something new. My sight went down to his lips and suddenly I thought about how it would feel to kiss him. As if Jai had read my mind, he laid his index under my chin and lifted my head up so he could look me in the eyes again, like he asked for permission. Before I could say anything he immediately understands and crushed his lips on mine. He kissed me so softly, so tenderly and put his hands on both sides of my face. After what seemed like an eternity we parted. Jai put his forehead to mine and groaned quietly “I wanted to do that since I saw you sitting in front of your workshop” he whispered. I smiled “Do you want to come in?” I asked him but he refused “As much as I wished to, but we have to get up early tomorrow. And if I join you now, I swear we wouldn’t get much sleep. I see you tomorrow!” Again he kissed me lightly.

I was in my workshop and sorted screws to my toolbox when I heard a quiet knock on my door. Absentmindedly I called the person in without looking at it. Suddenly a pair of Hands touched my shoulders and started to massage them. At the same time, someone kissed my neck lovingly. A pleasant shiver runs down my spine. “Did you know how sexy you are, even in workwear?” the person whispered to my ear. I smiled and turned around. There was Jai, dressed in full costume. I wrapped my arms around his neck. “Eric, how dare you sneak up on me? What happened if Jai caught you? You know you’ve got a problem then, don’t you?” He smirked “I’m a fearless dauntless leader! I’ll mix him up, tell him to fuck off, and show him that you’re mine and mine alone! He growled possessively, took me in his Arms and kissed me passionately.

We heated up fast. Jai’s hands were roaming all over my body and get rested on my butt. He lifted me up, sets me down on my workbench and positioned himself between my legs. I could feel his arousal instantly. I kissed him back and shoved him away. “Hon, believe me, there is nothing I desire more now than doing this, but we need to stop before things are getting out of hand!” Jai was breathing heavy but nodded. “Yeah, you’re right. Not here, not now” I hopped down the workbench and we just talked for a few minutes till he calmed down and could go back in public.

Into the Night- Chapter 7

Pairing: Eric/OC

Fandom: Divergent 

Rating: M

A/N: Sorry for the wait, but I’m finally done with school! This will give me time to focus on the story. Warning: things get a little hot and heavy! Don’t judge me! lol! It’s my first time writing this type of scenario so sorry if it’s a little off. I swear I’m working on it! I’m going on vacation all next week so I wanted to get this out before I left! Enjoy!

Disclaimer: I don’t own divergent only the plot and my OC. I also don’t own the song rights to Burning House by Cam (give it a listen!)

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When Rae arrived at Tibby’s house, Tibby and her mother were already frantically moving through the house getting ready. Tibby was wearing a short green dress that brought out her eyes perfectly. Her mother was in the process of doing her hair and putting on her halo.

“Rae, I’m so glad you’re here! When Tibby told me you were coming over I almost jumped over the moon.”

“Hi Mrs. Petunia, I’m sorry I’m late. I got held up.”

“Held up by Eric no doubt. Mom, you should have seen this guy today on the field he was unstoppable! Well until Joshua knocked him out.”

“Oh my! Why would Joshua do such a thing?”

“He’s jealous. They’re both fighting over Rae’s affection.” She gawked.

“Oh, how romantic.”

“Can we please not talk about this besides I’m with Joshua,” Rae said. “Yeah right! Look I have to go for Eric on this one. I mean come on Rae everyone saw you running to him when he hit the ground today.” Tibby argued

Rae hoped Tibby was exaggerating, she didn’t want people getting the wrong idea, most important Eric. But with what transpired between Rae and Eric in the grape pool today that probably wasn’t possible.

“I was just worried he got a concussion or something. I mean I’m not cruel, I’m not just going to let him lay there and die.” Rae defended.

“Sure, all I’m saying is when a man like Eric wants you he’ll get you.” Tibby declared.

Rae rolled her eyes and moved to sit down in front of the vanity. Petunia moved over to Rae, she began to run her fingers through Rae’s soft, golden brown waves. “I’m not surprised by the whole thing at all. Now show about we give those boys a show tonight?” Petunia smiled and looked down at Rae. Rae nodded and let Petunia work her magic.

The reflection staring back at her was hardly recognizable. Petunia had really put her talents to good use. Rae soft waves were now curled loosely and shaped her face perfectly like a frame falling just right over her shoulders. The makeup added to Rae’s face amplified her features astoundingly. Her plumped red lips would be a showstopper for anyone. The dark red dress was, of course, flattering to her curves, shaping her round hips just right. The top of the dress made Rae feel a bit self-conscious, as it was deeply low-cut and was only held by tiny thin straps. The two slits that stopped just below mid thigh were also a little uncomforting to her but Tibby was having none of it when Rae tried to pass on the dress.

“Rae you look absolutely stunning.” Petunia praised.

“You look fucking hot is what she means!” Tibby added getting a shooting look from her mother.

“Thank you. You both look absolutely beautiful too.” Rae replied smiling.

“Oh wait! Can’t forget your haloes!” Petunia remembered.

The haloes seem to tie everything together for the girls’ attire. Give them the Amity touch.

Rae soon remembered she needed to get to the Dome to get ready with Joshua. But then she thought of Eric’s burning command ‘I expect you to meet me at the front of the Dome before the party starts. Oh and don’t be late.’ Maybe it was more of a request than demand she thought, but then she remembered this was Eric. But her number one priority was to rehearse with Joshua once before they went on so they would nail it perfectly. She wasn’t about to let Eric dictate her song. She wrote the song herself and worked hard the past couple of months perfecting it. He wasn’t about to get in the way of that. Rae’s plan was simple, sneak around to the back of the Dome to meet Joshua.

“Come on Rae,” Tibby called out. “Coming!” Rae said getting one last look at herself.

Rae was lucky all of Amity decided to get to the Dome early, it kept her almost camouflaged. As she neared the Dome she didn’t see Eric anywhere, which made her paranoid. She still decided to walk around to the back just to be safe. As she entered there was Joshua tuning his guitar as always. Rae then remembered what had happened earlier that day and wasn’t sure exactly how to talk to Joshua. As she came closer to him, he looked up in awe at the sight of Rae nearly jumping to his feet.

“God, Rae You look beautiful.” He said almost speechless.

“Thank you. You look nice too.” She replied. Joshua only stared at Rae, looking her up and down as if she was a new discovery.

“Rae, look what happen today that well that…”

Rae stopped him before he could begin. “What you did today was horrible and cruel. It wasn’t like you at all. How could you do something like that?”

“I know. I know. It’s just he got in my head and made me…”

“No don’t blame that on him. He played fair and never once did anything malicious. You have your own free will, Joshua. That was all you out there.” She argued.

“You’re right. I shouldn’t have acted the way I acted. But Rae I would never hurt you and that guy you saw today I don’t know who that guy was but it wasn’t me Rae honest. I’m sorry Rae, please that’ll never happen again because when I’m with you, I’m the best person I can be. You bring out the good in me.” He said reaching out, taking her hand.

Rae could tell he was sincere but couldn’t help thinking about Eric and how she just defended him. She wondered if he was looking for her right now and thought about how grand it would be for him to find her talking to Joshua of all people. What would he do to Joshua? What would he do to her?

“I know everything’s been a little on edge so let’s just move on from this okay? We need to focus on the song and the performance. You want to rehearse it one last time?” She asked.

“I’d love too.”

He already knew where she was, and with who she was with. Eric didn’t need to worry about Rae, but he did need to make it clear to her that she was his and was planning on doing that tonight.

He waited by the big oak tree for his request to be delivered. He started to become anxious because of the time, he didn’t like people being late to, especially at his request. He looked down the dirt road and saw a stumbling old Amity man heading in his direction. ‘This must be the guy’ he thought ‘a fucking drugged up amity hippie.’ The man somehow managed to make it over to Eric, which amazed him.

“You’re late,” Eric said to the scraggly hair man.

“Hey, man do you know how many big oak trees there are in Amity? I went around the entire compound looking for you, okay?” the old man replied

“Whatever. Did you bring it or not?” Eric asked

“Sure did. Took a little bit of it myself.”

“Wow, really I couldn’t tell? Are you sure this will work?” Eric said sarcastically.

“Yep. Man, just put a little in your drink and its smooth sailing from here. Enjoy the ride man but be sure not to use the whole bottle.” The man warned, handing the small bottle over.

“Why what happens then?” Eric asked snatching the bottle from him.

“Man you go crazy and start seeing things, I mean you see things anyway but this shit fucking spooky man you through like all these types of phases and stuff, do things you wouldn’t normally do, the whole nine yards, man.” The old man explained.

“Hmm perfect. Alright I’ll see to it you get extra points, but remember tell anyone of this and you’ll fucking wish sober once I’m done with your old hippie drugged up ass.” Eric warned, eying the old man

“Hey man, it’s all about love here okay. Besides who’s gonna listen to my old hippie drugged up ass anyway?” the old man said sarcastically.

“Good point. Now scram before someone sees.” Eric sneered

“Man, if there’s one thing I’ve learned, is someone’s always watching.” The old man warned stumbling away. Eric watched as the old hippie made his way down the road thinking about his warning. ‘The only person always watching is me, I’m always watching,’ he thought to himself. Eric looked down at the bottle and smiled to himself.

“Looks like someone’s about to have an amazing night.” He said to himself, thinking about the person he planned on giving an amazing night too. Eric made his way towards the Dome with his plan set in motion, little did he know of the pair of eyes watching his every move.

The Dome was full of people dancing, drinking, eating, it was a large affair. The Dome looked beautiful all decorated and lit up. The food was placed before everyone to enjoy, the wine and other drinks were everywhere for people to grab. The crowd was an array of colors ranging from reds, yellows, greens, and even a few black thanks to Dauntless. Everyone seemed to be enjoying it. Johanna moved through the crowd, greeting and chatting with everyone. She looked for one person, in particular, Eric. She herself became paranoid of where he was but snapped out of it quickly when she saw Rae.

“Oh, Rae you look stunning.”

“Thank you. I feel like I’ve been saying that a lot tonight.”

“Well, you look beautiful. Are you ready to sing?”

“I’m honestly a little nervous. Have you seen Eric anywhere?”

“Eric? I thought he was with you? He’s not? Wait. Why do you want to know where Eric is?”

“I kind of skipped out on him when he told me to meet him before. I just want to be prepared for my “punishment” that’s all. Are you okay you seem a bit…”

“I’m fine dear. Look I have to greet a few more people. Then I’ll announce you on stage. Good luck! I know you’ll do great.” Johanna said quickly kissing Rae on the cheek.

Rae watched Johanna sliver through the crowd. She wondered what was up with her and her mood. She turned to look through the crowd to see if she could spot Eric. She instead saw Poppy standing by himself admiring the area around him. She approached him, wanting to talk about last night.

“I’ve been to more than twenty of these things and I’m still amazed.” He said looking around and then settling on Rae. “You look beautiful Rae, Just like your mother.”

Rae couldn’t help but tear up “Poppy I’m sorry how I spoke to you last night it wasn’t right of me.”

“Oh don’t worry about it, Sweet Pea. I shouldn’t have kept on about Eric. It’s your life you decide your future. And Sweetheart I’m so proud of you, through all of this. You really are a strong woman your parents would be so proud to see you today.”

Rae embraced Poppy holding him tight as if he would blow away. She couldn’t stay mad at him, he was the only person that had been through it all with her and understood her. Rae pulled away from him when she heard her name called out by Johanna’s announcement. Rae then pushed her way through the crowd to the side of the stage as Johanna was explaining how hard she and Joshua had worked. Rae kept inspecting the crowd looking for Eric but couldn’t find him. ‘Was he not here? Is he going to miss my song? Did I do something wrong? Why am I concerned with Eric and what he thinks?’ she thought.

“Please welcome to the stage, Rae and Joshua.”

Rae quickly snapped out of her thoughts and walked up the stairs. All of Amity was there tonight. All eyes on her, well almost all eyes. Once she got to the mic she scanned over crowd realizing how big it was. She almost choked when she opened her mouth and sounded a bit fragile and frail.

“I’d like to dedicate this song to my parents.” She stated to the crowd. She looked down at her feet realizing she was about to start. She quickly looked up to prepare herself and right when she did two gray eyes were piercing right through her. There he was in the crowd watching, waiting for her. His face was like stone, she wasn’t really sure what he was thinking about. She knew he was observing her critically making her heart flutter, praying she wasn’t turning red. Rae heard Joshua start playing and immediately prepared herself. She soon closed her eyes and thought of her parents, letting the music take her to them.

I had a dream about a burning house
You were stuck inside
I couldn’t get you out
I lay beside you and pulled you close
And the two of us went up in smoke

Love isn’t all that it seems
I did you wrong
I’ll stay here with you
Until this dream is gone

I’ve been sleepwalking
Been wondering all night
Trying to take what’s lost and broke
And make it right
I’ve been sleepwalking
Too close to the fire
But it’s the only place that I can hold you tight
In this burning house

I see you at a party and you look the same
I could take you back
But people don’t really change
Wish that we could go back in time
I’d be the one you thought you’d find

Love isn’t all that it seems
I did you wrong
I’ll stay here with you
Till this dream is gone

I’ve been sleepwalking
Been wondering all night
Trying to take what’s lost and broke
And make it right
I’ve been sleepwalking
Too close to the fire
But it’s the only place that I can hold you tight
In this burning house
Flames are getting bigger now
In this burning house
I can hold on to you somehow
In this burning house
Oh and I don’t wanna wake up
In this burning house

And I’ve been sleepwalking
Been wandering all night
Trying to take what’s lost and broke
And make it right
I’ve been sleep walking
Too close to the fire
But it’s the only place that I can hold you tight
In this burning house

As she opened her eyes she was greeted by applause. There wasn’t a dry eye in sight, except for Eric. His face never changed as the crowd around him cheered. In that moment it was as if only her and Eric were in the room. In that moment Rae wanted to know more about Eric and felt some type of pull towards him. She was taken out of her trance when she felt Joshua come up behind her for a hug. She smiled and said thank you to him, he, in turn, said she was amazing. Rae looked back out into the crowd to find Eric but he was gone.

As Rae exited the stage everyone praised her song and her voice. Tibby and Zeke said she fucking rocked and Poppy said she sounded like an angel. Rae, however, couldn’t find Johanna. She wanted to know what she thought. She wondered where Johanna had run off to but looked on.

The party continued with dancing and drinking. Joshua was right Rae had a long line of dance partners. Rae could never really say no to anyone especially cute old men and adorable little boys. She moved through the crowd bumped into Joshua.

“Told you you’d have a line.”

“You know I can never say no”

“Well, then it’s my lucky day! Care to dance?”

“I’d love too.”

As soon as they started a slower song came on. Joshua held Rae closer making her feel safe and secure. She could feel his heart beating, making her relax. She looked over and saw Eric standing in the corner watching her. She stared at him each time she would turn back around wondering why he wasn’t making a scene or stomping Joshua’s face in? He just watched her with that same stone cold face.

“Rae? Rae?”

“Hmmm?”

“Will you meet me by the fence in twenty minutes. There’s something I want to ask you.”

“Oh yes! I will!”

“Perfect! I’ll be right back. They need help!”

Joshua walked off towards Cara who was already grinning at Rae. Rae watched as Cara dragged Joshua over to the drinks making him pour some more for the people, something she obviously could have done herself. Rae wasn’t worried Joshua wanted to meet her in twenty minutes to ask her something. She wondered what I could be. Was he going to ask her to be his girlfriend? Was he finally going to really kiss her? Could it be possible he was going to ask her to promise herself to him? She began to get excited picturing it but every time she tried Eric popped up. Eric.

“Nice Party Sunshine,” Eric said sneaking up behind her making her jump.

“Eric! Don’t frighten me like that.”

“You look very Dauntless tonight you know that,” He said.

She rolled her eyes at him and saw he had brought her a drink.

“Thought you’d be thirsty after your performance.”

She inspected the glass to make sure there were no tricks.

“Where did you get this?” she questioned.

“From flower boy over there. We had a truce believe it or not. We even toasted to it”

“You did what was the truce?” She questioned intriguingly. “I told him that you two deserve to be together and that I wouldn’t stand in the way.” He answered, taking a sip from his glass.

“Oh,” Rae said a little disappointed.

“I’d thought you’d be happy seeing me as a stand-up guy. I’m not as mean as everyone says I am.”

“No you’re worse,” Rae said giggling. Eric smiled at her comment looking at her more intuitively. Eric dropped his hand to grip her hip tight causing a hitch in her breathing. “He’ll never truly make you happy. He doesn’t understand people like you and me. Your song, I understood that, where everyone else listened and cried, I watched you, I felt you and I know you want to feel me too.” He said whispering in her eye.

Rae melted to his words and felt restless. She realized she needed to meet Joshua who was probably waiting for her. She squirmed out of his grip. “You’re wrong.” She said walking off.

As she exited the Dome she felt her heart beat speed up. Eric was wrong, Joshua could make her happy. He understood her, sort of. This was it, the moment she had been waiting for.

Rounding the corner she could hear heavy breathing and wild grunting. Turning the corner she saw Joshua and Cara together. Cara was holding onto the fence moaning loudly with her dress hiked up almost covering her head Joshua was speedily thrusting into her from behind grunting like a wild animal with his pants down around his ankles. Rae felt the tears streaming down her face. Cara looked back to her grinning and moaned louder and more enthusiastically. Joshua looked back to see Rae completely broken but quickly reverted back to fucking Cara from behind it was like there was no human remorse in him at all.

Rae couldn’t stand to watch another minute and ran back to the Dome where she knew she could drown her sorrows. She heard Cara laugh as she began running only making it worse, she suddenly slipped and scuffed up her knee while also dirtying her dress. She didn’t care to she was so angry and hurt all she wanted to do was numb the pain.

Entering the Dome she headed straight for the drinks throwing back anything she could get her hands on. Rae slumped down onto the stool that was placed in front of the bar, wine, vodka, tequila, you name it, she was consuming it. Rae could still see images of Joshua and the way he looked at her in that moment, heartless. She looked around taking another sip of what was probably her seventh glass of wine, but she didn’t know, she lost count after the vodka.

She watched the crowd move and dance in a slow motion it seemed. They were all smiling have a great time while she was fighting the demon inside of her, that’s when she reached into the small pocket of her dress and pulled out the small brown vial. Rae must have put it in there before she left the house with how she was feeling, she needed it more than ever.

Johanna said two drops no more, no less. Rae wanted her feeling to be numb, she didn’t want to exist in this reality at least not tonight. She went against Johanna’s instructions and added five drops to her cocktail. Chugging back the drink she could already feel light, the alcohol added to her sensation. She swayed to the rhythm of the music and was somehow pulled into the crowd. Looking at who it was, she saw Tibby smiling. Tibby was also intoxicated, as was Zeke. Rae moved as if she was in water, her movements were fluid. She kept touching the people around her, which was reciprocated making her crave it more.

She was suddenly jolted out of the crowd by extreme force. The dizziness made it hard to focus on the solid body in front of her. As her sight final focused in on the person in front of her, she smiled seeing that it was Eric. He looked upset, more upset than usual. Yanking her by the arm he pulled her through the crowd with her stumbling behind him. She limped from her slip she had earlier, Eric noticed and swooped her up throwing her over his shoulder. No one noticed, as most of the people were too drunk to care. Eric made his way out of the Dome with Rae in his hold.

Eric had brought her to the greenhouse, as it was the only place close enough and quiet enough. He set her on one of the tables and quickly left her to go find a first aid kit. Rae looked at her surroundings realizing she had left the party and was nowhere, with Eric. He came back not saying a word and focus on cleaning Rae’s damaged knee. He gently pushed Rae’s muddy red dress above her thighs still concealing her private area, but still making her blush.

It was lucky Eric cleaned the wound when he did as it was covered in mud and now sweat from her dancing. As he dabbed the alcohol soaked cloth to Rae’s knee, she flinched as the stinging sensation hit her. After a while, the stinging became tolerable, as she watched Eric continued to clean the wound in a precise manner.

“You look very upset. Is everything okay?” Rae said in a drunken haze.

“What the fuck do you think? And what the hell was that back we’re you trying to start the fucking largest orgy Amity’s ever had?” He sneered.

“And I would think you’d like that.” Rae giggled.

“I don’t share. What fuck is wrong with you?”

Rae felt the tears forming as she looked down to her lap. She covered her face with her hands so that he wouldn’t see her so vulnerable. She couldn’t let him see her like this, but she also wanted him too she needed to breathe and let everything out.

“You were right! You were right! I’m not happy, no one understands, no one sees me. I feel so hidden all the time and I hate it! I hate how everyone’s happy all the time and content because they don’t know. It’s like I’m the only one awake in this nightmare. I want the crawl out of my skin every day, but I can’t because of who I am and what I’m capable of. I just want others to feel how I feel sometimes!” She cried, burying her face into his chest.

Her hands gripped his chest, she felt all of his muscles, his heart was beating at a calming pace. This was different from Joshua, this was safe or security, this was unknown. She moved her hands to his shoulder gripping them tightly. This is what she wanted to lose herself in something so unknown but at the same time so familiar. Looking up she stared into the grey orbs before. Eric’s hands lingered up around her thighs stopping at her hips. The movement caused her to sigh, the sound caused Eric to grip her jaw.

“I want to feel you,” Rae said breathlessly.

Without another word, Eric pulled Rae into him crushing her lips with his. The kiss was so controlled so powerful. Rae had never kissed anyone in her life, the rush of the sensation consumed her. Eric pushed his tongue into her mouth which she did not protest to. Rae let Eric’s tongue linger in her mouth before wanted to venture into his territory. Rae’s hands were moving all over Eric body, though she did not venture below the belt, scared of what she would find. Eric moved his hands back down to Rae’s bottom squeezing her aggressively. Rae gasped from the touch causing her to breaking the kiss. Eric quickly moved to her neck assaulting it as Rae relished in the sensation but she wanted more.

“More. Please, I want more.” She begged.

Eric groaned at her request, sliding his hands over to top of her thighs. His fingertips danced over them creating a sensation of anticipation. Rae quickly went back to Eric’s mouth sucking on his lips, trying to mimic his motion from before. Grasping her legs Eric eased them apart giving him better access. Eric reached between Rae’s legs and gripped her underwear yanking them off or rather ripping them off. Rae yelped at his actions making Eric grin at Rae sex-infused facial expression. He went back to consuming her lips. The loose fitting strap on Rae dress fell off her shoulder with all of the movement exposing her breast to him. Eric slowly inched his hand up to her breast squeezing it causing Rae to moan in his mouth. He decided to increase the sensation by pinching her soft innocent nipple. Rae jerked away, quivering. Eric leaned into her kissing her jawline and then continuing down her sternum to the abused bud. He gently kissed the mound taking it into his mouth, running his tongue in a circular motion all while sucking it.

Rae arched her back allowing him a better angle. Moaning to his every movement, she slid her bottom closer to the edge of the table unconscious aware of what she was doing. Eric made his way back up to Rae’s neck nipping at it all while his hands were playing a different game. He wasted no time and slipped his hand between her legs cupping her sex. Eric could feel how hot and slick she was for him making him moan.

“God, you’re so fucking wet for me.” He gasped. Rae pouted and nodded her head, yes wanting him to continue. She was aching for him, throbbing with intensity on the inside that needed to be released. He ran his fingers over her lips teasing her, frustrating her.

“Please stop teasing me.” She begged arching more for him, letting her head fall back.

He smiled at her plea and dipped one digit into her slick, wet heat. Rae moaned at the unfamiliar invasion as it ventured around until finally reaching her clit. Her breath hitched at the discovery. Eric slowly moved his finger back and forth over the sensitive clit causing Rae’s body to surge with pleasure. She had touched herself before but having someone else touch her heightened the sensation. Eric finger traveled down to her open feeling her wetness and then returned to the clit moving his finger in a circular motion. Rae was losing herself to him with every touch he made petting her sensitive clit.

“Fuck. Eric ahh.” She whimpered as she started grinding against his hand. Eric stopped his motion making Rae whimper. He lightly dragged his finger down to Rae opening curious of how she would feel around him. Rae bit her bottom lip wanting to continue with their erotic play. She was about to ask why he had stopped when all the sudden she felt an unfamiliar pressure entering her. She squirmed at the strange feeling as Eric moaned to the feeling of her tight walls clenching his finger.

“Awe fuck! So tight.” He murmured in ecstasy. Rae kept squirming, as the pressure became unbearable pulling herself away from him. “That hurts.” She whimpered looking at him with innocent eyes. “I’ll go slower but it’s not going to get any better unless we keep doing it.” He said being sincere as he could be. Rae accepted his answer and knew he was right. He leaned into her taking her lips again this time with more tender passion. Rae threw her arms around his neck deepening the kiss wanting him all over her.

Eric went back to pleasuring her slick bundle of nerves. Rae wanted to lift her hips up to him for a reason unknown to her. Eric would alternate between the tip to the flat surface of his finger mixing the sensation, which was sending Rae on edge. He enjoyed watching her succumb to his touch. He enjoyed watching the pleasure on her face and hearing her moan his name. Eric ventured down to Rae’s opening again taking a second to look Rae dead in the eye. Rae nodded at his silent request to enter her once more. As he slid his finger inside of her, he never lost eye contact. She groaned while looking at him with hazy eyes full of pleasure. Her walls clenched around his finger as he went deeper building more pressure inside of her. He soon pulled the digit more than half way out before pushing back into Rae again. She moaned at the friction he was causing as he continued to do this. Arching her back allowed her to lift her hips a little more for him letting him go deeper.

Rae was taking in the new sensation when she felt Eric add another digit. He began stretching her, causing more pleasure and a little pain but Rae let him continue, as the combination was stimulating. Eric started curling his fingers as he thrust into her hitting a spot inside of her, she didn’t know was there. As he continued curling his fingers something inside of her was building and she felt it coming. To create more stimulation Eric started rubbing his thumb over her clit. “Oh God! Eric!” she cried out. Eric moaned and roughly grabbed the back of her head forcefully crushing her onto his lips. It was aggressive, as she became a slave to him. She wanted his everything his mouth, tongue, body, everything he had to offer she wanted.

Rae felt her climax nearing as she started bucking her hips against Eric’s touch. She was moaning in his mouth and tried to release herself from his lips but Eric wasn’t having that. He kept a firm grip on Rae’s hair and also began biting her bottom lip. It was all too much, the control he had, the consent she gave him to make her feel this way. Rae was definitely lost to him now. Her release was mesmerizing as Eric watched her body vibrate with pleasure, the moans she released. She was breathing heavily as she came down from her erotic high leaning against his shoulder for support as her body went limp. Eric cupped her face, looking at her in all primal state and began kissing her pecking at her soft yet damage lips thanks to his doing. Rae relished in his touch and his tenderness amazed that it was Eric.

Both were silent in that moment when they heard a ruckus outside. There was no denying what happened between them. There was also no hiding especially when looking at Rae. She was completely out of it. Her hair knotted up due to Eric’s handling, her dress nearly falling off with her dress bunched up above her thighs. Her lips had been brutally bitten and ferociously sucked on. She couldn’t be seen like this with Eric.

They heard voice getting closer and closer. Eric directed his attention to the front door waiting for what was about to reveal itself. The voice began sounding familiar, like Dauntless soldiers. They were looking for Eric, sounding urgent. Eric stood in front of Rae to help cover her. Her fears were coming to life as the voices came to the door. Rae scrambled to get off the table and to the back door. She tripped catching herself by grabbing the handle on the door. Rae looked back at the gray eyes piercing her soul. She quickly turned the knob and ran out just as the men came barging in. She faded into the night with the memory of her unexpected time with Eric, the Dauntless Leader.

Green-Eyed Monster

Prompt by the dazzling sillyeverydays

“You going to slow down on those drinks?” Tori asked you as she handed you two more shots.

“Nope not any time soon.” You replied taking a shot. Dauntless’s favorite tattoo polar was throwing a party and with the new initiates arrival recently things have been nonstop at the headquarters so it was nice to relax for a change and you were going to take full advantage of the opportunity.

“How many have you had?” you heard Eric ask from behind you as he put his hand on the small of your back. Heat rushed to your face. He had that effect on you just from a mere touch.  You were still spinning from making love just before you both came to the party. Eric was a beast in bed and you did not know if you would ever get use to his appetite. There were times when he left you so sore you had to call out sick from training your initiates. You thought you were limber but Eric always seem to prove you wrong.

“I only had three.” You lied. You were actually on your fifth one. Eric pinched your side.

“I can’t have you sloppy drunk. You won’t be able to keep up with me later tonight.” He told you eyeing you. He probably knew you were lying.

“I won’t be.” You assured him.

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anonymous asked:

are you taking requests? I just really crave a deep heated argument between Harry and Y/n like I've always kinda imagined them fighting on the tour bus and she screams at him "I wish we never met!" and she runs off and like Lou and the boys all heard her and she like runs into the venue omg... that's so melodramatic. you totally don't have to do that but I mean the idea is there if you want! thank you Courtney!!!

Alright so here’s what I did with part 2 of THIS BLURB. Super melodramatic, cringe and eye-rolling worthy. Haha forgive me.


Claiming His Territory

Opening the bathroom door, you stepped back into the dressing room. Harry sat on the sofa, but you barely looked at him. Instead you made your way to the exit.

“Where are you going?” you heard him ask.

“Gonna try to find a scarf or something,” you replied.

“So ya are mad,” remarked Harry.

“I didn’t say I was mad. Did I say that?” you jerked around, your hands on your hips.

“Your tone says you’re mad.”

“So I have a tone now?”

Harry groaned, running a hand down his face. “Babe, I’m sorry. I wasn’t thinking.”

You sighed loudly, dropping your arms. “I said it’s fine, Harry. I’m not mad. It’s just kind of embarrassing is all.”

Harry glared at you with a set jaw. Grabbing the doorknob, you swung the heavy door open.

“I gotta go find something. I’ll be back,” you announced.

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“I want you to...”

A/N: If you know me by now, you know that I have a sick crush on Jai Courtney. So here enjoy some nice sexuale things about him and you. And for the love of god, please forgive my grammar mistakes and stuff. English is not my native language, thank you! 

Being friends with benefits with the actor and your neighbor Jai Courtney isn’t that easy. Especially if you feel more for him then just a good time here and there. But does he feel the same? Or will you only stay his fuck buddy? 

Warning: Mature / Smut (duh), Swearing, Dirty Talk 
Jai Courtney x reader  

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On the Run

Prompt by Anon. This story is going to officially kill me.


“Y/N? Y/N?”
You snapped out of your thoughts and looked over at Tris.
“Yeah?” you answered as you pushed your food around your plate.
“You thinking about him?” Tris asked. You held back your tears as Eric was always on your mind.
“Yes.” You whispered. Tris leaned over the table and put her hand over yours.
“You can always go back to him Y/N. I won’t be mad at you.”
“I don’t know who he is anymore Tris. After what he did to you, Four and Abnegation. He is not the same man I fell in love with.”
“But you still love him.”
“Yes. I will always love him. He was my first everything.”
Tris nodded her head understanding as she glanced over to her love Four. You ate mostly in silence as you glanced around at the serene location at Amity. They were kind enough to let you, Tris, Four, Caleb and Peter stay after running for your lives as Jeanine framed your best friend and other Dauntless for the attack on Abnegation. After lunch, you went to do your chores in the fields and you found your thoughts back at Dauntless. Eric did try to protect you from the disastrous impending events but you were hard headed and did not do as he asked you to do. You had to protect your best friend.

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