We all make mistakes, have struggles, and even regret things in our past. But you are not your mistakes, you are not your struggles, and you are here NOW with the power to shape your day and your future.
“Jagi! wake up.” You felt a warm breath tickling your ear as your eyes were closed, “If you don’t wake up, I’ll do something.” He whispers again, your face became flushed as you knew what he was going to do. You could already feel him making his way down there. You grabbed his wrist quickly. Not today.
“Later.” You murmur. Seokjin sighed and left the room, it was peaceful for a few minutes long. Pulling the covers back over you, you took the few minutes of silence in the room to try to fall asleep again.
“Eomma!” Your eyes flashed open and pulling yourself into sitting position, your eyes saw your 3-year-old daughter crying as Seokjin carried her into the room.
“Why did you wake her up!” You snap at Seokjin, taking your daughter from his arms you started to rub her back gently. “Appa is a bad person, don’t worry.” You glared across to Seokjin, who was currently pouting in a cute way.
“You weren’t getting up. It’s my birthday, jagi!” A grown man jumping up and down in front of you, excited for his birthday at this age. If you told anyone this they would thought you were telling lies.
“I know it is. You’ve been reminding me constantly for the past 3 months. Jagi my birthday’s in 25 days… jagi it’s my birthday in 21 days.” You had just mimicked Seokjin and you couldn’t of been more proud of yourself and couldn’t help but burst out into laughter. “So I’ve decided that we are not going to celebrate your birthday until I say so.”
“You’re the definition of cruel.” Seokjin mutters.
“You won’t be saying that later.” You could promise him that. For two things. One his big surprise and two well everyone was dumbfounded if they couldn’t figure out number two.
“We’ll see about that.” Seokjin narrowed his eyes and picked up your daughter, who had somehow fallen back to sleep from all the commotion that had happened. But this was casual married couple fighting.
“Can you give me a hint to one of my gifts?” Seokjin question as you sat down at the table, picking up your chopsticks you pondered on what you could fool him with.
“Another baby.” You reply. You watch as Seokjin’s eyes lit up and smile bigger than the sky, you felt a little bad that the gift wasn’t true. You had been trying to have a baby but there had been no luck so far.
“Your pregnant?” He asks.
“No… I just liked seeing your reaction.” You giggled a little, another giggle came from your daughter’s lips. You looked over to her seeing as she had copied you, ah… she was too adorable sometimes. “See, even our daughter likes to fool you.”
“I’m in a house full of girls.” Seokjin sighed to himself.
“But… you’re a girl too sometimes.” Looking down at your phone buzzing in it’s place, reading the caller ID Jimin. “I’ll be back in a minute.” Answering the call you walked away from the table.
You: Is everything set? Jimin: Yes, everything is ready for 5. You: We’ll see you then.
“Why do I have to wear a blindfold!?” Seokjin complained, you were carrying your daughter as well as guiding Seokjin to the right position. Only the street lights could direct you the correct way, seeing a few figures in the darkness you had realised you had arrived.
“We’re here.” You say, “Countdown from 5 out loud and then remove the blindfold.” Instructing him, you made sure he was okay before carrying your daughter over to stand with the others. All of the members and their wives had accepted the invitation to come, as well as Seokjin’s family and friends. You were surprised at how fast something like this was pulled together.
“Aish! 5..4..3..2..1.” That was it, the sounding of all of the lights and rides turning back on. As everyone stood there proudly and shouted surprise to Seokjin.
He looked up at everything, his eyes widening once he realised where he was. A theme park. To be exact an empty theme park, that was open just for his birthday. “Do you like it?” Walking over to Seokjin, he pulled you into his embrace squished your daughter in between the both of you.
“Like it. I love it. Thank you, jagi.” Seokjin presses his lips quickly against yours before he started to walk into the theme park.
You started to walk into the park still carrying your daughter in your arms, “What shall we go ride on?” You ask your daughter, she squirmed trying to release herself from your grasp. Then she took your hand pulling you over to one of the rides.
A few hours later you had finally managed to reclaim Seokjin as your own, both of you had met at the Ferris wheel. You leaned into Seokjin, resting your head on his chest as he wrapped his arm around you. “Where’s the baby?” Seokjin whispers.
“She’s with your brother, I couldn’t pull her away.” You mused lightly.
“Ah, we should just let him take her home. We can always have another baby.” Seokjin replied in a soft whisper, his voice so warm and gentle you could forget about the whole world and not even notice.
“Did you have a good birthday?”
“It was the best birthday I’ve ever had.” Seokjin presses a soft kiss on your head. “Isn’t it time for me to finish up what I tried to start this morning?” Seokjin questions, you giggled to yourself.
He hadn’t forgotten.
“On a Ferris wheel?” You almost wanted to burst out laughing, then again you felt the Ferris wheel come to a halt. The lights above you started to flicker before they eventually turned off.
“We’re experiencing technical difficulties, we should be about 20 minutes.” The workers down below used a megaphone to inform the people currently on the Ferris wheel, you could sue people over this but there wasn’t much point. Things like this happened all the time.
“Well I brought a blanket and we’ve got 20 minutes to spare, that’s plenty of time to finish what I started.” Seokjin placed the blanket on the ground, this wasn’t the craziest thing you’d done.
We spend our whole lives worrying about the future, planning for the future, trying to predict the future, as if figuring it out will cushion the blow. But the future is always changing. The future is the home of our deepest fears and wildest hopes. But one thing is certain when it finally reveals itself. The future is never the way we imagined it.
Okay here in the “future”you can see that they both go out to drink with old friends ( mutual friends it seems).
The only close-ish friends that we see them sharing right now are He Tian and Mo - Ji wouldn’t know any of Xi’s college friends right now because Ji doesn’t attend university yet. So let’s assume that they all still get together, which brings me to my main point.
This is obviously not Ji’s or Xi’s dog, so whose is it??? He tian’s. In the future He Tian and Mo get a golden retriever together and Yi and Xi come over to play with it its canon everybody :*)
There are so many minor headcanons that I may draw them out in the future days, anyway here are the mainly personalities headcanons for all the skeletons when I draw them.
……But wait! There is another thing I have to confess!
As my sensitive sorry yaoi ass is so easy to be butt hurt… there will be the day I explain my preference of all the fontcest ships around here. Basically Sans Fell Sans and Swap Pap can top the fuck out of each other, Fell Pap is still the dark prince that can top over his own bro, and Pap with Swap Sans are the holy lights that too innocent for such topping tasks. In addition if I suddenly want all the Paps can turn into all bottom right there right now.
But please don’t be disappointed or scared if we don’t view the ships the same, I respect your interests and I hope we can still hang out well even we have differences.