here you stupid bastard

Joe Sugg imagine || Knock Knock Part 7 ||

- Joe Sugg : Knock Knock.

- Joe Sugg : Knock Knock Part II.  

- Joe Sugg : Knock Knock Part III

- Joe Sugg : Knock Knock Part IV  

- Joe Sugg :  Knock Knock Part V.  

- Joe Sugg : Knock Knock Part VI.

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“Yeah, uhm… Oli just asked me to be his girlfriend and I said yes.” You explained in a lower voice, seeing Joe’s face falling from excited to confused to hurt. “Why?” He whispered looking from you to Oli and back, Oli just looked awkward and kind of looked back to his computer leaving it to you. “People move on Joe… I guess, I figured you had moved on with Jamie.” You admitted honestly, biting the inside of your cheek.

“But, I left Jamie… I was coming to make things right… I mean, I love you.” His voice cracked and your heart ached a lot harder than it danced when Oli was near you. “Joe.” You felt speechless unsure of the right words to say to him. He shook his head at you slowly. 

“No. It’s fine, I get it. I lost my chance. You’d still be mine if I hadn’t cheated on you. I shouldn’t have expected you to wait around forever.” He nodded and some of his hair fell into his eyes.

 “Sorry I barged in.” He turned, “Congratulations Oli, you’ve caught yourself one of the most amazing people in the world, whose perfect in every way, treat her right.” He whispered, sniffed to keep some tears from falling.

He left the living room and his foot steps went down the short hallway and out the front door the door closing behind him.

Letting out a slow breath your fingers were in your hair looking from where Joe stood to Oli who had looked up again, he looked in thought and sombre. “Go after him.” He finally looked up. “What?” You asked.

“Joe, go after Joe.” He nodded, “but Oli?” You asked confused still, unsure.

“He loves you… And you still love him, even if you keep trying to push it down and move on… You do.” It was like he was inside of your mind. “But, Oli – us.” You gestured between the two of you and he shook his head. “It’s fine. We weren’t ready for this – we’re definitely designed to be friends. It’s okay – (Y/N) go.” He urged with a hand gesture motioning for you to go.

“Are you sure?” You felt conflicted. Your heart telling you to run after Joe, your mind telling you to stay with Oli.

“I want you to be happy, you’ll be happy with Joe. That’s all I want for you.” He stood up. “You’re not going to be as happy as you could be with me. So please, just go.” He had a sad smile but his eyes were understanding. 

“Thank you, Oli.” You whispered, standing on your tip toes, you kissed his cheek before you ran as fast as you could in your flip flops down the hallway and out your front door leaving it wide open, you almost tripped going down your flats stairs. 

Looking both directions the sidewalks of your neighbourhood was empty. “JOE!” You called running one direction up the street looking around rushed. You turned a corner and lend over catching your breath. You glanced up seeing a blue and black plaid jacket you knew very well about a kilometre ahead of you, “JOE!” You called again, feeling like your lungs were going to give in as you started running again, you ditched your flip flops that were slowing you down.

Joe had stopped walking but hadn’t turned to look at you as you caught up, “how do you move to quick?!” You exhaled and inhaled quickly, taking note you were drastically out of shape. “Why do you care?” He asked, turning to look at you finally.

“Because… Because, I love you, you stupid bastard, come here!” You almost attacked him as you jumped him and wrapped your arms around him tightly, he had caught you so you didn’t fall on your ass. “But?” He looked lost but a small smile was on his lips. “Oli?” He asked.

You shook your head, “don’t worry about it. Oh my God I’ve missed you so much. So fucking much.” You moved your hands to his face as you felt him holding you, you wrapped your legs around his waist. You lent in and kissed him deeply. 

Pulling away he looked at you. “I forgive you and you forgive me?” You asked him, nervously, your heart racing. “Forgive you for what?” He asked. “For believing I could ever love someone as much as I love you.” You whispered and he nodded. “I forgive you, but you did nothing wrong, baby.” He carefully placed you down and the concrete of the sidewalk was cold on your bare feet. “It’s my fault all of this happened.” He took your hands into his holding them close. “I love you.” He smiled, pulling you in for another kiss…

The end. :D