here you go anon sorry for the delay

The Author

Pairing: Y/N/Author!Calum

Rating: PG-All

Request: Yes

Words: 5.100+

Summary: With a notebook in his hand, Calum always explored the imaginating world of authors expressing stories through words. What his best friend Y/N never knew was that the amazingly girl in his story always based around her.

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anonymous asked:

What are you working on right now?!?!/are we going to see more of the comic of isak and even?

Hi anon!sorry for the delayed answer!Here is what i’m working on….on my breaks between commissions…the animation of isak’s outfits..

And yes in fact last week i uploaded the second page of the comic, stay tuned for more!

anonymous asked:

So a little birdie told me if I had an itch to scratch (a kastle prompt) you were the person to go to? So here's my shot in the dark. Karen & Frank are caught by some gangster or something and the bad guy is smart hurting Karen to get info outta frank (info frank actually doesn't have)

I’m sorry for the delay, anon! I do have something - I dug up something old and finished it just for you :) It’s more working with the prompt, rather than the direct scene itself - but I hope you still like it!

Frank finds Karen trussed up in the back of a van in Queens.

He doesn’t really remember much about how. There is skin crammed under his fingernails and blood slopped down his front. He is panting, braced somehow against the bumper with a knife in his hand but all he can see, all he remembers, is the expression on her pale, dirty face when he’d pulled open the door.

He hauls himself into the back. His left leg threatens to crumple beneath him, trembling and wobbly and weak as shit but he makes it in and he kneels himself before her, taking the knife to the zip ties.

He tries to go carefully, slow. He doesn’t know what they’ve done to her. He knows it only been a few hours, he knows that they’re dead; he knows that he slaughtered them but he doesn’t know what they’ve done and that thought lodges itself in that thick skull of his, and it scares him more than anything.

He tries to cut the zip ties, but his hands, they just won’t stop shaking.

She’s pushed herself up to meet him. She moves, presses against the knife, and she’s saying something, saying his name, he thinks – but then the ties around her ankles give and he has an armful of warm, alive, Karen Page.

It’s jarring, the sudden, intimate touch. Her head tucks beneath his chin, her arms like steel bands around his chest. He breathes her in, the smell of her shampoo and the dirt and the sweat and when he absorbs that through the haze of his heartbeat and the fear he drops the knife and holds her against him, tight.

“Frank,” he hears her saying, finally, through the storm in his head. “Frank. Frank.”

“You’re okay,” he mumbles, his hands following a pattern down her back. It’s automatic, familiar. He feels her shake in his arms, although whether she’s crying or laughing, he can’t really tell.

Eventually, after a second or a lifetime, she pulls away and tugs him from the van. They half-fall out of it and further into the alley, away from the bodies, her legs wobbly from restricted circulation. As he steadies her he can see the welts left around her wrists, the bruise just visible beneath the sleeve of her blouse. He seems to get stuck again on that, a moment.

There is a rushing sound in his ears. It’s blood, he thinks; it’s familiar, it’s his state of calm, the one that’s carried him through his wars and he needs it now, because this isn’t done, it isn’t close to fucking finished.


She’s asking him another question.

“…are you ok? Are you hurt?”

He looks back at her. She’s moved closer. She’s waiting for a response, he remembers.

“Uh, yeah. Yeah,” he manages, after a moment. “I’m fine. You, how are you? Did they-?”

“I can handle it.”

He finds himself laughing. She could, yeah, she had a way of dealing with shit even when it scared the hell out of her, when she should be running the other way. He’s fished her out of a van and the evidence of what he’s had to do is all around them and she’s still looking at him, trying to get a hold of his gaze.

She panting, still, and there’s blood blotched on her blouse - from him, he realises, and he’s got blood on her face too. She’s pale and trembling. Christ, she’s still here.

The itch is still there too. It’s growing stronger: it’s not finished, Frank. This is not finished.

He hears a groan from back towards the van. He’d left one of them alive; he’d forgotten that.

“Down the street,” he croaks, forcing the air through his throat. It feels like he hasn’t spoken in a week. She frowns at the non-sequitur, still trying to catch his eye, to read him, but he looks away. He nods down the street. She needs to get out of here. “Red truck, scratch down the left side. Lie low with a friend a while, alright?”

He swipes at his nose, fishing his keys from his pocket, and she doesn’t move.

“Without you?” she laughs, but it’s forced, hoarse, and her mouth tightens after it. “Frank,” she tries again. “It’s over. It’s-”

He cuts through her tumble of words. “Not over. I need – information. I’m going to get it.”

Her eyes flick back towards the van almost unwillingly, and her expression changes, a cycle of emotions that pass too fast to read. “Then I’ll stay until you get it. We’ll bring one of them with us. We’ll go through it together, but Frank-”

I don’t want to lose you again, she doesn’t say, but he hears it anyway.

He shakes his head, running a hand through his hair. He starts to get it; she needs him now, needs him to be present, but he, he’s got to see this through, he needs to see it through.

“What do you think is going to happen here,” he states, and it’s not a question. She understands what he means. Of course she does. She hardly flinches, though, and he’s not sure if that’s new or not, or if that’s something that’s broken in her, that he helped take apart, all of those months ago in the woods.

Frank.” She says his name again. Without the excuses, the attempted reasoning: simple, honest emotion. “Please.”

He remembers the last time. His little girl, she asked him, she fastened herself to his hand and pulled him towards her room and she didn’t care that she wasn’t twelve anymore, she waved that book in his face and she begged him to come with her.

Regrets and almosts. He almost did it. Lisa almost made it. Karen Page almost didn’t.

He stares at Karen, dumbly, and his words fail him.

“You need to go.” He manages, eventually. He’s repeating himself. He doesn’t know what else to say.

She looks at him another long moment. There’s that multitude of emotion crossing her features – too many for him to read, but maybe something in his voice gets to her because she takes the keys from him with shaking fingers, and then she leaves.

She leaves.

He looks at his hands. He clenches them, watching the way the knuckles stretch the skin, before he fetches the knife and strides back to the alley mouth. He glances back down the street when he reaches it, checking, but Karen is gone from sight already. Good. That’s, good.

Another groan, weaker now. The survivor, half-slumped over the bumper with his hands pressed over his ribs and when Frank turns towards it the groan becomes that little more strained, that little more panicked. Good - he steps forward, he takes it slow, each step calm and precise. The survivor tries to scramble away. It’s one of the ones that had been in the back with her, that had got the knife and not the bullet. Frank feels that chill sink back into place.

The piece of shit was not going to last long. The man’s breathing is already a bit wet; he must’ve nicked his lung earlier, but they didn’t need much time, did they?

Frank’s at the van now and the man slip-slides onto the floor, squeaking as he lands – he has cracked ribs as well, Frank could use that. The man tries to pull a knife and he kicks it away and stomps on his sternum, feeling good when he hears the scream.

He presses his knee into the man’s chest and bends down, close enough to see the whites of his eyes reflected in the knife.

No, he doesn’t need much time at all. 

anonymous asked:

small thought i wanna share with you cause youre like THE puzzleshipper meta person: after the memory rpg and learning his real name, the maze of atems soul room probably cleared up, so his soul room looks more like a normal one that reflects him right? i wonder what it would look like and if there is a giant wall mural dedicated to his feels for his aibou. wouldnt that be a shock if he came to recognize how deep his feels really were in such a way. anyhow, im going to scream into a pillow now.

O.O HOW DID I MISS THIS. Gosh darn, it looks like I have a whole bunch of anon messages that I was unaware of- GDI TUMBLR APP, WHY DO YOU HIDE THESE IN THE ACTIVITY LOG.

But anyways, sorry for the delayed reply, anon, let’s see what we have here- Because this is awesome (and very flattering).

I love the idea of Atem’s soul room shifting in the aftermath of the Memory World arc, because of course. Even if you subscribe to my theory that he did not regain firsthand memories of his life from the events, he definitely regained a sense of identity from the experience and would have a lot to reference to from the game… 

And the mural idea… GOSH, I did not like Deathly Hallows, but you just gave me such Luna Lovegood feels from that idea, if you know that reference. And there’s certainly a basis for such a thing, if you think about Shadi finding that ‘photo’ in Anzu’s own soul room!

To start off, I just took a little pace around my room and prodded through the manga to try and pin down what I imagine Atem’s soul room might be like, at least in the final chapters of the story, and I think I got at least a vague something. 

I’ve seen a lot of references to Atem’s real soul room being like his throne room- But I don’t see that myself. He definitely encompassed the role of a leader, wore it as something he needed to be and acted as protector and defender, but I don’t see his very core being represented by a throne- By power.

I think he would be more focused on strength of self- And battle. He was a king in the saddle, of the sword, not the throne.

So I think Atem’s soul room would, if only in shape, look a lot like the inside of the Shrine of Wedju. 

-it woudn’t be absolutely covered in slabs like that, but I just really like the look of it. It feels like a nice merger of Atem’s modern identity with his Egyptian identity, given the shrine reference and the stone and torches and such. But the odd, sharp angles and elongated shape and plethora of stairs would also be a nice nod-back to the labyrinth, the soul room he has had for so long. The maze might not be his natural one with his identity intact, but it DOES seem fitting to him all the same. And he has probably incorporated his role as ‘spirit of the Puzzle’ into his psyche, so I think he would naturally keep some representation of that state of his spirit.

But anyways, on the raised center of this ‘shrine’ we would have this:

A duel style floor.

Because even if there’s no need for slabs in his room, I still like to imagine the ‘centerpiece’ of Atem’s soul would be duel themed. What else represents his identity as ‘the Other Yuugi’ AND ‘the Pharaoh Atem’ so well as dueling? 

But ah, the thing is, while there might be a bunch of Egyptian symbols and spirit images all over the floor mural and on the walls - in place of the slabs - there’s other things mixed into the images.

His friends.

He would have Seto, Jounouchi, Mai, Malik, and countless other duelists he’s formed bonds with represented standing strong beside the spirits, and all of his friends who have stood by him outside of duels - Anzu, Honda, Otogi - represented in places of honor, to show how they hold a place in his heart and even the impression of them keeps him strong.

And Yuugi.

Yuugi is the foci of the floor mural, at the center of his soul.

Because, whether you believe his feelings are platonic or NOT, Yuugi’s the center of Atem’s being, the core of his world. 

Where else could he possibly be?


book pairings:Adrian Ivashkov and Sydney Sage
from Bloodlines by Richelle Mead

No, you will listen. For once, you’re going to hear something that doesn’t fit into your neat, compartmentalized world of order and logic and reason. Because this isn’t reasonable. If you’re terrified, believe me this scares the hell out of me, too. You asked about Rose? I tried to be a better person for her—but it was to impress her, to get her to want me. But when I’m around you, I want to be better because, well, because it feels right. Because I want to. You make me want to become something greater than myself. I want to excel. You inspire me in every act, every word, every glance. I look at you, and you’re like… Like light made into flesh. I said it on Halloween and meant every word: you are the most beautiful creature I have ever seen walking this earth. And you don’t even know it. You have no clue how beautiful you are or how brightly you shine.

(sorry for the delay….Chrome crashed and I lost what I had been writing for this prompt)

I don’t know if you know how we do things around here, but for newcomers, more than half of the romance writing I do is angst. You brought this upon yourself, anon, and now you shall reap what you sew….I’ll go easy and make it Angst/Fluff, though.


“Corrin?” Azura yawned curiously when she opened the door to her quarters, her normally sleek blue hair an unkempt cerulean mess. “It’s the middle of the night. Is something wrong?”

“No?…yes…Er, sort of?” Corrin stammered, fidgeting on the spot, his hands moving at his sides as if they were kneading invisible balls of dough. “I..I was just wanting to…er, y’know, c-cuddle?” He trailed off towards the end of the sentence, the word cuddle bearing barely louder than a whisper.

“You…You knocked on my door at 1 in the morning…to cuddle?” The princess asked incredulously. Corrin’s cheeks flushed in embarrassment and he nodded, sheepishly averting his gaze. She sighed and shook her head in amusement. “What am I going to do with you?”

“I-invite me inside?” Corrin gave as a half-joking suggestion, prompting Azura to laugh that bubbly laugh that he loved so much as she stood aside to let him in. I can’t believe that actually worked. 

“You’re lucky you’re so cute.” She admitted as she closed the door behind him, the prince noticing a light blush dusted across her cheeks.


Azura let out a contented sigh, enjoying the feeling of her boyfriend’s body curled around her own, one of his arms draped over her side. She turned under his arm to face him to find him with a worried look which was replaced with an unsure smile when he noticed her looking at him.

“What’s troubling you, dear?” She tenderly laid a hand against his cheek, cupping his jawline in her palm.

“Nothing, my love.” Corrin assured her, pressing a kiss to her forehead.

“Corrin, don’t lie to me.” Azura pleaded. “It’s written all over your face; something’s bothering you and I want you to tell me what.”

Corrin’s gaze moved to some obscure point behind her, silently pulling her close and gently hugging her head against his chest. She could hear his heart hammering in his chest, his arms were shaking slightly as was his breath.

“I’ve..just been thinking about what happened at Fort Dragonfall.” He admitted, shuddering as he put his emotions to word. “I felt so powerless, watching you writhe on the ground in pain with nothing I can do to help.”

“Corrin.” Azura said plainly. “You asked me for my word that I wouldn’t let the pendant’s power kill me, and I gave it to you, didn’t I?”

“Well, yes, but…” He shifted his gaze back to hers, the fear playing on his features almost enough to break her heart.

“But nothing. I made a promise that I wouldn’t let my singing kill me and I meant it.” Without another word and with barely any warning, she angled her face towards his and pressed her lips against his. As their lips met, she felt him relax against her and kiss back, neither drawing away for almost a minute. As she broke the kiss and pressed her forehead against Corrin’s, her next words came at one of the softest, gentlest whispers Corrin had ever heard. “I love you far too much to do that to you.”

“I love you, too.” He whispered back.

anonymous asked:

I'm sorry to bother you, but how did you color Fawks and Katie Bell that way? /post/128806131319/harry-potter-meme-½-movies-harry-potter

Hi, lovely anon! Don’t worry, you’re not bothering me at all <3

Thank you for asking this. So, here comes my very first tutorial!

How to make this kind of gif from this gifset ( tutorial under the cut )

Please like or reblog if you find this useful! ♥

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anonymous asked:

hi!! sorry, i don't know if you've already talked about this or answered a question similar to this, but do you take commissions? just curious, your art is gorgeous. have a nice day uwu

Hi there! Thank you so much Anon! (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡ unfortunately I do not do commissions, going to be super busy soon with the holidays and then online classes starting next year. But I’ve been getting quite a few people asking if I sell my work so I’m starting to seriously consider selling prints hahah… I have never done that before though, so I’m a total noob. Going to have to take some time to figure out how to set up a shop XD Hope you have a nice day too guys!

ANSWERING ALL ASKS HERE (I’m so sorry for the delay, I need to stop letting asks pile up >_< thank you all for sending these to me, I love talking to everyone)

Hey there guys! <3 Thank you so much for your comments!! (⁄ ⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄ ⁄) And thank you all for asking! @randompriest​ and @thepianohasbeenthinking no worries at all : ) YES it’s totally ok to use my drawings for headers/covers so long as there are credits! @tehddybear​ YES definitely fine to repost anywhere that isn’t Tumblr or DeviantArt as long as there are credits ~ <3 and @yngiell YES that’s 100% ok with me! Waaahh that tribute video sounds really awesome ~ If it’s not any trouble for you I’d love to see it when it’s done!

Hello there Anons! Thank you so much <3 I use Photoshop CS5 for both lineart & coloring and a Wacom Intuos 5 tablet. I’m saving up for a Cintiq though hahah *broke af* BUT anyways, I started drawing with photoshop back in… Gosh. High school? so I guess I’ve been fiddling around with this medium for 8 years but never seriously got into it until college. In that case I’d say it took me about 3 ish years to really learn how to color digitally. ALTHOUGH I don’t consider my work very polished, I have way too much to improve on still >_<

Hey Anons! And no worries (I might make a FAQ soon hehe). No I do not have a twitter at the moment, but in the future I might consider it! : ) I’ll let you all know if I do end up making one though! <3

*whispers* I luv you too. heh. Thank you so much! ;A; I’m so glad my drawings make you happy, and I hope you have a fantastic day yourself! 

*HUGS* ヽ(≧◡≦)八(o^ ^o)ノ

Ahhh thank you so much! I’m sure you paint beautifully! *o* It’s really just a matter of getting comfortable with the medium and to be honest I still struggle with it to this day haha. It’s really amazing how much you can do digitally, it’s so much fun! Just play around with it every day and you’ll start to find effects you really like ~

Awww THANK YOU ANON! :)) I’m really happy you like my work! It makes my day to hear this.

Noooo don’t cry! Thank you so much for your kind words ;A; 

Heh. Did it work?

Ahhh thank you so much! ・゚・(。>ω<。)・゚・ It’s so fulfilling to know my drawings bring you and other people happiness (or any other kind of emotion). It’s just such an encouraging thing to hear as an artist ;__; 

Thank you so much for your kind comment! >////< I’ll keep working hard to improve! 

Thank you thank youuu~! ;A; Your icon is so cute btw ahhhh

Ooo tough question haha. There’s just so much I WANT to do but I’m not sure I can make it. To be honest I pretty much went around all these years with just the vague knowledge that I wanted to draw for a living. Once I found out what you do in Visual Development for entertainment such as video games and movies I just fell in love with it. I’m still pretty stuck in that “anime” style and my portfolio isn’t up to par with the industry.. BUT I’m working on a personal style every day and maybe one day I’ll be able to work in that field. In the far future. Haha. My work is nowhere near good enough yet. And animation lately… It’d be amazing to be in animation too. Extremely disappointed I couldn’t afford to go to California to learn it. Even though I got in, tuition was just too much ugh. 


Thank you everyone who sent in asks! I’m sorry I always do it in batches but I didn’t want to spam everyone’s dashboard. If you have any pressing questions you can always pm me! Hope everyone has a wonderful Holiday! I’m going back into my YOI withdrawal mode hahah TT___TT their duet still physically hurts me. And long haired Yuuri is my new obsession. Love you all!

anastasia-goddess-of-drama  asked:

So apparently Lena turns to Rhea as mother-figure in next couple of episodes?!

Hi love! Sorry for the delay. Yes I did see the article and while it is troubling at first glance, and I’m not a fan of the plot line, I can understand the direction that they seem to be taking here. Lena is in a really tough place now, so of course it is only natural for our big bad to swoop in and exploit everything that she is going through.

To be honest, at first I was actually surprised to find out that it would be Rhea attempting the facade as opposed to Lillian. Though I suppose Lillian has tried and failed and Lena can definitely see straight through her at this point. There is also the fact that Lillian has been more or less replaced as the big bad which is also interesting to see. Can’t wait to see what she Lena and Winn get up to in the finale!

At least we can take comfort in the fact that Lena will be Team Supergirl in the end which indicates the truth about Rhea will come out! I have another ask about Rhea and the impact it will have on Lena’s character so I plan on addressing it as soon as I can (most likely tomorrow morning – it’ll be a bit long). So stay tuned for that!


okay… comic idea is this: aokaga, where the two of them are getting in each other’s faces arguing about something dumb, and a friend (Midorima? Kise?) pushes their heads together thinking that they’ll bonk foreheads but it turns into an accidental kiss. I have this really clear picture in my head of them turning to whoever caused this directly after it happens and looking dumbstruck, red faced, and both directly on the verge of their own “what the fuck did you THINK would happen???” rant.

Here you go, anon! Sorry for the delay, I hope you enjoy it!

Kagerou Daze Manga - Chapter  37.1: Shinigami Record VII


Comic GENE 9 issue (read right to left)
Manga by: Satou Mahiro
Original by: Jin (Shizen no Teki-P)
Character Designs by: Shidu, Wannyanpuu

Disclaimer: Only the scanning of the pages belong to me.

※Permission for large use/reUP of scans is highly appreciated.
Please message (through ask or Tumblr message). Off-anon is replied to privately.

Please support the series when you can!

Comments: AFTER 4 MONTHS, THE TIME WHEN MY MUM IS NOT HERE AND I AM NOT BUSY, I CAN FINALLY SCAN. …Seriously, sorry for the delay. I have ripped all of the pages I wanted out just need to scan, edit and upload now OTL I’ll try to do my best from here on out. For now please enjoy this chapter’s RAW.

For those who wants the summary on what is going on, millie, also known as imanoturugi and the one who posts all the Kagerou Daze mangas into English, have made a summary from chapter 36-39. Also Jaylene, also know as mudskipperkip is translating from chapter 40 and onwards.

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Sorry for the delay! Anon asked for some levixjean college AU and I didn’t get to it until now! I’ve never seen any Levi and Jean fanart so it was kind of fun to draw! Anyway, here you go anon!

Omaha squad - self harming preference

Hey guys I know I haven’t posted in an extremely long time, due to school and work as such but in a week I’ll have 2 week school holidays, so then I will be posting more.Thank you for your paitience.

This preference is on how I think the boys would react to Y/N self harming.

DISCLAIMER- I’m not a supporter of self harming or of anything as such, and I know some of us go through tough times, so please talk to someone even if it is myself.

He would probably be very upset an disappointed not in you, but in himself for not knowing and not being there. Then you would assure him and tell him that it wasn’t his fault.

Johnson would most likely be the person to know without you knowing that. Then when he found out for sure, he would ask you questions and then you would open up to him.

Nate would have a similar response like Johnson. He would also be very very supportive and help you through whatever issue or time you were going through.

Sammy would be like Gilinsky, and would be upset that he didn’t know. He would be extremely careful and would make sure that you felt like princess at every second that you spent with him.

Here is the anon requested Preference.
I’m sorry for the delay in long rides as well, but I’m starting to work on chapter 6 finally.

Rose 💖

@ the anons that requested these guys, here ya go, thought I’d give you all ur gays in one lump sum. (Although if any of you wanted to come off anon and message me, I’d be happy to provide you a version without the lined paper overlay)

anonymous asked:

Hey so you mentioned a deleted scene with Marcus and Lexa (I think?) and I was wondering if you can tell me more about it or link me to where I can watch it or smth cause I'm full-on Marcus Kane trash

Sorry for the delay, Anon, it took me awhile to find it! 

Here is the link!

If you haven’t watched this scene yet, GO WATCH IT.  It’s the longest of the S2 deleted scenes (I think deleted from “Spacewalker” though I’m sure someone will tag in and correct me if I’m wrong).  It’s amazing and important for so many reasons, and I remain lowkey devastated that it got left on the cutting room floor. 

Here’s the setup.  Lexa has been watching Camp Jaha and sees the Sky People preparing for war; Indra wants to strike the camp before the Sky People strike them and insists that they are enemies.  Marcus doesn’t deny that they’re making preparations for war but says, “when we are attacked, our first instinct is to defend ourselves.  In that, we are very much like you.”  Lexa says she offered the Sky People a generous peace, yet they prepare for war.  Marcus pleads for more time - not to ready their weapons, but for him to be able to explain to the Sky People how generous Lexa’s offer is and why they should take it, because he does believe in peace between them. 

I love this scene so much for so many reasons.  First, my personal opinion has always been that when the show decided to go all in on Clexa, Lexa’s vital relationships with a lot of other characters in the show got shorter shrift than they deserved. It’s great to see such a powerful Lexa scene that has zero to do with Clarke whatsoever. 

Second, it’s an important Indra/Lexa relationship moment, and honestly my personal opinion on Indra is the more the merrier.  I fucking love her, and I love how she is one of those amazing supporting characters who brings out new shades in everybody.  Look at how many different characters are transformed by coming into contact with her.  Think about that moment when she goes head-to-head with Abby in the field, or her complicated relationship with Lincoln, or her mentorship of Octavia.  Indra doesn’t have a huge role or a ton of lines but she’s so fucking important, and the brief interactions she and Lexa have here speak volumes about their relationship and her role as the Commander’s advisor.  We talk a lot about Lexa in the context of her training as Anya’s second, but I also think Indra’s influence is a really important consideration here.  This scene instantly made me headcanon that Indra is the first person who ever said “love is weakness” to her, and after Costia died it stuck.  It just sounds so much like something Indra would say - or at the very least, a sentiment she would heartily endorse. 

Third, this scene lets us watch Lexa being a solid tactician, which is something we’re largely told instead of shown.  This is a great Lexa scene in terms of developing her character as a leader, where we see her weighing two very different approaches to how to deal with the problem of the Sky People: Indra’s, and Kane’s.  Indra thinks there can never be peace or understanding between them and has troops ready to move in and attack, claiming that the Sky People think Lexa is weak.  “Let me show them how strong you are.”  Lexa is solidly in control and she commands that room.  (The way all the guards step in closer the minute Marcus makes a sudden move is great.)  She offered peace, the Sky People are preparing for war, fuck the Sky People, case closed.  She’s making the sensible decision here, based on the information at hand.  She’s doing exactly what she should do for her people. 

But we know, from the scenes when she was holding him and Jaha captive, that she respects Marcus Kane.  She knows he’s a good man.  It doesn’t make her inclined to let his people move their guns to the walls to attack the Grounders with no provocation, but their conversation is remarkable in how respectful it is despite their being enemies.

This brings me to the part of this lengthy meta where I get to talk about my boyfriend and what a significant (and unfairly excised) scene this is for him.  For example, let’s talk about how one of Marcus Kane’s most solid qualities over the latter half of Season Two is that he doesn’t talk down to the young people because of their age.  When the Sky People first land, he does the whole “hand over your guns, kiddos, the grownups are here” thing, which is of course infuriating to us the viewers as much as it is to Bellamy.  It’s Abby, the mom who can’t turn off her Mom Switch, who says “they’re being led by a child,” who keeps saying “they’re just kids,” who has the hardest time adjusting to what life on the ground has turned The 100 into.  But Kane snaps out of that fast.  He meets Lexa here as an equal - or, more accurately, he meets her as a humble and respectful supplicant pleading for something from a person in higher authority - despite being a man twice her age.  

It’s also important here to have some real-ass talk about what the thing is he’s actually pleading with Lexa for, because that’s interesting too.  He’s asking for more time.  Yeah, time to stockpile a shitload of weapons, is Lexa and Indra’s opinion.  No, he says, time for them to understand how generous her offer of peace really was.  Meaning, time for him to talk them into accepting it.

Meaning - Finn.

Look, “Spacewalker” wrecked us all equally, and whoever your bae is (Clarke, Raven, Bellamy, Abby, Finn, Lexa) I think we can all agree that scene is harrowing and it hurts to watch.  And I know a lot of people liked Finn and were sad to see him die, and I know at least a few of those people read this blog (HI ANNA!) so I apologize if this sounds heartless.  But Kane going to Lexa to strike a deal for more time so he can talk the Sky People into turning over Finn is a moment I really wish we’d gotten in this episode, because it’s actually a terrific Kane moment to me.  Kane is in the middle of a character arc that begins with “You have a strength that is not weakened by sentiment” and ends with him offering his own bone marrow to save Abby from pain.  Turning over the kid who massacred a Grounder village in order to establish lasting peace for the Sky People is a completely sensible and logical decision for Marcus Kane - at this stage in his character growth - to make.  One person dying to save everybody.  That’s smart.  That’s the logical thing to do.  It’s not pretty, but it’s what leadership looks like.  That’s what Kane would say.

Kane thinks it’s a good trade.  He tells Lexa her offer was generous, and he legitimately appears to mean it.  He thinks Finn for a truce is a really good offer, because he hasn’t realized yet that he’s still making the same mistake over and over.  He hasn’t yet hit the moment where he realizes that these are the very kind of decisions that shaped the Ark’s younger generation and lead him to explain to Abby that Clarke let the Tondc bombs fall for the same reason that she turned Jake in and he authorized the Culling - which is also the same impulse that led him to plead with Lexa to let him talk the Sky People into handing over Finn.  This is what he means when he tells Abby “she learned it from us.”  

And then we arrive at the best moment of the scene, at the very end, after Lexa has given Indra the command to rally the troops.  Indra has said there can be no peace between Tree People and Sky People.  Lexa calls out Marcus (correctly) for the fact that the Sky People sure as fuck aren’t behaving like people who actually want peace.  You kind of get the sense that Lexa may think Marcus is the best of a bad bunch, and while she doesn’t hate him - she’s as respectful in addressing him as he is to her - she sure as hell doesn’t trust the rest of his people.  And Kane gets it.  He doesn’t tell her that she’s wrong.  He doesn’t lie or argue away their actions.  He says “we’re the same as you.  When we’re attacked we defend ourselves.”  Which you can see, ever so slightly, getting Lexa’s attention.  And then in the final moments, as he’s begging her to reconsider and give him more time, he plays his last card. 

“Tree People and Sky People together,” he says to her in Trigedasleng, and holy shit this is important.

  1. Kane made the effort to learn Trigedasleng before anyone else except Octavia.  He’s the first of the adults to treat Grounder culture with respect.
  2. Indra insists that all Sky People are the same, that they are all the Grounder’s enemies.  Lexa’s respect for Kane is how we realize that she doesn’t actually, deep down, believe that.  Kane communicating with Lexa in her own language as a sign of respect, and the way he has consistently treated her, feels in some way like what opens the door to her relationship with Clarke.  
  3. Lexa’s betrayal at Mount Weather becomes a whole lot more complicated and interesting in the context of this scene, because it reminds you that the betrayal is a lot bigger than just Clarke.  Long before the kiss, long before she went full-on heart-eyes for Clarke, she was considering the possibility of building a bridge between Trikru and Skaikru, and then she straight-up lit that bridge on fire.
  4. Kane somehow evolved from the righteous asshole of Season 1 who refused to listen to anybody else’s opinions on goddamn anything into Camp Jaha’s most effective diplomat and literally who among us would have watched the pilot and ever in a thousand years seen that coming.