here i am without you

six of crows au where kuwei doesn’t exist

  • nina and matthias never have that moment where they realize they’re on the same side and therefore can’t trust each other
  • by some miracle they make it out of the ice court alive without nina having any parem
  • wylan never finds the courage to stand beside jesper on the way home because he’s too shy in his own skin
  • without the promise of reward for the scientist inej doesn’t consider her dream of hunting slavers possible, which means she never tells kaz so he has no reason to ask her to stay in ketterdam with him, and inej goes on thinking he doesn’t have deeper feelings for her
  • they go back to the barrel empty handed and their friendships never strengthen and most importantly to kaz—they never make their millions
  • pekka, heleen and van eck are still at large 
  • kaz never gets the help he needs to find inej’s parents
  • there’s really no reason to work with wylan again since raske is better with demolition after all and they’re not working with jan anymore
  • jesper’s life lacks chaos without any big heists and he goes back to gambling regularly
  • and poor matthias
  • he still meets his fate the same way when it’s found out he’s not in hellgate anymore. but the sad difference is it would have all been for nothing….

spoiler: it’s just not realistic.jpg stop acting like the story could exist without him. he’s a crucial character thanks bye

Dear mom, thank you. For being there every second of my childhood life. You took care of me when I couldn’t take care of myself. My tomorrow always starts with you. Your smile becomes a morning habit to me. Thank you for having patience with me when I didn’t want to eat the food you cooked just because it has vegetables or whenever I pretend sleeping at noontime. I’m sorry ifI love to play all day. Thank you for lending your arms whenever I cry at midnight, I always find solace in between them. Your voice melts my worrying, and it becomes a lullaby to me. Thank you for teaching me how to walk on my own, you showed me how a little sunshine could do wonders in this world. I have enjoyed my childhood life because of you.
Dear mom, thank you. For being my life’s greatest teacher. You have colored my days with your guidance, affection, care and attention. Thank you for teaching me how to write, count and read. Thank you for comforting me on my first day in school. For the provisions, I needed in life. I know, we are not rich, but you always make a way just to ensure I’d have a bright future. You prepared my better days, and I’d be forever grateful with that. Thank you for disciplining me the right way and teaching me how to become a better person.
Dear mom, thank you. For everything. For being my provider, teacher, friend, protector and my home. You will always have the biggest place in my heart. Thank you for teaching me how to become confident and independent. Thank you for always wiping my tears and calming all of my fears. Thank you for introducing our Lord God in my life. For all of the countless times, you were there to become a friend and become my shelter whenever there’s a storm. Thank you for caring me whenever I’m sick. For making me feel safe every time. Thank you for believing first in me and guiding me on every decision I make in life. I wouldn’t be here where I am in my life without you.
I know, these words will never be enough to thank you for every sacrifice you have done for me. But give me this moment to say this: Mom, I’m rapturously in love with you. I don’t say it as often, but I love you, and I will always be grateful to have you. My life is in the better place because of you. Your love is the reason why I’m strong, inspired and successful. Thank you for letting me walk on my journey. Don’t worry. I will always be your little child. I will always stay with you, through whatever and whenever.
I love you more than you’ll ever know. You are the greatest; you are my everything. And I will always see you in every wonderful experience that will happen to me.
—  E.J. Cenita, Mom, This Letter Is For You

movies that should exist: a pride & prejudice modern adaptation
starring mindy kaling as elizabeth bennet & jessica chastain as darcy fitzwilliam

“ugh. you LOVE me?”
“don’t make that face. it’s not like i want to. you’re loud and you talk too much about television for an adult and every single member of your family has friended me on facebook despite the fact that i’ve never spoken to most of them, and most of them have very poor punctuation. in fact, this whole situation is very embarrassing. like herpes. but like herpes, i don’t think it’s curable without taking action. so here i am. telling you. i love you.”
“can you even hear yourself right now?”
“so … what are your thoughts?”
“what are my thoughts? about your i-love-you-like-herpes speech?? which, p.s., herpes is incurable. that shit’s always gonna flare up again.”
“exactly. the metaphor is appropriate.”

some people make me feel so worthless, it hurts sometimes, I just wish to sleep for over a week without dealing with anything.

I am not an example of chronic illness for abled people to use.

I am not here for you to prove to someone that a chronically ill person can get good grades in school

I am not here for you to prove that a chronically ill person can be productive

I am not here for you to prove that a chronically ill person can be positive and happy

I am not here for you to prove that a chronically ill person can walk without a mobility aid

I am not here for you to prove to another chronically ill person that a chronically ill person can do something that they say they can’t do

I am not an example for you to use. Not when you don’t know how difficult it was for me to do these things.

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one thing I noticed about civil war was this cut where they were all suddenly dressed in their suits so i can only assume

Dear mom, thank you. For being there every second of my childhood life. You took care of me when I couldn’t take care of myself. My tomorrow always starts with you. Your smile becomes a morning habit to me. Thank you for having patience with me when I didn’t want to eat the food you cooked just because it has vegetables or whenever I pretend sleeping at noontime. I’m sorry ifI love to play all day. Thank you for lending your arms whenever I cry at midnight, I always find solace in between them. Your voice melts my worrying, and it becomes a lullaby to me.  Thank you for teaching me how to walk on my own, you showed me how a little sunshine could do wonders in this world. I have enjoyed my childhood life because of you.

Dear mom, thank you. For being my life’s greatest teacher. You have colored my days with your guidance, affection, care and attention. Thank you for teaching me how to write, count and read. Thank you for comforting me on my first day in school. For the provisions, I needed in life. I know, we are not rich, but you always make a way just to ensure I’d have a bright future. You prepared my better days, and I’d be forever grateful with that. Thank you for disciplining me the right way and teaching me how to become a better person.

Dear mom, thank you. For everything. For being my provider, teacher, friend, protector and my home. You will always have the biggest place in my heart. Thank you for teaching me how to become confident and independent. Thank you for always wiping my tears and calming all of my fears. Thank you for introducing our Lord God in my life. For all of the countless times, you were there to become a friend and become my shelter whenever there’s a storm. Thank you for caring me whenever I’m sick. For making me feel safe every time. Thank you for believing first in me and guiding me on every decision I make in life. I wouldn’t be here where I am in my life without you.

I know, these words will never be enough to thank you for every sacrifice you have done for me. But give me this moment to say this: Mom, I’m rapturously in love with you. I don’t say it as often, but I love you, and I will always be grateful to have you. My life is in the better place because of you. Your love is the reason why I’m strong, inspired and successful. Thank you for letting me walk on my journey. Don’t worry. I will always be your little child. I will always stay with you, through whatever and whenever.

I love you more than you’ll ever know. You are the greatest; you are my everything. And I will always see you in every wonderful experience that will happen to me.

—  E.J. Cenita, Mom, This Letter Is For You

The fruits of my labour today. Took me four and a bit hours to make this figure for an upcoming paper. Names and specimen numbers have been redacted to stop cheeky blighters nicking our research, obvs. Scale bars indicate 1 mm.

A serious topic coming up

To my friends, the ones still here, my new ones, my old ones.
Life is fucking unfair. That’s the way it is. It sucks.
For me, it’s a matter of picking up your pieces and carrying on, forced smile or not.s o many others are in the same position as I am. It’s unfair.


I deserve to be here.
What happened to me is not who I am.


I had a talk with my on-call therapist, calling her happy as I was, because she asked me to.
I was up, up up up. Soaring. Smiling, dancing. Talking in ALL CAPS because being excited is exciting.
I had to wait until 8am
She asked me
“What’s different?”

And really thought about it. We laughed.
And I think the simplest answer to give is that I was comfortable, but she told me that I was comfortable behind covered windows and silent nights too.

So I thought about it some more.

“I feel accepted”, I said. “Validated”. Real.

And for my trauma to make me feel, not feel, cry, scream, kick and puke. Isn’t that unfair?
That a father, someone sworn by blood to care, reduces you to a work of fiction? Of pity?


But I care, I said. I don’t care. I want to change. I want it gone. I want me to rise, to feel, to laugh.
I want to smell hot chocolate and not get the urge to run.
And I cried. I cursed her for taking my happy away.

“But you are real” she said. “And you are healing.”

I told her life is unfair. And she told me, she was silent, but after she told me:
“Yes it is”


And it is.


It fucking is. And I curse mental illness. I curse the long road of recovery, I curse all the nights howling because I can’t speak, I curse hyperventilating, I curse confusion, I curse alcohol, I curse running until your legs give out, I curse food, meat, sleepingpills.
I curse wanting to understand, I curse privilege, I curse all the things I can’t help. I curse sadness, I curse loud noises. I curse it! I curse it all! How it sits and festers inside of you! I curse it!
I curse looking at yourself in the mirror and wanting to rip your skin off. I curse alternate universes, I curse screaming at your phone, I curse the feeling of loneliness, of being disgusting, of being unreal. Of the never enough. 

I don’t want to be the victim anymore. I dont want to curse, i dont want this anger. I want to heal. 

I will heal.

After a moment, Laurent said, ‘I don’t think I would have arrived here without your help, at least not without being followed. I am glad you came. I meant that. You were right. I’m not used to …’ He broke off.

His damp hair, pushed back as it was, exposed the elegantly balanced planes of his face. Damen gave him a look.

‘You’re in a strange mood,’ said Damen. ‘Stranger than usual.’

‘I’d say I’m in a good mood.’

‘A good mood.’

—  Prince’s Gambit by C. S. Pacat

“why do people call me dumb”

BTS Reaction: Their crush gets into an accident and is hospitalized

This is for you Anon! Hope you enjoy it! 

Rap monster/Namjoon: He’d be ashamed that he couldn’t be there. Even if it was an accident. He’d beat himself over it, thinking that no matter what, he should have protected you. You’re his inspiration, and he wouldn’t bear the thought of you being hurt.

“Y/n…be okay. I failed as your friend…Please come out of this better, I’ll be with you no matter what.”

Originally posted by chimchams

Jin/Seokjin: His eyes would go wide as soon as he heard the news. At first, he wouldn’t want to believe it, but after seeing his members’s expressions, he’d just leave. He would immediately go to the hospital. He would be so scared that you were in bad shape. Jin would be shaking seeing you in the hospital bed asleep. He’d let a few tears escape knowing that he wasn’t there to protect you.

“What am I going to do without you here? Get better soon, please? I’m going to miss seeing your pretty face at the dorms and helping me take care of the guys.”

Originally posted by syubbie

Suga/Yoongi: Yoongi would probably be mad at himself. He wouldn’t say much to his members, but they would all see how frustrated he is and how anxious he is to get out of whatever they were doing. Once they were done, he would immediately go and see you. His eyes would be glazed with tears once he saw the condition you were in. I think he’d regret not confessing his feelings towards you earlier, thinking that maybe he could have changed something, so you wouldn’t be hurt.

“I should have protected you. Y/n, when you feel better, I’m not going to hide my feelings anymore. So feel better soon…”

Originally posted by bangtannoonas

J Hope/Hoseok: He be crying so much. If he wasn’t able to see you right away, he’d act very distant from everyone. He wouldn’t want to practice or do anything. All his thoughts would be on you and why he didn’t protect you.

“Y/n-ah, please be okay. I should have been there.”

Originally posted by featureless-spy

Jimin: I think Jimin would be very scared. He wouldn’t really know what to do. He’d start to tear up and walk out of the room so the other members wouldn’t see him. He’d take out his phone and start messaging you and calling you, thinking that all of it wasn’t real. When you wouldn’t answer, he’d start to freak out more, and ask the members to take him there. He wouldn’t stop until someone did. On the ride over there, he wouldn’t stop asking if you were alright. His heart would clench up and he wouldn’t be able to stop the tears rolling down his eyes from thinking of how hurt you must be.

“You’re going to be alright. You’re not seriously hurt…Please be okay, please be okay, please be okay…I don’t want to see you hurt, it makes me hurt too, so please, please, please be alright.”

Originally posted by ohparkjimin

V/Taehyung: I think Taehyung would have the biggest reaction. He’d want someone to take him to the hospital immediately even if they were doing something important. All he would have in his mind is how hurt you were and why he wasn’t there to stop it.

“Yah! I need to see her! Take me to the hospital right now!

Originally posted by leojuseyo

Jungkook: Jungkook would be frozen. His mind would be a jumbled mess. He doesn’t want to believe that you would get into an accident. His eyes would shift to all the members, not believing what he was hearing. He’d just be in complete shock. He wouldn’t be able to focus during practice, and he still wouldn’t be able to get his thoughts together while on the way to the hospital.

“Not Y/n…this is some joke, right? She’ll step out of the room laughing, right? She can’t be hurt…”

Originally posted by btssavemylife

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The Sorcerer And The Goddess

Chapter: 1

It’s short 😢😢 but hopefully other chapters will be longer 🤓🤓🤓.


You slowly opened your eyes. Your vision wasn’t clear but you could tell that there was a man looking at you. “Good morning!” He said in a kind tone. Perhaps it was the kindest voice you’ve heard in a while. You wanted to talk. Wanted to ask questions but your throat was too dry for you to talk. You looked around for water. The man immediately understood what you were looking for. “Here.” He hand you a glass of water. You drank it in a heartbeat.


“Where am I?”


“New York. In my Sanctum.” He simply answered.


“In your what?”


“Nevermind I’ll show you around later. How are you feeling?”


“I’ve been better.” He only smirked to your answer.


“What is the last thing you remember?”


“I remember my brother stabbing me.” You said loud enough for him to hear. Everything came to you. You begged your brother but he didn’t care.


“Why did he stab you?” The man asked carefully.


“Because I’m a monster.” You looked at the man’s eyes. They were so beautiful and they brought you peace. “Who you are?” You asked.


“Strange. Stephen Strange.”

Originally posted by theavengers


“As in Doctor Strange?” You were shocked. “The Midgardian who helped my brothers?”


“Wait. Are you Thor and Loki’s sister?” Stephen was shocked as well.


You ignored his question. “Aren’t you a hero? Why would you save me?” It wasn’t making any sense! While your own brother tried to kill you, this man, a hero, saved you.


“Why wouldn’t I ?” He asked.


“Weren’t you listening?” You were getting angry. “I’m a monster!”


“So?”


“So!? I’m getting out of here!” You get out of to bed but when you tried to stand you fell. Only to Stephen catch you before you did. He wrapped his arms around you gently.


“You didn’t heal fully, yet. And it is a nasty wound if I may say.” He gently laid you down.


“Why you are doing this? Why are you helping me while my brothers tried to kill me?”


“I’m trying to heal your soul. It’s damaged.”


“So you have no profit?” You weren’t understanding him.


“No. But it would be nice to know your name.” He smirked.


“Nyctophilia.” You whispered.


Nyctophilia? It’s unusual. What does it mean?”


“It means love of darkness. My brother, Loki used to call me Philia.”


“If I’m not being too much, can I ask why your brother tried to kill you?” Stephen asked carefully. He didn’t want to cross any personal boundaries.


“I wanted to take over the world for him. But I wasn’t carefully enough to do it without anyone noticing. And here I am!” You gave him a sad smile.


“Will you try to take over the world again?” Stephen get a little defensive.


“No! I just want to take revenge from my brothers.”


“Why don’t you rest?” Stephen walk towards to door but stopped when he heard your voice.


Thank you!” Stephen only smiled at you before leaving the room.


It is my first story and English isn’t my mother language so please go easy on me 😊. I hoped it wasn’t boring.

Part 2???

No Brothers Allowed

Prompt: Every single blanket and pillow has disappeared from the Wayne Manor mysteriously, along with Tim’s s/o and Damien… Turns out they made themselves and epic pillow fort and refused Tim of his s/o because Damien and them were having bonding time. So Tim spends the next four hours trying to get his s/o back from Damien while his s/o sided with Damien. by anon

“Okay, Jason, it isn’t funny anymore. Give me back my pillows and blankets.” Dick demanded as he stalked into the kitchen. He had come to the manor to find all the bedding in his room missing.

“Only if you give me mine back, Dick.” Jason retorted.

“I don’t have your shit!” Dick said angrily.

“The stuff from my bed is missing, too.” Tim pointed out before Jason could react. “Y/N and Damian are also nowhere to be found.”

The three men just stood there in silence for several seconds before wordlessly heading up to Damian’s room.

They found a sign on the door that said “No Brothers Allowed.”

“The fuck does that mean?” Jason asked, lifting it up and looking at the back. On the reverse of the sign, “This means Drake, Grayson, and Todd. Father and Pennyworth are on a case by case exception.”

“The little shit is too smart for his own good.” Jason muttered as he reached for the doorknob.

“Wait, it might be trapped.” Dick said, pulling Jason’s hand back before it could make contact. He instead reached up and knocked.

“Hey, Dami, my sweet little brother whom I love very much, do you happen to know where our blankets and pillows are?” Dick called out.

“I have commandeered them, Grayson. L/N and I required them for our miniature batfort.” Came the slightly muffled response.

“So Y/N is in there with you?” Tim asked. He was afraid he had angered her earlier because he was paying attention to a game instead of her. His one day off this week and he was ending up spending it without his girlfriend.

“Yeah, I am in here, Tim. Do you need something?” He sighed when he heard her voice.

“I was gonna go get dinner and wanted to know if you were coming with me.” He answered.

He could hear the two whisper back and forth for a bit before Y/N answered. “We actually have some food in here so I’m good.”

Tim frowned as he heard Jason snort beside him. “Demon spawn stole your girlfriend, man.” He laughed. Dick nudged him and gave him a disapproving glare, but that didn’t wipe the smirk from Jason’s face.

“Well, then can I at least come in and have dinner with you two?” Tim pleaded.

“Are you incapable of reading the sign, Drake? It says ‘No Brothers Allowed’ and you are listed specifically on the back.” He heard Damian call out from the other side of the door. No doubt the boy had moved to block entry of any who tried to breach his stronghold.

“Y/N, come on. It is the one free day I have this week and I would like to spend some of it with you.” Tim begged, ignoring the way Jason started shaking with laughter.

“Did Damian fucking stutter? I think he made it clear you aren’t allowed in here.” Tim sighed at her words and started to walk away. He stopped when he heard the door open. He turned to see Y/N leaning into the hallway with a teasing smile on her face.

“You can swing by around seven with some takeout and I’ll bring our blankets back to our room. But only if you leave us alone until then.”

“Sounds fair to me.” Tim said with a smile as he headed down the stairs.

“Glad that is settled. Can we have our stuff back now?” Dick asked with a sickeningly sweet voice.

Y/N pondered it for a moment before looking him in the eyes. “No.”

The door slammed in the blink of an eye and laughter echoed out from the homemade fortress.

Repo the Genetic Opera & The Devil's Carnival sentences

• “I am only living out a lie.”
• “It’s a thankless job, but somebody gotta do it.”
• “It could change your life rest assured.”
• “Who’s there? Stay back.”
• “Let your life be a dream.”
• “I can’t have guests.”
• “(insert name) steals all the hearts.”
• “Technically you belong to (insert name)”
• “Didn’t you say that you’d protect me didn’t you?”
• “Let the monster rise.”
• “But he always has a way of finding you.”
• “An entire city built on top of the dead.”
• “I could smell the dead.”
• “I’d be lost if I were to lose you.”
• “Now I am sequestered, part of the collection.”
• “I’m lost without you here.”
• “I am the monster.”
• “I am the villain.”
• “I will find a hole and fuck it
• “Someone’s going to hang if I don’t get my coffee!”
• “Why relive that moment?”
• “Remember who you are.”
• “But you could learn from all my failures.”
• “Don’t look back, till you’re free to chase the morning.”
• “I’ve always longed for true affection.”
• “I must be brave, come, come what may.”
• “Bloodbath, it’s gonna be a bloodbath
• “All you’ve ever told me every word is a lie.”
• “But I didn’t know I love you so much.”
• “And the castle is left for the taking.”
• “And it’s my job to steal and rob.”
• “I’ve deceived the only one that matters.”
• “Liar! You said you trusted me.”
• “I…I trust you.”
• “A few pennies more.”
• “You’re map is utterly useless.”
• “Trust me, trust me darling dear.”
• “There’s no need to fear.”
• “Trust me, like I trust you.”
• “Missed me, missed me.”
• “Na na na-na na.”
• “My friend the rules are changing.”
• “Let me take all of you in.”
• “What is this place?”
• “Take only what you need?”
• “Open the fucking door!”
• “Need I remind you of the rules?”
• “Help me, help me, they’re coming for me.”
• “ Wanna help me out here? I’m locked in this stupid cage.”
• “C'mon, I’m not gonna bite.”
• “Let me lighten your load… “
• “Now let’s play a game.”
• “Shadow takes all, my pet”
• “The knife in my back, it reminds me of you.”
• “And in their name, let’s drink to true love.”
• “Remember that you were warned.”
• “ I am the excuse you give when you can not follow the rules.”
• “Come here for redemption.”
• “And tied me up with sheets.”
• “The curtains ran between my legs.”
• “As you’ll note, The Rules are clearly stated.”

Longing

Sequel to Loss

Tom Hiddleston x Reader

You had done the math when you found out. You had sat down with him and a calendar and counted out the weeks, circled the day in pink and blue highlighter, you were that excited.

You forgot you had done that until you flipped the month on that very calendar that hung in your kitchen every day before and every day since, but there it was, mocking you with its bright wide strokes in his familiar sprawling hand. Due date. You tore it from the wall and threw it into the trash before going back to bed. You could be human again tomorrow.

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