nohrian vampire romance novels probably existed…. camilla owned so many of them and read them religiously and even hid them from her father and basically everyone else??? she’d embroider little vampire fangs into hidden parts of her dress skirts so when she’d wear them it was like she had a Little Goth Secret hidden somewhere that no one else knew about. ALSO!!!! she had a bunch of suitors but lil 13-year-old camilla secretly hoped one of them would actually be a vampire and take her away 2 his dark castle or whatever and make her One of them. it was kind of a coping mechanism after her mother died because :) wow :) after all that emotional abuse and manipulation and casual murder and being used as bait u get kinda fucked up susan