her smile lights up anyone's world

She has the most beautiful heart. She has the most amazing soul. Her brain is so brilliant. Her eyes alone could create world peace. Her laugh could make anyone the happiest person alive. Her smile could light up the darkest room. Everything about her is simply stunning. It’s impossible not to fall for her.
—  She’s perfect
Close

Originally posted by thatplaidnerd

Summary: Song Fic with Close, By Nick Jonas


Pairings: Steve x Reader


Warnings: None? Cliffs…

A/N: Hah, yeah hi. I can’t listen to this song anymore without thinking of this…. Sorry!!



Oh damn, oh damn, oh damn
I’m so perplexed
With just one breath, I’m locked in


I can’t describe the feeling I had when I first met her. I swore to myself that I wouldn’t fall in love with anyone. That my rightful duty now belonged to saving the world. But once I saw Y/N for the first time it was like all of that changed. It was like none of that ever existed.

She was breathtaking. The way her smile could light up the whole room. The way her eyes would twinkle when she laughed. The way she always made sure you were okay even if she wasn’t.

The first time she ever said hello to me was when I became fully hooked. She had on such a genuine smile and she didn’t apologize. She didn’t apologize because of the fact that I had been stuck in ice for seventy years and then thrown back into the real world. No, she made me feel normal by having a normal conversation with me. By treating me like a human and not an artifact.


Oh damn, oh damn, oh damn
I’m so perplexed
On that, it’s almost shocking


I never understood. I still, to this day, do not understand how Y/N had me wrapped so tightly around her little finger without even knowing it. I would do anything for her in a heartbeat, yet I still have no idea how I let myself get so drawn in. Something was bound to go wrong at some point. But I let it happen. I let the relationship between us grow into something more than friendship.

The relationship that I swore would never happen. Could never happen. Did. And it was the best thing that could have ever happened. It was exactly like being her best friend but a million times better.

Starting with the fact that I got to kiss her whenever I wanted to.



I know, I know you know you’re scared
Your heart, your mind, your soul, your body
They won’t, they won’t, they won’t be careful
But I guess that you don’t know me

I was terrified and elated. Terrified at how quickly this relationship was growing. But elated that I got to spend all my time by Y/N’s side. In the span of a year Y/N and I’s relationship had grown - even more - and was changing everyday.

For better or for worse?

Well that depends on how you look at it.

Better in the sense that Y/N was everything I could ever ask for. Everything I could ever need. Worse in the sense that the relationship was going too well. No bumps in the road and if there was one thing I’ve learned from the battlefield is that their are always bumps in the road.



Cause if I want you, and I want you, babe
Ain’t going backwards, won’t ask for space
Cause space is just a word made up by someone who’s afraid to get too…

Space. The one thing that we didn’t have in this relationship. The one and only thing we needed in this relationship. Everything else was perfect. But that one small detail. That one small word had a major impact.

We both didn’t want the other to leave on a missions. We both wanted to keep the other safe and sound. But we couldn’t. We couldn’t stop each other from doing what we do best. We were too close. Too close to breath.



Close, ooh
Oh, so close, ooh
I want you close, ooh
Cause space was just a word made up by someone who’s afraid to get close, ooh

Fear. The only thing that you can figure out when your whole life is flashing before your eyes. You fear for how painful it is going to be. How much it will hurt your loved ones. How much of an impact it will make.

Everything is intensified when you are plunging to your death. The screams of the others around you. The calls of the person you love.

“STEVE!”

I lock eyes with Y/N, as she leans over the cliff, tears visibly streaming down her face.

This was what I was afraid of. Growing too close. Growing so close that we’d be willing to risk our lives for each other, and that is exactly what happened.

I don’t care if I’ll be remembered as heroic for pushing Y/N out of the way and falling to my death. I don’t care about what anyone else thinks. I only care about the fact that Y/N is now safely at the top of that cliff. Away from danger. Not plunging to her death. I could see her waving frantically to the others and getting ready to jump as Tony held her back.

Falling and being close both had only one thing in common. They both happened agonizingly slow.

The last few moments I had were spent watching Y/N try to claw away from Tony and Tony  holding her back and watching me with sad eyes. Not even he could save me.

I had gotten too close.


( I suck I know! Sorry for being inactive! - Stephanie )

The signs based on people I know
  • <p> <b>Aries:</b> She is small, but her personality is undeniable. Very warm, very genuine laughter. Loves the nighttime and thinks way too much. She has known great loss, but has also known great joy. Her heart still holds onto that little drop of hope, even though life has dealt her some very trying cards.<p/><b>Taurus:</b> The most contagious smile in the world. Lights up a room when he walks into it. One of the funniest people on this entire world, can make you laugh with a singular look. Just effortlessly cool, but he has a warmth about him.<p/><b>Gemini:</b> Incredibly sweet. Has a voice that warms your toes when she talks. Incredibly gentle and tender. A very open and very genuine person. She might be cracking beneath the surface, but she'll never let anyone know. Loves spending time with books and animals.<p/><b>Cancer:</b> Very very caring. It may take a while to know him, but once you do, you'll be wondering where he has been all your life. Fiercely loyal and will be there with a hug and a kiss on the cheek. Hella cuddly.<p/><b>Leo:</b> Proud. Refuses to admit when he's hurting. Extremely ticklish and can find humor in any situation. Ambitious but his anxiety gets the best of him sometimes. Not afraid to chase after what he wants. The friendliest god damn person on this earth.<p/><b>Virgo:</b> Is an organized mess. Loves to know things, but won't let you know her. Protective to a fault. Black and white thinking. Craves love and intimacy more than you could ever know. Masks the pain with anger.<p/><b>Libra:</b> Intelligent, but this sometimes comes off as superiority. Will defend you to the end of this earth. Very connected to art and doesn't like to admit when she's wrong. Asks a lot of questions, and pretends not to be hurt when she hears the answer. Too trusting.<p/><b>Scorpio:</b> Very social, but loves to be alone. Sarcastic and rolls her eyes way too much. Won't admit it, but she's a romantic. Loves to be in love. Ambition is her folly. Desperately wants to feel nothing, but feels everything way too much.<p/><b>Sagittarius:</b> Incredibly honest. Blunt sometimes. Wants to have fun in life, and forgets her responsibilities in the name of fun. Always wishing for something more. Adventurous but disorganized.<p/><b>Capricorn:</b> The quickest to say she's fine. Will do anything in her power to not let her emotions be known and she's good at it. Mischievous. Always smirking. Hardworking and collected.<p/><b>Aquarius:</b> Quick wit and a loud laugh. Relishes in her own weirdness. Quieter than you would think. Gets distracted by the sky and was probably made from the brightest of star matter. Wants to feel human.<p/><b>Pisces:</b> Wants to be remembered for great things. Still wishes on shooting stars and dandelions. Believes in you even if no one else does. Smells like Jasmine. Always wants to make sure you're okay.<p/></p>

This photo gives me so much confidence. When I go to take a picture, I have a million thoughts rush through my head. Suck your stomach in. Keep your head up. Make sure your eyes are open big. Fix your hair. Smile just right. And even after all that, I make sure plenty of pictures are taken so I can go over each one, pick out my flaws, and only show people the best me possible. Full body photos are normally my enemy. Normally, all I see is fat. In this photo, I actually see me. I worked hard this year on finding who I am. I want to be a person who is comfortable in her own skin. I want to stand up for what I believe in no matter what anyone else thinks. I want to be a light in a world that can be so dark. And finally, I truly believe that I am that person.