her lesbian love

I cannot wait to show her my favorite parts of life and my favorite places so far to travel. I cannot wait to go to the grocery store with her and buy normal stuff and her favorite cereal. I can’t wait to hold her her as we drive down a long, winding road in the fall time as the leaves change. Some almost matching the brown that is her eyes. I cannot wait to show her how good she should’ve always been treated. I can’t wait until I can feel her smile against my lips after I tell her she’s beautiful. I cannot wait to wake up to her every morning and sit on the back deck with her in the summer months, as we watch our kids play in the yard with our dogs. I can’t wait to go on trips with her and hold her hand as she sits in nervousness when the plane ascends. I can’t wait until I can call her my wife that I am so proud to call mine. I cannot wait to live life with her by my side every day for the rest of my life.

Via @walker130 I cannot wait to write about her for as long as I can move my fingers.

@joebrown7 ❤💚

my sword lesbian oc is a girl who dresses up as a crow and rides a skateboard w/ a big ass claymore on her back shes 10 feet tall standing straight but she prefers bending her knees lots and leans forwars and usually is 5 feet bc of this i cant draw otherwise id draw her also she only has been spotted in ghost towns where theres no people bc of a disaster thats happened such as chernobyl and only at night on super moons theres been reportings of sightings dating back 175 years and shes married to the moon and earth and forests so dense no man will find her

I get so lost in her details. The shape of her lips. The way her hair falls on her shoulders. The way the light brightens her eyes. The way her smile forms when she looks at me. Doesn’t matter who’s in the room, she’s all I see.

Thankful to have this fierce eyebrowed, bad ass chef, story loving, big spooning, grandpa liquor drinking, back rub giving, cat obsessed woman by my side every day. ❤️ @ktorr19

I looked through our conversations when we used to be on cloud nine and in love, these were the times you told me how lucky you are to have a girl like me, how thankful you are because you never received such love I was giving to you and whatever happens, you will never let me go. The words you said mean everything to me and it stabs my heart, realizing that these words mean nothing anymore. I can’t help myself but to cry my heart out till the sun has set. The pain is too heavy to bear, the love I believed to be true and different was gone. We used to be over the moon, but the present tells the opposite. This is stupid of me to say but, I won’t deny the fact that I miss you so much. I love you, I still do. But somehow, I’ve come with the thought that I can’t do anything anymore, I need to let you go because it’s the right thing to do. I’ve decided to finally move on and this would be the last time I would cry over you because there was nothing left to hold on to and I can’t hold on to something that doesn’t want to be held.

I’m sorry. I’m sorry because I was the reason why you let things end. I’m sorry for the terrible mistake I made, I never blamed you for deciding to end this because you were hurt and I understand. I only have myself to blame. But, I was hoping you would’ve understood, that I did it for us. I always feared the day would come, the day you will finally won’t take back the words you’ve said. I’m sorry for the other things that have hurt you, for the things that made you cry, jealous and mad. 

Thank you. I’m thankful that I met you because you have given me a temporary bliss. I laughed and smiled because of you. Somehow, you made me feel loved and beautiful in a short period of time. Thank you for the good days: the days we felt unstoppable like we’re flying high, when holding your hand felt like home, leaning on your shoulders made me feel secure and hearing your voice sound like the angels are singing. It was worth it, being loved and loving you. Thank you for making me realize how capable I am to love someone. You proved forever within a number of days. You were the greatest and worst thing ever happen to me. 

Goodbye. This will be the last time that I will write you a message, I’ll accept the fact that some things are meant to end, even though I used to believe that you won’t let that happen. I did everything I could to make you stay, but I guess your life no longer includes me because, you’re happy now and I can see that clearly. You already found a love that’s all the things ours couldn’t be. I hope you find overwhelming joy by her side, I hope she won’t hurt you and make you cry. I hope for the best for the both of you. It hurts but I’ve accepted the painful truth that I am just a distant memory now. I don’t regret loving you, but what I regret is that I let myself believe that this would last.

I won’t forget you and the memories, I will always keep you alive in my heart. I’ll just get used to not having you in my life anymore. Deep within my heart knows getting over you won’t be simple. I need to stop loving you so I can start loving myself again. You were a painful blessing, but you were also a great lesson. I guess you’re just another chapter of my life needed to end. I still and will pray for your safety and happiness even though I’m in pain right now, I still believe you deserve the best. I hope you find everything in her that you couldn’t find in me. You will always be my greatest love.

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