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So folks! This will be my point of view on Something’s gotta give of our beautiful Cuban debut album. I want to point out that it’s just my theory about, if you’re not a fan of Camren, please do not bother reading and then criticizing me, I love to debate about, but I will not tolerate swearing or any kind of offense in my post. If that happens, I’ll block you, so behave.
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Since I heard IKWYDLS, I’ve been looking for interviews between her and Shawn, backstage and everything, and it’s precisely because of one of those interviews that for me, Something’s gotta give is about Camren’s breakup at the end of 2015. This interview is from December, is so dated on YouTube, and at 4:00 PM Camila explains her side of what music means to her.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3DrWXaWXZ2g

I’m not claiming that Lauren betrayed Camz, I think the fact that both seem to be in a relationship without a denomination for it, ended up leaving the insecurities ever more exposed. As much of Camila as of Lauren, it is enough to see the first interviews of the girls where both they were jealous of A, N and D.
Maybe Lauren was jealous of Camz because of her proximity to Shawn, maybe she was unsure if he could provide a more comfortable situation for Camilla, or even that Camz herself would get emotionally involved for him to the point where Lauren thought she was to leave emotionally was the best option, looking for, give way to meet new people. I really do not know. Then we have the first verse of the song.

Loving you, I thought I couldn’t get no higher
Your November rain could set the night on fire, night on fire
But we could only burn so long
Counterfeit emotions only run skin deep
Know you’re lying when you’re lying next to me, next to me
How did we get so far gone?

The reference to the November Rain song by Guns N'Roses for me shows a lot of her perspective on this relationship

November Rain lyric

When I look into your eyes, I can see a love restrained
But darlin’, when I hold you, don’t you know I feel the same?


[Chorus]
‘Cause nothing lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it’s hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain

In the first verse of SGG, I understand that when they were alone, Camz wanted Lauren to make sure she was feeling the same resentful love that could be reflected in Lauren’s gaze and that the love they were feeling could burn for a long time, even with the false emotions running between them (for me, the clear attempt to seem only friends). 

Next, she says that she knows that Lauren is lying, even lying next to her, is hiding things she should not, since even without a label, were in the middle of a relationship; and how they let things go so far.
In contrast, the lyrics of November Rain says that “nothing lasts forever and that both know that feelings can change and can not hold a candle in the rain”, in other words, you can not maintain a love without trust in other, or in the effort of the other.
And the chorus comes

Something’s gotta give, something’s gotta break
But all I do is give, and all you do is take
Something’s gotta change, but I know that it won’t
No reason to stay is a good reason to go
Is a good reason to go, ooh

Camila seems to be sure that she has to find a way, break the tie with Lauren because she is tired of giving and not having anything back, she knows that something needs to change, but that they will not, so there is no reason to remain in that relationship.

On NR lyric

Do you need some time on your own?
Do you need some time, all alone?

Everybody needs some time on their own
Don’t you know you need some time, all alone?

In NR the chorus warns that “the person in question needs some time alone, to reflect and that everyone needs this time alone.” Comparing with SGG, I see that Camila decided to break this loop so that Lauren could take time to deal with all your feelings and really find out what you wanted, as well as end all the suffering you were feeling.
 Faced with this, I continue to the second stanza, with a new interview on IKWYDLS.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9OH9WNGiBy0

I have never heard a silence quite so loud
I walk in the room and you don’t make a sound, make a sound
You’re good at making me feel small
If it doesn’t hurt me, why do I still cry?
If it didn’t kill me, then I’m half alive, half alive
How did we get so far gone?

Analyzing the interview and the letter, there was a clear lack of communication or opportunity for this communication to take place between them, further hindering the troubled relationship throughout the industry in general. Maybe it really was very difficult to talk to each other, because they could be caught, maybe the management was making it even more difficult. Even trying to overcome this “problem” Camila is still hurt and again wonder how they let it go so far.
P.S This part of the communication to me also applies in Consequences in the second stanza. Besides, I always wondered if what the management was talking about with one came to the other. Perhaps what Lauren knew of what management wanted or restricted, she did not tell Camila and vice versa, so communication would be full of misinterpretations.
There, in NR

We’ve been through this such a long, long time
Just trying to kill the pain

But lovers always come and lovers always go
And no one’s really sure who’s lettin’ go today
Walking away

If we could take the time to lay it on the line
I could rest my head, just knowin’ that you were mine
All mine

[Chorus]
So, if you want to love me

Then darlin’, don’t refrain

Or I’ll just end up walking
In the cold November rain

In contrast to SGG, this stanza makes clear the possibility of the breakup, the saturation of a relationship that is no longer secure but that if they had in a situation other than the industry, perhaps they could rest and enjoy this love without worry. The next part is like an ultimatum that if the person wants to love, to do it without delay, otherwise he will continue alone in the November rain.
Camila follows SGG

I should know by now, you should know by now
I think I’m breaking right now, ooh
I should know by now, you should know by now
I think I’m breaking right now

They should know that things were already going down a bad path, so Camila breaks, falls apart, knowing that there is no other way to deal with the situation, but to move away.
NR follows

I know it’s hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn’t time be out to charm you

Camila understands Lauren’s conflict in taking on something with her, even if her friends do not help her, but if Lauren could fix her heart, there would be no spell on her. And although SGG is finished, I feel that Camila left the reference of NR just to see what comes next on her journey, not even adding to her music, but using another to show us. 

NR follows:

And when your fears subside, and shadows still remain
I know that you can love me, when there’s no one left to blame

[Chorus]
So, never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothin’ lasts forever
Even cold November rain

Camila knows that when things get in the way, that Lauren will be able to love her without guilt, because even in the dark, they can still find a way, because nothing lasts forever, including the November rain.
Now let me add her recent interview on youtube live, let’s talk about her a little bit.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TxGmy416VRs

In the minute 47:24 She starts saying that SGG “it’s a lot” means a lot for her and for a few seconds you can see a nostalgic Camila about what this song actually represents.

The fact that she thinks of putting SGG as the last song in the initial THTHTL shows me that this song is the end of Healing so much talked about by her, and that from then on she would be cured of her pains. Here we also see the toxic side of the relationship and when she decided that it was not good for her anymore, however, it is one of the songs that represents what she experienced, something that was good for a while.

I think the same way that Camila’s feelings changed as she added new songs to the album, the whole performance of her changed a lot too. Before it was the phases of her journey, they still are, but now I see something more vibrant and just as before she was hurt by her relationship with Lauren, today I believe things are calmer as in that last stanza of November Rain.

So the explanation of having changed the name of the album, all the fandom knew it would be for Lauren, but maybe because she thought the fans would detonate Lolo, blaming her for her suffering, Camila said she did not want people to credit her anymore. representation of your album “to that person”. For me, during the middle of 2017 Camren returned to good and apparently in a more focused and communicative way. 

Let me know what do you think, guys and sorry for some mistakes :D

Love

In the middle of 1950s Tove was very, very lonely. Her letters of that time are melancholy, as she desperately yearned for true love. By this time she was very interested in dating women (as to her, Atos Wirtanen was in a way the last man she wanted to love). But circles were small in a small town, where homosexual acts were both a disease and illegal.

It was 1955, when Tove met Tuulikki Pietilä. They knew each other vaguely by looks. They had attended Ateneum’s art school at the same time but Tuulikki was few years younger and usually students spent time with their own language group (Tove spoke Swedish, Tuulikki Finnish).

The love story which lasted until their deaths, almost half a century began at Pikkujoulu party (”Little Christmas” in Finnish, a party traditionally held in anticipation on Christmas, usually among coworkers or friends) arranged by Finnish art society. Tove asked Tuulikki to dance, but she declined - probably out of propriety. But later Tuulikki sent Tove a card picturing a striped cat and asked her to visit her atelier.

Next summer Tuulikki visited Tove at an island. Love was born. Tove wrote; “I have finally come home to that one person whom I want to be with”. The picture of a striped cat was always and still is on the wall of Tove’s atelier. The couple spent their summers together on an island and winters working in their ateliers, which were right next door from each other.

It can be said that Tuulikki saved Moominvalley. By the time they began their relationship, Tove was absolutely tired of Moomins. Tuulikki’s support restored Tove’s belief in Moomins and they became an important hobby to them both.

Moomin book Moominland Midwinter (1957) is a book about loving and falling in love with Tuulikki. And it really shows. In the book, Moomintroll (who is an avatar of Tove Jansson) wakes up in the middle of unfamiliar and eerie winter, facing loneliness and death for the first time. In the middle of all cold and silence Moomintroll finds Too-Ticky, who’s calmly watching a snow lantern. Too-Ticky is robust and strong with blonde hair and a knife at her hip; everything Tuulikki was.

Too-Ticky becomes Moomintroll’s calm and supportive mentor. She never gives ready answers and instead gently guides Moomintroll as he grows and learns. It is Too-Ticky who says the phrase which Tove repeated often in her interviews and which was seemingly one of her most important philophies: “Everything is insecure and that makes me calm”.

After Tuulikki’s first visit Tove wrote; “I love you both enchanted and very calm at the same time, and I don’t fear anything that might await us”. After finding Tuulikki, Tove described how much calmer and safer she felt. Whole living felt easier.

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“I cackle every single day.”

Helena Bonham Carter’s glorious laugh

I will never be over Sherlock Holmes practically pleading with Molly Hooper to say “I love you” to him.

She was so open about everything. I remember doing interviews with her and she would talk about things I never would. She’s a completely different person these days and I have the utmost respect for her. And I think, at the time, she was also battling her looks because she’s so beautiful. She wanted very much to be taken seriously and not just judged on her looks. And she conquered that.

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Normani & Val || Interview + Performance on Ellen - 05.08.17

anonymous asked:

Hi! Can I have a model MC with RFA+Saeran+V? Thank you very much in advance! :)

Hope you like it!^^

RFA + Saeran and V with a model MC

Zen

  • Guess who made it to the hottest celebrity couple’s list this year?
  • At first, he doesn’t really enjoy the sexy photo shoots you eventually do, but he won’t judge or get possessive.
  • Because he tries to be understanding of you career as much as you understand his.
  • Plus, he loooooves the attention you two get. He reads social media comments about how people can’t help but imagining you two fucking… which… arouses him more than he would admit to you or to himself.
  • It’s so great when you go with him to his premieres, and he’s always on the first row of your fashion shows, and there’s so much buzz all over the media because of that.
  • That photo shoot you two did together almost got banned for being too sexy, the chemistry was too obvious and everybody could tell you two definitely had sex after it was over.
  • Sometimes, the attention bother you two a little, which makes the private and reserved moments more special.
  • In moments like this, you two go to your family’s house, or just hop on his bike and leave to his secret place.
  • You two take a lot of selfies, but just the closest ones have the right to see such exclusive pictures.

Yoosung

  • Well, he did not see that coming…
  • Poor boy gets even more insecure, why would someone so talented, beautiful and relevant date him?
  • He getting all self conscious only boost your need to show your affection in public. People will know you’re taken by him, and nobody can say shit about it.
  • And most of the time, it works, he’s looking at all these guys envying him, and he won’t lie, it’s a great feeling.
  • But media can be really mean saying you’re dating a minor or weird shit like that, and there goes all the confidence you’ve been trying so hard to build up on him.
  • So you take him to your photo shoots, introduce him to everybody you work with. Designers, photographers, editors, everybody! Just to show them you’re dead serious about this relationship.
  • One day, you took him to one of your fashion shows, you even managed to make him meet you backstage.
  • All the other models l o v e him, he’s so sweet and devoted to you, and it’s cute how he is trying not to look at them so you won’t get mad.
  • They are all around him as if he is a puppy, and you keep telling them to go easy on him, are you jealous? He won’t deny he kinda likes it.
  • Next day, there is a photo of boy Yoosung being pampered by all those gorgeous models all over the news
  • No need to say it would take a lot to make his confidence go down after that.

Jaehee

  • She’s legitimately proud for all of your accomplishments.
  • Also, she loves how you don’t let fame get the best of you, you manage to keep sweet, humble and it’s nothing like a diva.
  • Of course sometimes she’s a little insecure, what someone like you could even see on a dull owner of a coffee shop?
  • But just a little affection in public and some public statements from you about her on interviews, and she forgets her insecurities.
  • She helps with everything she can, she cooks for you, trains with you (she taught you some judo stuff) and makes sure nobody bothers you when you’re resting before a major campaign or fashion show.
  • Seriously, she basically manages you better than your own manager.
  • You’re constantly bringing her along in your gigs, and she’s legitimately honored to be surrounded by so many talented and inventive people.
  • People you work with really like her because she always offer coffee to them, courtesy of her coffee shop, of course.
  • And they always manage to pay her back, giving her hair products, make-up, designer clothes, everything that fascinates her about your world.
  • She often gets shy because of all the attention she usually gets through you, and sometimes she has to excuse herself from all of this.
  • But she felt so proud when you got a GLAAD Award for being such an LGBTQ icon on the fashion industry.
  • Which you two celebrated by yourselves, on her coffee shop.

Jumin

  • The elegant stride, the perfect posture, the look in your eyes… you felt very familiar to him at first.
  • Then he remembered, you modeled for one of his company products! You did such a great job, and you were so professional and hardworking.
  • His father noticed that too and made a move on you during break, that’s why he remembers so vividly, oh god…
  • Apologizes one hundred times and makes his father apologize too, which flusters you, because you were completely fine with this before.
  • He doesn’t like seeing you just in underwear on billboards all over town, but he would hate to see you act unprofessionally and not doing a gig just because your boyfriend told you so.
  • But he will introduce you to all the most renowned photographers and designers to get you to the more high artistic fashion, think less Calvin Klein ads and more Vogue Japan editorials. (shhh, don’t tell him some of them can be really sexy too)
  • When you two get tired of the spotlight, he plans a trip to one of his private beaches (Yes, one of)
  • And will sue any magazine who gets exclusive shots of your little vacation
  • Talking about another power couple. He doesn’t really like the attention, but he can’t hold back a soft smile whenever he hears things like “just imagine their kids”, because he’s definitely imagining.

Saeyoung

  • When he hacked into your phone and saw you through the CCTV, he fell off his chair in shock
  • You’re… you’re that girl from the car show! The one who convinced him to take one of his babies
  • He wasn’t really fond of the idea of getting that particular car, but you managed to convince him with strong arguments about the car’s features and maybe with your sweet smile.
  • So yeah, he’s pretty much a fan now he knows your name and where to find your portfolio.
  • When you two get together, he doesn’t really enjoy the idea of seeing you in car shows like a product that comes along with the cars
  • So he does what he did to Zen, a Tripterbot to spam pictures of you so you can get better gigs.
  • Which slowly starts to work, as you’re getting more job offers for photo shoots and even some fashion shows.
  • Even with the whole agency thing being over, he’s still not confident to be seen in public with you
  • So he starts to wear masks and paper bags when you start getting famous, and people think your boyfriend is trying to make public statement or he’s a mysterious dj or something like this, which only helps increasing your popularity.
  • He feels like a proud mom when you get to be spokesperson for a famous car brand. You’ve come a loooong way since being an accessory at car shows.

Saeran

  • You weren’t a big deal when he led you to Rika’s apartment, so he thought you would still be suitable according to all his research
  • And let’s say he really wanted to take a pretty face to paradise when RFA would get finally destroyed…
  • But as he got to know you, he noticed you were so much more than a pretty face, you were actually a very smart lady starting a business with hair products under your name
  • When you get together, he takes as his personal mission to help you with your business and make you a big deal in this industry.
  • Congratulations! You got a boyfriend who works as your social media analyst, he knows exactly what you should post to get attention from model agencies and customers to your business.
  • He feels really weird and flustered though all the process of taking pictures of you, but deep down he loves to help you and you both know that
  • When it comes to your relationship, he’s obviously not comfortable about being seen in public, so yeah… he keeps it at a low profile
  • The media just knows you’re taken thanks to a mysterious tattoo you have on your nape, and there are all the speculations about your boyfriend being that famous singer who last music video had you as a feature, or a politician, maybe someone from the royal British family? You never confirm or deny, so the buzz keeps going and boosting likes on your Instagram.
  • Another move your social media analyst made sure to pull it off.

V

  • Match made in heaven
  • It’s just… perfect! He wants to be the photographer of every one of your photo shoots
  • And when is not possible, he makes sure to get you to work with someone he trusts that will do a good job.
  • Of course he’s very professional and won’t mind you sharing the camera lens with another model
  • It’s not because he’s your boyfriend, but he’s genuinely your favorite photographer to work with, you love how he’s able to capture so many different nuances from you, you can be sexy, you can be high-fashion or very pure and ethereal with just a few clicks from him.
  • But he’s modest and says it’s all your doing, he’s just capturing what it’s in front of his eyes.
  • He also always have the best shots of you in fashion shows, well, not only you, but of all the other models. The media, however, always points out how your pictures are obviously being taken by someone who’s in love with you.
  • Both of you think it’s cheesy, but… it is kinda true, actually.
  • Again, power couple. You’re so respected on your work fields. If separated, you two are great, together you are able to make it look it’s magic.
  • However, you’re both very discreet. But he’s planning a book of random pictures he took of you when you weren’t modeling (though it looks like you were)
The Greatest Showman.

1) I’ve never really cared about Zac Efron ever in my life. He’s a bit short and plasticky – and for awhile he definitely looked roided up.  But wow! That’s a very handsome charismatic man! Now I wish he’d been in La La Land instead of Ryan Gosling. He really really really commands the screen (and he’s a better singer than I realized).

2) I figured (white) Michelle Williams could sing a little because she did Cabaret on Broadway for awhile, but she really has some chops! I am pleasantly surprised, and this is truly my favorite soundtrack of the year, maybe of the past few years? I’m trying to remember the last time I thought Every. Single. Song. was a standalone enjoyable piece of music. Even the worst song (“Tightrope”) is better than the best song from every animated musical this year.

3) Zendaya is a star. I love her, but I’ve never really cared about that schlocky Disney-style acting she has to do on KC Undercover, and none of her music has ever moved me. I just like her as a young person and budding style icon, but she is actually bigger than Disney, so I can start to stan appropriately.

4) One more thing about Michelle Williams: I’m not gonna say she’s underrated, because she clearly gets nominated for things all the time, but the way she can slip into literally any character is so impressive. There’s no Michelle in any of her roles. It’s just The Role.

5) KEALA SETTLE IS SUCH A STAR! Clearly I’m not familiar with her since I don’t follow Broadway, but WOW! Such screen presence! Cast her in everything. I read an interview where she said she’s never been wholly comfortable in Broadway, even with her Tony nomination, because that’s not her style of singing (her mother was an R&B singer and so is she) but this was just a perfect showcase for her.

Some plot spoilers after this point, but it probably won’t ruin the movie, since the plot isn’t all that great anyway.

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