her humanness makes her even more attractive

Headcanons: The Companions and Marriage

For Cait, marriage is something she never considered. In her youth, she knew of some slaves who got married, with the permission of her owners, but she always said she’d rather die than willingly sell herself to someone else. In her mind, that’s what marriage is - a contract, that begs to be broken. Assuming she ever fell in love or cared that deeply about someone, she’d resist the idea of marriage. “Don’t call me your fuckin’ wife,” she’d say. “Say you love me, say I’m your partner, say whatever. But I’m not your wife. I don’t belong to anybody but myself.”

Being a Mr. Handy, Codsworth would never think of getting married himself. “Oh, no, no,” he’d bluster. “That’s quite inappropriate. A human and any kind of machine - synths not withstanding, I suppose - shouldn’t be doing anything of that sort. And machines have no business - or interest, I should say! In anything like that.” If he had to choose, he’d rather marry other people. As in, be the officiant. Being the one to legally wed two people would make him very happy, and bring a metaphorical tear to his eyes.

Curie shared Codsworth’s opinion, for the most part, up until her switch into an organic body. After that, she explored relationships with other people, figuring out what sex felt like and if she felt attracted to other humans. “I do not think I will get married for a long time,” she’d say, tapping her chin. “There are still so many people to meet! Sexual intercourse is such a varied thing, and being married to someone makes experimentation a tad more difficult. I am not even sure yet of my own heart’s desires when it comes to romance. One day, perhaps, I will marry. Perhaps not. I feel no rush to find out either way.”

Paladin Danse blushes profusely whenever anyone asks him about his thoughts on it. “Marriage is an important union between two individuals,” he’d say, fidgeting. “Children grow up healthiest when they have two parents in their lives. And, yes, it can be a welcome expression of romantic attachment.” His eyes flicker away. “I… suppose I am not against such an idea. Being a soldier, I doubt it will happen for some time. A husband ought to be with his loved one, not out in the field. Still, I… I would not refuse, if a proposal came from the right person.”

Deacon would laugh. “Nah, I don’t think so. I don’t think there’s very many people in the wasteland with a fetish for compulsive liars with a plastic surgery addiction.” The humor hides a painful truth. Deacon has too many trust issues for an honest, healthy relationship, and he’s too unique to find someone who’d understand him enough to make him feel safe. A long time ago, he was married, but that didn’t exactly work out. Now, Deacon knows he’s too old for a long, happy marriage, for a house full of kids, for pets and game nights and family farms. He stopped looking for a happy ending a long time ago.

I guess the closest thing to marriage for Dogmeat would be finding a canine mate somewhere out in the wasteland. Dogmeat’s a good pup. Maybe, when he’s done with his adventuring and decides to retire, he can meet up with some old flame from his youth and have a litter or two of puppies.

Hancock’s never been the marrying type. He’s too much of a free spirit to align himself with a single person. He likes sensation. He likes drugs, he likes sex, he likes going out and meeting people and enjoying everything the world has to offer. “Look,” he’d rasp, sucking from a smoking joint and breathing smoke into the air. “I love you, or I don’t. Hoppin’ over a broom or exchanging cheap rings doesn’t make that any truer or not. I’ll love somebody the best I can ‘til I ain’t in love with them anymore. Getting ‘married’ just makes it harder if somebody ain’t feelin’ it anymore. Don’t try to hold shit together with rings and promises. Be together because you love each other. That’s all that should matter.”

Nick Valentine likes to think of himself as a romantic at heart. “I wanted to get married, once,” he says, staring out the window wistfully. “Guess I still could, if I really wanted to. Though I gotta wonder who’d accept a battered old man like me.” The trouble with Nick is that he’s not really sure who he is. He’s been grappling with his identity for decades - and you can’t really promise yourself to someone until you know what exactly you’re promising. Nick likes the idea of settling down someday. Having someone to bring him coffee as he pours over case files, someone to dance with to old songs. He’s just not ready to accept himself as he is.

If expensive Pre-War weddings were still around, MacCready would be staunchly against them. As it is, he doesn’t mind the idea of shacking up with someone and saying you’re husband and wife. He remembers some of the older kids, back in Little Lamplight, playing house and pretending to be couples. Then, of course, he remembers Lucy, but that’s a part of his life he prefers to drink away. Mac isn’t a romantic man. He’d like to get married, but whoever he’d end up marrying would have to be comfortable with a real low-budget wedding, and a man who’s really bad at reading sappy, romantic vows.

Piper doesn’t mind the idea of getting married. But in her mind, it’s something that happens… way off in the future. She might be a grown woman, but she still feels young. Getting married is something older people do. Even if people her age are married, you’re only really married when you’re living on a farm with four kids. Or, at least, that’s what Piper thinks. And that’s not something she’s interested in, at least not in the immediate future. She’d much rather play around and see what’s good, and she’s in no rush to have kids or settle down in one place. Piper has wanderlust - she needs to see the world before she can set down roots in it.

As you might expect, Preston has no problems with the idea of getting married. In fact, it’s something he always sort of expected he’d do. Join the Minutemen, help out for a few years, meet someone along the way and shack up with them after leaving the militia. Three kids and a farm, that’s what he wanted. And two brahmin. And a garden, out back, for flowers instead of food. Of course, his life hasn’t quite worked out that way, but he’s still got plenty of time. He’s not on the lookout for a spouse, or really dating anyone, but he’s happy to wait until the right person comes along. He just hopes it doesn’t take too long.

Strong… doesn’t really understand marriage. Super Mutants are made via infection of a virus, not through any kind of reproduction. They don’t have parents or families or couples. Just clans of “brothers.” Even if anyone wanted to marry him, he wouldn’t understand the different between being married and following someone around. Considering that Strong was once a different person before his infection with the FEV virus, and that he’s not completely mentally sound, it’s probably best no one try to make any moves on him. That’s borderline taking advantage.

Coursers do not have relationships. Therefore, X6-88 does not have relationships. Marriage suits no valid purpose. Synths and Coursers do not fall in love or get married. That is not a thing. Even if, even if he had some kind of great revelation, where he grew as a person, left the Institute, what have you - it would still take a long, long time before he considered marriage as an option, let alone something he’d be interested in. It would take a long time, and a lot of personal growth before he broke out of the Institute’s brainwashing.

Thorin x Reader: The Fifteenth Company Member

Originally posted by tinysofia

(Author’s note:  Woohoo!  This was certainly a lot of fun to write! It was weird not to write in second-person pov, but I wanted to focus more on Thorin’s thoughts as he meets this woman and finds himself both irritated and impressed by her, so you can see how he becomes attracted to her. Hope you like it!!

Request: Thorinx(fem)reader where she is a beautiful warrior half dwarf half human invited by Gandalf to join the quest without Thorin’s knowing. At Bilbo’s home, her arrival makes Thorin hugely angry, which makes him yell at her, trying to make her give up on going along. But she is a super sassy insubordinated girl that bites back every harsh word. That makes Thorin even more furious but he can’t deny that he feels attracted to her.

 Gif is not mine, credit to original owner!)

    “I thought you said this place would be easy to find,” Thorin huffed as he stepped inside the hobbit home.  He raised a brow at Gandalf who towered very awkwardly over the group of dwarves.  “I lost my way….twice.” 

    Gandalf had only just shut the green, circular door when there was a tentative knock.  Thorin did not particularly like the subtle, sly smile the bearded mischief-maker wore.  It made him feel uneasy.  Thorin hated feeling uneasy.  He much preferred certainty of situations.

   “That would be our final Company member, right on schedule,” Gandalf announced, giving a small nod.

    “What do you mean?  All of the dwarves I summoned are here.”

    “I was hoping you would have arrived to Mr. Bilbo Baggins’ house a lot sooner so we could have discussed the matter before she arrived.”

    “She?”  Now Thorin was most certainly irritated.  What on earth was Gandalf going on about?  The Company leader folded his arms across his chest as Gandalf opened the door.  There stood a rather striking stranger, female, who stood in the doorway.  She donned a dark green tunic, ash-colored trousers, and a pair of brown boots.  She also wore a dark cloak, but had already pulled back the hood.  Her height and clothing suggested she was dwarvish, but she lacked a certain features such as facial hair, which was strange for a female dwarf.  

    “It’s about time you opened the door,” the woman said with grin.  “I was starting to think I had the wrong place”  She gave a respectful nod to Gandalf as she entered the house.  “Gandalf.”

    “It is good to see you, my dear,” he greeted with a warm smile.  “I hope your travel was swift and safe.” 

    “Indeed.”  She turned to look at Thorin, her eyes sweeping over his form briefly.  “You must be Thorin Oakenshield.”

    Thorin gave her a curt nod.  “And who might you be?” 

    “The name is ________,” she took a polite bow, “at your service.  Gandalf has summoned me to join your Company.”

  At that, the handsome leader gave Gandalf another incredulous look, lifting one eyebrow.  Gandalf ignored the expression and simply gestured for everyone to join the others in the dining room.  But Thorin would not have it. 

    “I demand to know what this woman is doing at a secret meeting such as this.  It is no place for her.” 

    “With all due respect,” she spoke up, though her tone suggested a lack of respect, “I understand that I am not a dwarf of the Blue Mountains, but I can assure you that I have as much a right to be here as any of the others.  Erebor was a home to my ancestors, and I intend to help reclaim it.”

   Thorin inwardly seethed at her quick and certain response, but he could not deny that her determination was admirable.  She had the spirit of a warrior, and he caught himself wondering just how skilled she was in battle.  He could picture her swinging a battle ax with strength and precision, her expression tightened with ferocity as she took out any and every foe that crossed her path…

    He shook the thought away rather angrily,  Who was this woman to speak to him in such a manner?  He was Thorin Oakenshield, future king of Erebor!

   “Why don’t we head into the dining room, and discuss the matter later?” Gandalf suggested in a friendly manner as he tried to defuse the situation.  But Thorin and _______ locked eyes, both their gazes burning as neither refused to back down.

    “You will not last a moment in the wild.” 

    “Because I am female?”  She scoffed.  “I can assure you, Thorin Oakenshield, I have done my fair share of traveling.  And fighting.”

    “Fighting, no doubt,” he quipped.  “Since you seem to have no hesitation in engaging in conflict with someone such as myself.  Your weapon of choice?”  He took a step towards her, folding his arms across his chest.

    “Ax and sword.  I have much experience with both.”  She mirrored his actions, stepping forward and folding her arms as well.

    They stood directly in front of each other, their previous anger replaced by a newfound mutual respect and admiration.  Thorin smirked at her, convinced that he might as well let her join the Company since she would most likely come along whether he liked it or not.  At this point, he found himself fond of the idea.

    “Well, then, Ms. ________.”  He held out a hand.  “Welcome to the Company.”  A warmth filled him when she firmly took hold of his hand and shook it.  

     “Thank you,” she responded, smirking as well with a glint in her eye.  “I look forward to reclaiming our homeland.”        

What seduce Alucard would require

(GIF by me ~ )

- He likes women with witty minds, a strong and brave spirit, but above all of this, he likes women with something in their characters that reminds him her mother, so you need to be gentle, courageous, generous and decided to win his heart.

- He will put attention on every small thing you do, so if you are interested on seduce him you should be all a lady. He doesn’t like potty mouths, neither the filthy behavior, at least not in public.

- He will valorate if you cares about the other people, if you help the people or not, loving your gentle acts to them - specially if you use some medical knowledges as Lisa used to do-

- If talking about physics, he doesn’t have a stereotype. He cares not so much if you are skinny or chubby, if you are tall or not, or if you prefer to wear your hair short or long. Yes, he has a thing on your femininity, but that is not about your physics, but of mind. As example, he loves the soft way you touches the things, not grabbing them but catching them with gentleness. And, of course, he will not care if you are a human or not. He simply doesn’t care about it.

- He loves you in any outfit, but if you wear something long, as a dress or a lovely robe, he will find you even more attractive. And he well tell you, of course, because a sir as he is must say compliments to his lady, making her know by words and acts how much he appreciate her taste in clothes.

- If you are skilled in any area -fighting, magic, weapons, any area of knowledge or any artesanal skill, from cooking to painting, even making ceramics or inventing stories - he will be really interested if you share that information to him, because that is showing him you are not only a beautiful face or a good pair of legs. You need to be more than a beautiful girl for him.

- If talking of sex, you need not to much to seduce him, because he doesn’t do it with everyone. So, if you are between his sheets, this means you have already seduced him. Well done!

What Makes "Us" | Yoongi

sup, hey, how ya doin!
anon request; can I request a Yoongi scenario where you work with BTS so you’re good friends with them and you come in to work one day really upset because a guy who’d been leading you on rejected you?
hey-o guys, so how are you?
first all thanks to the anon who requested this and i’m also sorry it’s coming up really late. I was suppose to write earlier, but my lazy ass fell asleep, that’s why i’m here are 2;30 am writing for you guys, but probably won’t be posting it until the morning.
i really hope you all in enjoy it, and thanks for reading!
no warnings just a heel of a lot of fluff, and some swearing
note; y/n- aka you- is a one of the make up artists for bts.
*yoongi’s point of view*
y/n walked in to work, happy as always, but some how she seamed even happier. that beautiful, white smile spread across her perfect face. her nose scrunched as she smiled, it was one of those things no one really noticed but i seamed to love so much.
“hey y/n,” jimin smiled at her as the door closed behind her, catching the attention of pretty much everyone in the room. whenever she walked into the room it just seamed a lot bigger and everyone just seamed to smile more, but i guess they do say some peoples smiles are contagious. she walked over to me slowly as her eyes were glued to her phone. “why are you so happy today?” i asked her as she reached me with a wider smile then she had as she walked into the room.

she giggled a little before putting her phone away, “well, i met this guy the other night. saturday, yeah Saturday. and we’re going out for dinner,” she cheered.
oh, okay, i guess what makes her happy may not make her happy. i couldn’t help but lose the smile that was on my face, but i want to be happy for her so i could try and fake smile at least.
i some how found some way to push my cheeks up and smile, even though at this point i felt quiet depressed about what was going on. “wow, i’m so happy for you,” i lied to her, i hated lying and i especially hated lying to her but what am i suppose to say?
am i suppose to say “oh, that’s nice and all but i’m a jealous fuck and don’t want you to date anyone else other then me,” or maybe i could have said “no, i’m so happy for you. and you’re not aloud to have a boyfriend if you’re not with me,”. she’d think i was a complete jerk!

“what’s the matter with you?” she asked, as i forgot; she can always read me, and she always knows when i’m lying. i fake yawned and rubbed my eyes slowly. “just tired,” i lied again, hopefully that was more believable.
she looked at me. “i can see that, the bags under your eyes are gonna be hard to cover," she explained. hell, i’m not even tired, what is she trying to say?
i yawned again, trying to make the lie even more believable. "don’t be doing that in the photo shoot. you’re a ugly yawner,” she chuckled, jokingly, “well, i apologise for not yawning attractively like every other human being on this earth,” i replied sarcastically making her laugh once again- god, i do love her laugh, and i love it most when i’m the reason that melody is leaving her mouth.

~ next day ~
it was the second day of the photo shoot and y/n was late, she’s never late. something must be the matter, because i’m seriously not lying when i say she’s never, ever late.
“hey, where’s y/n?” i asked our manager, “i don’t know, she texted me saying she was going to be a little, but i didn’t think she’d be this late,” he explained “i’ll have to have a serious word with her when she arrives,” he added sternly, “no, don’t. it won’t be her fault, shes never late so if she is there must be something wrong,” i replied trying to convince him not to get angry about it. i don’t want y/n having the manager on her case, expecially when something is obviously wrong.

moments later y/n walked in, but her pearly smile wasn’t there, it was a miserable sulk and the bags under her eyes were almost black, not to mention her eyes were actually red and puffy.
Okay, something is seriously wrong.
“sorry i’m late, i promise it won’t happen again,” she explained to our manager before walking over to do my make up. “sorry i’m late, yoongs. i best hurry up today,” she said, pulling out her massive makeup bag and laying all the products out. y/n sniffled a little. “hey, what’s up? you were super excited about this date with this guy. aren't you happy now?” i asked her, placing my hand on her soft cheek. “it wasn’t a date, would you call it a date if they brought their girlfriend and some other guy to date you?” she said moodily. what? how could this guy do this to her?
she’s been so so happy for the past week, since last saturday, and i’m guessing it’s about him. and i know y/n, she wouldn’t fall for someone unless she knew that he was giving her some sort of signal.
“of course he’d have a girlfriend, why would someone as handsome ass him date something like me?” she sighed starting to apply the makeup onto one of her brushes.

i stopped her. taking the brush out of her hand and placing it on the side.
“guys, me and y/n are just gonna have a little talk outside. can we wait a little bit to start to photo shoot?” i said, making it seam like i was asking but i really wasn’t and within seconds i was rushing out the room with y/n’s hand in mine.
“don’t you ever say that again,” i demanded.
“what?” she asked, confused. “what you said back there. i don’t want you to say that ever again, okay?” i explained “anyone would be lucky to have you. y/n you’re amazing,” i added, putting my hand on her shoulders. she smiled at me then sighed out, her eyes full of sadness and hurt. “i was so stupid, like he’d actually like me,”.

“i know you, y/n, he must have given you some kind of sign for you to actually want to go out with him. he played you, and he lead you on,” i said, calming her as i could see she was close to tears.
“but i liked him, yoongs, and i kind of really wanted to be happy and date someone. someone who liked me for me. not for my looks, not like i have any [don’t doubt yourself y/n, you’re beautiful], and for me,” y/n explained, and tear slowly sliding down her cheek. 
i looked at her gone out, my face full of disbelief. and before i could even stop the words from falling out my mouth they had already been said; “date me then,”. she chuckled a little, making me frown as well as she looked towards the ground.
“wow, thanks for mocking me yoo-” and she looked back up at me to see the hurt expression that was plastered on my face. “- you were joking, right?” she asked mid sentence. my emotions got the better of me, and i couldn’t- i didn’t want to- try and hide it. a blush spread across my face as i smiled towards the floor and at both of our pair of feet.

“yoongs,” she sighed out, "it’s okay, you don’t have to explain. i understand,“ i spoke out staring to walk back in. and as i was about to open the door, her small hand reached out and grabbed the bottom of my arm. "i never said that, did i?” she said, “well, you don’t like me like that and i think you’ve made that-” and within monets her lips were pressed against mine.
it was an exchange that last probably no longer then 30 seconds but it felt like minutes, hours, days, an eternity even. “i like you, yoongi, and i always have. i just didn’t think you liked me back, so i tried to forget about my stupid little crush on you because i knew it could never happen,” she said, pulling back from the kiss, slowly.
i chuckled and looked at her with a smile, almost as bright as the one she wore yesterday. “nothing could be further from the truth,” i replied “I’ve always liked you, from the moment i sore you,” i added.
and seconds later we were kissing again, this time with more passion and intensity, more love and more desire. “so, what does this make us?” i asked her, politely and she looked back at me with that cute little smirk she plays on her face from time to time.

“i guess that makes ‘us’, us.”.
hey-o, hope you enjoyed it and i’m sorry if it’s extremely crappy. i’m currently writing this at stupid oclock in the morning whilst watching the originals season 4. so at this point i’m tired and extremely depressed about what’s going on in my tv show.
anyway, before i start mopping about “always and forever” i’m gonna go.
thanks so so much for reading.

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Orphan Black Character Analysis One: Delphine Cormier

Originally posted by ladypusheen

Being that during the past week I’ve binged watched the entire series (only 3 episodes left of season 5 at the time of this post so about over) and I was totally riveted by it, I decided to do an (not too in depth, since most of this is from the top of my head) analysis on some of the intriguing characters. And yes I will go into the Leda clones as well. With the introduction out of the way, the analysis starts below.

Character’s Traits:

I can describe Delphine in three words: passionate, intelligent and cunning. The fact that this show doesn’t have one token “smart” character is great and besides Cosima, Scott and even Leekie, Delphine is one of the characters with high intellect. From the minute we see Delphine interact with Cosima, she’s very interested in her and drawn towards her. Even though at the time she was hired by Leekie to monitor Cosima, she still showed legit and genuine interest. You could argue that it’s a French stereotype for the individual to be passionate, but it fits for Delphine. I think its a fairly human condition to be passionate and interested in people we’re drawn to and love. That’s huge for Delphine’s character and I think that passion for Cosima definitely puts her in certain positions and leads me to the next part.

Charcater’s Role:

Delphine’s role in the Orphan Black story line is an extremely crucial one. I think Delphine is a sort of liaison between clone club, Dyad (for the time in season 3) and even the Neolutionists in season 5. It’s clear to just assume that Delphine is just a pawn in Dyad’s plans or even the Neolutionists, however it’s much more than that. She serves a large purpose and promise to Cosima and the other members of clone club. This ties back into the passion that she feels for Cosima, her motivation is finding a cure for Cosima’s sickness, which will benefit her clone sisters as well. This is a true growth in character, as an audience we see that Delphine values Cosima’s wishes and it shows that she’ll go through great lengths in carrying them out. A great example would be keeping her intel about Dyad and the Neolutionists away from Cosima. She was willing to sever and break her relationship with Cosima (even though it was for a short time) to pursue searching for answers and protecting her. This affected them both extremely, and even gave Cosima a distrusting view of Delphine. I think that the character’s distrust of Delphine really makes her complex, because you don’t really know if she’s good or bad. She’s teetering between certain factions during the show (Dyad especially in season 3) and at times it isn’t clear why she’s doing it. However you soon realize that it’s all for Cosima and her sisters, which makes it all the more endearing. 

Conclusion of Character:

Delphine, even though she’s considered a minor or guest character in the Orphan Black series, she’s one of the best. I think that her character mirrors what certain individuals are willing to go through for those they care about. Delphine (even though a bit cliche but works) fell in love with Cosima at first sight and that is a common human thing. We typically hold some sort of physical attraction toward someone we consider desirable. It’s also a clear human thing to implement certain actions for those you care for. This is something that Delphine and many characters’ of the Orphan Black show do and that’s what makes it so intriguing and realistic.  

This idea just came to me, and I apologize if I overlooked some (or most) things. I found this show just thought-provoking and intriguing that I had to write something (and show my literary nerd-ness) and launch my thoughts on the series out there.

Love the way you are

Word count: 3,299

Request:  You’re plus sized and feel insecure about it, but Kai tells you how much he loves you and the way you look

It was Kai’s birthday and you wanted to surprise him all on your own. Just surprise him at his place, give him a present and then what happens happens. That was your plan until Damon started to interfere and throw him a big party at Salvatore’s house even though you wanted for you and Kai to be all one. He insisted on throwing him a party, despite the fact that he wanted to kill him and even succeeded once. That day was the worst day of your life. Seeing that has caused you nightmares and you lost count at how many times you had awoken up in the middle of the night screaming or with your cheeks stained with your tears, Kai losing his life hurting every single day more and more. You couldn’t cope with it and felt as if there was no point of focusing anything else in your life. You spent your days sleeping in his shirt and on his pillow that always had that perfect scent that you have always loved and the one that made you calm and made you feel as if you were protected by him even though he was gone. When he came back and when he just appeared in your room like it was nothing, you thought that you were crazy but he really was there and it didn’t take you long enough to throw yourself into his arms and hug him as tightly as you could, kissing every part of his face and feeling how his warmth radiated theough your body. Since that day, you and Kai had been inseperable. You did everything together and acted all cheesy sometimes, that made some people wanting to puke, but you didn’t care. The only thing that mattered was that Kai was there with you again and everything else suddenly lost it’s value in this planet. He was the only person who meant to you more than your own life and that’s why his birthday meant so much to you. You wanted to show him how much you loved him. As you knew Damon, you knew he wouldn’t throw a small party and once you have entered Salvatore’s house, you were right. The house was filled with people, guys, girls, drinks all over the place, from some expensive beers to hard liquor. Kai’s fingers were intertwined with yours, holding tightly onto you as you both looked around the room. There were times when you felt self concious because you though you weren’t pretty enough for Kai just because you were plus sized, but he loved it. He loved every inch of you and he made sure you knew how beautiful you are to him every single day, showering you with beautiful words that felt like rose water on your body and how he worshiped your body everytime his hands laid so perfectly on your skin. 
When you saw all the girls in short skorts and heels, you couldn’t help but think about how you looked and felt self concious again, the same thought hitting you again.

‘Did you hear what I said?’ You snapped out of it when Kai’s voice finally found its way into your ear, registering his words. You shook your head and tucked a lock of hair behind your ear before your eyes found Kai’s, a weak smile flashing on your face and then quickly disappearing. You exhaled deeply and pulled your dress down a little bit, Kai’s eyes instantly following your actions. You suddenly didn’t feel beautiful and comfortable in the dress you had on, thinking how maybe you should have worn something that covered up your body better and something that didn’t show that much skin.

‘Sorry, can you repeat that?’ You leaned in a little bit because of the loud music and asked him, clearing your throat. You shook off all the thoughts that were in your head, trying to focus on Kai.

'I asked, do you want something to drink?’ He said, his lips pressed against your ear.

'Yeah, sure. Pick whatever you want.’ You trailed off, that weak smile appearing on your face again. Kai nodded and winked at you before he let go of your hand and got lost in the crowd as you kept standing near the front door. You held onto your purse a bit tighter and looked around again, watching how all the girls in there danced and you couldn’t help but think how beautiful every single girl there looked. You looked down at your fingers for a split second and then almost fell backwards because of some girl bumping into you. She looked at you from head to toe, scanning your body completely and then laughed in your face.

'A simple sorry would be nice.’ You snapped at her, but all she did was snort and came a bit closer to you, looking at you from head to toe again as if she missed a part the first time she looked at you like that.

'If you weren’t standing here, then I would have some free space to walk.’ She answered as you completely understood what she meant by that. 'Also, who is that hot guy over there at the bar?’ She pointed at Kai and then bit her lip for a second, her gaze strongly focused on Kai. 'I wouldn’t mind getting some of that tonight. Yummy.’ She trailed off, making you roll your eyes at her comment.

'That’s actually my boyfriend.’ You answered her proudly but as you expected, she looked at you like you were joking and then a few moments later, she bursted into laugh, her fingers running through her hair.

'Oh sweetie. Don’t you think that maybe, um, he can do better than… this?’ She stated the question and then pointed at you, her words hurting you more than you wanted. You swallowed hard, trying to hide how hurt you were and didn’t want to let her know that you have thought about that before. You thought about that almost every day since you and Kai started dating. A voice inside your head kept repeating that he could do so much better and that you don’t deserve him even though Kai hated when you were thinking so low of yourself. 'You don’t have to answer that because we both know the answer to that question. But wow, that strong body and him being a heretic only makes him more attractive.’ She kept staring at him, looking at him from head to toe and somehow you saw her eyes always stopping on his ass. 'I can see that you are just a human, obviously not strong enough for him or even that pretty. I don’t know how you managed to get yourself a man like him. If I didn’t know some people who know you, I would say that you have put some kind of spell on him.’ She started laughing and put her hand on your shoulder for support. You looked at her and chuckled as she lifted her one leg from the ground.

'Maybe I did.’ You said with a serious face and took a step to the right, making her lose her balance, almost falling down on the wooden floor. You couldn’t help but laugh. She quickly fixed her hair and made sure everything was in place before she looked at you from head to toe once again.

'Whatever. It’s not going to last anyway, so have fun while you can.’ She trailed off before walking away, leaving you alone, your eyes finding Kai in the crowd. You couldn’t help but smile because of how a big shiny smile illuminated his face, looking incredibly happy. You had everything you have ever wanted. The best boyfriend in the whole world who loved you more than anything, taking care of you and there really wasn’t a thing that you missed in your life. You wrapped your arms around your own body, sudden cold breeze caressing your bare arms, making you shiver for a little bit. All of that girl’s words flooded back, on an endless loop in your head as tears startes forming in your eyes. A single tear escaped your eye and just at the moment when you wiped it away with the back of your hand, Kai glanced at you, his smile disappearing from his face, replaced with worry. You quickly turned around and walked out of the house, walking as quick as you could but just as you thought, Kai stopped right in front of you, taking him only a couple of seconds to reach you.

'Hey. Where are you going?’ He asked, his thumb gently caressing your cheek, feeling a trave of a single tear that rolled down your cheek before. 'Are you ok?’ He cupped your face, desperately trying to lock his eyes with yours, because that was the only thing he had to do to read all the emotions you have been hiding from him. He knew you as the back of his hand, which you sometimes hated. He always knew when you were hiding something, also the pace of your heart didn’t help either.

'Everything is fine, Kai. Don’t worry.’ A weak smile flashed across your face, but deep down you knew that Kai would hav never believed that.

'C'mon, talk to me. Something is clearly wrong. You know you can’t keep things for me because I know you too well so, c'mon, you know you can tell me anything.’ He assured you, his eyes looking at you so softly and with a lot of love and compassion.

'I- uh, it’s your birthday. I don’t want to ruin it for you.’ You said with almost a whisper and looked down at your shoes as if you were too embarrassed.

'You could never ruin anyhing for me. I love you and I want to know if something is bothering you. You know I won’t give up until you tell me. I might have to do this!!’ He started tickling you and ended up wrapping his arms around your waist, lifring you up, your feet dangling above the room as he spun you around, a joyful laugh escaping your body.

'Ok, ok, I’ll tell you. I’ll tell you!’ You said while laughing, trying to catch you breath as Kai had finally put you down on the perfectly green shaded grass, a few dops of water ending up on your shoes. You took a deep breath, trying to put the words together but just when you wanted to tell him, Damon shouted from the front doors, asking for your help.

'It’s time! Can I borrow you for a second?’ He shouted, making you roll your eyes because everytime when you wanted to say something to Kai, you got interrupted.

'I’ll be there in a second!’ You shouted back and turned around, your eyes locking with Kai’s. You brushed his cheek with your fingers and pecked his lips swiftly before running towards the house. You walked into the crowded kitchen, Kai’s birthday cake placed on the kitchen counter. The only thing that was missing on that cake were candles.

'You got this?’ Damon asked, handing you a package of colorful candles and a lighter.

'Of course! Go get him.’ You trailed off and smiled before you neatly organized the candles on Kai’s chocolate cake, placing them in a perfect circle.

'It’s time.’ Elena peeked through the kitchen doors and smiled at you before disappearing again. You picked up the cake, holding it perfectly in place and walked out of the kitchen. Light from the candles illuminated beautifully your face as Kai couldn’t take his eyes off you. A huge smile flashed across his face when you started singing happy birthday, everyone else joining you a few second later. You kept walking towards Kai until you were just a few inches away from him, holding up the cake. Everyone in the room went silent. You were still aware of people around you, but the way Kai gazed into your eyes, felt as if it was just you and him as you got lost in his beautiful blue eyes, that still made you weak at the knees.

'Make a wish.’ You said, your voice almost a whisper and smiled at him. Kai closed his eyes and it didn’t take him long to open them again and blow out all the candles, smoke disappearing into thin air. Elena took the cake from your hands and placed it on the big dining table, taking all the candles off the cake. Not even a second had passed and you were lifted up in the air, your feet dangling as Kai’s arms wrapped around your waist, pressing you tightly against his body. You leaned in and wrapped you arms around his neck, hugging him tightly and planted a soft kiss on his cheek.

'What did you wish for?’ You whispered on his ear for only him to hear, a quiet chuckle escaping his body.

'Nothing. Because I already have everything I have ever wanted in my life. An amazing girlfriend who just adores me and a fantastic best friend.’ He trailed off and let you down, his arms still resting on your waist. He smiled at you and just when he wanted to lean in, you stepped back and almost fell down on your ass. You furrowed your brows in confussion, but when you looked up and locked eyes with the person who you hoped you would never have to see in your life again. You sighed deeply and crossed your arms, waiting for her next move.

'Kai Parker. Wow. Your name just rolls so perfectly of my tongue. Want to hear it in a bit different way?’ she said and bit her lip, literally drooling over Kai. You rolled your eyes at her and chuckled because of how Kai completely ignored her and kept looking at you, but she couldn’t keep her hands to herself. She stepped inbetween you and Kai and threw her hands around his neck, pulling him closer to her. Kai pushed her away and looked at her with confussion and maybe a little bit of annoyance.

'Not interested.’ Kai trailed off and pushed her away, trying to get to you. She stopped him by grabbing his shoulder tightly, her body still too close to his.

'I’m sorry, but, wouldn’t you rather have fun with someone who is a-’ she leaned a bit just to get a clear look at you. 'better looking and more fun?’ She stated, making Kai’s eyes go wide.

'He said no, blondie. How about you take a walk and leave him and me alone.’ You snapped at her and heard Kai chuckle at your response.

'Just remember what I said before. Right there when we were all alone. And when that happens, I’ll be the first one in line to take. Your. Place.’ She muttered and then walked away as you kept repeating her words in your head. You swallowed hard and looked at Kai before you ran upstairs, directly into Stefan’s room. You closed the doors and leaned on them, a single tear rolling down your cheek. All you could think about is that maybe she was right and how maybe Kai did deserve someone better. You sighed deeply and walked over to a small table placed in the corner of Stefan’s room and looked through pictures that were laying on the table. Memories. You smiled at how happy Stefan looked surrounded by his friends back when he was still human and couldn’t help but wonder if life as a vampire was better for him than when he was a human. A soft knock on the door echoed through the room, making you snap out of your thoughts.

'It’s me. Can I come in?’ Kai said gently.

'Sure.’ You placed the picture on the table and turned around, your eyes instantly meeting Kai’s. He came closer and hugged you tightly before cupping your face, getting a good look at your red eyes.

'You cried. Why?’ He asked as you instantly closed them, trying to hide how hurt you were.

'It doesn’t matter.’

'Yes it does. Hey, look at me.’ He put a finger under your chin and lifted your head a little bit so your eyes met his again, the colour making you go weak at the knees again, but then at the same time, you wanted to assure him that everything is alright because of how worried he loked. 'Tell me everything. I know that something happened. That’s why you were so upset before. What did she tell you?’

'Nothing that I didn’t already know.’ You trailed off and pushed Kai’s hands slowly off your face and took a few steps away from him.

'Please, tell me. I hate seeing you like this.’

'Maybe she’s right. Maybe you do deserve someone better than me. Someone who’s more stronger than me and looks a lot better in a dress than I do.’ You felt relieved, but at the same time worried because of what might happen next. You weren’t ready to lose Kai. He was everything to you and the only thing that kept you going.

'That’s what she told you?’ His hands found their way to your waist, embracing you from behind.

'Yes. I don’t blame her. You’re so handsome and you could literally have any girl you want, but you chose to stay with me. Just an ordinary human who gets hurt easily and stops you from doing things you want.’ You wrapped your arms around yourself and felt Kai’s arms leaving your waist, only to be placed on your arms and turn you around.

'That’s right, I did choose you. I chose you because you were the only thing that kept me grounded. You are the only person that makes me feel like a normal human again. Maybe you hate that you are a human, but I love that. I love how warm you are and special. And don’t let anyone tell you that you are not beautiful. You are the most beautiful girl I have ever seen and I can’t tell you how happy I am that you are my girlfriend and how happy I am to call you mine. I love you more than words can describe and I will never let you go.’ He trailed off and pecked your lips gently. He made you cry again because of sweet he always talked about you. He knew exactly how to make you feel better.

'I love you too, Kai.’ You whispered and kissed him again, his hands resting nicely on your waist.

'Now, let’s go have some fun. The party has just begun.’ He said and laughed, taking you by your hand as he led you out of the room and back to the living room, spinning you around on the dance floor. Your smile has always been Kai’s favourite thing about you, because it showed him how happy you are and how beautiful you looked when you smiled. He loved everything about you, your flaws, your crazy moments. Even when you were mad, he still loved it because it made him feel like a human again and when everytime you told him you love him, those three little words made him feel alive again. You were the right girl for him and he made sure that everyone knew that and that he had no intentions of letting you go.

iggydabirdkid  asked:

From reading your fic's about Tali and Kira, i was wondering if i could get your overview on what Tali looks like under her mask?

basically, closer to her concept art? 

Not exactly like that, but look at how fucking cool this design is. Why did we get photoshopped stock photo Tali. Like??

So basically, no hair because that makes no sense inside the suits. No nose because I said so. her skin is still like light purple, and her eyes glow, and she’s got little freckles that glow also because I said so.

Basically, I want the quarians to look less human and more like actual aliens. Javik even called them attractive, and yet he thinks Shepard looks weird? Nah. Nah there’s no reason for them to even remotely resemble humans, much less just look like Purple Humans with weird legs

here is my bad dollmaker rendition(s)


1) Sexual competition with other males over the wife will greatly enhance the libido of the husband. The husband will then try even harder to please his wife.

The wife in turn will receive the pleasure she naturally deserves and get to have sex with many men in order to reach her optimum sexual satisfaction.

2) A woman with multiple sex partners is naturally more attractive than a monogamous woman, and thus, the wife becomes hotter, more attractive and more precious to her husband.

The thought of his wife having had sex with another man makes the husband sexually potent and energized like never before. Human Biology will ensure that the husband gets a better erection and produces better sperm count in order to compete with the sperms of the other man, all in order to ensure that it is his genes which are transferred into the children of his wife.

3) In a good marriage, the wife’s pleasure should be paramount for the husband and cuckoldom is a means to achieve that.

4) It achieves the biological & genetic purpose of humanity, that is, to pass on the better genes to the progeny. A woman is naturally able to choose males with better genes to mate, so as to pass on better genes to her children, increasing their chances of survival.

Thus, a woman in her natural state, has sex with many men in order to let the man with the best genes impregnate her, so that she bears his children who will have better chances of survival and development.

5) Psychologically, the woman can enjoy proper sex and not feel guilty by the norms of a deceitful society. Women have always been subjugated unfairly and illogically by a deceitful society dominated by men. Its time for men to actively contribute to the true freedom of women.

6) Cuckoldom ensures the true sexual liberation of women. It brings about the true nature of women and allows them to be true to their biological needs.

Having sex with multiple men is not a ‘desire’ for women but rather an absolute 'need’.

7) Cuckoldom will save marriages. Divorces will be few. Couples in a cuckolding relationship are much more closer and communicative than other couples.

8) Fact is, a woman’s sexual drive is large, much larger than a male, thus it is unhealthy and wrong to repress it forcefully. A woman should have sex as many times as she wants and with as many men as she desires.

9) Its the duty of dead-battery husbands who have no sex to offer to their wives, to at least let the wives enjoy sex with other men. Husbands have no right to force their wives to live a life devoid of sex, a basic human necessity.

10) Also, its much better for the wife to have sex with other men who can better fuck her than her husband. It may be a bigger penis or better stamina and technique, point is, a woman deserves better sex. If not from her husband, then from some man else.

Human!Aida/Ophelia Falling in Love with You

@gay-cacti asked:  hey babe it’s ur fave aida stan could you do some cute fluffy (*cough*andmaybesomensfw*cough*) headcannons for human!aida falling in love with you? thx b ❤️💙❤️💙❤️

I’m only doing this because I wuv you, you filthy Aida stan.

AU: Where Ophelia joins the team and is redeemed, also is not obsessed over Fitz because she got you ;)


Warning: NSFW in some parts. I shall also be referring to her as Ophelia instead of Aida if I keep getting more requests for her. >.> (im looking at u bae)

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anonymous asked:

Has Heidi ever let anyone go, like if she saw a pregnant woman in the group, or maybe a baby would she find a way to exclude those people from becoming dinner for her coven.

Oh, for sure, I think Heidi lets people go quite often. 

Sometimes, she’s moved by sympathy. She sees a pair of siblings that remind her of her own long-dead brothers and sisters, or a young woman that resembles her creator Hilda, or a cute family, and she comes up with an excuse to get them off the tour. It’s not rare for a guide to say that a certain attraction/site is physically challenging or not meant for children. Heidi does this very early on in the trip– before the plane departs for Italy, even– and the humans get a nice voucher and ask no further questions. 

More grimly, Heidi often has to make practical considerations. Getting humans to walk down a long, dark claustrophobic tunnel is really an exercise in crowd-control. Anyone who seems insightful, physically weak, easily spooked, or with a phobia must be left behind, preferably long before they arrive in Italy. (Or Corin and her soothing superpower could be used on these tours, but who am I to tell the evil vampires how to run their evil enterprise?)

Hyde’s Core Characterization

The writing and characterization on That ‘70s Show is inconsistent, but one can come up with a core characterization for each of the main characters based on a selection of episodes that define and depict them consistently. The characters’ personalities, goals, and feelings can – and should – be complex, as long as those complexities are substantiated by consistent actions and subtext.

I often write about certain behavior and choices I consider OOC for the characters. I do so because I’ve formed my understanding of their core characterization from a specific set of episodes. I write my T7S fanfic from this understanding, too. When a character acts contrary to previously established beliefs/feelings/behavior without a proper grounding for that contradiction, I consider those actions OOC.

My understanding of the characters’ true natures isn’t the only valid one. People can form their own understanding from a different selection or interpretation of the episodes.

But below the cut is a list of S1-S4 episodes, with explanations, from which I’ve formed my version of Hyde’s core characterization. I don’t list episodes from S5-S7 because they either confirm, further, and deepen what’s already been established – or they evolve/devolve Hyde’s character based on his core.

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It’s Not Just You

A million thanks to my trusty beta @camerongooodkin

“You want to talk about it?”

Kirsten watches Cameron carefully, his eyes trained on the glass in front of him, hand curling into a fist on the bar. He’s been like this all day, moody and quiet, and she thought taking him out for a drink would help, maybe, but if anything it’s just made things worse.

“No,” he finally replies, throwing a quick and entirely unconvincing smile her way. “Not really.”

She’s not thinking about how good he looks in the low lighting, green eyes glowing in the soft light, his ridiculous and perfectly coiffed hair bobbing as he shakes his head. She’s thinking about the side of him that she saw for the first time yesterday, the anger twisting his face as he lunged for that asshole of a lawyer. He’s been in conflicts before, terrified but standing steady before the whole thing where his heart stopped, then, after, reckless and full of bravado, like the time he got them both tazed by a security guard. But this time he’d been walking toward a fight with venom in his eyes and veins standing out in his neck and-

Well, Kirsten didn’t even know he was capable of that kind of bitterness. She’s not sure which way that swings her new nebulous attraction to the scientist. It makes him a little more human, knowing that he feels the same dark rage that she sometimes worries will come to define her. But it also makes her wonder if she doesn’t know him as well as she thinks. She never knew about his father. She never asked.

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anonymous asked:

Can i request Noya ideal s/o descriptions? This blog is vvv impressive. Keep up the good work!

May I say that Nishinoya is such an underrated character? I mean he’s cute, a great volleyball player, isn’t just funny, but extremely passionate. He also respects girls, he flirts with them, as shown with Kiyoko, but he never does anything to make her uncomfortable, he just appreciates her beauty and lets her know that. Same goes for Tanaka. I love my boys, and they deserved to be called senpai.

It’s not that Nishinoya is desperate, it’s just that he pretty much finds anyone attractive. However, when it comes to specific crushes, it’s a lot more complex. Underneath his happy-go-lucky layer lies a deeper, more intellectual side to him. A side that screams, “Hey, what would happen if the moon suddenly lost its gravitational pull and came hurdling towards earth? How would the human race cope with rebuilding society? Would we even survive due to the impact? Would our entire planet be thrown out of orbit?” He wants someone who he can get deep with, someone who he can lay down next to and just vent. On top of that, he gets a bit tired of being seen as a complete idiot, and he wants to find someone who believes in him from the get go. On the other hand, Nishinoya is a bit of a daredevil, and enjoys activities like skydiving, bungee jumping, zip lining, and all of that. He’s always on the move, and would function better with a s/o whos ready to move along with him. Although looks and physical appearance aren’t everything to him, dear god, is he on the hunt for someone shorter, or at least the same height as him. He’s only 4’11 with his hair down, and at this point he’s honest finding someone relative to his height is absolutely impossible, but he isn’t giving up hope.

Happy Halloween!

I thought about how halloween is today and even though I don’t celebrate it myself, I decided to do little key points about how some gf characters would celebrate it ^.^ Enjoy and have a spooky Halloween~!  ←~(o `▽´ )oΨ 

- throws a big halloween party and invites everyone
- or does trick or treat because you’re never too old for free candy
- begs you to do trick or treat with her
- does special mabel-juice with different colours like green and puts candy spiders in it
- wears a costume, maybe a cute little ghost or something in partner look with you
- made waddles a costume too

- is not so excited about it like his sister
- won’t do trick or treat, except you beg him to
- wears something simple like a suit with a few fake blood patches
- would also wear partner look with you if you want him to
- is the one who are the most pranks are played on like get scared
- goes with you to a halloween party
- asks you to dance with you

- goes as a zombie (maybe even as zombie bride)
- scares you when you meet her
- goes with you to a halloween party
- mostly chills with you there like drink something and just talk
- asks you for a dance
- thinks Halloween is cool and funny
-  doesn’t judge you if you don’t really celebrate it or don’t want to wear a costume

- would have thrown a normal party on her own just if you didn’t ask her to go with you to a halloween one
- just wears one of her favourite dresses
- thinks Halloween is silly and even disgusting because of the fake spiders and even more
- gets scared easily and will reflexively grab your arm if that happens
- dances with you because you asked her to
- is secretly happy that you asked her to

- wears his normal clothes
- beware he will fuck some kids up with scare the hell out of them
- and even scares you, no mercy is shown
- mostly scares you when you’re not expecting it
- loves parties and goes with you to one
- finds it funny how scary things are celebrated and loved by the humans and how they even have a day for it

- uses Halloween to get more customers
- so he makes a special event for Halloween in the Shack
- like extra scary attractions (with extra high prices)
- or makes with Mabel the party and make the people pay for the entrance
- asks you to help him out
- also wears a costume, goes maybe as devil or a wizard

- doesn’t celebrate it at all
- thinks it some silly thing and doesn’t understand why it’s celebrated
-  goes to a party with you after you asked him half an hour long
- wouldn’t wear a costume if you didn’t make him to
- so he goes as a crazy scientist and wonders why something like that
- first doesn’t want to dance, but gave in when you asked him to
- realizes that it makes kind of fun and starts to enjoy it at the end

- is super excited about it and shows it with being extra loud than usual
- goes as a vampire
- does trick or treat with you
- shares her candy with you
- if you don’t like Halloween and tell her, she would gasp and tell you every good point about Halloween and why it’s so super duper awesome until you give in
- helps Mabel with her party

- is also excited about Halloween
- goes as a little pumpkin
- even made a costume for you on her own
- does trick or treat and also shares her candy with you
- or  helps mabel with her party out
- shyly asks you to go to the party with her and dance with her when she got some freetime

shining bright, so bright

summary: Emma is a star in the night sky and Killian is a sailor. They’re only granted the opportunity to see one another once per year on Emma’s birthday, when she lands on Earth as a human. 

word count: ~4800

rating: a for angst and f for feels

an: Thanks to thejollypirate​ for giving this a (fantastically narrated) read through!! <333

It’s a curse, she thinks, that she’s a star and he’s a sailor.

She often sees him gazing up at her with longing in his eyes and his fingers twitching on the cap of the rum bottle he’s snuck up with him on deck.

Of course, she watches him all the time. Even when he doesn’t think she can see him, she can and sometimes she thinks about being human so she could cry.

But she’s allowed to see him. Once, every year, on her birthday.

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Natural beauty - Dan

Anon:Can you make an imagine where Y/N is reading and she has like sweatpants and her hairs tied up, and like she’s got no makeup on, and she there on the couch reading and for some reason it just turns Dan on? Thank you xoxo

A/N: Sorry about the wait honey, Been a mad dash for the requests. I hope you like it! x

Warning: smut



I stared out the window as I waited for the kettle to boil. I felt rather tired so I hoped that coffee would be a decent pick me up. There was snow falling from the sky, it was a usual sight in the streets of London. The kettle clicked, indicating that it had finished, I poured the water into my coffee granules that lived inside my mug, leaving room for milk to be put in afterwards. As I finished my coffee, I exited the kitchen and made my way into the living room. I noticed that the office door was open, but Phil wasn’t home so it only left (Y/n). 

I quietly shuffled over so I could stick my head in, hoping she wouldn’t notice me. I brought the coffee to my lips as I studied her , The window blinds were opened, letting the sun Dance along the parts of her skin that were showing. She sat on the head of the red sofa and leaned against the window as if it were her own little window sill. I didn’t know how she could be comfortable, but she was smaller than me, so she had more room to be there than I would have. As I looked longer I noticed that she was reading her favorite book, It looked so worn down from the amount of times she had read it, but she continues to read the same book nonetheless. Her hair looks messy as it’s been thrown up in a bun, but the type that looked flawless no matter how she would have thrown it up. Her grey sweats are in action which is being complicated by a basic black singlet top which match the black frames her of glasses. Her foot was swinging back and forth very slowly and I can tell she was zoned out to the world. 

Even though I lived with her, she never really showed this side of herself to anyone, the carefree side where she doesn’t wear make up and looks like a regular human being. She was flawed, we all are. But for some reason, the longer I looked at her, the more my attraction for her began to develop. Before this moment I have never seen (Y/n) this way before but it was like she was exposed, naked to the eye, metaphorically of course. She was letting me see her, and she didn’t even know it. I started to think about her naked after the metaphor and suddenly I found myself shifting and using my hand to cover the bulge that pressed against my pants. I decided to retreat back to my room and deal with my situation going on below. I couldn’t tell her what I was feeling, She was my friend. I didn’t even know if she felt that way, but I knew I could fix the problem now.

I walked into my room and locked the door behind me, placing my coffee mug on the bedside table next to me. I sat down on the bed and exhaled. I felt stressed and turned on at the same time. My hand slid down inside my sweat pants and grabbed onto my hard length. My fingers gripped around the base and I began to pump myself as I thought of (Y/n). Breathing became a problem as it hitched up into my throat. I had to hold back my moans of pleasure because I didn’t want her to hear what I was doing in here, especially since I was turned on because of her. I started to build up the tempo, my hand gliding from the tip to the base over and over. I tried to breathe it out, but I couldn’t hold it in, a quiet moan just happened to escape my lips. I bit my lip, trying to keep myself quiet. I gripped myself a little more and pushed the limits of tempo once again, this cause me to groan again, not realising it, because now I was just so caught up in the moment.

“(Oh (Y/n)”

I was reaching the end of my rope.  I knew I watch going to come soon, I just had to let it out. Closer and closer, the feeling was gaining up on me. I pumped and pumped, My member just throbbing in my hand as I do so until I reach the peak. I feel the liquid against my sweats as it begins to slide down my leg. I exhale in relief and try to catch my breathe, I’ve never had the moment feel so intense before. I wasn’t sure if that was because I was just pent up sexually or if it had anything to do with the way I felt about (Y/n) just before. I stand up and take my sweats off, to change them. I should probably go shower first though. I grab my towel and wrap it around my waist. I go to walk down the stairs then realise I should probably go check on (Y/n) to see if she heard anything. I did call her name out earlier. Hopefully she didn’t hear me. 

I quietly walk back up to the office and place myself just far enough that I can stick my head into the view. As I look in, I notice that she’s still reading her book, but the one thing I didn’t notice before was the pair of earphones coming from her ears. I don’t remember if I saw them before , or if she put them in afterwards. I wasn’t game to ask either. I simply walked backwards into the hallway until I reached the stairs, making my way down to go shower.

Lucky One

Originally posted by minsecretsoul

“She was then, and still is to me, the most beautiful thing in the world.”

Summary: It’s crazy how you think you end up bumping into someone out of coincidence or sometime it’s just fate.. You were planning just a normal trip to Korea to see you favorite Kpop group of all time BTS… But what will happen when you start seeing than more than you were originally planning to?

Previous Parts:

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7

Part 8 is here~ 

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Yoongi’s Point of View

“Why are we at the coffee shop?” I asked looking at Taehyung and he smiles.

“Come on, we are always at the dorm. Let’s go out for a change.”

“Does it look like I want to go out?”

“Coffee’s help with hangovers, now shush and pretend like your excited.”

I just sighed and looked around as we walked in line. I noticed Taehyung looking at his phone and smiling… That could’ve been me…

“Taehyung? Yoongi?”

I looked up and see Y/N’s cousin standing in front of us in line.

“Hey!” Taehyung says pulling her into a hug.


I said and i pulled out my phone and began to look at that.

“What brings you two here?”

“Coffee helps hangovers…”

“So I heard,” she says and she giggles.

Is Y/N with her? I don’t see anyone next to her…

“What brings you here?” I asked her and she smiles.

“Actually came here with Y/N for some breakfast.”

As soon as I heard her name I couldn’t help but to look around and tried to scan the room to look for her…

At last one table caught my attention and I see Y/N sitting then and there.

“I’ll be back… I’m going to go say hi..” I said looking at Taehyung and Y/N’s cousin and they just smiled at me.

I slowly approached the table and I took a deep breath.


She looked up and as soon as she saw me she looked completely surprised.

Was this fate?


Your Point of View 

Why were you caught up with Yoongi? Yes he was your bias… And yes you’ve been crushing on Yoongi ever since the day you first listened to BTS… But why did you like him so much? 

You continued to stare at your phone at the background you had of Yoongi till…


You looked up slowly away from your phone screen and you eyes nearly popped out of your face.

Yoongi… what is he doing here? 

“Oh… Hey..”

“You don’t look so happy to see me..” Yoongi says walking to the empty seat in front of your and your cheeks began to heat up.

Shit you were so nervous you just made an impression that you don’t want him around even though that’s not that case.. It’s just you were completely surprised that you were even seeing Yoongi again…

“I’m sorry, I’m just surprised.”

“Surprised on what?”

“Seeing you again.”

After saying those words Yoongi smiles at you causing those same butterflies from yesterday to return.

“You won’t get rid of me so easily.”

Those words made your heart race and you blush…

“That’s good.”

Just as Yoongi was about to talk, your cousin and Taehyung approach the table with the coffees in their hands and pulls up two more chairs to the table.

“Hey love birds,” Taehyung blurts out and as soon you two heard heard Taehyung call you two love birds you looked at him with wide eyes and your cheeks began to heat up.

Now you understand why your cousin liked Taehyung… They both had no filter together… 

“This explains a lot,” you blurted out and Taehyung and your cousin looked at you.

Should you throw your cousin under the bus like she did with you? Or did she already tell Taehyung that she has like a major crush on him?

“Nothing,” you smiled and you could feel Yoongi staring at you. 

You awkwardly picked up your coffee and took a sip trying to avoid eye contact from Yoongi. At this point the whole table was quiet and there you all were… just sitting there drinking your coffee..

“What are you plans for today ladies?” Taehyung asks looking at your cousin and you paid attention at the two of them and could tell they had some sort of attraction between the two of them.

It was cute.

“Well we were just going to explore more of beautiful Seoul,” Your cousin replies smiling at Taehyung and you could see a real smile on your cousin face. Something you haven’t seen in a long time after her last relationship.

“By yourself, without a guide?”

“Yeah, nothing wrong with that.”

“Why don’t Taehyung and I show you two around?” Yoongi comments in the conversation and you all looked at him. 

Imagine spending a whole day with Yoongi…

Where you dreaming?

Or was this really happening?

“We would love that!” Your cousin answered for the two of you as you awkwardly stared at Yoongi surprised that this was really happening. 

Yoongi noticed you staring at him so he looks at you and smiles. You blushed and looked away…



After drinking your coffee and awkwardly trying to keep a conversation going with Yoongi, you all left in a group. However your cousin and Taehyung were walking side by side in front of you as Yoongi was right next to you…

Why was it that when you were alone with Yoongi, you were comfortable talking to him.. And now that you are around your cousin and Taehyung you don’t know what to say to not make a complete fool out of yourself….

“Y/N..” you hear Yoongi say and you slowly looked over at him.


“Why are you so quiet all of sudden?”

You couldn’t help but to feel your cheeks slowly heat up and you looked away..

“I don’t know..”

Yoongi stood quiet and you sighed. Here you are killing the conversation as Yoongi tries to start the conversation with you…. Why was this so complicated?!

“Is there anywhere specific you recommend we go visit?” 

Yoongi looks at you and a huge smiles spread across his face. He’s probably surprised that here you are now trying to make a conversation with him.

“Everything about Seoul is beautiful but… the Banpo Bridge around the night is extremely beautiful.”

“How come?”

As soon as you asked that Yoongi’s eyes widen. He was completely shocked that you have never heard of the Banpo Bridge.

“You don’t know?”

“No?” You answered in a questioned type of form and he smiles.

“I guess that will be somewhere I need to show you.”

For some reason you were beyond excited. Not only to see Yoongi’s favorite place, but to actually spend time with him again…


“Can I tell you something?” Yoongi asked you as you two walked around a park together as Taehyung and your cousins were along the swing acting like children together.


“I was actually hoping to see you again,”

Wait what?

Did Yoongi just say he was hoping to see you again?

You met him at a liquor store and ended up in their dorm. You two talked in his room where he sleeps and yet he wanted to see you again? Were you dreaming? 

Things like this only happened in dreams… Maybe this whole trip to Korea was just going to be one big dream… But once you go back at home… back to reality…

“Even though I’m shy and boring most of the times,” you blurted out and Yoongi chuckles.

“Your mysterious…”

You looked at him and he smiles.

“I like that.”

Breath! Stay Calm!

“Well, it’s better being unexpected than being predictable like everyone else.”

“Very true.”

You and Yoongi could of one of the deepest conversation and you would fall for him more and more.. 

Yoongi is famous.. He can have any girl he wanted… But here he is… spending time with you. Of course you were enjoying this… But you know this was just way too good to be true…

Someone like Yoongi never lasts with someone like you…


Yoongi’s Point of View 

Bumping into Y/N was probably one of the best things that happened today… Something about her just gets me attracted to her and I don’t want to leave her side.

Even though at first she was quite awkward when I saw her again… But after showing her around Seoul a little, we continued to talk and I began to get to know her more and more.

The thing that makes me interested in her is the way she sees me as a normal human being. 

After being a celebrity, everyone only knows me as Suga from BTS but not the real me. I’m usually the time to not was to get close to anyone or even assicate with people… but she was different.

I wanted to let get to know me.. I felt comfortable around him… Something I’ve never felt towards a girl…

“Where are we going now?” Y/N asks me as she looks forward and continued to follow behind me.

“Well remembered how you asked me where was my favorite place in Seoul?”


“Well, close your eyes.”

She looks at me scared but still closed her eyes. I smiled and grabbed a hold of her hand and lead to her the Banpo bridge. I stopped a perfect spot that had a beautiful view of the neon lights that flashed the small little waterfall from the side of the bridge.

“Open your eyes.” I whispered close to her ears and I glanced at her as you slowly opens one eye and then the other. 

She looked around confused still processing the view till it hit her. 

“Woah… This is beautiful!” she says excitedly admiring the neon lights from the side of the bridge and I smiled.

“Just like you.”

She slowly looks up at me and I noticed the way her cheeks turn a shade of pink. She approached the edge of the bridge and put her hand on the the side of the bridge admiring the water.

Was now my chance to make a move? Was it too soon? 

I took my chance and slowly reached over Y/N’s hand and placed my hand over hers. As soon as she felt my hand on top of hers, she looked up and the two of us were now staring at each other..

I really want to kiss her…


To Be Continued! 

Sex God | Oneshot

Words: 1,067
Pairing: Brief Hollstein
Rating: K
Summary: ‘what about a ‘hey i’m sorry to bother you but i’m trying to convince my friends i’m a sex god so can you please write a fake number on this napkin for me real quick’ au’

“Admit it, Carmilla. You’re not as much of a sex god as you make yourself out to be.”

Carmilla scoffed, lifting her head and looking towards LaFontaine with a raised eyebrow. “Are you kidding me? I could get any girl in this club, right here, right now.” And it was true. Probably.

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Lucky One

Originally posted by minsecretsoul

“She was then, and still is to me, the most beautiful thing in the world.”

Summary: It’s crazy how you think you end up bumping into someone out of coincidence or sometime it’s just fate.. You were planning just a normal trip to Korea to see you favorite Kpop group of all time BTS… But what will happen when you start seeing than more than you were originally planning to?

Previous Parts:

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8

Part 9 is here~ 

Part 10 Part 11 Part 12 Part 13 Part 14 Part 15 Part 16



Yoongi’s Point of View

Bumping into Y/N was probably one of the best things that happened today… Something about her just gets me attracted to her and I don’t want to leave her side.

Even though at first she was quite awkward when I saw her again… But after showing her around Seoul a little, we continued to talk and I began to get to know her more and more.

The thing that makes me interested in her is the way she sees me as a normal human being.

After being a celebrity, everyone only knows me as Suga from BTS but not the real me. I’m usually the time to not was to get close to anyone or even assicate with people… but she was different.

I wanted to let get to know me.. I felt comfortable around him… Something I’ve never felt towards a girl…

“Where are we going now?” Y/N asks me as she looks forward and continued to follow behind me.

“Well remembered how you asked me where was my favorite place in Seoul?”


“Well, close your eyes.”

She looks at me scared but still closed her eyes. I smiled and grabbed a hold of her hand and lead to her the Banpo bridge. I stopped a perfect spot that had a beautiful view of the neon lights that flashed the small little waterfall from the side of the bridge.

“Open your eyes.” I whispered close to her ears and I glanced at her as you slowly opens one eye and then the other.

She looked around confused still processing the view till it hit her.

“Woah… This is beautiful!” she says excitedly admiring the neon lights from the side of the bridge and I smiled.

“Just like you.”

She slowly looks up at me and I noticed the way her cheeks turn a shade of pink. She approached the edge of the bridge and put her hand on the the side of the bridge admiring the water.

Was now my chance to make a move? Was it too soon?

I took my chance and slowly reached over Y/N’s hand and placed my hand over hers. As soon as she felt my hand on top of hers, she looked up and the two of us were now staring at each other..

I really want to kiss her…


Your Point of View 


The view was absolutely breathtaking.. The neon lights were the only thing sticking out from the night sky hitting the water fall right in front of you. You smiled at pure beauty.

“Woah… This is beautiful,” your blurted out smiling.

“Just like you,” Yoongi responds and you stopped looking at the lights and looked at Yoongi as you began to blush.

Did he just call you beautiful? Is this really happening? 

Instead of saying anything in return, you walked closer to the bridge and began to hold on the edge still looking at the waterfall flow down… This moment was just perfect.

The next thing you know, you began to feel a hand on top of yours and you looked at your hand and see Yoongi’s hand right on top of yours…

Was he really holding your hand? 

Was this really happening?

You looked up at Yoongi and he was already staring right at you. Was Yoongi falling for you? Was he actually feeling the same way you have been feeling towards him? 



“Thank you…”

“For what?”

“For taking me to this beautiful place,” you smiled at Yoongi and then at the view in front of you. 

To be honest you were expecting Yoongi to maybe join you and look at the view but instead just from the corner of your eye, you could tell he was staring at something else… and it wasn’t the view… 

It was you…

You wanted to look right back at him… But you can easily make things awkward without even trying! 



You slowly looked at Yoongi and you could tell he wanted to say something but he seemed very hesitant… What did he want to say? Why was it so hard to say it? Was something holding him back?

“Come on, you can tell me.”

Yoongi looks down and you paid attention to the way he began to bit his lip out of nervousness…



“Can I walk you back to your hotel?”

You couldn’t help to smile and you nodded your head. You glanced at your cousin and Taehyung and saw the way how close the two of them were standing right next to each other admiring the view.

This was a fairy tale… A moment you weren’t going to forget… But this moment wasn’t going to last forever..

Especially because… you were nothing but an average girl… And Yoongi on the other hand was part of BTS, the famous KPOP boy group… 

This was all a dream… You were scared to develop more feelings and having to say goodbye to Yoongi… for good…


Walking back home was not as awkward at you were expecting it to be.. Yoongi however on the other hand seemed to be nervous. You don’t know what it was… but it was cute to see this side of him. 

At some point the night cold wind started to kick in and you couldn’t help but cross your arms hoping that you could warm yourself up by probably hugging yourself. But that completely failed.

You two continued to walk till..

“Hey.. Are you cold?” Yoongi asks as he stops walking and you stopped and looked at him.

“Just a little, but I’m okay,” you smiled as you stopped along with him.

He seemed to ignore the part when you said you’re okay. He pulled off his jacket that he was wearing and wrapped it behind you.

“Yoongi… You don’t have to do this.”

“But i want to.” Yoongi says smiling and you felt your heart flutter.

This boy was going to make it hard to say goodbye when the day approaches…

You two continued to walk to your hotel and you couldn’t help but to glance at Yoongi here and there.

“Aren’t you cold?”

“Maybe..” He says smiling and you were about to take off the jacket from your shoulder but Yoongi stops you and instead of grabbing his jacket from you, he gets closer to you and smiles.

“This can help me out.”

Your cheeks were slowly heating up and you giggled.


You two stopped in front of the hotel and you looked at Yoongi.

“You know you didn’t have to walk me all the way back here,” 

“Are you crazy, there is crazy people here at night.” Yoongi says and you giggled.

You took off the jacket that Yoongi lent you and you gave it to him smiling.

“You’re going to need this back home.”

“No keep it,” Yoongi says not accepting his own jacket and you did want to keep it at least for memories… but you rather have Yoongi warm and healthy then get a dumb cold because he gave you his jacket.

“No take it, I don’t want you getting sick,”

Yoongi looks at you surprised at what you said and you looked down and couldn’t help but to blush.


Yoongi finally gives in and grabs his jacket from your hand and puts it on at last. Now the two of you were standing in front of each other smiling.

“Can I ask you something again?”

“Of course you can…”

He took a deep breath and looks into your eyes.

“I know we haven’t known each other for a long time but…”


“Well I kind of wanted to know if I can maybe kiss you?”

Did you hear this correctly? This was really happening.

“Or not.. I mean we don-”

You noticed him babbling on and on, so to catch him off guard, you slowly placed your hand on his cheek and got on your tippy toes and pulled him into a goodnight kiss…

The kiss you’ve been waiting for your whole life…

You two moved you lips in sync and you pulled away feeling your heartbeat out of your chest and butterflies flying in all sort of direction in your stomach.

Yoongi still had his eyes closed and smiled formed on his face.

Eventually he opened his eyes and he smiled.

“See you around?”

You nodded your head feeling shy all of a sudden and instead of Yoongi turning around and walking off, he began to walk backwards still looking at you and smiling.

This was just a beautiful dream…

You watched Yoongi walk off and notice him bump into a person causing you to giggle. He gives you one last smile till he turns around and walks off.

You placed your hand on your lips and you giggled…

Tonight was perfect…



You opened your eyes and quickly sat up scared to death. You see your cousin right then and there having outfits laid out on her bed and her hand under her chin. 

“What happened?”

“Taehyung wants to see me today and I don’t know what the hell to wear!”

You stopped and gave you cousin one of the longest stares…. She really woke you up… just so you can help her out with an outfit? 


You glanced at the time and see 7:45am.

“Goodnight,” you said laying back down and pulling the blanket over your head.


“Yah! it’s too early for this.”


“Just wear whatever floats your boat!” you said mumbling annoyed and you hear you cousin sigh and the bathroom door close.

She must of actually listened to your advice. Shocker… You smiled because at last you can finally go back to sleep.

But just as you were slowly drifting off to sleep….

The bell suddenly begins to ring…

You gotta be kidding me.

“Y/N! Can you get that!” You hear you cousin say from the bathroom and you sighed out of frustration and threw your blanket off you and dragged yourself out of bed.

As you dragged your feet to the hotel door, you opened up the door not caring who was on the other side till….


Your eyes widen when you seen Taehyung and Yoongi.

Oh my god….

They just seen the bad side of you.

“Yoongi… Taehyung…”

You are going to kill your cousin!


To be continued..

Rey was Force-concieved and Kylo knows it

I have a theory about Reys parentage, considering many like her in cinema who has similar tropes as her- the hope, the natural expert, “born with it”.

I think that Reys dad, whoever he was, had a one night stand with her mom and then took off, a la John Connor, Starlord, Anakin..

So what if Reys dad was the Force?

When Kylo reads her mind he says she feels Han Solo was the father SHE NEVER HAD. Now, she knows that her family dropped her off in Jakku so she would know if she had a dad, but her memories (in Kylos words) explicitly state that she never had a dad/father figure. Remember, you dont need two parents to constitute a family.

So what if shes a daughter of the Force? Thats a pretty big deal, and its probably a huge deal to Luke, who had been scouring the galaxy for Force-sensitives to train into Jedis. And i bet you the extremely Force-sensitive Kylo–obsessed with Darth Vader, also a Force-concieved entity–heard about her from Luke or felt her presence when she was born/had visions about her. Someone who’s like his Grandfather exists? I must meet her!

So that covers why Kylo said “what girl” as if he knew her already and just needed verification in his head and hes obsessed/intrigued with her because not only is she basically the Force in human form, his sensitivity formed a very spiritual bond with her. Nevermind that shes also very attractive, and he never thought a daughter of the Force would be just a “scavenger” so that probably piqued his curiosity even more.

When she was young, Luke probably realized she was too powerful and he probably realized that kids with too much power are dangerous (see: Kylo killing all the Jedi in his academy) and probably didnt wanna make Vader 2.0. So he ordered Reys mom to drop her off in Jakku and thats why shes “Classified” as in she is a case to Luke, a case of Force-conception (of which Anakin Skywalker was the other case)

THE FORCE AWAKENS- The title says it all. Rey has been awaken and is now sentient of her powers.

Originally posted by mattsays