her face when he says im ok

anonymous asked:

I read your post about that j2 hug and how upset jen looked after jared went and hugged g and how jen made a joke about them being ""married"" but I didn't see you mention Tahmoh in the background and his hilarious reactions to it all. You can just see him like "Is anyone else seeing this shit rn" and like "This is getting heated af can I leave now" LMAO I can't stop laughing, the poor guy xD

oh yeah that’s true! well i didn’t talk about tahmoh because first i wanted to focus only on j2 and i just simply don’t really know what to make of tahmoh’s reactions! honestly i don’t know this guy at all, i’ve never seen interviews of him, nor con moments so uuuh… sorry haha that’s why i didn’t talk about him, because im not sure of what he could have been thinking

but there has been people who commented in the reblogs of my post saying kinda the same things as you so im gonna trust you guys ok? lol

im gonna try to quickly look into his reactions because it’s true they really look comical (link to vid):

so first he looks at jared, just like jensen does, when the public reacts to J/G pda

he looks like “what the fuck is that gay guy doing??? hugging this woman in front of his husband??”

and then when jensen says “she’s a little nervous you’ll have to excuse her” he makes that “oooooooooh someone fucked up” face while looking at jared and then smirking at travis (a known ITK) lol:

and then jensen says “she’s also “married” so back off… that’s what i’ve been hearing” and well to me tahmoh’s face is like “wow, is this really happening? whaaaaaaaat????” and it’s all in the eyes quickly looking away and the embarassed smile, so exactly like you said he’s like “uuuh can i leave??”  kinda like when a couple is having a fight in public and people don’t know what to do and are just like “……………………………..awkward lol” 

and also to me the way everyone jumps on the joke when jensen says “that really applies to rob” looks like they’re all trying to take the attention away from jensen and on to rob like “ahahahahaha yeah that rob he’s so silly! hahaha” and rob immediately plays the part without hesitating…

and please as always just enjoy jensen’s completely “done with this shit” face, he was so fucking pissed, i’m still shook everytime i look at it lol

Prince!Joshua {Req}

tw: harassment, death mention
note: thank you to all the people who requested this au! i hope you like it!
- Admin Mochi

  • ok prince joshua…..
  • is next in line to rule a seaside kingdom known for their hospitality like everyone there is so sweet and the king + queen don’t believe in violence, they literally just want their citizens to live a peaceful life theyre so nice~ they also lend their hand out to countries who need it
  • and what do you know? their son is just as sweet and everyone adores him
  • the type to go looking for a snack in the kitchens but end up talking to the staff and helping wash the dishes
  • commoners have been calling him “the winter gentleman” ever since he was 13 bc of his kind-hearted nature and neat appearance
  • also v down-to-earth like you can catch him riding his bike around the park or walking into a bookstore as if he’s some regular guy in college and the commoners love that about prince joshua
  • is literally every princesses dream
  • at balls, you can never catch him alone because there’s always a princess near him, trying to win his heart…..but honestly….?
  • nobody could ever fit what he wanted. why? because he wasn’t over you
  • oops
  • oh yes, you knew this prince ever since you both were old enough to play hide-and-seek in the large grandfather clocks in the hallway
  • believe it or not, you two were a bunch of adorable mischiefs!
  • y'all used to run around in the hallways and climb all over the bodyguards
  • one time you and joshua sneaked into the kitchen and managed to just eat half a pot of honey before the head chef noticed and panicked
  • lol but nobody could be mad at you two because you all were too cute
  • however, as you both grew, the troublemaker phase ended and little joshua was becoming a gentleman at the mere age of eight
  • so cute bc he starts opening doors and pulling out your chair and giving you tiny flowers he picked for you~
  • one time he wanted to teach you the waltz bc that’s what his etiquette teacher was teaching him atm
  • and you both were so giggly while twirling in the banquet hall and the bodyguards were sighing bc this was cutest thing they’ve ever seen
  • joshua: y/n? promise you’ll dance with me when we’re old enough to join the dances? // you: *nods eagerly* promise! *frowns* but won’t you have to dance with all the princesses? // joshua: i do but…..only you have my heart~
  • bodyguards raising their eyebrows because wOW??? THAT WAS PRETTY SMOOTH FOR AN EIGHT YEAR OLD???? WHERE U LEARN THIS–
  • but yeah, you two were inseperable and definitely best friends ^^
  • you both shared a lot firsts: first time riding the “big kid” bikes, first guitar lesson, first train ride, first time reading….even first kiss (^:
  • however the bad news came when you both were 15, a year before you both could attend the balls
  • due to your grandmother falling ill, your father (a nobleman) wanted to move closer to take better care of her and so you had no choice but to go
  • you cried when you told joshua this and inevitably, this broke the prince’s heart but he only gave you a sad smile and a tight hug, promising that he’ll see you again someday
  • on the day you left, he gave you his guitar pick necklace as a way to remember him by and in return, you gave him a ring of yours
  • to this day, almost six years later, he keeps it on a silver chain around his neck and whenever he misses you, he just stares at that ring and then goes to play your favorite song on his guitar
  • so he’s almost 20, right? which means the coronation ceremony was only a year and a half away
  • and although his parents were never the type to meddle bc they trusted joshua, they began to worry that their only son would never find someone and they knew that once you became king, it would be so much harder because he’d be too busy for love every single day
  • and so they intefered just a bit. all they had to do was invite a royal family to dinner and insist that joshua show their lovely daughter around the castle
  • her name was princess rosejoy and tbh she was everything joshua could want in a girl: kind, smart, easygoing and cute~
  • they clicked just as easily as a seatbelt and by the end of the week, those two were on a nickname basis, calling each other “josh” and “joy”
  • the reason why he accepted her was because he told himself that you weren’t going to come back and that he needed to move on from you and give princess joy a chance
  • and so its princess joy and prince joshua and the kingdom is raving because they look so good together and they’re happy that their beloved prince was finally falling in love ^^
  • but life is never simple is it? plot twist: you moved back to the kingdom with your family
  • your grandmother had passed a year after your family had moved to the countryside where she lived. your father couldn’t bear to leave the place. but now, five years later, he was getting back up on his feet and taking the whole family back to the kingdom
  • and like?? you’re psyched!! not only were you going to the place you missed, you get to see your best friend again~
  • the whole journey there, your stomach would flip with every bump in the road bc you were highkey nervous to see joshua again
  • was he still babyfaced? did he still play guitar? would his smile still be the same? was he still as kind and silly as you remember?
  • but above all, you wondered if he still had feelings for you just like you did for him…..
  • as soon as the carriage rolled over the border, you felt your worries slip away as you took in the scenery you had missed so much
  • the king and queen were the first to greet the family and the queen was gushing over how beautiful and mature you’ve become and then she’s like “oh, joshua’s going to be so glad to hear you’re back!” and you ask where he is and she tells you that he’s gone to the beach and that he’ll be back soon
  • so you go up to your old room and you find your things had been brought up and you begin to arrange them for the next hour and a half
  • after, you sighed in content at ur hard work then went to over the window to see if the view was as good as you remembered
  • but as you’re opening the window, you see!! joshua!! and he’s riding in through the palace gates on a horse and ofc your heart soars but then you realize that there’s a beautiful brunette clinging onto his waist and your heart drops
  • in your head: “ofc he’d be courting someone by now. did you think he’d wait? don’t think so selfishly.”
  • when joshua heard that you were back, he immediately went upstairs to search for you but you were gone
  • that night, there was a feast in honor of your family’s return and joshua looked around for you but no luck
  • where were you? well, you were outside
  • after hearing from a maid that the girl was a princess named rosejoy and that joshua was probably going to marry her next year, you had taken a walk around the castle, trying to sort your feelings
  • by nightfall, you ended up on this wall that was easy to climb up on and you watched the dark waves crash onto the shore as you played with joshua’s necklace
  • an hour passed when you heard someone’s voice call you from behind (three guesses who lol)
  • ofc it’s joshua but tbh you didnt recognize him at first bc he had gotten taller, his face looked slimmer and his hair was no longer swooped to the side, it was dyed and parted neatly and he just looked so handsome and mature ???
  • joshua also lowkey thinking you got more beautiful and different too but ofc he’s not going to tell u that
  • but anyway you quickly drop the necklace under your shirt collar and say a quiet hello
  • he climbs up onto the wall and goes “what are you doing…?” and you say “oh…..just taking in the view. i missed it….and i missed you! how are you?”
  • and from there, you fake a smile and both you and joshua are catching up and it feels like old times again and you know how the phrase goes: time flies when you’re having fun ^^
  • two hours later, joshua looked at his watch and saw that it was almost eleven. “sorry y/n, i gotta go to sleep. i promised joy that i’d take her to see the sunrise tomorrow.” and you can feel your face drop but quickly, you straightened it out and say “ok! im gonna stay out here though~” and joshua smiles and says “dont stay up too late ok? you know how cold it gets out here” and you smiled and nodded, feeling a bit better– at least he still cared right?
  • for the next few months, you tell yourself that it was for the best and you even got to talk to joy, who was actually one of the sweetest people you’ve ever met and that was saying a lot considering the country was filled with nice ppl
  • it got to the point where you would tell joy childhood stories of joshua and you both would laugh as joshua pouted and tried to defend himself
  • and you + joshua are still close as ever but if u were both honest, yall still had lowkey feelings for one another
  • anyway, winter came soon and that means the Snow Heart Ball aka joshua’s birthday ball
  • everyone from around the world comes because so many good vibes and its a great way to ring in the new year and say goodbye to the old one
  • and tbh this is one of the things you missed and you decided you weren’t going to worry tonight and just get cRUNK
  • you had met up with joshua and joy at the beginning but you lost them in the crowd so you ended up dancing around with random people, trying to dance your heart away
  • however at one point, some random person came up to you and gripped your waist, gyrating against you, making you panic
  • you pushed against him but he didnt budge. your anxiety grew when you realized nobody would be able to hear you over the loud music
  • before you could kick him away, the weight was suddenly yanked off and you look up to see a furious joshua and a shocked joy
  • joshua immediately pulled you away with joy following you both as she asked if you were ok
  • joshua was worried to the max and kept asking questions to make sure you weren’t hurt
  • and to you its normal but to joy….as she watched joshua tend to you, she noticed there was this look in his eye like someone….someone who was in love
  • according to josh, you both were childhood friends but joy had always been the perceptive type and she had a hunch that maybe you were more than just a friend…..
  • for the next few days, she struggled internally and always waved josh off when he asked what was wrong, only saying she was homesick
  • but one night, she decided to visit you and ofc you were surprised like wow?? hello??
  • and you both talk casually and joy could see why joshua would like you: you were just so nice and easygoing and v bright
  • she finally breaks the ice and asks you “y/n…..have u ever fell in love with someone but you know you can’t really have them…?”
  • brain: highkey yES // mouth: “mmm….i suppose so, a long time ago. why do you ask?”
  • and that’s when joy breaks into her own story, about how she had fallen in love with a soldier in her father’s army. he was a general’s son but nonetheless, her father didn’t approve bc he wasn’t a monarch like herself
  • and tbh you feel bad bc imagine giving someone all of you only to get torn down by someone who you would also give up your life for……
  • you tell her you’re sorry but she shakes her head and says “josh, in a way, has inspired me. im going to go back home this week and try to work it out.” and youre like “wait,,,,what?? you’re not going to marry him??” and she says “as much as i would’ve liked to marry someone like him…..he isn’t for me.” and she sweetly smiles and goes “ive seen the way he looks at you, y/n”
  • and you choke like “a-at me? what do you mean?” and she goes “idk how to describe it…..his eyes always shine whenever he sees you.” and youre like “pfft no dont be fooled joy he looks like that all the time-” but joy silences you by placing a hand on yours
  • joy: “you make him happy. happier than i ever could. just take care of his heart, ok? you deserve him.” and she leaves you like that, speechless and shook
  • during the week, she also goes to speak to joshua and she tells the king + queen that she’s leaving and on the day she does, she gives you a hug and whispers to you “remember what i said~”
  • it actually takes a while though bc it’s kind of….awkward?
  • and you’re honestly like what do i do? bc like you /do/ want to approach joshua but at the same time, he’s not approaching you so….
  • and for two weeks, yall just keep your distance and think by yourselves
  • until one night, after dinner, joshua caught up with you and asked if you both could go to the wall and youre like okay o:
  • after you both get there and sit down, there’s a small silence until joshua says “so…..um, i have to tell you something.”
  • and he launches into his joy story and when he’s done, you also tell him your side and at the end you’re like “i guess….she made me realize…..that i like you???” and joshua is like oMG on the inside but on the outside, he shyly smiles then looks at you and when he does, you now know what joy means by his eyes shine
  • joshua: “well if im being honest…..i really like you too, y/n.”
  • and that is the start of a beautiful relationship
  • it starts lowkey but soon the whole kingdom knows thanks to the gossiping bodyguards lol but nobody thinks it’s weird or a bad thing~
  • yours and joshua’s fathers talking about being in-laws and your mother + queen rolling their eyes lmao
  • princess joy also writing to you about how her father finally accepted her + her soldier love 😍
  • you and joshua always going on the wall and talking…..maybe kissing lol who knoes
  • joshua being lowkey jealous when a boy wants to dance w/you at the ball lolol and also vice versa
  • yoooo bike riding with joshua
  • getting into playful arguments with him over whether japanese anime was better than korean drama
  • yall are like best friends and lovers rolled into one
  • and soon it’s coronation day and bodyguard!seungkwan is running all over the palace, searching for you and practically dragging you across the grounds when he does
  • turns out joshua really needed a pep talk before going out to accept his crown and let me tell you that boy looked fINE except his legs were shaking ;;
  • so you tell him what’s wrong and he’s like “what if i cant run them as well as i thought i could? what if everyone loses their trust in me when they realize im not as-”
  • and you cut him off like “what? smart? kind? talented? fair?” and joshua is blushing bc you’re kind of complimenting him bt you put your hands on his shoulders and look into his eyes “joshua hong. you are one of the most capable people i’ve ever met and i’m not just saying that. you’re going to make a great king. trust me. and i’ll be right here, you won’t be alone, i promise.”
  • and joshua is nodding and then the trumpets are blaring and you take the crown from his hands and put it on his head and give him a quick kiss “go show the world whose a king.”
  • and bc this is joshua he is going to smile and go “a king is nothing w/o their queen/king.” and you smile and shake your head, pushing him out
  • bodyguard!seungkwan: oh jeez my father was right….joshua is smooth asf
  • and prince joshua does just what real-life joshua said: “i’ll make you my princess and we’ll be forever happy”
  • the end c:
He’s Taken

Written for @leojiweek 2017: Day 1 

Prompt: Others’ Interpretation of Leoji/Social Media 

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Laura xoxo: ugh

Laura xoxo: dani im so sry but my sister saw that picture u put on insta of u and ur brother at the water park and now she’s begging me 2 get his number from u

Laura xoxo: she went on his insta and found out he’s a wrld famous figure sk8r and she wont shut up abt him

Laura xoxo: pls ill buy u ice cream 4 a week if u can make her stop gushing abt how hot he is

Daniela sighs.

This is not the first time this has happened.

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anonymous asked:

Some post Order 66 Anakin & Ahsoka headcanons, please!

anon im so sorry i took so long to reply you, i’ve been extremely busy this past week, but im here now! i know you said post order 66 but i need to give some context to the heartbreak you know, so i added a few more headcanons 

(i got very angsty writing this, and also it’s very very long, you have been warned)

[part 1]

  • it’s exactly one year after she left the temple when ahsoka calls anakin
  • she’s calling partially because she has a bad feeling that something big is going to happen and she needs to talk to someone about it, and also because she’s feeling a little lonely out here in open space
  • anakin picks up (of course) but instead of sounding happy to hear from her, he sounds a little… distracted
  • naturally, she asks him what’s going on
  • dooku kidnapped the chancellor”, he says grimly, “obi wan and i are going to save him now
  • the force is ringing with alarm now, warning her something is going to happen something bad is coming
  • before she can voice her concerns, anakin interrupts her thoughts
  • sorry snips, gotta dash off now, i’ll talk to you when i get back ok?
  • he hangs up after that, and ahsoka is left with a silent line and a growing dread of what’s coming next
  • she immediately sets off for coruscant, if something terrible is going to happen, she’ll face it with anakin together

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Ishqbaaaz - Sept 20/17 - Episode 372

Am I supposed to feel something for Pinky here because i really dont care

Shivaay is me

he literally doesnt give a fuck

LMFAO BYE

SHAKTI BROUGHT HER A CACTUS

THATS WHAT SUITS HER PERSONALITY

I AM DECEASED THIS IS AMAZING

shes getting all butt hurt

lmao how does it feel when someone insults you to your face BITCH

she left

Shivaay says its Om’s turn

hes like but my wife aint here

Gauri is heree

hes like IVE BEEN CALLING WHERE HAVE U BEEN

I am here for Concerned Omkara

Ok their challenge is for Gauri to find Om blindfolded

why is this version of lafzon ka yeh sound so weird LOL

THIS SHIT IS SO CUTE IM DYING

Om is SULKING

he is not having this haha

ok honestly im having so much michmichi right now

theyre like hitting her with pillows LOL

SHE FOUND HIM

LOOK AT THEM HOLDING HANDS

AND LOOK AT THAT SMILE ON HIS FACE

IM DYING THIS IS SO CUTE

HIS CHALLENGE IS TO SAY A SHAYRI FOR GAURI

IM GONNA BE SHOOKED I CAN FEEL IT

omg omg omg

THAT SHAYRI

WAS SO CUTE I CANNOT I CANNOT

i cant eve type it sorry bros im fucked up 

She said thank you properly and hes like huh??? and shes like i said thanku

Now its my bbys turnnnn

what is this cheating dadi

they both get one paper

they have to give each other a gift but it has to be from within the house

IS SHIVAAY’S GIFT GONNA BE HIM SAYING I LOVE YOU BECAUSE IMMA BE SHOOKED

oh nvm they have 2 mins 

oh theyre back already

she didnt bring anything

im confused

ANNIKA IS TAKING CONTROL I AM LOVING THIS ANNIKA

Her gift to him is her

shes giving him her all

THAT SHIT IS SO HOT

LOOK AT THEM SO HAPPY

His gift to Annika is Sahil’s custody papers

wait…didnt we already know this already?

Like she had the papers yesterday…

DID THEY FUCK UP THE EDITING??? LMAO BYE IM DYING THEY FUCKED UP

THEYRE ACTING AS IF SHE DIDNT HAVE THEM IN YESTERDAY’S EPISODE

this is a mess whats happening

but shit im down for all of these hugs

Fam photo what nerds

Forwarding swety

Bhavya is thinking of turning the rishta down

Why is Bhavya lying

BITCH YOU AND RUDRA HAVE SOMETHING OK

Rudy is in denial

Everyone is gathered waiting for dadi

i love what Annika is wearing

LOL Shivaay - while dadi isnt here we can forget about this 2 feet separation 

DADI IS COCKBLOCKING REAL HARD

7 DAYS LATER IS THE SHAAADIIII

its gonna be forever for us

BUT SHIT IM READY

Chunri and ring ceremony 

IM SHOOK FINALLY 

WAIT

WAIT

WHAT THE UC K

BHAVYA IS MARRYING THE DUDE???

WHAT TH FUCK

WHAT

OH MY GOD IT WAS RUDRA’S DREAM

THAT SHOOK ME UP OMG

Why is Rudra asleep when the functions start tonight

This uncle is their dadi’s most loyal employee

his daughter is getting married

OMG DOES THIS MEAN OUR COUPLES ARE GONNA GO TO A WEDDING

THAT ISNT THEIRS

YES LET ME SEE THE DRESSED UP YES AND ALL FLIRTY YES PLS THANK YOU

oh its in the gaon

Shivaay cant go

Om cant go

Rudra cant go

The bahus are gonna go LOL

THEY GONNA PROLONG THIS DAMN WEDDING THEYRE LEAVING 

they talking about the family’s izzat

oh man something is gonna happen at the wedding i can feel it

oh shit the wedding is today

they gotta be back before night

SOMETHING IS GONNA HAPPPPEN

Gauri is packing and hiding her english books

shes gonna text her teacher than she cant come to class

Why is she packing so many clothes babe you’re only going for the day LOL

Om is tryna talk to her and shes ignoring himmmm

HE SEES THE TEXT

HES LIKE WHO IS SHE TEXTING WHO IS SHE MEETING

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Annika is looking for her bracelet

Shivaay asks her whats wrong and shes like i cant find my bracelet

he sees it on the ground

LOL he tells her to check the other way

he picks it up off she ground

HE WONT GIVE IT TO HER

LOOK AT THEM ALL CUTE

I WANTED A SCENE LIKE THIS SO BAD

AND NOW I GET IT

what a smug bastard i love him

YOUR CHAND IS BEAUTIFUL BUT NOT MORE THAN MINE

GOODBYE FRIENDS

Hes being all sexy i cannot

Shes like fine keep it

he pulls her back

hes gonna put it on her oh my god fuck me UP

Im gonna parallel this to the first time he put her bracelet on her omg

intertwining their fingers 

i friggin LOVE when they do this

HES KISSING HER HAAAAAAAAAAAAAND

that was an awkward cut back to rikara lol

hes gonna help her zip her suitcase

why does om always look unimpressed lmao

hes staring at her 

he tells her she doesnt have to go if she doesnt want to

he believes a person should only do what they want to

OH YEAH OMKARA? WHAT ABOUT AFTER THE BUA MAA MESS AND SHE WANTED TO LEAVE AND YOU ASKED HER TO STAY

HOMEBOY CHECK YOURSELF BEFORE YOU WRECK YOURSELF

Om just say it upfront that you dont want her to go bby

Oh this is because of the text she sent probably

shes like this means you never understood me

HE SAID YOU NEVER UNDERSTOOD ME EITHER

these two are a damn mess

but i love them so much i dont even care

hes like if you dont say anything then how will i understand

she says even if i do you misunderstand me

lmao if that aint the truth

hes like i asked for forgiveness and shes like im not doing this for you to realize your mistakes

tbh what the hell is happening with these two

she says its good shes going for a few days because he’ll get a break from her

GAURI BOOBOOOOO

aww he looked hurt

im confused

theyre going for a few days? but isnt the function that night?? 

shes leaving

he tells her to have a safe trip

BACK TO SHIVIKA

what a kinky asshole

“dobara nahi karoon?”

hes still kissing her hand holy shit

she nods her yes but says no hahahah

i wanna parallel that too back when it was the memory loss days

hes bummed shes leaving after she just got back

hand holding ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

she starts to leave

he calls her

and throws a dupatta on her

lmao wth why did you do that

but i am TRASH for this stuff oh my god

HES GOING UNDER THE DUPATTA WITH HER

KISS HER YOU FOOL

HES LINKING THEIR HANDS

KISSING HER HANNNNNNDS UGH YES

Look at how hes looking at her

its so intense

KISS HER

OH GOD IF THIS SHOW WAS ON HBO WE WOULDNT HAVE THIS ISSUE

OH FUCK U GUYS

HOW DARE YOU END THE EPISODE LIKE THAT

THANK GOD TOMORROW IS A WEEKDAY

Precap: Annika says shes leaving early so she can come back early. Hes like you dying to marry me

“jiski hoon, uski hone ja rahi hoon” 

Today was such a good episode omg. Also a very long post forgive me i had so many emotions today

IMMA SEE YA’LL TOMORROW TO CONTINUE THIS AMAZING SCENE AHHH

EXO Reaction To Their Girlfriend Flinching/Falling To The Floor While Play-Fighting

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Anonymous said:

Can I request EXOs reaction to play fighting with their girlfriend and maybe pretending to raise their hand, and she flinches and drops to the ground, covering her face, and sobbing, saying ‘I’m sorry… Im sorry…’ over and over. I know its a little weird, but I would love to see how their different personalities would react to that… I love love your blog so much xoxoxo

Xiumin: *at first Xiumin doesn’t know what just happened when his girlfriend suddenly dropped to the floor. He’s really just shocked, but once he hears what she’s saying…*

Xiumin: *with slow purpose, he wraps his arms around her* I’m not gonna hurt you…I’d never hurt you, ok? I love you, you’re safe, everything’s ok…*on the inside he’s concerned about why she reacted that way but that’s a topic for another day…*

Luhan: *immediately begins to panic while still trying to look calm as he drops his hand, gingerly reaching out for her* Shit, did she think I was going to hit her? I was just gonna tickle her neck…Shit, shit, shit. Ok just calm down…You weren’t going to hurt her…You wouldn’t, ever… *continues to slowly move her hands from her face to around him, letting her fall against him*

Kris: *at first Kris is very dazed and confused, he struggles to put together what happened between the play fighting and her dropping to the floor. Once he does however…

Kris: *his cute side comes out to cheer you up* Here! Look at me! Look at your dork of a boyfriend! Look I’m being cute! Come on… *once she looks up, unable to help from smiling or giggling, he wraps his arms around her, chuckling in her ear before he reassures her that he’d never hurt her*

Suho: *extreme internal panic* I may have nine kids to take care of but they’ve never done this. I’m usually the one crying or getting emotional but what do I do when that isn’t me? Ok, think Suho… You can do this… You can tell her that she is safe. You’re probably more scared right now than she is anyway…

Lay: *how could this healing unicorn ever raise his hand to hurt a fly much less his girlfriend? but anyway…* immediately he would drop his hands to his sides, lowering himself in front of her, making sure to give her some space and move slowly as he reaches out to hold her. Once he does, he reassures her that she is safe and that he will not hurt her*

Baekhyun: *confused puppy byun* I was not going to hit her. Why would I hit her? We were play fighting… *he doesn’t even know what to say as he lowers himself in front of her, holding his hand out for her to take when she was ready…*

Chen: sure I hit some of the guys but I’d never hit her…It’s probably best not to touch her, in case she’s really scared. So I should probably sit here and wait…Move slowly and softly as not to frighten her again, too…

Chanyeol: frick, I never wanted to frighten her…damn…that was a mistake. I wasn’t going to hit her…but she thought I was…I would never but how can I tell her that? I won’t leave her like this of course but I doubt she wants me to touch her right now…No matter how much I want to hold her and tell her it’s ok…

DO: Oh god if she cries, I’m gonna cry. The only person I ever want to hurt is Baekhyun, so I would never want to hurt her…What do I do…I could make her tea or hot cocoa but I really don’t want to leave. *ultimate he decides to just talk to her, beginning with how he won’t hurt her but then about anything that comes to his mind as she calms down until she approaches him*

Tao: *Tao definitely doesn’t now what just happened but he manages to hold himself back from freaking out but rather just focuses his attention on her and then calming her down. He hesitantly reaches out just to rub her back as her breathing evens out and she’s not longer as upset. He moves closer to her just to be there until she’s ready to talk…*

Kai: well that was freaking stupid of me…You’re never supposed to raise a hand like that except from a distance where it’s obviously a high-five…Idiot. I should apologize, and tell her I never would hurt her… I should’ve done better…God,  I bet she doesn’t even want me to touch her right now…stupid…

Sehun: *cocky Sehun flys out the window* Wait, what? She just dropped to floor? Oh my god, she thought I would hurt her…Shit…Ok, what do I do? Probably stop freaking out for a first step but then what? Ok Sehun, breathe and then you have to do something…

Sehun: *just starts talking in a soft voice, sitting in front of her* Hey, I wasn’t going to hurt you. I am not going to you ever. I want you to feel safe with me and trust me, ok? So I will not touch you until you tell me you want me to. I will wait until you’re ready ok?

boyfriend!Yugyeom

•ok so first things first
•I’m the realist
•oH christ no I’m sorry
•honestly tho, yugyeom = shyest boyfriend ever
•i can literally imagine him alwAys being so adorably shy around you when u guys stArt dating
•he’d alWays alWAYS ALWAYS go to like hug u or hold your hand bUt would be like
•"should I? ShOULDnt i?“
•if u’ve ever seen that video from the ‘A’ era when yugyeom is on a date
•he wOuld acTually be like that
•honestly he would just look at you and smile and just be like "wow”
•most likely would in fact sit infront of the mirror and embarrass himself
•"i love you!!!“
•"im going to put it bluntly, I love you.”
•"I love you, jagiiiiiii"
•"ok god no, just tell her straight. I love you y/n"
•that would for sure be the first time you hear him sAy it
•I see yugyeom getting attached quite easily so he would probably love u very quickly if thaT makes sense
•when u see him sitting infront of the mIRror
•"yugyeom?“
•would turn around so quick and PROBABly scream
•"aHH OH MY GOD NO”
•you would just go over and sit down next to him
•grab his face
•and whisper
•"I love you, too.“
•the bluSh and smiLe on hIS FACE WOULD BE UNBELIEVABLE
•then he totally gets this sudden thing of confidence and like gentlY touches your face and kisses you
•oKAY KIssiN yUgyeom !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
•at first for sure, there would be these little shoRt pecks
•bUt tHeN
•boOmage he’d like alwAys want kisses
•the boys wouLd sometimes find it super annoying whEn you go to see them all
•and he just holds u and kisses ur face
•yugyeom also = cute clingy boyfriend but not actually majorly clingy but it’s super adorable
•making out
•maKINGOUT
•so basically it would all start off with
•Netflix and chill
•kidding
•or am I hMmm???
•when u first make out yugyeom would be really sa d and
•yugyeom sad ???? What????
•you would honestly list everything you love about him and hold him so t I g h t L y
•u would just wait for that frown to turn upside down
•so u can see his beautiful fuCking smile
•you would pull away from holding him and he’d kiss you just to say "thank you”
•but that “thank u” kiss turns into sometHing more
•when his lips press more agAinst yours
•you would meLt because hIs liPS ARE SO SOFT AND THOSE SOFT LIPS FEEL AMazIng against yours
•would most likely be quite cliche and just hold you respectfully and softly trace his fingers against the small of ur back
•hOWEVER WHEN HE DOES THIS THING WITH HIS TONGUE AGAINST UR LOWER LIP
•you let out the tiNest whimper
•and he just fucking wow he just holy shit goes crazy
•would pull you against him and allow u to straddle hIm
•your hands would go under his shirt and he’d shiver against ur touch
•softly his hands would run uP your thighs and
•oK I CANT GO ON
•bUT MAKINT OUT WIth yuGyeom would be super hot but also super passionate and super swEet
•yugyeom is the cUte funny that just makes u giggle and blush
•bUt soMETIMES HE REALLY MAKES U LAUGH AND YOU LAUGH SO HARD YouU cry and snort or smth
•he’d fiNd it so adorable and laugh just as hard
•with you not at you
•ok no maybe he’d be laughing at you
•when you gO to the shows and when they perform 'if you do’ and the bODY ROLLS HAND DOWN THE BODY THING HAPPENS
•you do n t knOW What to d o
•you’re so like hot and bothered
•bUt ur both only young
•so uOU SETTLE FOR DRY SEX WHEN U GET BACK TO YOUR APARTMENT Go o d bYe
•cuddles with yugyeom
•they’d be so simple but you’d feel so safe
•he’d probably just have his arm around you and your head would be on his chest
•while ur arm is over his stomach, cuddling him tightly
•when he talks about you to the boys he would be so tEASED
•"aw yugyeom has a girlfrienddddd"
•"our littLe maKnAE HAS A LADY"
•"gUYS SHUT UP PLEASE OK JUST BECAUSE IM COOLER THAN YOU AND I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND AND YOU DONT GOODBYE"
•for sure for sure for sure, yugyeom would most likely brag about you the most out of all the boys
•because he finally has someone that understands him and loves him just as much as everyone else does
•more than everyone else even
•and he loves having you in his life
•he loves everything about you and how you’re always there
•yugyeom and his shyness/sexiness/amazingness/awesomeness/his everythingness (that’s not even a word but it should be for yugyeom ok)
•in conclusion
•yours and yugyeoms relationship would be amazing and cute and super hot and super wow
•he’d be an aWESOME bOYFRIEND AND YOU CAN FIGHT ME IF YOJ FUCKING DISAGREE
•I’m outie

I realize I never posted my notes from when I saw Hamilton

it’s been three weeks now, but I took these notes immediately after the show to give people who can’t see it some sort of idea of it:

SO MUCH MOVEMENT IN THE BEGINING!!!!
the first four guys end up in a straight line which is cool
LIN’S FACE
lin bowing at “im at your service, sir”
the boys smiling at each other all throughout my shot
peggy literally doesnt want to go out but by the end shes all for it
you can tell hes seriously trying not to go up to seabury but he eventually is poking him on top of the podium
GEORGE FREAKING WASHINGTON
lin being so shy when talking to george
king baby ass POINTING AT ME (explanation : i swear that Groffsauce was pointing directly at me at “and no, don’t hange the subject” and i jumped a little bit)
eliza is perfection
angelica is queen
the fact that she’s just standing in the middle for most of satisfied
FREAKING HIP THRUSTING
wait for it is AMAZING
but theres no dance or anything…. burr just kinda stands there
ten duel comandments made my head spin, mostly from the set spinning so much but also cause HOLY CRAP
lin’s being so respectful in meet me inside but he literally yells in chris’ face at the end
LIN MADE HIMSELF CRY AND HAD TO WIPE AWAY HIS TEARS
guns n ships just proves how spectacular daveed is, and MAN CAN HE JUMP
YORKTOWN
LINS FACE AT THE END OF YORKTOWN
HE LITERALLY LOOKS DEVISTATED FOR A SEC AND THEN SMILES LIKE THE SUN
dear theodosia is literally them two sitting and smiling
lin looks at laurens when he says “tomorrow theyll be more of us”
TAIL FLIP!
that little bouncing walk for “i was chosen for the constitutional convention”
lin sits facing away from the audience and there are two empty chairs on either side of him for jay and madison
moving stage piece that lin literally jumps up
TJEFF U SOB WITH UR WALK N UR TALK N UR TOUNGE
microphones….. this is 1789 and they have microphones
PHILLIP!
lin literally is always smiling. ALWAYS.
holding each other while smackin on adams
MARIAH REYNOLDS AKA RED HOT MAMASITA
STOP CRYING GOD DAMMIT GET UP as he crouches down
THEROOMWHEREITHAPPENEDWASABSOLUTELYPERFECTINEVERYSINGLEWAY
more microphones
lin pretending his head is king louis’ and grabbing his own hair XD
tjeff and george bro nodding before on your side
THE SPEECH IN ONE LAST TIME IS CHOREOGRAPHED BEAUTIFULLY
king baby ass dragging his staff and gawking at george for a good long sec before laughing
king baby ass sitting on a stool in the corner, making burr laugh, and happily bopping along to adams administration
SIDDOWN JOHN CAUSE LIGHTS ARE GONNA FLASH RED AND IM GONNA DROP A GIANT STACK OF PAPERS
whaaaaaaaaaaaat?
hurricane. is. beautiful.
the lighting on the floor makes it look like he’s really in the middle of a storm
they’re all holding furniture in the air and everyones frozen except for lin and its just beautiful
THE REYNOLDS PAMPHLET IS EVERYTHING YOU EVER WANTED AND MORE.
THEY SHOVE IT IN PHILLIPS FACE DURING “in my own house”
THEY SHOVE IT IN MARIAHS FACE
HIS POOR WIFE
reaffirmation that eliza is perfection
PHILLIP!!!!
OK SO WHEN PHILLIP DIES ELIZA SCREAMS AND LIN TRIES TO GRAB HER HAND BUT SHE PULLS AWAY SO HES LEFT THERE LOOKING AT HIS DEAD SONS FACE.
she takes his hand (after a second) and, of course, lin cries…. a lot
madison’s “please?”
burr being overexcited and doing the whole arm tuck “score” motion thing when he hears people like him
kisses her hand instead of kissing her one last time
THE GIRL WHO HOLDS THE BULLET IS BAE
lin “running” away from the bullet when saying “im running out of time”
phillip/laurens, his mom and george looking down at him
hunched over for so long…..
THE PERFECT VIEW OF BURR LOOKING OUT AND LIN GOING UP THE STAIRS BUT STOPPING TO LOOK BACK AT BURR AKA ME CAUSE WE MADE A PERFECT LINE
cas’ dad dammit i told myself i wouldnt cry but when they said the freaking word “orphanage” i lost it
holding hands one last time…….

so, yeah, i freaking love this show. there are several thing’s i need to draw (like ham+mariah and the line that ham, burr and i formed during the world was wide enough….. it was magical)