Tell Me You Love Me|T.Holland Imagine
Series:Tell Me You Love Me
Song(s): Tell Me You Love by Demi Lovato
Summary: Where Y/N finally realizes just how much Tom means to her and how she doesn’t now how she’ll deal if he ever were to leave her.
Last Part:Sorry Not Sorry
‘Oh no, here we go again, fighting over what I said.’
His jaw was locked as he looked back at her not believing the words that had escaped her lips. He was growing tired of the consent back and forth between them, he often wondered if this was the end of them. It was a never ending cycle it always happened when things were smooth and steady, when he was getting ready to just confess his feelings about how much she meant to him and asking her to officially be his. Instead of having her wrapped in his arms like he wanted he found her standing about ten feet away and yelling about things he couldn’t understand.
“I can’t keep doing this!” He finally shouted as she turned to look at his with wide and glassy eyes breaking him inside. His heart was beating at an unhealthy rate, as his breathing was heavy. The line of sweat that was forming on his forehead told her, she needed to hear him out if she wanted him to stay in her life.
“I’m sorry..” She breathed as he shook his hands and head.
“No No No.” He stated as he walked closer to her. “You have to hear me out here darlin’. This isn’t fair, why is it every time things are going in the right direction you pull yourself away. It’s almost like you don’t want a proper relationship with me..” He spoke as she heard the sadness drip from each word he spoke breaking her heart even more if possible.
“That’s not it Tommy..” She breathed as she fell into his arms. He held her tight as her tears fell freely from her face knowing she’d have to finally voice the thoughts that had been eaten her alive. The very same thoughts that kept her awake every night as she weighed the pros and cons of this relationship. She was hurting inside, something that she knew she had to tell him. She was hopelessly in love with him and it scared her to know that at any moment he can decided he doesn’t want her anymore.
“Then what is it?” He asked as he pulled away from her slightly to see her tear stained face. Her eyes were red as the stream of tears flowed down her cheeks faster then his heartbeat. At that moment he realized all the unspoken words she had been wanting to say. All the feelings that she had ben struggling with came to surface as he took one like in her eyes he knew what she felt, and he knew what she needed.
“I don’t know who I am without you Tom..” She breathed as his heart swelled at the words flowing out of her pink lips. She was overwhelmed by all the emotions running through her as he rubbed smooth circles onto her back watching her come undone before him. “It scares me how emotionally invested in this I am..” She confessed as he frowned.
“What?” He breathed out as she looked at him with a soft smile as she placed on of her hands on the palm of his cheek.
“It scares me at how fast I’ve fallen for you Thomas, its scary that in a matter of months you’ve managed to storm into my life tilting my world on its axis. It kills me to know that at many moment you can just decide I’m no what you want anymore..”
“Do you know how hard it is for me though?” He asked as she looked up at him shaking her head. “It aches to know that at any day you can come to the conclusion that you don’t want me, and if you ever where to come to that I don’t know what I’ll be living for if I’m living without you..”
He watched as her eyes widened at his words, she nibbled on the inside of her cheek as he smiled softly at her pulling her flesh into his body as she looked up at him. Her eyes were tear free, and her face was a little bit red but she looked breathtaking. She was everything to him, and knowing that she had just as bad for him as he did for her was enough to ease her mind.
“Everything I need is standing right in front of me.” He breathed as she smiled and pulled his face closer to her knowing in that moment that she had someone who cared about her just enough that maybe in time it’ll turn into love. She knew everything was going to be alright and that this kiss was a promise, that through the ups and downs he would stick around, that Tom would be there for her and that was more than she could every asked for.
“Tell me you love me…”
“I love you more then you can imagine darlin and I don’t ever plan on letting you go.”