Um. Hi. Hello. *taps microphone* Is this thing on?
As some of you may know, I deleted my blog a few weeks ago in a fit of anger. I left without saying a proper goodbye and left some unpleasant words in my wake. Both the sudden manner in which I left and the comments I made upon leaving were upsetting to a number of people in various sectors of the Hans fandom - especially my friends in the Hanna sector - and for this, I sincerely apologize.
I would also like to make a personal apology to tylersegguin for behaving as though my leaving was her fault. I publicly blamed her for attempting to sabotage my efforts to make peace with the Kristanna fandom when in actuality she had no idea that I was engaged in such efforts. It was unfair of me to accuse her without speaking to her first, and it was equally unfair of me to act as though she was responsible for my departure. My (very poor) decision to delete on a whim was mine and mine alone.
(As an aside, I do plan to resume my efforts to maintain positive relations with the Kristanna fandom. To that end, I say: congratulations on your OTP’s official engagement! :)
I did peek in on Tumblr occasionally after I left, and when I saw that a friend of mine from the Hanna fandom had posted about some personal difficulties she was having, I realized that I had made a terrible mistake in deleting. I knew then and there that I just couldn’t leave you all behind, and after gathering my courage (because I knew that people would be upset with me, and rightly so), I decided to come back. (hissouthernisles very kindly saved my URL for me, and I’m infinitely grateful to her for doing so.)
I can’t recover all the previous posts and reblogs I made over the past year-and-a-bit, but I’m doing the best I can to recreate the rest of my blog. I’m trying to track down all of my old mutuals and follow them back (if you were a mutual of mine and I haven’t found you yet, just follow me and I’ll be sure to re-follow you). I will also repost all of my fanfics and fill in my biographical and autobiographical sections as soon as I can.
Once again, I sincerely apologize to all of you for storming out in a huff, for saying unkind things when I left, for making people worry, and for turning my back on everyone who has supported me and my blog for more than a year. (The raging hormone fluctuations caused by losing one pregnancy and subsequently conceiving another may explain my actions, but they certainly don’t excuse them.)
One final thing: I don’t normally come right out and ask people to reblog my posts, but I really would like the entire Hans fandom to see this and know that I truly feel terrible about the way I behaved. Would you - that is, anyone who reads this apology - mind reblogging it in order to distribute it as widely as possible? Thank you so much.