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anonymous asked:

Sorry to brother you, but I was wondering if you could help me find a fic? I cannot for the life of me remember the name if it. Anyways, its about porn writer jensen who moves back home to try and write his next book after a breakup and Jared is the town deputy who inspires Jensen's next book? Any help who be appreciated!

Hi there friend! Please is not a bother! I am sure the fic is from the meantime challenge, lovely fic btw! I’m from my phone, please let me know if this is the fic or if you have problems with the link.😘😘

He Who Writes My Story by kelleigh (girlfromcarolina)(http://archiveofourown.org/works/4246272)

Summary

After his last book flops and he breaks up with his boyfriend, Jensen moves back to his hometown of Brookgreen, California, to start over. His plans to take a break from writing (and dating!) veer off-course, however, when Jensen’s best friend introduces him to Jared, the new deputy sheriff in town, who immediately reignites Jensen’s creativity along with his desire. Now it’s up to Jensen to decide which he wants more: a successful book or a relationship with the man of his dreams

anonymous asked:

So I recently just got done watching the 100. And let me tell you when Lexa got shot and died, I bawled like a baby. CLARKE WAS SO HURT. Then when Clarke went to go take Ali down and lexa appeared to help her and protect her. THEN TOLD CLARKE SHE LOVES HER MY HEART DIED. I just couldn't handle it. Then I find your blog and see all this stuff bout them and I'm happy again❤️ thank you. Also, are the actually together in real life? With a family and all?

Who the actresses? Or the fic? Haha the actresses aren’t together if that’s what you’re asking

anonymous asked:

Have you ever thought that an impressionable young person may stumble across your blog, much like the way I did, and feel that heroin is "cool" and "glamorous" and gets your Tumblr fame. Stop doing this. I've lost so many people in my life because of this drug. You need REHAB AND HELP.

No. People stumble across my blog and see the brutal honest raw truth of a young woman trapped by addiction to drugs. Read my blog. They stumble upon myblog and find education and awareness on adsiction, harm reduction, recovery mental illness and they see a woman who they relate to. Get out of here with that. I dont glamorize. I love the high but its damn clear its killing me and how much i hate addiction. I hope you find the serenity you need.

I don’t regret loving you nor do I regret letting you break my heart, for if you hadn’t, I wouldn’t have learned how a man should treat me. I wouldn’t have met him, he who helped me recover after you left me broken. Yes, it hurt to be left behind and I wouldn’t wish that pain upon my worst enemy, but I’m glad I was able to have that experience. The way I see it is you let me go so that I could find my way to him, my one true love.
—  illuminested 
The Signs and What They Want Most From Life

Check sun and rising

Aries - I want to live a life full of adventure and freedom. I want to prove people wrong and fight for what is right. I want to meet all kinds of people and travel the world.

Taurus - I want to live in peace and I want to prosper. I want to raise successful and moral children, and I want to understand people.

Gemini - I want to live as happily as possible and experience the unimaginable. I want to create and give.

Cancer - I want to live safely and feel all kinds of emotions. I want to help others find their way in life and be the best person I possibly can.

Leo - I want to live successfully and I want to be remembered. I want my children and my children’s children to tell stories about me. I want to be a legend.

Virgo - I want to live with love and compassion and feel warmth from another person. I want to experience all kinds of adoration.

Libra - I want to live without worries and give back to others who have treated me with kindness. I want to see my children evolve into compassionate and lovely people.

Scorpio - I want to evolve and live with pride in myself. I want to change and correct myself and become a wonderful person.

Sagittarius - I want to live without fear and I want to make a difference. I want to see the world grow into a beautiful place once again.

Capricorn - I want to become a person that is loved by all and I want to be a role model. I want to be a good parent to my children and teach them the values of life.

Aquarius - I want to be unique and I want to be different from everyone else. I want to live happily and I want to live with confidence in myself. I want to teach others the importance of individuality.

Pisces - I want to make my dreams come true. I want to be happy with everything I do and live life to the fullest.

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modern gods  → aphrodite

she stopped romanticizing the idea of love long ago. she has seen the damage and harm people have caused in the name of “love.” aphrodite travels from shelter to shelter, offering tender words to the people she finds there. she’s discovered that one of the greatest pleasures in her long life is helping others. 

i find the whole “character being their own love rival” trope very funny so imagine lance telling keith he has a crush on someone and keith is devasted. he thinks he’s lost all of his chances so he runs to the others for help/support.

“He likes someone already Shiro!!!! You don’t understand…maybe it was one of those alien we met the other day. MY LIFE IS OVER…… I can’t believe I have a love rival i’m gonna challenge them to a duel or something.”

Keith no.”

Keith yes.”


“Hunk tell me who Lance’s crush is.”

“….Keith you know I can’t. Best friend’s duty.”

“BUT WHY CAN’T I KNOW”

“Why do you care so much anyways?”

“I…well… just wanna make sure they won’t hurt Lance?? He’s my friend too you know.. ahah…”

“Yeah…sure” *looks at the camera*


(Keith tries to ask the mice to know because they know all the gossip but he doesn’t manage to get any informations from them and he’s dying inside) One day (and many conspiracy theories about who the lucky person might be later) he gains the courage to directly ask Lance who he likes. Lance decides to mess with him a little bit.

“If I tell you will you promise you won’t do anything about it?”

“Wha–What could I possibly do…pffft I’m just making sure they’re good for you…You’re my… fr..ival…? I didn’t…set up a conspiracy wall on my room or anything.”

“Okay. Well then… I have a crush on you”

“Ha. Ha. Very funny. Be serious now please.”

*dead silence*

“Wait….WAIT……YOU ARE SERIOUS”

“Yeah????”

“Oh my god. Oh my god…………….I can’t believe…. I was my own….love rival?? What the fuck I spent so much time trying not to hate…the recipient of your affections…aka….myself???”

“You could have just asked me directly before jumping to conclusion or ask other people???”

“Okay…you’re right… sorry”

“I’ll forgive you only if you tell my crush I want to go on a date with him. Does he say yes?”

“Oh, he will.”

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natasha romanova - the black widow

“you’re not gonna put me in a prison. you’re not gonna put any of us in a prison. you know why?” “do enlighten us.” “because you need us. yes, the world is a vulnerable place, and yes, we helped make it that way. but we’re also the ones best qualified to defend it. so if you want to arrest me, arrest me. you’ll know where to find me.”

Eurus' song.

I tried my best to read and figure out the words of the song from the scene where sherlock figures out the cypher. The words were blurry so they may not be 100% accurate. This is as close as im going to get to the actual lyrics.


I that am lost, oh who will find me?
Deep down below the old beech tree.
Help succour me now the East winds blow.16 by 6 brother, and under we go!

Be not afraid to walk in the shade.
Save one. Save all. Come try!
My steps - 5 by 7.
Life is closer to heaven.
Look down with dark gaze from on high.

Before he was gone - right back over my mill.
Who now will find him?
Who absolutely will.
Death shall be going to him. Almost off clean.
Lost here master. 9 by 19.

Without your love, he’ll be gone before .
Save pity for strangers. Show love the door.
My sould seeks the shade of my willows bloom inside.
Brother mine - let death make a room.

Love Square Songs

Ladrien)

Romantic Marichat)

Platonic Marichat (Talking about their crushes, of course)

Adrienette)

Personal Ladynoir)

Just a thought that wouldn’t leave me at 4:00 in the morning.

I CANNOT BELIEVE I AM MAKING THIS RIGHT NOW.

This blog has grown into something I never imagined. It seems like yesterday that I was posting the first chapters of The City and of Weights & Measures. Sometimes I get really overwhelmed when I think about everything that has happened, especially in the last few months.

There are no words to describe how much it all means to me. You all have helped me keep going, not just as a writer but as a person. So many of you were there for me during one of the hardest periods of my life. Sending me messages that made my cry because I could feel every ounce of your love in your words. Making me suffer through all the jidevil posts you continue to tag me in. 

I just hope that I can give back what you have given me. You all have helped me find my voice again. And I cannot thank you enough for that. 

From the bottom of my heart, regardless if you are mentioned here or not, thank you. Everyone i interact with is a beautiful human being and I want to thank BTS for bringing us all together. 

so here we go!

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Prayer to Saint Raphael the Archangel for a Good Future Husband or Wife

Glorious Saint Raphael, Patron and lover of the young, I feel the need of calling to you and of pleading for your help. In all confidence I open my heart to you to beg your guidance and assistance in the important task of planning my future. Obtain for me through your intercession the light of God’s grace so that I may de­cide wisely concerning the person who is to be my partner through life. Angel of Happy Meetings, lead us by the hand to find each other. May all our movements be guided by your light and transfigured by your joy. As you led the young Tobias to Sara and opened up a new life of happi­ness with her to holy marriage, lead me to such a one whom in your angelic wisdom you judge best suited to be united with me in marriage.

Saint Raphael, loving Patron of those seeking a marriage partner, help me in this supreme decision of my life. Find for me as a help‑mate in life the person whose character may reflect some of the traits of Jesus and Mary. May he (she) be up­right, loyal, pure, sincere and noble, so that with united efforts and with chaste and unselfish love we both may strive to perfect ourselves in soul and body, as well as the children it may please God to en­trust to our care.

Saint Raphael, Angel of chaste court­ship, bless our friendship and our love that sin may have no part in it. May our mutual love bind us so closely that our future home may ever be most like the home of the Holy Family of Nazareth. Offer your prayers to God for the both of us and obtain the blessing of God upon our marriage, as you were the herald of blessing for the marriage of Tobias and Sara.

Saint Raphael, Friend of the young, be my Friend, for I shall always be yours. I desire ever to invoke you in my needs. To your special care I entrust the decision I am to make as to my future husband (wife). Direct me to the person with whom I can best cooperate in doing God’s Holy Will, with whom I can live in peace, love, and harmony in this life, and attain to eternal joy in the next. Amen.

In honor of Saint Raphael: Our Father. Hail Mary. Glory Be.

Our Lady of the Angels, pray for us!

but elphaba thropp adoting every single child she sees


let me reliterate


Elphaba and Glinda Thropp-Upland, on the run, prices on their heads, ru into street children. Elphaba cannot resist their cute faces. she adopts all of them.


So it becomes common knowledge among street kids that if you’re in trouble? go find the wicked witch. she will take you in. and not only will she take you in, she will love and cherish and adore you and take time just for you even with all the other kids.

And Elphabas got kids running to her after being kicked out of their houses for being queer or believe in Animal rights or anything and she has to be restrained from showing u to those kid’s houses and murdering their parents.


And yeah, the Wizard figures out and he sends some kid to go get her and invetibly the kid ends up loving Elphie and Glinda and it ends in a tearful confession of how they dont wanna go back and they like it here and can they please stay?? And Elphaba hugs them and thanks them for telling her and destroys the child’s connection to the Wizard.

and when dorothy gail storms elphabas home to kill the wicked witch, she is met with a hundred angry little kids who are yelling “dont you touch mommy!” and the older ones are guarding the door and ELphaba is screaming “NONONO YOURE GOING TO GET HURT!!!”

one of the children is hurt real bad by dorothy and Elphaba screams and the force of it richochets Dorothy back and Elphaba grabs the child and cradles his head and fixes his cut on his head and he hugs her and she hugs back and sends him off with one of the older chidren and then she turn to dorothy and shes like “it was a problem before. but you mess with me? ok. you mess with my wife? not too okay. But you just messed with my children.” 


in conclusion: mom elphaba

Happy Valentine’s Day!

Just a few song lyric sentence starters in honour of Valentine’s Day. I couldn’t find my official “Sappy Love Songs” playlist so I just went off memory. Spread the love and the memes this holiday!

Can’t help falling in love

shall I stay? ❞
❝ wise men say, only fools rush in.  ❞
❝ some things are meant to be .  ❞
❝ take my hand.   ❞
❝ take my whole life too.   ❞
❝ I can’t help falling in love with you.   ❞

Falling in love in a coffee shop

❝ I think that I’m falling for you. ❞
❝ I want to come too. ❞
❝ No one understands me quite like you do. ❞
❝ I never knew just what it was about this old coffee shop
I love so much. ❞
❝ It was you. ❞ 

A thousand years 

❝ How to be brave? ❞
❝ How can I love when I’m afraid to fall? ❞ 
❝ Darling, don’t be afraid I have loved you.  ❞
❝ Every hour has come to this. ❞
❝ Beauty in all she is. ❞
❝ I will not let anything take away. ❞ 

Coffee and Cigarrettes

❝ Coffee and cigarettes are my only escape. ❞
❝ So, won’t you sing with me? ❞
❝ It’s cold outside, and I’m feeling kinda lonely. ❞
❝ I’m looking up, but I’m feeling kind of down. ❞
❝ Yeah, I have friends, but they have friends. ❞
❝ They have parties, and I’m so awkward. ❞
❝ So what do you say, just as friends, we see a movie
This weekend, alright? ❞
❝ Friday nights are always the same in this town. ❞ 

All about you 

❝ You make my life worthwhile, it’s all about you ❞
❝ It’s all about you ❞
❝ I would answer all your wishes, if you asked me to ❞
❝ Hold me close and say three words, like you used to do. ❞
❝ Dancing on the kitchen tiles, it’s all about you. ❞

Valentine’s Day

Happy Valentine’s Day to all of my dear followers! You guys are amazing and I love you all. <3 

Quick shout out to my girl @noenoemi for helping me find the cards. They do not belong to me and were found through Google.


Jonathan wasn’t the biggest fan of Valentine’s Day; though it had more to do with the fact that he rarely had anyone to celebrate with, than the idea of it being a made up holiday for stores to sell overpriced candy and cards to the unsuspecting public.

He dreaded the day, because it just reminded him how horribly lonely he was, and how his romantic life was virtually nil. It also emphasized how deeply in love he was with his best friend, with no hope for the future due to the fact that said best friend was straight, and completely unavailable.

Which is why, when he opened his locker on the tenth of February, he was extremely surprised to find a small red envelope sitting among his books.

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Last text conversation I last had with each type
  • INFP: sent me a video of a fat cat eating ramen
  • INTP: told him "HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND HAPPY THANKSGIVING LOL IT'S THE SAME DAY" and he said "thanks"
  • ENFP: talked about memes
  • ENTP: pugs are the fruit of the gods
  • ENTJ: "are you coming to practice? GET HERE NOW THE COACHES ARE MAD"
  • INTJ: I asked for help with a history debate and wOW he is like an encyclopedia
  • ISTJ: "can you draw me please?"
  • ESTJ: didn't text me, CALLED me to demand I come find him in a crowd *shudders*
  • ESFJ: sent me pictures of homework
  • ISFJ: sent me songs to listen to (that were about his love life)
  • ESTP: "I didn't do my homework due 2 weeks ago lolol"
  • ISTP: "hey when's the deadline for..."
  • ESFP: "LOL LOOK AT MY FACE IT NEEDS TO BE A MEME"
  • ISFP: LOOK AT THIS ANIME I JUST STARTED WATCHINg
  • INFJ: "LOOK AT BENEDICT CUMBERBATCH HE IS ART"
  • ENFJ: "hey so I commissioned you for some art but um...."

Chester aka Cheddar aka Cheddar Brown aka Cheddar Bean aka Bean

He’s one of my bottle fed babies that I couldn’t let go of! He came to me just over 3 weeks old while I was already bottle feeding another unrelated kitten. Chester was practically raised by my two German Shepherds, so he thinks he’s a dog. Eats with them, wrestles with them, tries to chew bones & run out the door to go potty (both unsuccessfully)! He’s a little spitfire, but I know he’s only here because we were able to find him in time & save his life. Forever grateful for the kitties that come into my life & accept the love and help I give them. Much love ❤

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They say that if you love something, let it go; it’ll come back if it ever loved you. I used to not believe that. I used to think that if someone loved you, they’d make every effort to stay. I just didn’t realize that even through all the efforts, people still sometimes fail. I didn’t realize that sometimes people leave unwillingly. I didn’t realize that sometimes someone can’t help if they are forced to leave, regardless of all the effort put into staying. But that’s changed now. I realized that if someone ever really did matter, they’ll find a way to be back into your life. Maybe the timing was wrong. Maybe life just needed to mature the both of you. Maybe life just needed to teach you how to act. And maybe, maybe my life knew it was you. I just had to mature up and know how to love you the way you deserve to be loved.
—  S/W// If you really loved me
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“For me, there’s a side of Penelope that is finding her footing in the world. She’s a very young girl who is very comfortable with her sexuality and craves attention… But she can also be very uncomfortable at times. And that island was sometimes very uncomfortable, so that helped.”