that adhd feel

Man, using ritalin for school and work is so good and helpful for being awake and focused and… yanno, able to process everything going on around me.

But using ritalin at home sitting at my computer is occasionally just counter-productive, cause I get SO pumped and energised and alert, that I want to do at least five different things that I’ve wanted to get to.

Like, it may make it easier to take initiative, and easier to focus without getting sidetracked when motivated. But man, when I can’t decide on what to do, I sit here bouncing and trying to do all the different things at the same time.

Especially because I feel like I should probably focus on schoolwork, but I WANT to do nerdy fandom things.

Turns out the ability to focus and take initiative doesn’t actually give me that much more discipline. The procrastination is still strong with me. Probably because I still have that “perfectionist” and “terrified of failure/mediocrity” thing.

Granted, that’s still better than doing absolutely nothing except mindlessly browse the internet, but still. Now I have to deal with tense muscles.

So at a party yesterday, I got to hang out with some pretty great people, including this one girl Mackenzie. Never got her last name, just that she goes to a school near mine and that she has a Tumblr and such. Long story short, she left her sunglasses at the party, and now I feel obligated to give them back to her so I can talk to her again.

So please, if you don’t mind, please reblog this so maybe eventually she’ll see this again and I can give her her glasses. So yeah, Mackenzie, remember me, Max?


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This is Key. She is one of my closest friend’s sister and she’s been fighting cancer for almost 4 years. She is only 18 years old and she got a relapse. She is a really optimistic girl and she doesn’t want to give up.

However, chemos are very expensive and I’m just sharing this here to see if you guys would help her by donating. The minimum is 5 pounds.

[If you donate, please click this link]

Please pray for her. Share this post and let others know that she needs our help.

UPDATE (2/15/15):

Today, her mom shared me a message that was it was the International Day of Childhood Cancer and that Key is going to complete 4 years of fighting cancer in March 3. In December she got her 6th surgery because of a metastasis they found in her lung so her middle lobe of the lung was cut out. A few days ago, they found another metastasis in her left lung, and she’s going to have surgery on the 24th.

She needs your help! If you could donate, please do it! Please share this again and again! signal boost this, please!
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Hello! If you're reading this then you probably already know me, but if you don't I'm Lane! I'm a trans guy with my top surgery date already set for November 10th of this year. While I have a decent amount of funds saved up(which is why I went ahead and had the consultation and set a date), they...

Due to some set backs we’ve had, I’m going to go ahead and put this up. If anyone can help out, fantastic, if not that’s cool too but if you could even share this, I would be forever grateful. I finally got to the point where I can set my surgery date and we’ve been saving steadily to achieve the goal and I’m worried that the date will roll around and we’ll be short. I have the donation bar set to little under half the cost of the surgery itself so literally any amount of money I could raise would be a HUGE help. Whether it’s $3000 or a couple hundred. It’s been a rough couple of years here and I really just want and need to get this roadblock out of the way so I can continue down this path and finally gain my life back. Thank you so much to everyone who has been supportive over the years, I owe you all SO much. You mean the world to me!

I am also using about half the money I make at my business Bucky’s Bomb Yard to put toward my surgery as well. We sell fandom(and non-fandom) bath bombs and shower fizzes so you can take a look HERE. We also have a transgender awareness bomb where a dollar from each bomb sold goes to Trans Lifeline.

Thank you for reading and sharing, I appreciate it more than you’ll ever know!


Reblog if you post:

  • Magi
  • Shingeki no Kyojin
  • Free!
  • Kyoukai no Kanata
  • [ K ] Project 
  • Anime in Gen
  • Kuroko no Basuke 
  • Otome/Kawaii ish
  • Cosplay 
  • Puella Madoka Magica 
  • Psycho Pass
  • Katekyo Hitman Reborn
  • Diabolik Lovers
  • Amnesia 
  • Ib
  • Uta no Prince-sama
  • Durarara!!

And I’ll check out your blog and yeah you get 


I have found myself in a sudden and kind of time sensitive financial straits. I am looking to do as many commissions as I can in as short a time possible! And since the thing I can draw fastest is Undertale characters, I’m gonna theme this batch around UT! 

Also it’s a sale! What the what!

Please email me at with what you want drawn + the “style” of commission. Feel free to poke through my art tag for samples.  

  • I’LL DRAW ANYTHING. Whatever you want, seriously.
  • $20 is the base price for a single character bust sketch. Additional fees apply on a case by case basis for color + additional characters + full body + etc. This is a HEAVY DISCOUNTING on my usual rates, but I’m in a serious bind!
  • If you can’t afford a commission today, please consider reblogging to show your friends and followers! I mean it when I say I’m in a serious and sudden bind. This is all I intend to do for the next few days. 

Thank you to everyone who helps me out, either by commissioning me or telling your friends. THANK YOU!


It’s a small, broken family. But with the three of us, I know we’ll get along just fine. We still have each other.

Wanting to draw younger Hamadas turned into drawing Tadashi heavily struggling after the loss of their parents, since he was old enough to deal with it. He and Cass had to carry the weight on their own for a good while, since Hiro was still too young to understand (and Tadashi just lied, saying “They’re just on vacation, they’ll be back someday”). He vowed to shoulder it for both he and Hiro, so the poor kid wouldn’t have to be troubled by it when he was young. 

Turns out it was Hiro who ended up easing most of the pain though, huh. 


Dear Manhattanites (or BK),

If you got a couch for me crash on for a couple of weeks, I’m doing all your cleaning in exchange. I kid you not. Even laundry.

Help me get outta this shelter, please :( I’m new to the city and in hustling my ass off.

I’m hilarious, fun loving, adventurous, hard-working, a piano teacher/music instructor, professional, and I’m an entertainer. All I do is interview, so I’m mostly gonna be out and about, but yeah if you’re up for a 22YO couch guest, I’m your guy.

Reblog this and I’ll check out your blog!

Hey guys! So I just went on a unfollow spree to clean my dash from people who changed fandoms or are inactive for a long time; now i need new blogs to follow, so if you post one of the following fandoms please reblog this and I’ll check out your blog!

  • Marvel 
  • DC
  • Game of Thrones
  • The 100
  • Star Wars
  • Harry Potter