help me find my happy

more universe swap ideas:

Sidney and Geno are dating, but one day they have an argument. Maybe it’s over a dumb penalty one of them took, and Sidney is chewing Geno out for it, and that led to Geno accusing Sidney caring more about hockey than their relationship. Sidney is mad enough to be in tears (how could Geno ever think that of him?) as he storms off to their bedroom and slams the door shut, and Geno is still pissed so he sleeps on the couch.

Then Geno wakes up in a universe where not only does he still play for the Pens, he’s the captain. But Sidney is nowhere to be seen. In fact, no one’s ever heard of Sidney Crosby. He begins to panic.

“You just fuck with me now,” Geno says to Flower. Tanger and some of the rookies give him a nervous look. “No, really, where Sid. Not funny anymore.”

“We don’t know who that is, G,” Phil says. “Really.”

He’s about to have a panic attack when the Pens PR suddenly come up and ask if he’s ready to go deliver the season tickets. Geno, in a daze, lets him kind of guide him wherever, and soon he’s on his way, with the team and the Pens admin, to a little suburban house. 

Geno does not want to deliver tickets, but he knocks and he’s ready to kind of shove the tickets at them and leave. Then the door opens and–

“Oh my God,” Sidney says. He’s in jeans and a Malkin jersey, but it’s Sid, his Sidney, not missing or dead and oh God, he’s right here. “You’re Evgeni Malkin. You actually came.”

“Sid,” Geno whispers. 

He’s about to pull Sidney in for a kiss when a little boy peeks out from behind Sidney’s leg. “Dad, that’s Geno,” the boy says in wonder.

Geno watches, stunned, as Sidney picks up the boy and kisses his cheek. “This is my son,” Sidney says, smiling broadly. “Come in, come in–”

And Geno is led into this bizarro world where he meets Sidney’s fucking husband, the rest of the kids, Taylor, and Sidney’s parents, and he has to pretend that he isn’t losing it watching his boyfriend live a suburban life. Apparently, in this universe, Sidney had not played hockey after Shattuck. He went to university in Pittsburgh, married his college sweetheart (the football captain, to be exact. He’s handsome and tall and friendly, and it’s clear that he adores Sidney. Geno hates him immediately), has three kids with him who all adore the Penguins, and teaches at the local elementary school. And it’s breaking his heart watching Sidney live this perfect life, and knowing that he has no part in it.

anyways i want those angsty movie scenes where Geno keeps asking Sidney out on not-dates. It’s getting late, and Geno’s driving Sidney back home after yet another dinner.

“Sid, wait,” Geno says, as Sidney’s unbuckling his seat belt. Sidney looks at him in question. “Don’t go yet.”

“I still have some papers to grade–”

Geno covers Sidney’s hand with his, in one bold, sudden move. “Please don’t go.”

Sidney looks stunned, then pained. “Geno,” Sidney says softly. “Geno, I think I know what this is.”

“Sid, please–”

“I have a family,” Sidney says. “You’ve been–you’re an incredible hockey player–and–and a wonderful friend, I mean–you’re Evgeni Malkin–”

“I love you,” Geno says.

Sidney bristles. “I’m going home, Geno,” he says coldly. “Good night–”

“Wait–”

“Let go–”

“I’m show–” Geno fumbles with his phone, which miraculously had all the photos from his world. Photos of his Sidney kissing his cheek, of them lazing around after workouts, Geno and Sidney’s happiest moments. 

He presses play on a random video, startling Sidney into freezing as in-video Sidney’s voice asks cheerily, “Geno, what should we do on your Cup day?” 

“You captain,” in-video Geno responds. “You decide.”

“But it’s your day,” in-video Sidney whines. “Really, we can do anything. I promise.”

“Okay. You be nice to me all day.”

“I’m always nice to you.”

“No nagging. More kisses.”

“I don’t nag!” in-video Sidney laughs, then kisses Geno’s nose. “I just want your day to be perfect.”

“Everyday perfect,” in-video Geno responds, stroking Sidney’s cheek, as the Sidney on the screen softens considerably. 

“How is this possible?” Sidney whispers, entranced by the video. “Wha–I don’t–”

“I told you,” Geno says tiredly. “I’m boyfriend in other world.”

read all avaiable chapters of watercast by fishwrites yesterday, ugly sobbed in the office bATHROOM, came home and immediately got to my tablet and this is only a crop of the full drawing bc i’ve decided TO KILL MYSELF and put EVERYTHING into this piece holy shit

but honestly, thank you @fishwrites for this fic. i’ve been struggling with horrible HORRIBLE artblock for the past few months, feeling sooo miserable everytime i forced myself to draw and this was the first time in MONTHS i had fun sketching and planing out a drawing and AGH i’m just so happy i came across this fic!!! THANK YOU!

audreyesparza ITS HIS BIRTHDAY!! Happy happy birthday @brocolirobbrown we love you so much!!

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mental health can be a tricky subject to bring up, especially when you might not be able to put ur feelings into words or simply be too exhausted to have any human interaction. try to remember that there are people who care, always. they will listen, whenever you’re ready.

THE FIVE YEAR RULE.

WHENEVER YOU’RE IN ANY TYPE
OF SITUATION, GOOD OR BAD,
ASK YOURSELF THIS QUESTION:
IS THIS PERSON OR EVENT GOING
TO MATTER IN FIVE YEARS?
SAY IT’S A FAMILY MEMBER’S
WEDDING WHO REALLY MEANS
SOMETHING TO YOU THEN
YOU SHOULD OBVIOUSLY GO
TO THAT EVENT BECAUSE
IN FIVE YEARS TIME YOU
WILL SAY TO YOURSELF
“I SHOULD HAVE GONE TO THAT”.
IF SOMEONE IS GIVING YOU
A HARD TIME AND THEY’RE
NOT THAT IMPORTANT TO YOU
THEN JUST LET IT GO. IT’S NOT
GOING TO AFFECT YOU AS MUCH AS
YOU THINK AT THE END OF THE DAY.
IT WILL FEEL BETTER TO GET AWAY
FROM THAT TYPE OF NEGATIVITY
AND JUST CONCENTRATE ON
THE POSITIVITY. ALTHOUGH IT
SOUNDS REALLY SIMPLE, IT CAN
BE HARD THING TO KEEP IN
MIND AND DO. AT THE END OF
THE DAY IT’S HELPED ME TO
LET GO OF ALL THE PETTY THINGS
THAT DON’T REALLY MATTER TO ME
AND JUST MADE ME PAY ATTENTION
TO THE IMPORTANT THINGS
AND THE PEOPLE THAT I LOVE.
IT HELP ME FIND SO MUCH
MORE HAPPINESS IN MY LIFE.

I HOPE IT HELPS YOU TOO.

The Five Year Rule.


Whenever you’re in any type of situation, good or bad, ask yourself this question: Is this person or event going to matter in five years? Say it’s a family member’s wedding who really means something to you, you should obviously go to that event because if you don’t then in five years time you will say to yourself “I should have gone to that”. If someone is giving you a hard time and they’re not that important to you, just let it go. It’s not going to affect you as much as you think at the end of the day. It will feel better to get away from that type of negativity and just concentrate on the positivity. Although it sounds really simple, it can be hard thing to keep in mind and do. But at the end of the day it’s helped me to let go of all the petty things that don’t really matter to me and just made me pay attention to the important things and the people that I love. It help me find much more happiness in my life.


I hope it helps you too.

—  The Khool Haus
veganism by proxy and dangers of assumption

this is unrelated to anything else on my blog and mostly likely no one will ever read it and that’s okay I think I just need to get it out of my head and into the living world

Three of my best friends, two of whom I live with, are vegan. Their friends are vegan and their friend’s friends are vegan, and they work at vegan restaurants and we cook vegan, I bake them vegan treats and we generally have a fantastic time. I’m not vegan, but I’ve always eaten vegan food and tried out alternatives whenever I can. I’ve never been the type to make fun of vegan stereotypes, because I think it requires a lot of dedication, passion, and effort to be vegan. I’m not a huge meat eater and I try to be aware of what I’m eating and where it came from and the process it took to get to my mouth, while still indulging in the foods I love and the tastes that make live worth living. dramatic? absolutely but I really fucking love food y'all

None of my friends have ever tried to convert me or (that I know of) judge me or my eating habits, but every so often I meat someone (heh) who isn’t satisfied with my usual answer of “I’m not vegan, but I cook and eat vegan often” and feel the need to go “well why don’t you just go vegan then?”

Does asking someone about their personal choices becomes less personal when it’s something you care a lot about? I don’t think so, but that might not be a shared opinion.

The girl who asked this (this time, because there’s definitely been others) didn’t just drop it once I said “Ah, just personal reasons. I think it’s an incredible movement though and I’m glad it’s gaining popularity.” because that would’ve been too polite. She pressed on.

“But if you think it’s so incredible why wouldn’t you just do it? You say you love animals, but you’re contributing to their murder. You’re just a hypocrite.”
So I said what I initially didn’t want to, because I knew it would just make a semi-pleasant conversation into an awkward silence all because this girl doesn’t know how to respect other people’s choices without disparaging them.

“Well I had a severe eating disorder for seven years, so I stay away from restricting or cutting foods out of my diet. It puts me into a dangerous mindset, so I try to be conscious of that and take care of myself before anything.”

Even after saying this I felt I was still being judged. She had the decency to look a little embarrassed for prying, but I don’t necessarily believe she left thinking “maybe I should stop assuming I know the intricacies of strangers’ lives”. Which is what it all comes down to. Assumptions.

I love animals. Animals have been what showed me true love, what taught me understanding and helped me find happiness and purpose ever since I was young. My cat died years ago and I still break out in tears (regularly). What’s more is I have been vegan, and every time I do it I think I’ll be able to handle it, and every time I’ve ended up underweight, restricting, anemic, in the hospital, or with a severely disordered way of thinking. It happens eventually with any change in diet I try. I don’t like having to explain to someone why I think it’s important to put myself, my mental health, and my physical wellbeing first. We all have deeply personal decisions about our lives that we have to make. It’s up to us as individuals to decide how our (very short) experience on this world will be.

I try not to share my stances and opinions on tumblr and just stay for the fun things I love like anime, humor, video games, art. I feel as if I have a lot of grey area stances that aren’t emotion driven (and therefore come off as cold or unfeeling) and people online generally don’t like hearing morally ambiguous viewpoints, because there’s always going to be someone who disagrees, right? I hope this isn’t taken as an anti-vegan post, because it isn’t. Veganism is an amazing movement and lifestyle that’s saving lives, water, resources and more. This is an anti-judgement post, though. It’s anti-assumption. Assumption is a toxic part of our culture. It’s assuming you know how someone else thinks. It’s assuming you understand what they’ve been through to bring themselves to a certain stance or choice or belief.


If even one person read this, thanks man. If even one person remembers this and thinks of it while practicing patience with an opposing viewpoint (no matter how passionate you are on the subject) I’ll be stupid happy.

Sherlock needed Greg’s help to write his best man speech, probably the most important speech he’s had to make in his life, up to this point.

Imagine Sherlock calling Greg once again, only this time it’s not a best man speech for John…it’s how to talk to Molly to prove to her that he’s a good man.  Greg now thinks Sherlock IS that good man, but Sherlock just can’t trust in himself…he needs someone else to tell him how to tell Molly that he’s a man worthy of her love.

Mother’s Day Starters!

For Muses W/O Mothers:

  • “I thought it’d be nice if we visited your/my mother’s grave today for Mother’s Day.”
  • “How about I’ll be your mom for today?”
  • “Will you spend Mother’s Day at my place?”
  • “Can I spend Mother’s Day with you today?”
  • “I’d like you to meet my mom.”
  • “Hey, I just wanted to check up on you and see how you’re doing.”
  • “My mom asked to see you for her Mother’s Day gift.”
  • “I know today is a sad day for you, so I came here to cheer you up.”
  • “I know you’re not my mom, but you’re the closest thing I have to one, so happy Mother’s Day.”
  • “What was your mother like?”
  • “Your mom would be so proud of you if she saw you right now.”

For Muses with Mothers:

  • “You’re a girl! Help me find a gift for my mom!”
  • “Happy Mother’s Day.”
  • “I didn’t know what to get you, so I made you this card.”
  • “Thank you for being the kind of person/mother I aspire to be.”
  • “I got you some flowers.”
  • “Thanks for being the best mom/son/daughter.”
  • “Will you help me pick out a gift for my mom?”
  • “I can’t think of anything to get my mom. Do you have any ideas?”
  • “Hey, its Mother’s Day, why are you trying to do chores?”
  • “Just relax and let other people take care of you for once.”
  • “Instead of you cooking, I made you breakfast in bed.”
  • “I wanted to do something nice for you.”
  • “I didn’t know your size, but I thought you’d look nice in that dress.”

For Mothers:

  • “Your smile is the greatest gift I could ever ask for.”
  • “You didn’t have to get me anything.”
  • “This is beautiful, thank you.”
  • “The card you made was lovely.”
  • “Oh my god, I can’t believe you finally cleaned your room.”
  • “You cleaned the house by yourself?! This is the best Mother’s Day ever.”
  • “Now, make sure you’re nice to grandma today. It’s Mother’s Day for her, too, you know.”
  • “How did you know this is just what I wanted?”
  • “I’ll be honest, you’re terrible at keeping secrets. I sort of knew about this already.”
  • “Can’t my Mother’s Day gift be taking care of my child/children?”
  • “At least let me help you cook.”

anonymous asked:

You make people happy 😊 you make people's days better ❤

and you are a part of a community that helped me find a career that makes my life happy and fulfilling!

I’ve got a bunch of umimaki art that I’ve drawn over the last few months but idk if I should post them because they’re all more or less rough sketches that I’ve coloured because I’m too lazy to line them and I’m not that happy with them anyway?

anonymous asked:

I told my friend I didn't like guys or girls and he immediately guessed ace and didn't care. He stopped trying to see if I like someone. We help each other through each other's depression and I'm really glad that I was able to find someone to help me during the low point of my life.

anonymous asked:

thanks for still being around. your cinemagraphs are both inspiring and very relaxing. I'm sure I'm not the only one going through a really hard time and I find cinemagraphs help me escape to my happy place. hope things are well on your end.

i’m not going anywhere😊 thank you and stay strong, it gets better

Kjære SKAM.

Dear SKAM. 

Let’s rewind to 22th September, 2015. 14:32.
First EVER episode is released. Story is about this beautiful girl, who taught us  about our identity, that we are nothing but we. This girl is strong, went through heartbreak teaching us not to give up. And this girl is Eva.
SKAM was this small show, and the first episode got 33 comments and 2233 likes. 

More and more people started to watch it and NRK released second season.
On Friday, 11th December, 2015, 20:30 we got our second season trailer. This time, story was about beautiful girl, who taught us about feminism, that girls can be as powerful as boys are. She told us that we should be true to ourselves. We can change world by changing us. This girl is Noora.
SKAM got bigger, it went to other countries and people loved it.

29th June of 2016, 11:30. Season 3
This time story is about a boy, boy, who changed my and others life. And im so, so thanksful. He learned us not to give up, not to be homophobic. To discover ourselves. To support LGBTQ+, to love whoever we want to. It thought us who are our friends and who will support us even if we have mental illness, and not to let others control us and our dreams. This amaring boy is Isak. He is my hero.
And this was the time when I discovered SKAM, Thank you.
And by that time the very first S3 episode got much more love- 1600 comments and  26862 hearts.

And, sadly, the last episode came out on 7th April ,2017, 12:00


It got  621 comments and  34277 hearts. SKAM is so, so big. And i am happy


The story is about this amazing muslim girl, she is brave and beautiful. She taught us that we have to stand up for our culture and traditions. That we have to stand up for our friends and family. That we cannot let someone ruin our day. That no metter what, there is always someone who you can speak to. That friends will never let you down, even if you actually ruined everything. That in world there are bad people. That by helping others we help ourselves. That girls are powerful. That there is other side of the story
That girl is Sana. She is my hero.

And lastly, Dear SKAM, Dear  Julie Andem, thank you, truly, from the bottom of my heart, thank you. You have inspired me. You helped me get through good and bad times and I can’t thank you enough for helping me find my true self. I’m really happy and proud that I am who I truly am. That show teached me these things. That it showed me how valuable I am, how people care about me. How I need to find right people, and because of SKAM, I did, and I am happy. Thank you. 
I am thanksful for all these things. 
Lastly, thank you, you deserve more than this. 

And, goodbye SKAM, this is actually so hard to say, but, goodbye. 

and from this tumblr it’s a goodbye too. This is written in history. 
I mean, i probably will come in here and repost some stuff, but this post is my last one.

goodbye and thank you.

kingdavekura  asked:

Hi I left a comment on your fic about nami and tulin meeting and I still feel strongly about the potential energy of their friendship thanks for the good work I believe in you

Gaaaah I’m gonna have to write more for these two!! So I wrote their first meeting but gosh darn it they’re going to have many adventures together I can feel it in my bones. 

Quick note considering my last prompt: at any time frame where Nami refers to Link by his name instead of Papa, it is before Link and Sidon get married. 

Link and Sidon are dating by this point~ :D 


Nami shivered and took a deep breath through her mouth. 

She was learning quickly that she hated the cold.

Sure, winters in the Domain could get rough, especially when the waters froze over but class wasn’t canceled because the waters were still swimmable. But cold water and cold air were too entirely different things, especially at high altitudes. 

But it was the furthest Minami had also traveled as well, and when Dad was sent to meet with the elder of the Rito at the same time that Link was tasked to rendezvous with the Champion of Vah Medoh, they both saw it as an opportunity for Nami to see another part of the world that she hadn’t been to before.

Of course, for two Zora to traverse all the way to the Tabantha Frontier, extensive preparations and precautions needed to be taken. Dad and Minami were both outfitted with thick parkas and special insulated armor. It was also the first time Nami had worn pants and shoes and she had to admit that Daddy looked really silly in boots and mitten with the end of his tail tucked under a scarf. 

But the biggest thing Nami was having trouble with, however, was how the clothes she now wore made it hard for her to breathe since her gills were covered underneath several layers. Dad and Link kept telling her to breath through her mouth, but that was much easier said than done and hard to get used to.

“Sweetheart, are you alright?” Dad asked, turning back to her as she climbed the rest of the way up the hill. “Do you want me to carry you?”

“No, I’m okay,” Nami insisted. She had made it this far, why stop now? 

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anonymous asked:

Someday I will meet you at a book signing when you're a famous author(I'm just gonna call it right now and say it's gonna happen) and I'm going to give you the biggest hug while crying and thanking you for helping me find myself and making my life have so much more joy and happiness than it did before.

My heart just…. exploded.

I think I’m going to publish my book within a year… would you all really come to readings?

I’m so moved… I’m not crying, you’re crying (and you literally said you would cry so ha I feel justified saying that ;) ).

Thank you so much for saying such a beautiful, moving thing. My heart is floating. <3 <3 <3 <3