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I didn’t want to do this unless I didn’t have a choice I….im unable to currently afford living in my apartment and I could really use any help anyone has to offer with paying my rent due by the 3rd of the month. Reasons I really didn’t want to get into but to put it simply I kicked out my last roommate from the past 7 months because of abuse. Mainly mental and verbal, I won’t name drop and I won’t say some of it wasn’t my own fault, but living with them was driving me to a place I couldn’t stand anymore and I’d rather struggle than be even more depressed than usual and deal with someone that made me very uncomfortable.

My rent is over $1,000 and I only get paid every two weeks and my checks are hardly $600 on a good week. I’m trying hard to find a better paying job, I have a degree and even that’s not helping. It’s tough. I also have my cat and honestly I’d rather starve before I let anything happen to her because she’s all I have. She’s taken care of just fine but I’m really stressed out about rent and upcoming bills. Honestly if everyone donated a dollar I’d actually have enough to cover the other half of rent for the next 2 months at least which would help tremendously. I can draw things to help with donations, I don’t believe my art work is amazing or anything and it’s traditional but I’d appreciate any help I can get so my cat and I don’t get evicted. My PayPal is mfai351@gmail.com. I’m doing it this way instead of typing out a gofundme. Please please help if you can, thank you.

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so,,

i want to start another legacy.. or even just a normal story save???

but then idk bc i already have foxglove and willow

sigh

I am a big Stormpilot fan but can we not…keep cutting out the first Asian woman to ever appear on the cover of Vanity Fair?

i’m so tired…… i miss the days when i was a gremlin who never left my house……. what happened…….

(i cycle between being a gremlin who never leaves my house until i feel so guilty about being so reclusive that i’m unable to say no to anyone, so i’m out doing things every moment i’m not working, until i’m so exhausted and stressed that i become a gremlin who never leaves my house, that’s what happened)

ok but this is the first time since a long time (since s2 finale exactly) bellarke left me in such an emotional state?

it’s been so long (since knocking on heaven’s door) i listened to finale music on repeat?

it’s been so long (since s2 finale) that i felt this hopeful about bellarke? 

but because i know they can fuck it up (s3 and 4 looking at you) i’m so scared? i really don’t want them to fuck it up again. 

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Actually I just suddenly remembered a lyric from one of his pre-debut tracks that goes "don’t stop finding yourself in you". It was a track he wrote at 17 but even then you could already tell how grounded he is. In his Tokyo vlive last year, he talked about how his thoughts, beliefs, and identity changes and how whether you live fiercely or not, if it helps you then that's how you should live. That vlive was so so pure and helped me so much as a go-getter Slytherin type. I love him so much

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Can we agree as a group maybe to never EVER “observe” physical characteristics about someone to their face again?

“your face is red”

I KNOW MY FACE IS RED. IT’S MY DAMN FACE. HOW ABOUT NOT MAKING ME FEEL LIKE GARBAGE FOR EXISTING, HUH?

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“Welcome to Blue Lion!”

Tho there are already million bakery AUs, I too had to make one where Keith is a tired college student™ who stumbles into an old but cozy bakery/cafe and meets the bubbly baker~

Also this was the first time I created the setting on Sims 4 and used it as base bg. Much more easier than building on Google SketchUp :’)