help i'm falling in love and i can't get up

i made a thing for @castielandcowboyboots :) you are very special to me and i hope this lets you remember that for a long time.

tell me what you guys think! and for my bts followers: i’m working on something new and cool again ;) watch for it!!

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Someone has probably already pointed this out…..butttttttttt…..Mari gets tripped up by a BLACK CAT aka a CHAT NOIR XD I think Mari’s going to fall for a certain black catttttttttttt XD
I know, I’m marichat trash! It can’t be helped 😂😂😂😂

“No.” Jim whispered taking a step back shaking his head and staring at the ground. “You can’t say that. You can’t say you love me." 

 "Yes I can.” Leonard took two steps forward for every one Jim went back. He would not let the man retreat from him. “I do.”

 "No. You can’t,“ the tears that had gathered in Jim’s eyes cascaded over slipping down his cheeks and dripping from his chin. His back hit the wall, he’d trapped himself. "You can’t love someone like me. You deserve so much better Bones, don’t you understand? You don’t deserve someone as fucked in the head as me. I’m dirty and I’m broken. I’m not even whole. I’m not going to press myself on you because I don’t want you to deal with all this… You shouldn’t have to deal with me." 

With his last words mumbled from his mouth Jim slid down the wall into a heap on the floor. Leonard came to him slowly saying nothing but wanting to yell, wanting to scream at the stupid, hardheaded kid at his feet. But he held himself back sinking to the floor beside Jim who had his knees drawn to chest, his dirty uniform still stained with blood from the latest fuck up of a mission soaking up his tears. Leonard McCoy collected his captain - no, his Jim in his arms and held him tight. 

 "Jim… Jim, I love you. I love you so much darlin’.”

 "I don’t want you to leave me.“

 "I won’t,” Leonard swore. He swore with his whole heart, his entire soul. “I’ll never leave you, Jim. Never." 

Together they cried. For all that they had lost, for all that they could have been and for all that they were. Leonard kissed Jim’s forehead with a promise whispered into his hair. The promise that he would never leave him alone. No, not ever. 

 "You and me, kid. Forever.”