help i need to stop this

@rory​ tbFH like!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dam! slow down the pace! can i get some real time action here

Give me Pidge, running around that plaque (And what the fuck does that even mean, “The quest for freedom is won through sacrifice”? Is that supposed to be a platitude for the dead, or for the living?) like her life depends on it. Give me Pidge slipping, sliding, all over the damn place as she runs full-tilt down the longest corridor of her life, pushing herself off the floor and walls, all in an effort to be faster (like that’ll change anything) (like it’s not already too late).

Give me Pidge coming out on the other side, tripping, as she tries to sprint and stop and backpedal all at the same time. Give me Pidge saying oh no, no, no, no, no, no, please no as she stares out at 127,098 markers worth of graves. Some are lit. Most are not. All of them stand there quietly, almost fading into the background if it weren’t for the fact that they are the background. Unobtrusive, except for the fact that they stretch out as far as the eye can see and even further still. None of them cast a shadow.

Give me Pidge standing there, breathing heavily, transponder ticking away at her- a constant reminder that time is slipping away from her. That she’s run out of time, she thinks, before immediately pummeling the thought away with a viciousness that would make Keith proud. Move, she tells herself. Stay, her head (the one thing that can’t be hacked) begs. I need to know the truth. But then I’ll know. Do I even want to know?

I have to know, she says.

She throws herself down the cliff before she can change her mind.

When she lands, her feet give out and she collides with the ground. Her helmet protects her head from the rocks, but it can’t stop her from accidentally biting down on her tongue. Her eyes instinctively tear up as she gags on the pain and memories the fall knocks loose; Matt and her as children, running around, falling down. Helping each other up. Apologizing, forgiving, healing. Crying over each other’s cuts and scrapes like the other’s pain was their own. Taking care of each other.

This time, Matt isn’t there to offer her a hand and a worried look and a first-aid kit. There is no pick-me-up cake. There are no pep talks on the roof, or secrets shared under the stars. She gets up anyway. Her left leg threatens to buckle as limps along, but a good shake gets it back in working order and she sets out on as fast a pace she can manage. 

The beeping of the transponder becomes her guide and lifeline. She swears her heart beats in time with it, especially as the pace steadily picks up. She runs for what must be miles and hours, zigzagging around markers or leaping over them with a quick mutter of apology to the dead, eyes glued to the little device in her hand. Her brother’s face stares up at her, mouth set in a neutral line unlike any expression he work back home. She forces her legs to move a little faster. Her breath clogs up her visor and her hair stays plastered against her face no matter how hard she flicks her head, but those are minor annoyances compared to the thoughts that run through her mind. Memories, one after another, meshing together into one constant stream of Mattmattmatt. Of their family. Of Mom and oh, no, Mom. Dad, who is a breakdown for another day. Bae-Bae. Half-forgotten moments from their old day-to-day lives, things she’d taken for granted at the time. Each one makes her breathing a little heavier, her pace a little faster, her stride a little longer. She’s so close to the marker that represents Matt, she’s so close.

She can’t remember Matt’s voice over the sound of her own wheezing.

The beeping of the transponder crescendos, and Pidge’s heart stutters in her chest. The screen bleeds red in an angry warning, Matt’s marker overlapping with her own position. She can see markers waiting for her on either side in her peripheral vision; when she takes a shaky step backward, she feels one press against her lower back. Her suit can provide her enough oxygen to survive in space for over twenty-four hours, but Pidge can’t breathe. Look up, the transponder tells her. Look up already.

Matt turns around, a faint smile on his lips, and Pidge opens her eyes to a grave.

Imagínate

Request/Summary: puedes hacer latinxpeterparker? :) gracias! -your fellow hispanic nerd [@worldsroses] | Peter gets some very much needed ayuda en español.

Pairing: Peter Parker x Latinx!Reader

Word Count: 1433

A/N: I loved writing this because it’s silly and cute, and I hope you all enjoy this! Note: there are no translations included for the Spanish in the fic, sorry :/ Hopefully I’ll start writing more fics in Spanish for all my lovely latinx gente out there :) | masterlist

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I’m gonna get a tad bit personal here.

Lately, I’ve been falling into sin. More and more often. I can feel my soul just crumbling into darkness. I’ve been feeling apathetic about my faith life. I’m still reverent in Mass as much as I can be without being disrespectful but now it just feels like I could stop going to Mass and not feel guilty about it. I feel like I could just turn away from being Catholic altogether. I just feel like I’m slowly slipping away and I’m letting it happen without a fight. I’m choosing to sin more actively than ever. Wanting to masturbate more and more and actively looking for sex.

I need prayers please. And some advice on what I should do to help my faith life. Thank you.

Motel Room Walls

Title: Motel Room Walls

Characters: Sam x Reader

Word Count: 657

Warning: The Reader is in a depressed mood and calls Sam for help. No talk of self-harm of any kind. It’s actually really just cute fluffy Sam 

A/N: Just sort of came to me tonight after a long day. Enjoy.


“Sam?”

“Y/N?”

“I… I need you. Can, I mean could yo-”

“I’m on my way.”

Staring at the walls of your motel room they started to close in on you.

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anonymous asked:

hey so i’m bored as fuck and like really emotional and i just wanna read some larry fics and just be emotional, so do you have any that are cute and slightly angsty and i don’t really care if they’re au or like real life stuff i just need something good to read. thanks a lot!!

I just wanna apologise in advance, first of all for being too late to reply to this and second of all because even though the following fics are cute and fluffy they’re angsty as well cos apparently the word slightly doesn’t exist in my vocabulary:

Counting The Steps Between Us by zarah5:

Summary: AU. So, yeah. That year abroad helped Harry establish that he is in love with his best friend. Now, if Louis would stop treating him like a little brother, that would be awesome. (Additional ingredients: a collapsing tree house, a lot of pining, the other three boys as Louis’ new best mates from university, and a camping trip. Serve hot.)

Word count: 24,526

Loving You Is Free by littlelouishiccups:

Summary: Louis is a workaholic record label CEO who hasn’t been on a date in nearly a year. Niall and Liam make an account for him on a sugar dating website as a joke. And then Louis meets Harry.

Word count: 67,971

one more for the stars by imsosorry:

Summary: It’s different, and Louis knows that, because Harry’s got so much riding on this - a career and a future and his whole life. There’s talk of him going first overall in the draft, of entering the NFL after only two years in college, of going to New York or Seattle or Green Bay, and Louis wants to be there for him, wants to support him and help him make decisions, but he also kind of wants to pin him to the bed and cry and scream, What about me what about me what about me?

(au. Harry’s the star quarterback and Louis is about to graduate. It’s a heartbreak waiting to happen.)

Word count: 16,099

And I’ll judge the cover by the book by harrystylesandstuff:

Summary: At twenty years old Harry has his life figured out. He’ll graduate from the private University of Buckingham and move to Oxford to study journalism. He’ll meet someone who shares his values and accepts who he is, and apply everything his successful parents have taught him.

At twenty-two years old Louis has no clue what he wants in life. He’s not sure he’ll pass the year and doesn’t know where he’ll go after that. He spends his time smoking away his doubts about himself with his friends and all he cares about is making sure his family doesn’t fall apart.

They don’t belong together.

Or a Private University AU where Harry is a queer posh prince, Louis is a closeted troublemaker, and neither expect to understand each other the way they will.

Word count: 73,810

Your Mess Is Mine by amory:

Summary: Louis is the father to the most brilliant little boy in the world who is all Louis really needs, or at least that’s what he tells himself. Harry is a gorgeous boybander fresh off a two year break and a massive scandal that’s left him a little broken and more than ready to move on.

They fall in love.

Word count: 176,723

Autumn At My Window by TheCellarDoor:

Summary: A canon-compliant AU, in which Harry and Louis are both in the band and have been sharing flats and hotel rooms for nearly five years, but never made the leap past ‘friends who are too close for comfort’.

Featuring a lot of pining, Louis’ addiction to Harry’s scent, and a whole lot of sexual tension that might just snap loose when they decide to spend some time together all on their own.

Word count: 20,405

Foolishly Completely Falling by isthatyoularry:

Summary: Louis is ¼ of the infamous boy band One Direction and has had a crush on the Prince of Wales for ages. Prince Harry is gay and out and when he spills on a tv show about finding a certain Louis fit, their paths cross and everything turns into a tumult of emotions and anxiety, and the complications when you just want to show the world who you love.

Word count: 85,965

as long as skies are blue by theboyfriendstagram:

Summary: Summer Camp!AU. Louis has been a football instructor at Lake District Camp for three years when twenty-year old Harry Styles - the latest addition to the counseling team - stumbles not so gracefully into his life. It’s not that Harry is everything Louis can’t stand-except. He is. But that doesn’t stop him from walking in on the naked boy too many times for it to be a coincidence.

Word count: 25,268

I Need A Fix Cause I’m Going Down by larryshares:

Summary: louis has been dealing with depression for as long as he can remember. he doesn’t expect green eyes and toothy grins and sweet petals in messy curls to save him, but they’re doing a hell of a lot more to help than regular therapy and prescribed pills ever have.

Word count: 158,296

There’s No Way That I Could Share You by paladincoolcats:

Summary: Harry had always been possessive of Louis, even before they soulbonded. This is pretty much just a bunch of incidents where Harry, as Louis’s alpha, gets jealous when other people get too involved with his omega. And then there’s part two, dealing with Harry and Louis’ experiences during Louis’ pregnancy.

Word count: 37,954

anonymous asked:

im going through my first heartbreak n it hurts so bad how can i make it stop

unfortunately u can’t it just gets duller with time but make sure u have an outlet for ur feelings whether its writing or venting my friends/family/ur therapist etc. keeping urself busy helps too whether its a job or schoolwork or extracurriculars. dont be afraid to wallow in it sometimes bc it fucking sucks and if u try to just push thru it like nothing happened ur just gonna end up bottling everything up until u burst so watch sad movies and eat lots of chocolate and cry over old pics if u need to just dont let urself get consumed by it and remember to surround urself w things that make u happy too

anonymous asked:

Mama, I think it happening again. I can already feel myself starting to smile less, I'm not eating as much, and I just feel like I'm closing myself off. I don't want for this to happen but I just can't stop it.

I know the feeling. Please try to push through. You need to try everything to keep your regular schedules up and keep doing what you always do to some degree (talking about functioning here and keeping your life in order) but also try to locate what triggered you getting worse and maybe work it out somehow. Try to avoid things that stress you as much as possible (I know this barely works with school/work but please try anyway to keep it positive). If you got this more often I’d recommend professional help from a therapist or a psychiatrist ❤ please take care! I love you!

o-anti-gravity-o  asked:

NO ... NOOOOOOO because they want to cut Boris's beautiful ponytail? it looks too sexy to do that ... I need my Boris as it is to live, it is a beauty that created the world (and Marini, obviously) WHY DO YOU WANT TO SEE IT SUFFER?>:'( (sorry,for my bad english)

Boris: First off, I agree about my hair are too precious to be cut. Secondly, Stop it,.. Get some help kiddo.

anonymous asked:

Hi! do you have any supercorp one sided love fanfic list? and eventually turns into mutual pinning? Thankyouuu! sorry my english is so bad. It's not my language.

You Wanna Be Friends Forever? I Can Think of Something Better -My_Heart_Is_Not_Cold

  • A season re-write of Kara and Lena becoming best friends, realizing they have more than platonic feelings for their best friend, being in denial for a little bit, fighting everyone who judges their relationship and says they shouldn’t be friends, whilst wanting to be more than friends, defending each other at all costs, helping each other when things get hard, and just being hopelessly in love. With appearances of Winn being Kara’s best bro, Alex who needs to chill and stop being so overprotective, Maggie who should not be fighting Alex’s battles with the wrong person when she doesn’t have both sides of the story, James who is being a little bit of a hypocrite and should learn how to separate Luthors and Supers, everyone just being a tad bit judgmental, tabloids invading their privacy and speculating on their relationship, and Kara and Lena not giving a fuck because they believe in each other and what they feel and that’s all that matters.

i think i wanna marry you - theprinceofdorkness

  • turns out lena accidentally violated the terms of her work visa, which means (obviously) that the logical next step is to marry her best friend, who happens to also be her longtime crush.

Not Afraid to Fall - prettyaveragewhiteshark

  • Lena Luthor has a strictly sexual relationship with Supergirl, but when her feelings for amateur journalist Kara Danvers begin to grow, everything gets a lot more complicated. See inside for smut, feelings, rogue DEO agents, feelings, explosions, angst, and more feelings!

that’s how the light gets in - celaenos

  • Lena’s mouth twists into a tiny smile and she realizes that she’s beginning to lean forward. Closer to Kara’s surprised smile. She turns and walks back over to her desk, she really has a lot of work to do. “I hope this isn’t the last time we talk,” she adds, and finds that she means it. (Or, a spaceship explodes. Kara decides to become a reporter. And Lena Luthor finally gets something like a happy ending.)

Wait, what did you think we were talking about?! - unusuallycloudy

  • Lena is majorly crushing on Kara (and little bit crushing on Supergirl, but doesn’t realize they are the same person) and Kara is finally going to tell Lena she’s Supergirl! Except Lena thinks that Kara is about to confess having feelings for Lena. yikes so much miscommunication and secret identity high jinks!

don’t need no butterflies when you give me the whole damn zoo - yourbestapology

  • Lena invites Kara (who invites Alex and Maggie) to spend the weekend at her cabin in the woods.

moments coming together - Trogdor

  • Everyday moments between two people falling in love, or the realization that they’ve been in love and their heads just needed to catch up.

HELP - Pay What You Want Commissions

Due to some unforseen events, I had to stop Inktober.

I need some serious help.

My paychecks have been horrid the past few payperiods. I’ve almost paid off my truck which will free up some money after the 15th of November. But I still have things that need to be paid THIS month. My truck needs a new wiper arm and a new lightbulb for the back tail light. I need to renew my license, my tags expire this month, and I need to get my insurance back. On top of this, due to the unforseen events, my account balance is -$140.

This is why I turn to you guys.

I’m accepting pay what you want commissions. Every dollar will help, and you get a piece of high-quality art for practically nothing.

I’m sorry I don’t have a sheet with examples, but I’ll post what I can to show you all what I can do. I can draw anime, furry, pony, etc.

Please message me if you’re interested.

(Also, the two furries pictured here are still for sale)

anonymous asked:

Hey there! Love your blog. Can I get HCs where Ace finds out his S/O was kidnapped and will be sold as a slave in Sabaody? Thank you ♡

Ace

  • Ready to fight
  • No time to sleep or rest or stop to think
  • He need to save you
  • And to punch those assholes
  • So he’ll ask to some people to help him
  • Unlike Luffy’s crew who tried to buy Camie, Ace just plan to run to you, and then with you
  • So the others try to find a way really fast to catch you without alarming anyone
  • He know it’s risque but he don’t want to let you one more second with them

hyper-kitten-9  asked:

I never thought I'd say this but please help I need angst I'm trying to watch Team Edge videos and my parents think I'm doing hw but I keep laughing, I need angst to stop the laughter

i am unable to angst till thursday, i apologize

anonymous asked:

I don’t know how to stop bingingヽ( ̄д ̄;) I’ve gained a disgusting amount of weight in the last year and enough is enough. I’m at my heaviest (218lbs) and I need to lose at least 100lbs as quickly and as safely as possible. I need all the help I can get!

Make sure you eat! You’re probably binging because you’re restricting too much. Apparently having 6 small meals a day can help with this. Eating healthy, filling foods and lots of veggies will help with weight loss too. Try to cut out sugar as it’s so bad for you and so addictive. Good luck my angel, I believe in you xx

anonymous asked:

My sw is 242lbs and I'm 5'7 and I use to weigh 180lbs and no matter what I do I can't seem to lose weight. I feel so fat and ugly I can't ever shop for new clothes because I'm so disgusted with my self. How do I stay on track and reach my goal

Hello, im sorry you feel like that and i know how frustrating it can be when your weight lose stops. Please try to accept the fact you already losed a lot of weight and cherish yourself, you need to push yourself up, dont pull yourself down!

So, stay in track tips, i dont know how much i can help on this, cuz i myself have lots of problems with keeping on track.

First, ‘fuck ups’, this one is my biggest problem. I eat one huge meal, or i eat something with huge amount of calories. Dont get down and say ‘well, this day is gone to waste now, i will eat whatever i want’. This is not true, that day didnt gone to waste. You dont know that, maybe your body will have a shock and burn more calories then every other day. Help your body with eating less than you normally eat rest of that day.

Second, giving up. One day someone holds out a cupcake for you, and you suddenly think ‘this is not worth it, imma eat.’. Dont, food is the one not worth it. Think about how the taste will be gone in a one minute. Think about the body you want to have. Think about the clothes you could wear with that body. Keep a piece of clothing in your room thats too small for you and look at it when you feel like giving up. I had a ring i got when i was 194 lbs, i weared that on my pinkie and looked at it when felt like binging. After a while it fit on my ring finger, then my middle finger, and then indexfinger, last month i weared it on my tumb but now i cant wear it because it falls off. A ring might be good because you can see it all the time. You can also try to wear clothes that a little bit small for you, the feeling of tightness will remind you why are you doing this. Lastly, if you have a long way to go, you may feel unmotiveted, so put some smaller goals, like losing 4 lbs, not losing 20 lbs.

Third, this is important, if you keep your body from nutritions your body might act on and make you feel hungry at all times. Make sure to take your vitamins and get enough nutritions everyday. Keep in mind if you starve yourself your body will go in to shock thinking it wont be getting any food for a long time and stops to burn calories, so dont starve yourself but eat healthy. Boiled vegetables and fruits are your friend.

I hope this helps a little you will stop feeling so negative soon, stay safe and strong! <3

Bakugou: I put the hot in psychotic!

Kirisihima: I put the laughter in slaughter!

Uraraka: I put the ay in slay!

Todoroki: I put the d in Midoriya.

Midoriya: what

All Might: what

U.A: what

Bakugou: WHAT THE FUCK

Midoriya:

Midoriya: I mean… He isn’t entirely wrong…