hellsing ultimate 8

Anderson, stop it! Do you know what that thing will do to you?! You’ll become one of God’s monsters! Retain your humanity. Don’t succumb to power! Either side, it amounts to the same deal: whether in the name of the divine or the demonic, you’re still a monster in the end! Do you intend to use that scrap of miracle…to become nothing but a scrap of miracle yourself?! This duel…between us…would you really push it this far - into the realms that lie beyond the realm of mortal life? A monster such as myself…a creature of such weakness that I could not bear the weight of a human life…if I am to be defeated, it must be by a human! Don’t do it, human. Don’t become a monster…a monster like me…
—  Alucard, Hellsing Ultimate (episode 8)