hello zayn



i’m in my prime,
not withering and old.
but i refuse to play
your wicked games any longer.

i know this tether is unbreakable,
but you make me feel like i’m interchangeable.
you drew a target on my heart,
when did this become fatal attraction?

i don’t have the strength,
the energy,
nor the patience
to be held hostage by your love.

so baby please don’t despair
when i say that
i’ve found the courage to
let you go.

you were never meant to be tied down in the first place.

—  believing i could love you was my mistake, c.j.n.

Hello! I’m Zayn but i prefer if you call me zay haha it kinda has a nicer flow, anyways, I’ll soon be starting college so i decided to make a studyblr to help me stay focused and motivated and put more effort into my exams & assignments !! even though i start my semester in august/september, starting a studyblr early would help me in the “study” mood in time for college :^) 

facts about me

  • english is not my first language, however i love the subject and often do well in it
  • english literature & history are my favourite subjects & has been my favourite subjects for over 4 years now
  • i love maths… i really like maths
  • i’m a big kpop fan and i’m trash for bts, exo & a lot of other boy groups and girl groups
  • i love positivity and making people happy, i don’t know, like it just makes me really happy when i see people laughing/smiling
  • my personality type is esfp 

my favourite studyblrs <33

@tbhstudying @elkstudies @studyblr @academiix @acadehmic @eintsein @emmastudies @focusign @medstudie @ummistudies @mitochonjeon @soymilkstudies @studypetals @studie-s @studyplants @studymoo @studyquill @studylustre @stuhde @milkystudies @soymilkstudies @bookmrk @apricot-studies

have a great day!! i hope you smiled a lot today :’))

anonymous asked:

well I was going to ask for (20) for Zarry but if it doesn't work out any pairing of your choice would be great!

things you said I wasn’t meant to hear

“Haz, I can’t find my keys.” Zayn checks his pockets, his bag, under a few sofa cushions.

Harry pops in from around the corner. He jingles the keys in his hands with a big grin on his face. “I found them.”

“Thanks, babes.” He takes the keys and presses a kiss to his cheek. “You’re so good at finding my shit, dunno why I bother looking.”

Harry shrugs. “A simple Accio always gets the job done.”

Zayn quirks an eyebrow at him. “I don’t… understand what that means.”

“Family joke,” Harry says with a wave of his hand.

He says that a lot, he’s got quite the weird family. Makes sense, Harry’s quite the weird lad. He keeps a toaster in their bedroom and gets a little bewildered by escalators and says things like Accio. And any time he catches Zayn lifting an eyebrow at him, he chuckles and calls it a family thing.

It’s one of the reasons Zayn’s a little nervous to meet them. Not that he’d admit it.

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G: Hello Zayn Malik. Welcome to The Gigi Show.

Z: Thank you very much.

G: How do you feel about being on my show?

Z: Uhm, I’m very excited about the fact that, uhm, I get to share this massive honor with you.

G: Thank you.

Z: And yeah, here we are, doing the interview.

G: You are the most handsome person on my show.

Z: Thank you.

reading this made me laugh so i’m going to share it with you. i wrote this maybe two? years ago, after I watched Sleepless in Seattle to avoid studying. It doesn’t feel like my writing or me at all lol.

It’s called “Wandering in WolverHampton” lol and this is all that I wrote (I would end it the way I did and never start back up lmao) 


“Hello this is The Sound of London, you are live with Dr. Zee Javaad. What’s your name?”

“Lia Karen.”

Zayn stares at the mic for a moment, hesitating before he readjusts his head set to hear better. “Hello there, Lia. You sound much younger than our normal callers. How old are you?”

“Eight,” Lia says without skipping a beat.

Zayn bites his tongue around a ‘I’m not Santa, kid.’ He’s been doing this gig part-time for about three years now, and he’s not sure he’s ever gotten a phone from anyone under the age of forty. “Well, Lia. What’s your Christmas wish this year?”

“It’s not for me, Dr. Zee. It’s for my Papa. My wish is that he finds a wife.”

“A wife?” Zayn repeats. He bites around a smile, hoping to hide the fact that his words kind of came out as an amused chuckle more so than anything else. “D’you not like the one he has?”

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I just wanna make you smile. Is that okay?
Yes, Zayn. I love you.