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may i feel (vi)

Author: @chileananderson (anonstarbuck)
i.
may i feel said he
(i’ll squeal said she
just once said he)
it’s fun said she
ii.
(may i touch said he
how much said she
a lot said he)
why not said she

iii.
(let’s go said he
not too far said she
what’s too far said he
where you are said she)

iv.
may i stay said he
(which way said she
like this said he
if you kiss said she

v.
may i move said he
is it love said she)
if you’re willing said he
(but you’re killing said she


vi.
but it’s life said he
but your wife said she
now said he)
ow said she

1999
Most momentous moments with Scully, those that he runs over and over in his mind’s eye like a favourite clip from a video that isn’t his, happen in a threshold.

Lifetimes ago he was carrying Diana through a threshold, wedding band shiny and untarnished on his finger, the buzz of champagne and newly exchanged vows electric against his younger, thinner skin.

That time doesn’t compare to two years ago, when he broke past his doorway to stop her in his hallway and tell her, as best he could at the time, that he needed her. Since then, he has a slight aversion to bees and sometimes gets distracted by the memory of her lips parting right before he was able to show her just how much he needed her. He thought maybe he tasted her. Sometimes he lets himself imagine that he had.

Now she’s in his threshold again and his ex-wife is dead and all he can think of is Scully’s voice like a beacon of sanity calling him back to her when the world was upside down. She’s upset and he wants to comfort her and tell her that he can mourn Diana without thoughts of mouth-breathing into a gun barrel. That had it been her instead, there’d be a Roscharch-like splatter on the wall made of his precious brain matter and the picture he keeps of her in his wallet would be clutched tightly in his other fist. 

“You were my friend and you told me the truth. Even when the world was falling apart, you were my constant. My touchstone.”

“And you are mine.”

In the threshold of number 42, she traces the lines of his face and the dip of his lower lip. He watches her staring at them, letting her learn the groove of his pout. He knows now that soon it’ll be his turn. He’ll press his lips to hers and know them too. Maybe in appreciation, maybe in celebration. Maybe both. Who knows what the new milenium might bring.

He fights the impulse to taste her thumb with his tongue and watches her walk away. He can no longer hear her but it doesn’t matter. He knows that when she gets on the elevator she’ll lean against the wall and close her eyes and exhale like she’s been holding her breath for six years. In a way she has. So has he.

He closes the door behind him, but with the knowledge that the threshold remains open now. He gently touches his fingers to his lips, retracing her previous movements. He closes his eyes and feels himself grow hard.

He prays that recovery comes quick.
As for him…he will take his time.

stary-puppy  asked:

you have any sound recommandations? i highly suggest Heif of Grief from [S] collide, You'll be Back from Hamilton, and Kagerou days, which is covered by JubyPhonic. Also, Derse Dreamers from Prospit and Derse is a nice song! (in my opinion, at least)

JubyPhonic sounds familiar to mee!!! Idk why!! Im gonna listen the heck out of this!!! Also just to give back the favor, I really Jonathan Young cover and rn I am listening to “No one left to safe.” By Janelle which is an amazing song.

May I Feel Said He
Tom Hiddleston
May I Feel Said He

Ben reads more books (oh, his Casanova!)  than poetry whilst Tom reads quite a lot of poetry and no one but no one has read this poem by Cummings quite like Tom. 

may i feel said he

by e e cummings

may i feel said he
(i’ll squeal said she
just once said he)
it’s fun said she

(may i touch said he
how much said she
a lot said he)
why not said she

(let’s go said he
not too far said she
what’s too far said he
where you are said she)

may i stay said he
(which way said she
like this said he
if you kiss said she

may i move said he
is it love said she)
if you’re willing said he
(but you’re killing said she

but it’s life said he
but your wife said she
now said he)
ow said she

(tiptop said he
don’t stop said she
oh no said he)
go slow said she

(cccome?said he
ummm said she)
you’re divine! said he
(you are Mine said she)

Here’s your friendly reminder to remember to breathe. You may wish to go have a lie down too.

Minhyuk Day

his smile is like a sun that illuminates all around


his charisma is enough to cheer up those who are in the worst days


his voice pleases my ears and soothes my soul

his affection by the fans makes me wonder if I really deserve such an amazing idol as he


if I had to say, on a scale of 1 to 10, how important he is for many people, both near and far, I would say 100.

he’s always wanting the good of all, always cheering everyone, always giving his best, what else could he be? he is complete


yes, he has a beautiful face, but look PERSONALITY, look TALENT. Minhyuk is more than visual and hope one day realize it.

Happy birthday, our charisma prince

anonymous asked:

How did you get to meet all of the gals?

I’ve been meaning to answer this bc a lot of people have asked, but it’s kind of a long explanation so bear with me.

(This is all without me knowing) so basically my friend’s mom wanted to get me inspired and stuff since I’m going through some tough times rn, so over the course of 2 months or so she worked her connections and had a friend who works for US soccer. I had written this essay/letter thing like around the time right after the World Cup where I talked about each individual player and why/how they inspired me and stuff, and I guess my mom had sent it to her on the DL and eventually it got to the team. Well then Kelley read it and was apparently planning to come surprise me at my house and hang out with me for the day after camp, but it ended up not working bc she had physical therapy and stuff. (I didn’t know any of this until later on). So then instead they invited my family and I to come to training the day before the SD game (I was supposed to be going to the game the next day with my friend anyway). So my parents told me this, and of course after seeing all the open trainings with large attendances, I’m expecting it to be just like that; me and 300 others along a fence, battling for autographs and selfies and stuff. I thought maybe i might get to meet KO briefly but that’s it. This is all my family is expecting but we just go with it. So I get there and the coordinator meets us and takes us into the stadium. And it’s literally empty… Like just us, and some staff. Their equipment manager ends up bringing me a bunch of gear and such, and they start introducing me to the whole staff (legit everyone, the water people, Dawn, Tony, the team manager, the PR people, the team photographer, Heif, everyone). then Tobin fucking Heath walks out and quote literally goes “oh hey are you Allie?” “Usually we have a bunch of people at training but this one’s just for you.” Then the girls started filing out one by one and joining our conversation. And it just went up from there…the whole organization went completely out of their way to add surprise after surprise, touring the locker room, going on-field for warmups, attending the press conference, seat upgrades, meeting the gals over and over again, the whole shebang. It was truly incredible.

I’m v blessed, v lucky, v grateful.

may i feel said he

by e e cummings

may i feel said he
(i’ll squeal said she
just once said he)
it’s fun said she

(may i touch said he
how much said she
a lot said he)
why not said she

(let’s go said he
not too far said she
what’s too far said he
where you are said she)

may i stay said he
(which way said she
like this said he
if you kiss said she

may i move said he
is it love said she)
if you’re willing said he
(but you’re killing said she

but it’s life said he
but your wife said she
now said he)
ow said she

(tiptop said he
don’t stop said she
oh no said he)
go slow said she

(cccome?said he
ummm said she)
you’re divine!said he
(you are Mine said she)


Sexy poetry for magister-amoris​‘ birthday!

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may i feel (v)

Title: may i feel
Author: @chileananderson (anonstarbuck)
Part v of viii
i.
may i feel said he
(i’ll squeal said she
just once said he)
it’s fun said she

ii.
(may i touch said he
how much said she
a lot said he)
why not said she


iii.
(let’s go said he
not too far said she
what’s too far said he
where you are said she)


iv.
may i stay said he
(which way said she
like this said he
if you kiss said she

  

may i move said he

is it love said she)
if you’re willing said he
(but you’re killing said she

2002
They were supposed to go north. The words she’s resignedly sighed at him for years (Mulder where are we going) sound like a joke now. A “who’s on first” routine of the paranormal. The answer has always been a loaded silence, a shadowy metaphor of a sign marked “TRUTH” which ends up immortalised in her head and in her journals like orange spray paint and unmarked tanker trucks.

It’s cartoon-like, this relationship of theirs. She’s the smart, scientist Pinky to his obsessed, driven Brain. But now in Navajo land, they’ve watched the last of men burn and simultaneously free them meanwhile turning Mulder into a veritable orphan. Family to him was always a shackle, a deadweight. For her, always a series of rudders tugging in different directions. 

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anonymous asked:

So I'm the anon that just said the thing ab Ali, so I'll just tell u what happened at the airport, so when we got in our cab the driver was telling us about himself and he then said how has driven Famous people like brad Pitt,Gronk, etc and then he said "and actually just this morning I drove Shannon Boxx!" @ this point I'm ab to cry because I realize that she was in the same car I am in atm moment and then he said " in fact she was sitting in that same spot you are!" So I'm basically crying rn

So we walk in tot the airport and who do we see? The China wnt! So we get into the security line and my fan is w/ the team in the line and I am of course like searching the check in desks looking for son us players and who do I see? Black nike sweater and SnapBack l knew that was Tobin for sure because I also saw the us bag and I was gonna cry again, so we get out of security and i got a picture with the China gk because she is literally 2 feet taller than me. So when we get to our gate…

Also the only North American flights that were happening within like a 3-4 hr time span was, NY, Atlanta, Washington, LA, Houston and Toronto

So when we get to our gate my sister and I are just thinking, we should go look for Tobin to get a pic! And (this is a small airport also like just a hallway and a circle area with ab 5 gates and so we are walking down the hallway and all I see are Ali Tobin and christen! And so we go up and ask for a pic and they are super nice about it like"ya for sure, of course" and so we say great game yesterday and

And omg I loove Ali’s voice hearing it on interviews and stuff so when I heard it when she is standing right next to me a died a little. So when we got back to our gate we were kind of just looking around seeing if there were any other players and we also see heif talk to them while they are in line at a food place and then Ali walks by our gate and we make eye contact and she smiles and so she just walks around and that’s the last time I saw her.

OMG ANON!!!! I would have died basically. And thank you for sharing this!!

i honestly wonder if heif and other media rep types have talked about the presence the team has on tumblr. weve grown exponentially since the last wwc, (there are literally dozens of us!). and theyre pushing the team instagram lately. like i wonder if heif spent 45 minutes looking at uswnt blogs then decided we were too delusional and emotionally unstable to handle an official team tumblr.