I haven’t felt myself in about 2 weeks now. I think I might just stay away from bars and people for a little bit. Faking a smile all the time just isn’t working for me right now. Seems as though I’m going a little unnoticed. Nobody wants to hangout with me, or talk to me. I pay almost $100 a month for my cell phone that nobody talks to me on. I think I’m just going to become my own friend and keep to myself.