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DEH 10.5.17

-general-

  • OH MY GOD HERE WE GO
  • So there was the obc except for larry/michael park who was understudied by Asa Somers
  • Mike looks at individuals in the audience, he speaks to them specifically
  • i think Will uses this technique where you look at the back of the heads of people/back of the theatre, its used for speaking to the whole theatre 
  • and can i just say, will does NOT get enough credit for his entire performance, while yes his comedic timing and stuff are AMAZING, he cries while on stage and brings a lot of emotion that i did NOT expect but it was so good
  • Ben kinda does both, god his voice is so good, its so much better irl if thats even possible
  • connor has a braided leather bracelet
  • If mike says that he’s not a strong singer 1 more time im gonna cut a bitch
    • his voice is so clear and he hits every note perfectly
  • dude. the sets are so pretty ughgugh
  • Mike Faist is a beautiful human like. pictures dont do him justice man, he looks good in them but irl hes like. !!! wtf hes so pretty
  • bens outfit changes are so quick how does he even do that wtf
  • LISTEN TO ME DO NOT SELL YOUR TICKETS BC THERES AN UNDERSTUdY

-act 1-

  • after connor says fuck you to zoe ,, mike gives laura a teeny tiny smile right before he puts his head down 
  • oh my god speaking of smiles the are you high smile is SO FUNNY
  • the part in waving through a window where theres the break and then the 
    “ON THE OUTSIDE ALWAYS LOOKING IN”? that is so powerful irl like. dude the sound vibrates through you and its so good
  • connor tries waving to evan during waving through a window but evan didn’t see, im fine this is fine
  • I started crying during waving through a window and I didnt stop till after the end of the show
  • Evan starts crying during writing the letter and he also doesnt stop
  • sincerly me has so many pretty harmonies
  • JARED SAID IT, HE SAID IT INSTEAD OF HOT I LOST IT
  • KiNkY
  • Zoe bounces her leg and bites her nails
  • Evan bites his nails, fiddles with his shirt, scratches at his palm, and picks at his fingers
  • the actors bring so much to the characters its so good!! its so good omg
  • AFTER SINCERLY ME FINISHES AND THE LIGHTS GO OUT CONNOR FLIPS OFF THE AUDIENCE ITS SO FUNNY
  • all you gotta DO
  • i could see the cellist from where i was sitting and she was rocking out to sincerly me and mouthing along it was great
  • right before requiem zoe like, rushes over to the letters after holding back and pushing cynthia away, its so deperate and powerful oh lord
  • okay so Asa brings so much to the role of larry, from what ive heard Michael is very stoic all the time but Asa like, is just really tired of life more than anything. 
  • Asa’s Larry for sure isnt a good guy but hes not the bad guy either. He fucks up as a parent for sure, and what he did to connor was not okay but like… man he does care even if he tries not to show it
  • during you will be found larry breaks down, he starts crying oof it broke my heart
  • Ben Platt is so good, his emotions are so raw, fuck, 

-act 2-

  • so, you and zoe,, ?? 
  • OH WHAT A NICE GLOVE
  • to break in a glove is so funny and sad at the same time
  • larrys voice breaks on “or if you’re tryna do whats best”
  • and he yells the next part, hes like on the brink of tears
  • Sincerly me reprise is a fucking bop and connor looks mildly uncomfortable about how many kids end up sucking dick for meth
  • we all know it but WILLS LAUGH IS A BLESSING
  • nYehHEHHeHEHhE
  • its so funny holy shit
  • YES THE INSANELY COOL !!! JARED KLIENMAN
  • a part of the saucy friendship we had ;)
  • i like the choreography for the reprise too its kinda different from sincerly me ??
  • larry drinks bourbon and some expensive looking wine
  • jared invites evan to his party with lots of alcohol like. he makes a big fucking deal out of the alcohol
  • ok so after the scene where jared accuses evan of having connors death be the best thing thats ever happened to him, jared storms off and evan kinda lingers after him on stage for a solid 30 seconds before being pulled away by zoe
  • evan starts dressing more and more like connor till theyre in almost the same outfit
  • evan has funyuns stashed away in his little headrest storage thing
  • after only us zoe kisses his and they lay down and wowie some things are heavily implied there
  • oh god so when heidi is at the murphys house and evan finds out he shrinks into himself so much 
  • will screams FUCK YOU EVAN, ASSHOLE with so much emotion in his voice you could feel everyone react
  • jared like, stomps his foot and screams silently during good for you, he starts crying and you wont see it if you dont look for it but man. that fucked me up.
  • heidi crys so much
  • okay so during the did you fall or did you let go connor yells at him almost as if he’s angry

  • during the finale ben seems like hes talking to everyone who’s ever wanted to kill themselves and it. Made me CRY
  • this is such a lifechanging show holy shit
You and Peter Parker being teen parents (HEADCANNONS)

A/N: ok I know peter is !!15!! but who cares its tumblr ayyyyyy no one asked for this meme shit but i did so here we go

  • ok so it seems as if someone forgot to wrAP IT BEFORE HE TAPPED IT
  • peter fainting when you tell him
  • you almost fainting with him
  • yes you may both be 15 but you were going to get through this together and raise a beautiful lil baby
  • “peter, do you know because you’re spiderman and you have spider powers and shit?”
  • “yeah?”
  • “will our baby be a hybrid?”
  • “what”
  • AUNT MAY SLAPPING THE SHITTIDY FUCK OUT OF PETER
  • aunt May being happy in the end
  • oh boy when Tony finds out..
  • “Peter oh my gosh do you not have any pull out game”
  • Tony does one big facepalm
  • your parents having a heart attack on the spot
  • after all, you are both 15 which makes you kIDS YOURSELVES
  • after a few months of the news settling in… you grow a bump
  • peter adores the bump 
  • you adore the bump
  • what you do not adore is the weird cravings?
  • Peter being super protective over you and your smol bump, never letting you do anything for yourself
  • constantly needing to assure peter that you aren’t useless and could do stuff
  • peter brushes this off
  • going to find out the gender
  • “congratulations on a baby boyl!”
  • peter gets his wish for a little boy
  • fighting on baby names
  • until you finally bring up a suggestion that melts peter’s heart
  • “what about ben?”
  • peter hugs you tightly
  • practically moving in with peter and aunt may
  • when it comes to you giving birth.. peter panics 
  • however in labor, he gives soothing kisses to your temples and holds your hand tightly
  • “are you okay darling?”
  • “SHUT THE FUCK UP PETER”
  • “oksorrydarlingkeepbreathinginandout”
  • when baby ben is born, you both tear up and May takes a lot of pictures for you both
  • he is a flawless lil potato 
  • you cry with peter
  • peter looking at you with eyes full of love, knowing you two are meant to be
  • your family being beyond perfect
  • tony showing up with a bunch of condoms for the future and baby iron man merch
  • tony too asks if the baby is a hybrid
  • peter rolls his eyes
  • peter being so loving with little baby ben, always cuddling and cooing with the child
  • ben always smiling and looking exactly like peter !!
  • this warming your heart
  • BEN HAVING THE CHUBBIEST CHEEKS *eternal screaming*
  • groggy peter waking up in the middle of the night whenever ben cries
  • “i’ll go get him..”
  • “no peter, let me”
  • “no no, you stay here beautiful”
  • peter is a great dad
  • it turns out that ben isnt a hybrid
HAPPY SPRING SONGS - PT. 4
  1. The Fray - Hurricane
  2. The Naked And Famous - I Kill Giants
  3. My Chemical Romance - Summertime
  4. Lifehouse - First Time
  5. Fall Out Boy - The Kids Aren’t Alright
  6. Dan Croll - From Nowhere
  7. Coldplay - Don’t Let It Break Your Heart
  8. Ben Howard - Keep Your Head Up
  9. Bastille - Pompeii
  10. Imagine Dragons - Tiptoe