heartache

She made herself unhappy just to keep the smile on your face. She gave up on things she loved just to give all her time to you. She drowned in her own tears night after night apologising for all the things you did wrong. She still wears the bruises you gave her and each one represents a dark moment in time shared with you. She avoided all the people you despised of just to avoid another brutal argument. She opened her mind instead you forced it upon her to open her legs because you are a man who needs to be loved. She loved you, she, she loved a man who could not and would not love her the way she deserved.
—  t.i // Repost from something I wrote a while ago.
You know that you’re in love with him,
when you text him,
but he won’t answer back.
When you see him randomly on the street
and your heart pounds in your chest,
like the first day you met him
when you were a mess.
When you see his posts on your feed,
and your heart just screams in need.
When you hear his voice,
and you just want him near.
But you know you’re in love with him
when you check the time,
and you’ve gone the whole day
thinking “I wish he was mine.”
—  a.a. // new lover
Recently I’ve made the mistake of falling of falling in love with a Greek god.
And I know Gods do not love, but I couldn’t help myself.
His eyes are liquid ember and his smile is pure unrestricted sunshine.
How could I not fall in love?
His hair is dark enough to be mistaken with the night sky and the stars seem to get tangled around his fingers.
It’s foolish of me to have believed that he would ever look at me at all for I am just a mere mortal offering myself up to a god.
Everything about him screams perfection that was crafted among the heavens.
Who am I to believe he will ever love me back?
I should have known that to love a God is to condemn myself to heartbreak, because he will never love me back.
—  s.i// How to love a God: Don’t.
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I made a remix of “Alphys Takes Action!”, a song that I’ve absolutely adored since I heard it in the Alphys NEO fan battle. I was practically obligated to make a longer, stronger version of it!

Created using FL Studio 12, Omnisphere 2 and some YM2612 samples. c: