Her heart sank into her shoes as she realized at last how much she wanted him. No matter what his past was, no matter what he had done. Which was not to say that she would ever let him know, but only that he moved her chemically more than anyone she had ever met, that all other men seemed pale beside him.
Back in the fall I got super inspired by this outfit from @cosmashanti (the outfit link goes to a reblog on my main blog because the original post has been deleted) and decided I needed to recreate it for my mayor! And then when I was done I realized it was October and my mayor would freeze in the short sleeves… so I made a long-sleeved version to match!
Mairin likes to wear this dress with the star hairpin, black tights, yellow buckled shoes, and heart i. balloon - but it goes well with a pretty wide variety of items~
If there’s a wide enough demand for it, I might try to make a matching umbrella pattern… (or I might just make one either way because I want it) And if anyone wants a darker skintone edit just let me know & I’ll hook you up!
Summary: You and Roman broke up 4 months and you’re seeing someone new. You
unexpectedly bump into Roman and his date when you’re with yours as well. As
soon as your date ends, Roman takes his chance and shows you who you have
always belonged to.
Based on the
prompt: ‘’Ain’t nobody ever told you who
your real daddy is?’’
Warnings: Pure smut omg, daddy kink, language
(A/N) So you guys voted for this prompt to be written first so here it is! Grab
something to drink and to eat, because this is hella long: 4,000+ words. I hope you guys like
it. I’m sorry if it’s written really messy, this is the first time I’ve written
in a long time. Forgive me if this is trash😩
“This is already the third time this week
you’re going out with that Bryson,” Seth said as he sat on my bed.
“I’m fully aware of how many times I’m going
out with him,” I chuckled back at him as I did my make-up. “He’s a really nice
“I never said he wasn’t, it’s just…” he
paused and looked at me in the mirror, “never mind.”
“No tell me, what’s the matter?” I asked
confused as I turned around to face him. Seth has always been honest with me so
I always listened to what he got to say.
“Aren’t you moving a bit too fast? I mean,
only four months have passed since Roman and you broke up.” He carefully spoke.
“I’m not moving ‘too fast’, I’m moving on
with my life and I’m sure Roman too has moved on.”
“He’s still not over you,” he mumbled
quietly, hoping I didn’t hear it. I decided to not have this discussion with
him and try to focus on tonight. “So this Bryson dude, you really like him?”
“I do, he’s really sweet, he cares about me,
makes me laugh,” I smiled as I wore my heels.
“Roman does too, remember that time the
three of us were at the lake and he pushed me into the water just to make you
laugh because you felt down? Or that time when sprained your ankle when you
wore those ridiculous high heels and Roman carried you on his back the entire
night? Also the time the two of you were all over each other, hugging and
kissing each other, causing to ignore the shit out of me.” Seth reminded me.
“How can I forget?” I chuckled, thinking
back. Roman and I were super close and we loved each other so much that when we
broke up, everyone was in awe, even the two of us couldn’t get used to it at
first. The reason we broke up was mainly because of me not being able to get
used him being on the road so often. I tried my hardest to adjust and he saw
how much I effort I was making, but eventually, he made the heartbreaking
decision to end things. I didn’t agree, of course, but he said it was the best
for us both. ‘’Look, how unfortunate it is, things just didn’t worked out
‘’What if he wants you back? I’ll kick your
ass if you’re staying with that Bryson kid.’’ Seth said frustrated.
‘’It’s not your decision to make, but thanks
for letting me know what I can expect,’’ I sweetly smiled as I hugged him.
‘’Thanks for looking out for me, but I’m a big girl.’’
‘’Whatever you want y/n, I still think you
and Roman should get back together,’’ He said. As he was about to speak, the
doorbell rang. I jumped excitedly and grabbed my bag.
‘’You can let yourself out right? Love you
Seth,’’ I kissed his check and ran downstairs.
‘’You’re making a mistake girl!’’ He
shouted, causing me to roll my eyes, ‘’Love you too.’’ Seth has always been
like a brother to me and even during the time me and Roman split up, he never
failed to be there for me when I needed someone.
‘’You look stunning,’’ Bryson smiled as I
opened the door.
‘’Thank you,’’ I smiled. ‘’You don’t look as
terrible as expected.’’ I joked. He laughed and took my hand in his.
‘’Bryson?’’ I heard Seth’s voice behind me.
Oh lord, save me.
‘’My name’s Seth, nice to meet you. I’m
y/n’s best friend. Oh and also the best friend of her ex,’’ Seth slyly smiled.
I turned around and gave him a death glare.
‘’Oh well, it’s nice to meet you. Y/n told
loads about you.’’ They shook each other’s hands, Seth smiling fake.
‘’Good things I hope.’’
‘’The most wonderful things, we gotta go
now. Bye Seth.’’ I hastily said as I grabbed Bryson’s hand and rushed to his
car. ‘’I’m sorry about that,’’ I sighed as we sat down. ‘’He can be an idiot
‘’It’s fine baby, don’t worry.’’ Bryson
smiled and placed his hand on my thigh. ‘’You ready to go?’’
‘’Totally.’’ I smiled back. He started the
car and we drove off.
‘’Ever been here before?’’ Bryson asked as
we parked the car. ‘’It opened a few months ago I think. Their food is
‘’Well, you made me pretty curious,’’ I
smiled. He bend down and gently kissed me.
‘’Let’s eat till we can’t walk anymore.’’ Bryson
laughed, making me laugh too. We crossed the road and entered the restaurant.
The smell of fresh cooked tomato sauce filled my nose. ‘’We ordered a table for
two,’’ he said to the waiter. I looked around while Bryson and the waiter
figured things out.
‘’I can’t stop saying how beautiful you
look,’’ a familiar deep voice said from behind me. My heart sank in my shoes. I
slowly turned around, praying that it wasn’t who my mind immediately thought of.
But as usual, the universe hates me. It was Roman with another girl, also on a
date. I didn’t realize I was still looking at him until his eyes fell on mine,
widened with surprise and disbelieve. If it was because of me being with someone else or just being in
shock by seeing me, I don’t know. I could punch myself in the face for not
turning back right away, instead, I kept looking at how good he looked; his
hair in a pulled back in a bun, his beard was trimmed, he wore a grey suit with a white shirt. I was speechless by the way he looked, not
that he looked any different than before.
‘’Y/n, you ready?’’ Bryson asked. I quickly
turned my head and nodded with a smile. I had no idea how to feel about this
whole situation. Seeing Roman after four rough months filled with all kinds of
emotions, left me with more feelings than I actually should have at the very
moment. ‘’Babe?’’ He spoke again. Roman coughed roughly, indicating how
irritated he was by how Bryson called me.
‘’Yeah I’m sorry, I was just thinking of
‘’It’s okay sweetheart, let’s sit down,
we’re at table six.’’ He wrapped his arm around my waist as we started to walk
to our table. I would normally never even think of turning around, but since
the relationship me and Roman had was so intense and strong, I couldn’t just
keep walking without a quick glance over my shoulder. He was standing there
with the blonde girl at his side, looking overwhelmed.
‘’It’s an amazing place,’’ I distractedly
said as I sat down, praying that Roman wouldn’t sit anywhere near us. I took
the menu and my eyes scrolled over all the delicious food, getting hungry by
just looking at the names. While being occupied with reading the menu, I felt
people sitting at the table next to us.
‘’Have you decided yet?’’
‘’Everything looks so nice, I can’t
choose,’’ I laughed as I looked up. My eyes automatically wandered, finding
Roman and his date sitting next to us. Lord why? My heart started to race, I
felt myself getting hot; I was turning into a nervous wreck, scared that I
might say something wrong or being too close with Bryson. I shouldn’t have
these thoughts, especially when Roman was the one who ended things between us
and moved on with his life as well.
‘’Are you okay?’’ Bryson asked.
‘’I’m fine,’’ I lied, biting my lip.
‘’Alright, I’ll take the steak with the
salad.’’ He spoke as he put his menu down. ‘’What about you?’’
‘’I think I’m going for the spiced rice with
‘’Sounds lovely,’’ he smiled and waved his
hand at the waiter to tell her our orders. ‘’So, how have you been doing?’’
‘’I’ve been great. I took two weeks off
though, I needed to help my friend with moving to his new place,’’ I said as I
took a sip of my water.
‘’Is it Seth who’s moving?’’ Bryson asked. I
could feel Roman’s eyes burning right through me, shifting in his seat lightly.
‘’Uhm yeah, it’s Seth who’s moving out,’’ I uncomfortably
said. ‘’But how are you doing? How’s your job?’’ I quickly asked, trying to
change the subject for both Roman and mine sake.
‘’Mine’s quite alright, just the usual. Had
to explain why I was wearing a turtle neck to work the other day though,’’ He
smirked, ‘’You left some marks on me which were quite visible that even your
foundation couldn’t cover.’’ Bryson ran his hand through his hair as Roman
almost chocked while drinking his water. ‘’I didn’t mind at all and if I could,
I’d gladly show them, but when you work in an office, you gotta cover things
like that up somehow.’’
‘’You’re right,’’ I smiled briefly, biting
my tongue in the hope I would wake up from this nightmare. I carefully looked
over to Roman, finding him frowning with his jaw clenched, obviously boiling
with anger. His whole body tensed as Bryson intertwined our fingers and smiled.
Roman couldn’t care less about the girl he was with, clearly not listening to
her long dreaded stories she was enthusiastically sharing.
‘’I remember you having-,’’ he paused and
got his phone out of his pocket, ‘’I gotta take this one, do you mind?’’ He
asked. I shook my head, thanking god he couldn’t finish his sentence and smiled
lightly. The waiter brought us the food right when Bryson answered the phone. I
was happy because that meant I could focus on my dish instead of looking around
awkwardly. It had been a long time since I’ve eaten this nice, praising the
chef in my head while eating slowly. Suddenly, my phone vibrated. Thinking it
must be Seth, I took my phone out of my purse. It was my turn to choke on my
delicious food when I saw Roman’s name on my lock screen. He send me a text
saying: ‘I wanna get underneath the table
and make it hard for you to talk.’ I looked over to him and rolled my eyes.
‘’I’m sorry, it was my boss asking if I finished that project.’’
‘’It’s fine, don’t worry,’’ I said as I took
another bite from my food.
‘’So back to our subject,’’ he smirked. Oh
god no. I knew that if he would continue talking, Roman would defenitely say or
do something to make him shut up and I’m not letting that happen.
‘’You know what, let’s talk about something
else okay,’’ I suggested, sounding a little irritated. I looked at my phone
again and Roman sent another text saying: ‘You
look so ravishing baby, oh how I’ve missed seeing you like this.’ I ran my
hand through my hair and decided to send him something back: ‘Stop it Roman.’ was all I typed before
‘’You alright? It’s like you’re not really
enjoying tonight.’’ Bryson concernedly spoke. ‘’If you wanna go, just tell
‘’No I’m fine,’’ I insisted, ‘’just have a
lot on my mind, I’m sorry.’’
‘’Don’t be love, it’s all good,’’ he smiled.
I could feel Roman looking at us from the corner of my eye, anger and
frustration radiating off his body. This was going to be the most unpleasant
dinner ever, I could tell.
‘’I wish they served bigger portions,’’
Bryson mocked as he wiped the corners of his mouth with the napkin. Throughout
the dinner, Roman never stopped sending those text messages, he continued those
looks and it drove me insane. ‘’Anyways,
I’m going to pay okay, be right back.’’ He smiled and walked to the cash register.
I was getting myself ready to leave as I heard Roman’s date saying she had to
use the restroom. Once she was gone, Roman shoved his chair so he was sitting
next to me at the table.
‘’Who’s that,’’ he nodded Bryson’s way,
clearly irritated. I rolled my eyes and sighed. ‘’What?’’
‘’Do you seriously expect me to tell you
after not even try to contact me in those four months? Speaking of contact, why
the hell did you sent me those texts?’’ I hissed.
‘’I think I have the right to know,’’ He
spoke dangerously low. ‘’If I wouldn’t say anything, I’d be fooling myself.’’ He kept his eyes on mine. I was quiet for a
moment until he broke the silence, ‘’Come with me to my place, let me explain
‘’You honestly think I’m agreeing on that?
Look, like I said, I haven’t seen or spoken to you in four months Roman. I
can’t just ignore everything that happened.’’
‘’I’m not asking you to ignore anything,’’
he looked at Bryson who was still busy paying. I think it’s better to have this
conversation at my place unless you want to be disturbed by that jerk.’’ He
said annoyed. I sighed and threw my head back. ‘’Please y/n, I promise you, you
won’t regret it.’’
‘’What am I supposed to say to him?’’
‘’We can also just leave,’’ his low voice
spoke, making me shiver. He noticed and slightly smirked as he scooted his
chair closer to me. He looked over his shoulder to see if Bryson was still
busy. ‘’You coming with me?’’ he asked once again. I was gonna hate myself for
the decision I was about to make. I closed my eyes briefly and nodded. I’m
still weak when it comes to Roman. He sighed in relieve and stood up. ‘’Let’s
‘’I gotta tell Bryson first, I ain’t leaving
like this.’’ I said as I stood up. Roman looked at me worriedly. ‘’I’ll be
right back,’’ I reassured him. As I was about to walk over to Bryson, Roman
grabbed my hand and made me turn around. ‘’What’s wrong?’’
‘’Nothing, it’s just…’’ He bit his lip and
looked at me up and down, ‘’You look so luscious.’’
‘’I’ll be right back,’’ I lightly smiled and
walked over to Bryson while wearing my coat. ‘’Hey, I just bumped into a friend
of mine and we wanted to catch up, we haven’t seen each other in ages.’’
‘’Oh,’’ he looked a little disappointed, ‘’um
alright I think.’’ He smiled and gave me a hug. ‘’Have fun. I hope you enjoyed
‘’Thank you and I did, thanks for
everything.’’ I waved at him as he exited the place. I couldn’t help but feel
guilty towards him. As I turned around Roman was standing right behind me.
‘’What about your beautiful date?’’ I asked.
‘’I left her some money and told her to do
with it what she wanted. She seemed happier when I gave her the money than
taking her out on a date.’’ He chuckled. I shook my head and grinned, walking
outside with Roman following behind me. I made my way towards his car and
waited for him to unlock the doors. ‘’Seems like you still remember,’’ he said
as he sat down.
‘’Something such as your car makes quite a
statement.’’ I said as I fastened my seatbelt. He chuckled. I inhaled the familiar scent of his car; it still
smelled new with a touch of peach. I looked around and saw he still had the car
mat I gave him. Roman once spilled his drink while I was driving his car so I
decided to buy another mat for him and he was so happy once he discovered it. I
smiled at the memory and looked out of the window as he started to drive
towards his house. What used to be a car filled with stories, laughter and
sometimes even the harmonious sound between our bodies colliding together, was
no longer the case; not one word was being exchanged between the two of us. We
drove into his street and a weird feeling came up, nostalgia came close to
describe it. As we entered his house, all the memories came up again.
‘’You okay?’’ He asked. I nodded and walked
towards him into the living room. ‘’You want anything to drink?’’ I shook my
head and sat down on his couch. I had so much mixed feelings right now. ‘’Thank
you for coming,’’ he started as he sat next to me.
‘’You’re welcome.’’ I quietly said.
‘’I made a huge mistake,’’ He whispered,
‘’the moment I let you go.’’
‘’And it took you four months to realize?’’
I huffed as I stood up. ‘’I fought for us Roman, I wanted things to work out
between us. I knew I had to adapt myself to your lifestyle and I tried my
‘’I know you did, I saw how much you tried
and I appreciated it but do you think I liked seeing you having trouble with
‘’You could’ve accepted the fact that I did
my best? You ended it just like that,’’ I teared up. ‘’I wanted to try, Roman.
I never understood why you couldn’t.’’
‘’There was a reason why I ended things,
y/n. You think I liked seeing you like that? Bursting out in tears whenever I
left? Feeling obligated to stay with me?’’ He stood up and walked towards me.
‘’I never wanted you feel that way, I care about you too much.’’
‘’Yeah sure, if you cared about me at all,
you would’ve tried.’’ I turned around so I was facing him.
‘’You know what they say; you don’t know
what you have until it’s gone and I’ve realized I need you.’’ He spoke.
‘’After everything I’ve been through, you
actually have the nerve to say that now?’’ I asked stunned, ‘’Are you being
serious right now or are you playing some kind of sick game because this isn’t
the slightest bit funny.’’ My voice full with frustration and disbelieve. It
was like I had no control over my body as my hand flew upwards to meet his
face. He was quick in action and prevented my hand making contact with his
cheek. His large hand wrapped round my wrist easily
‘’What do you think you’re doing?’’ he asked
angrily. He stepped closer to me so there wasn’t any space left between our
bodies, my wrist still in his tight grip.
‘’I-I’m sorry, that wasn’t my intention,’’ I
stuttered, shocked by what I just tried to do. ‘’I should go now.’’
‘’You’re not going anywhere babygirl.’’ His
pupils were blown, pure lust and fury in his eyes. Hearing him call me like
that after months, made me get goosebumps. ‘’When I saw you with that guy in the
restaurant, something snapped,’’ He wrapped his arm around my tiny waist, his
beard brushed against my cheek as he whispered, ‘’no one gets to touch you like
that, only me.’’ His deep voice spoke. Without warning he picked me up and
threw me over his shoulder as he carried me upstairs.
‘’Roman put me down,’’ I said, trying to
sound convincing. He chuckled and smacked my ass. I squealed and dug my nails
in his back. Once we entered his familiar bedroom, he threw me on the bed with
so much force that I bounced in the middle. He started to loosen up his tie as
he hovered above me.
‘’You think you could just try to hit me
huh?’’ Roman growled as he grabbed both of my wrists and pinned them above my
head. ‘’You were wrong babygirl, actions have consequences.’’
‘’Roman I don’t think we should be doing
this,’’ I breathed heavily as he tied my hands to the bedframe with his black
tie. He smirked as his hands roamed over my whole body. I betrayed myself by
letting out a muffled moan. Who was I fooling? I wanted him as much as he
‘’I can stop if you want me to,’’ he
whispered as he started to pull back. I shook my head and bit my lip. ‘’Tell me
what you want,’’ he demanded, his lips touching mine lightly. I didn’t know
what to think, say or do that moment. I missed everything about him; his smell,
the way his body felt, his touch. I was completely overwhelmed by everything
that was happening but you didn’t hear me complaining. ‘’I still haven’t heard
anything yet.’’ He unbuttoned his shirt, throwing it across the room, leaving
‘’Please Roman, I need you,’’ I admitted as
I looked him in the eye. The words sounded familiar leaving my lips. Suddenly,
I remembered something, something he always enjoyed hearing me say, his
weakness. ‘’Please daddy,’’ I whispered. His eyes widened and I could tell his
whole body language changed from need to lust. A low growl left his chest as he
tore the dress off my body. I was about to complain about ruining my favorite
gown, but when he looked me in the eye, I forgot about everything.
‘’Look at you,’’ he licked his lips and got
rid of his pants, ‘’all merciful for me.’’ He bent down and unclasped my bra.
‘’Lay back baby, let daddy take care of you.’’
‘’Oh fuck,’’ I moaned as his lips closed
around my right nipple, sucking slowly while looking at me. I threw my head
back in pleasure, enjoying the way his touch felt against my heated body. His
large hands lazily trailed to the waistband of my lace panties, slipping his
hand inside. My body tingled as my sensitive bundle of nerves was being touched
after so long.
‘’You’re already dripping babygirl, you
missed daddy that much, didn’t you?’’ Roman murmured. I nodded, not being able
to talk. His tongue left a wet trail from my collarbone to my ear, biting on my
earlobe as he pushed his digits inside of me agonizingly slow. I gasped in
pleasure as I felt my walls being stretched. Since we broke up, I haven’t been
with anyone else. I haven’t craved anyone else their touch but his’.
‘’Fuck baby you’re so tight,’’ he groaned as
he looked down. My back arched off the queen sized bed, breathing heavily. He
pumped his fingers in and out of me slowly while biting down on my neck. ‘’You
love riding daddy’s fingers, don’t you babygirl? You love it when I tell you
not to cum, when I whisper dirty things in your ear that turn you on and only
make you wetter,’’ his deep, rough voice whispered against my skin. ‘’Tell me,
who does this pussy belong to?’’
‘’Y-you daddy,’’ I whimpered. He slowly
added a third finger, making me scream in pleasure. I tried to wiggle my hands
free from the knot he made so I could do something. I had no idea what, maybe
grab his hair or the sheets, something. Once he felt my walls clench around his
fingers, he stopped and gently pulled his fingers out of me, leaving me
breathless. The heat in my lower abdomen got stronger as he licked his fingers
and hummed in approval.
‘’Not yet baby,’’ was all he said as he got
rid of my panties and spread my legs. He dove in between my thighs, kissing my
drenched pussy like he was kissing me. My head fell back and my eyes closed,
letting my other senses take over. His tongue circled my clit slowly before
sucking on it gently, inserting his tongue in me right after. I could feel my
climax already starting to form, he never had to do much to make me cum, his
voice alone was enough.
‘’Roman I’m…so…fuck,’’ I moaned, not able to
make a proper sentence. The pleasure he was giving me made me feel intoxicated.
He hummed against me causing my hips to rise. He placed his strong arm around
my waist, holding me down. ‘’I’m gonna cum,’’ I breathed heavily.
‘’Good girls ask for permission.’’ He said
as he added his fingers back inside of me. I couldn’t postpone my orgasm longer
so I had no choice.
‘’Can I cum please,’’ I whimpered, ‘’please
‘’Cum for daddy,’’ he smirked and delved his
tongue further in my entrance, making me see stats. I haven’t felt this good in
a long time. He licked his lips as he crawled back up to kiss me. I groaned
when I tasted myself as his tongue slipped in my mouth. We kissed for a good
five minutes or so, all the anger, sadness and frustration seemed to have
disappeared. I was stalking for myself; Roman, at the other hand, was still
frustrated and I could tell by his whole body language. Besides, I know him too
pulled back, we were both breathing heavily while looking at each other. He
climbed off his bed, pulling his pants down along with his boxers. My mouth
watered as my eyes fell from his eyes to his dick. ‘’You missed daddy’s dick?’’
He purred as he started to stroke himself while walking to the side of the bed.
I nodded and wiggled my hips. He chuckled and climbed back on the bed again,
knees next to my body so his dick almost touching my lips. ‘’Suck it,’’ he demanded.
I stuck my tongue out and licked the tip, making his head fall back. One hand
found his way in my hair as the other started to rub my pussy again. ‘’Ah fuck
babygirl, I missed that little mouth of yours,’’ he grunted as I moaned. I
could hardly focus as he slowly rubbed my pussy. My mouth closed over his dick,
sucking slowly, each time taking more of him. I looked up at him; his eyes shut
in pleasure, his whole body tensed. I could feel his dick throb so I knew he
was close to cum. He hissed and yanked my hair back, bending down to kiss me. ‘’You
want me inside of you?’’
I nodded, watching him walk to the end of
his bed, his eyes never leaving mine. I felt so vulnerable but safe at the same
time. He positioned himself between my legs, rubbing his dick up and down against
my wet slit. He pushed himself inside of
me slowly. I gasped at how big he felt; like he was doing me for the very first
time. ‘’Jesus y/n you’re fucking tight,’’
‘’Oh fuck,’’ I whispered. He kept his slow
pace going for a while, letting me adjust to his size. After he felt like I was
stretched enough, he lifted my leg onto his shoulder and started to vigorously thrust,
literally taking my breath away. My head started to spin, my body tingled and I
knew I wasn’t going to last long. Neither was Roman.
‘’Ain’t nobody ever told you who your real
daddy is?’’ he growled, ‘’You’re mine and I ain’t letting you go anymore,’’
I moaned at the heartwarming yet extremely
hot statement he made. This man is just too amazing for words and I’ve missed
him. So much. ‘’I’m so close,’’ I moaned. He lightly smiled and started to rub
my clit in fast motions. ‘’Oohh myy goddd.’’ My voice grew louder, my insides
started to clench around him, the heat in my lower abdomen was starting to
build; signing that I was close to another orgasm. Roman noticed and I could
tell he was also on the verge by the way his thrusts became sloppy and slow,
his breathing became heavier. His dick started to throb inside of me, pushing
against my walls which created this incredibly pleasurable feeling.
‘’Cum for daddy babygirl,’’ he moaned.
‘’Romann,’’ I cried out his name as my
orgasm shattered throughout my entire body. Roman followed shortly after; his
dick twitching inside of me while moaning my name. As I opened my eyes, his
hands were placed at either side of my face. I smiled at him and he gave me one
in return as he untied my hands. ‘’I think I’ll have to stay the night,’’ I
spoke as I snuggled up against him under the covers. He chuckled and placed his
arm around me.
‘’I’m really sorry y/n, about everything,’’
he genuinely said, ‘’I’m sorry I hurt you and I’m sorry for not accepting that
‘’That’s all in the past now Ro,’’ I
‘’Good to hear, because I was thinking,’’ he
looked at me and caressed my cheek, ‘’maybe we should try again?’’
He patiently waited for my answer. Not that
I had to think about it, I just wanted to make him sweat. ‘’Alright, let’s try.’’
I smiled. He kissed me and intertwined our fingers.
‘’I promise you, you won’t regret it y/n, I love you.’’ He sealed his
words with a passionate kiss and we both drifted off.
requested: yes ;) I have no idea if this is what you wanted by hope you like it anyways
warnings: mature language & angst I guess
summary: you’re best friends with the boys and secretly in love with Ashton but when he gets a girlfriend, any hope of him liking you disappears.
a/n: this could’ve been longer but honestly it was long enough tbf & this feels kind of rushed but that might just be me
“She’s so rude.” Luke complained, his body hunched forward as the four of you sat on the couch. You were trapped between Calum and Michael as Luke sat on an armchair opposite you.
“I still haven’t met her.” you sighed, resting your head on Michael’s shoulder, wallowing in self-misery. It was no secret that you were completely infatuated with the curly haired boy and it seemed like he felt the same until he brought home a girl called Lola, his new girlfriend.
“Consider yourself lucky.” Calum huffed from beside you, rolling his eyes back before relaxing into the worn couch. You let out a sigh, your heart pounding in anticipation as you awaited the return of the hazel-eyed boy and his girlfriend.
Ashton had wanted to introduce you to her for a while now but you could never bring yourself to actually meet her, which was only made worse when the boys told you she was a horrible human being.
Your heart ached at the thought. Ashton deserved someone kind and wholehearted even if that person wasn’t you. But according to the boys, he was smitten with the blonde haired girl.
“What time are they coming back?” you asked, your head still resting on Michael’s shoulder as you both lied back, your back hitting the old leather couch.
“Any second now,” Luke huffed, running a hand through his hair. “I’m still surprised he even has a girlfriend, especially after everything he said about you.”
Your eyebrows raised at Luke’s words, confused as to what he was talking about. “What’s that supposed to mean?”
“He always talked about you, he was so captivated with you. So him bringing home a girl that wasn’t you is surprising, to say the least.” Calum answered, glancing over at you briefly as he spoke.
Your heart sank at his words, you’d always had your suspicions but it seemed he’d moved on and there was nothing more you could do.
The door slam echoed through the apartment and your heart was beating out of your chest. Michael wrapped an arm around you, pulling you into him almost as if he could sense the anxiety that was taking over you.
Luke looked up at you with sympathetic eyes which quickly turned hard as he heard a girly giggle fill the apartment. Your whole body tensed and Michael was quick to notice, rubbing small patterns on your clothed skin in hopes to ease you.
“Hey, anyone home?” Ashton’s voice boomed out as you shrunk into Michael’s torso but he didn’t seem to mind.
“In here.” Calum replied, a bite to his words as his jaw clenched.
Ashton entered the room a few moments later, his hands intertwined with a short, pretty blonde girl. His eyes scanned the room, his face breaking out into a grin which quickly disappeared when he saw you cuddling tightly into Michael.
“Y/N! I’ve been meaning to introduce you to Lola,” he started, glancing back to his girlfriend, “Lola, this is Y/N and Y/N, this is Lola.”
You sent her a warm smile, hoping she wasn’t nearly as bad as the boys made her out to be but the raised eyebrows and eye roll made it clear enough. But Ashton was too focused looking at you to notice her action.
The room was filled with silence, Lola clinging on to Ashton as he looked her his jaw still slightly clenched.
“So, what do you guys want to do?” you said, breaking the silence. Everyone’s heads snapped to you as you sat there, an awkward smile resting on your face.
“I was thinking pizza and movies, like before.” Michael smiled, glancing around the room, earning nods from the two other seated boys.
“Actually, Ashton and I were going to head back to my place.” Lola chirped, her eyes burning into you. You suddenly felt incredibly insecure, you’re sitting there wearing an oversized sweatshirt whilst she stood tall, a mini skirt adorning her figure.
“But we just got here babe.” Ashton said sadly, his eyes meeting her bright blue ones. Your heart sinking even further at the pet name.
“And now we’re leaving. Let’s go.” she smirked, her eyes traveling around the room, shooting dirty looks at you and the rest of the boys.
Ashton smiled sadly at you, ignoring the rest of the boys’ grimacing faces. You smiled at him, your eyes full of sympathy as the girl tugged at his bicep once again.
“I guess I’ll talk to you guys later then.” Ashton waved, being pulled from the room before you could even say goodbye.
Silence took over the room once again, only interrupted by the loud door slam that followed their exit. Your eyes met Luke’s, his baby blue eyes now a shade darker than usual.
“What a bitch.” Calum huffed, making a giggle escape you which made the rest of the boys lighten up a little.
“And here I was, thinking Michael was the bitchiest girl around.” you huffed with a smirk, the two boys erupting with laughter as Michael looked down at you with a grimace before rolling his eyes and breaking out into a grin.
It was a few hours until Ashton arrived home again, alone this time. You were smushed into the couch, pizza boxes and soda surrounding you when Ashton returned home.
“Hey, I’m home.” Ashton said from the doorway, all eyes finding their way to his lean figure. The boys looked at him with disgust whilst you smiled at him, making a small smile grace his lips.
“Is she with you?” Calum spat, looking behind him expecting to see the short girl behind him.
“No, just me.” Ashton stated, walking towards the four of you. The boys reverted their attention back to the TV, South Park gracing the screen.
You scooted over slightly, making room for Ashton to sit down but instead he took the larger armchair that Luke had resided in earlier that day.
Michael snaked an arm around you once again and it was then you realized what he’d been trying to do all day. Ashton’s jaw clenched at the sight and his eyes went hard making a smirk play on Michael’s lips.
Michael leaned down, his warm breath hitting against your ear as he whispered to you, “Let’s make him jealous.”
You couldn’t help but smile, your eyes trailing down to the floor; desperately trying to avoid eye contact with Ashton.
Michael’s arm wrapped tightly around your waist pulling you even closer into him as you rested your head on his chest, similarly as to how you’d sat earlier that day. Your head rested on his thigh, Ashton’s lips twitched up almost reminiscing a snarl.
“Y/N, can I talk to you? In private.” Ashton asked, his tone making it sound like more of a statement than a question.
“Keep it going, let’s see how far we can go till he breaks.” Michael sniggered in your ear. You couldn’t help but feel slightly guilty, after all, he was your best friend but you couldn’t resist seeing his reaction.
“After this episode.” you smiled warmly, reverting your attention back to Michael who was staring down at you. A large smirk graced his face and it took everything within you to not laugh.
Michael leaned down once again, his lips dancing along the outer shell of your ear making you shudder slightly. “Okay, so pretend I’m saying something really funny to make him annoyed.”
You laughed, mostly because you thought this whole jealousy game was actually quite funny. Michael smiled again before whispering again, which to anyone else would’ve looked flirty.
“Oh, shit. He’s getting annoyed. Told you he liked you.” Michael whispered playfully making your heart pound as you stole a glance at Ashton who was watching the two of you intently.
Before you had the chance to respond Ashton stormed over to the two of you, grabbing your forearm before lifting you off the red-haired boy.
“Episodes over, time to talk.” Ashton said, pulling you from your seat and into the hallway, leaving the rest of the boys grinning on the couch.
As soon as you reached the hallway, the grip on your wrist loosening but his fingers still wrapped around your wrist.
“Since when were you and Michael a thing?” he spat, his words laced with venom.
“Me and Michael?” you laughed flatly, ”Michael and I aren’t anything.”
His eyebrows raised at your statement, clearly not believing you.
“Well, you seemed really comfortable back there. Him whispering into your ear and you giggling back at him, didn’t seem like nothing.” he said through gritted teeth, each word coming out more poisonous than the last.
“What has my love life got to do with you. You have a girlfriend.” you said, sounding angrier than originally intended but you couldn’t help the fire inside of you that came with the thought of the blonde girl.
“So what? As soon as I get a girlfriend you go crawling to the next boy?” Ashton shouted, waving his hands around in the air.
“Michael and I are friends. Why do you even care so much? It’s not like we’re dating.” you shouted back, the once peaceful conversation now becoming heated.
“Ugh, would you stop asking questions.” Ashton said, tugging at the ends of his hair.
You went silent, watching Ashton as he tried to collect his thoughts, pacing back and forth in the small width of the hallway. You stared down at your shoes, your heart feeling as if it could fall out of your chest.
“Ash, calm down.” you sighed, looking back up at him to find him clearly stressed and aggravated.
“Do you know how hard it is to watch you cuddle into him? To watch you giggle at the things he says and to have your hand on his fucking thigh.” he said, his eyes burning into you and you couldn’t help but feel tiny as he towered over you.
“Do you know how hard it is to hear you ramble on about your girlfriend? To hear how captivated you are with her and still have to smile and tell you she sounds great. Because it fucking hurts, Ash.” you finished, tears glossing your eyes.
Ashton cowered back, his eyes sad as he took in your words. A tear slipped down your face and you shook your head pathetically, wiping your face.
“I-I didn’t-” Ashton started before cutting himself off, not able to finish his own sentence.
“Forget it.” you sighed, moping back into the front room; leaving Ashton alone in the hallway.
The boys had remained on the couch, all of their eyes on you. It was clear from the pitiful smiles that they’d heard everything but you hadn’t expected any less since the two of you were practically screaming at each other.
Calum held his arms open which you miserably fell into, his chin resting on the top of your head, rubbing small circles into your back.
You heard Ashton leave, taking a small piece of you with him.
“What a dick.” Luke spat, making you smile softly at his annoyance. “He gets his dream girl fucking handed to him and he still goes crawling back to some rich bitch.”
You smiled at him, his temper seeming to burn out as he smiled softly back at you. You let out a huff, as you relaxed into the kiwi boy.
“I’ll get over it.” you sighed, reverting your attention to the TV knowing full well that it wasn’t that easy.
It was the very next day you found out that Ashton had broken up with Lola, apparently she’d been cheating or at least that’s what you’d been told.
The boys had forgiven Ash but you still couldn’t bring yourself to face him despite his constant attempts to contact you, whether that be through texts, calls or face to face.
You knew you couldn’t avoid him forever but you liked to think that you could. It’d been working for a while now but Ashton was trying harder to grab your attention.
“You’re gonna have to speak to him someday.” Luke sighed, bringing up the subject for the thousandth time since him and Ashton had rekindled their friendship.
“I prefer to avoid the problem until it goes away. In this instance Ashton is the problem.” you said, sending him a sarcastic smile. His eyes rolled back as he smirked at you.
“You can’t hide from your problems forever.” he smiled, looking over your shoulder and to the door of the diner which you currently occupied. Your head snapped around to see the curly haired boy glancing around before spotting you.
You looked across the booth, prepared to scold Luke; only to find him gone. You looked back once again to find him talking to Ashton before sending you a wink and leaving.
Ashton slowly walked towards your booth as you sunk into your seat in hopes it would swallow you up. Unfortunately, it didn’t and soon you found yourself sitting opposite Ashton, resuming the position that belonged to Luke a few moments before.
“Hi.” he breathed, his eyes burning into you as you slouched into the seat. You flicked your eyebrows up at him, the straw of your milkshake suddenly becoming interesting.
“Are you just gonna ignore me?” he groaned, his eyes searching your face for any emotions.
“That’s the plan.” you smiled, before continuing to fiddle with the straw.
“What have I got to do to make you forgive me?” he asked, his eyes sad as you finally made eye contact. Your heart yearned to forgive him and tell him you loved him but you wouldn’t allow yourself to.
“You broke me, Ash. You had a girlfriend but still got jealous, or at least I think that’s what that was. I thought that maybe, just maybe you felt the same way but now I’m just confused.” you sighed. “I loved you and I still do.”
Your eyes were glossy as you sat there, awaiting his speech about how he loves you but only as a friend before proceeding to tell you that he hopes it can go back to the way it was.
But before he said anything he reached across the table, cupping your hand in his two large ones as you looked up at him with scrunched eyebrows.
“I love you Y/N. So much.” he smiled sadly, his warmth radiating through you as his hands rubbed against yours.
“Then why’d you get a girlfriend?” you said, your voice small in hopes he wouldn’t hear the wavering in your speech.
“Because I thought I didn’t deserve you. I needed a distraction and Lola was perfect,” he said, making you wince slightly at the use of her name. “But she wasn’t you.”
Your eyes burned into his as a tear threatened to spill but as soon as one did, Ashton was quick to catch it; the pad of his thumb swiping across your cheek.
“So, you actually like me back?” you sighed, desperate for reassurance despite his confession. He chuckled slightly before speaking once again.
“I don’t like you, baby girl.” he started, “I love you.”
Your heart fluttered and you could’ve sworn you nearly threw up. The small smile he sent you almost made you explode and you were puzzled as to how he kept such a nonchalant composure whilst professing his love to somebody.
“I love you too.” you breathed.
Ashton leaned over the table and softly pressed his lips against yours making your eyes flutter shut and your heart to pound even harder than before.
It was a few moments before he pulled back, your lips tingling from the innocent yet meaningful kiss.
“God, I love you so much. I didn’t even think it was possible.” he muttered, somewhat to himself but it was knowingly directed at you.
“Can we go home?” you smiled, your eyes soft as they met his dilated ones.
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@sanha-ii said:I remembered the request I sent on your old account (thank god) and it was either with yugyeom or jungkook where they’re like the bad influence bad boy and reader takes them to meet the parents and he’s genuinely surprised at how chill her parents are that they’re dating (like they’re making jokes and saying how she’s just like mum cause her dad was the bad boi too in the younger years) ily and hope you’re having a great time♡♡
A/N: I altered it a bit because I misread your request by accident but tbh I loved writing this!! Hope you like reading this as much I enjoyed writng it!! Thanks for your request boo!!
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“I really need to go home Jungkook..”
You sighed, your hands finding their way to his bare chest, tracing over his tattoos. Shaking his head he tightened his grip around your waist and his signature smirk was quickly formed in his lips.
“Too bad then baby doll… Because I’m not letting you go.”
“Jungkook! It’s already late and my parents will be dead worried! I can’t just not return home!”
“I’ll drive you back home tomorrow morning and explain to them okay? Just please..Stay over tonight”
His smug express was replaced within seconds. He stared at you with his puppy eyes, and you couldn’t help but nod smiling lightly. He knew you couldn’t say no to him when he did that. Truth be told, you couldn’t say no to him in general, you loved this boy. I mean who wouldn’t? Every girl loved the idea of dating a bad boy. A bad boy who would be good just for her. That sentence perfectly described your relationship with Jungkook. At first sight, his tattooed body, dark blue hair and pierced lips would give you the impression of a rugged man. A man you wouldn’t want to mess around with. His tall figure and choice of clothing was enough to scare any man that got in his way. He had.. A lot of bad habits let’s say. Like all of us, no human is perfect. But he was a soft nice person deep inside, he just didn’t know how to show his emotions. His soft side was what made you fall for him, despite naturally being attracted to his edgy style.
“Goodnight babygirl, sweet dreams”
You smiled as he kissed your temple and you snuggled closer to him, closing your eyes and slowly drifting to sleep, at the steady sound of his heartbeat.
“Pss.. Jungkook.. wake up! You need to drive me home”
You whispered kissing his cheek softly as you saw him open his eyes and look down at you. You just giggled at his reaction, knowing how grumpy he was when others woke him up. You stood up and fixed your hair, as the male stretched and went to grab his shoes.
Your heart beat faster as the car drove faster and faster, getting closer to your house. Last night you didn’t think much of it but as your mind got clear the idea seemed purely wrong. The fact that you were into a relationship was no secret to your parents but, they didn’t quite knew the type of guy Jungkook was. He pulled over and parked the car in the driveway and you immediately exited the vehicle, keys in hand. Before you even had the chance to put the keys in to unlock the door, it was opened by your parents, their figures irritated.
“Y/N! Why didn’t you call us last night telling us you were going to spend the night somewhere else?”
“And even gave you the idea, you could just sleep at someone else’s house?”
“ It wasn’t Y/N’s fault.. I told her to stay at my place.. Sorry”
Jungkook spoke up, coming from behind you. Your parents stayed quiet for a while observing their daughter’s boyfriend for the first time. A solid minute had passed, what to you felt like a whole century, before your father chuckled.
“Seems like our daughter is into bad boys honey..”
“Just like her mother”
They looked at each other and laughed, as you glanced over at Jungkook who just winked at you. You couldn’t help but sigh in relief. Who knew your parents were that cool..
Peter and I shot questions at each other while we walked through the beautiful garden of the palace. Our hands were connected and swung slightly with every step we took. This whole night has been surreal. From my fairy godmother appearing to dancing with Peter.
Speaking of Peter, he’s been extremely amazing the whole evening. He’s the perfect gentleman. Kind, sweet, and charming. Not to mention, heart stoppingly handsome. What more could a girl ask for? I looked at him and saw how the moonlight hit his face. I felt incredibly plain compared to him.
*A/N: I hope you like this part :) thank you for reading, my lovelies :)
Thank you @jaxonah for suporting my shitty ideas and always being my number 1 fan! ILYSM BBY💘 AAAAAAAND a massive thank you to @isaaclydia for proofreading! [Strong Power, thank you && yo’ nice paprika] ILY 💘
Jungkook had been tossing and
turning all night. Pressing the home button on his IPhone, he saw that it was
almost 3 am. This had been his life recently. He had the hardest time falling
asleep; concentrating during the day wasn’t any easier. She was still occupying
his every thought, even though she broke his heart. The night she told him that
she wasn’t in love with him and ended their friendship, he had cried himself to
sleep. The boys had taken turns in staying with him, trying their hardest to
distract him or cheer him up, even for a little while. Nothing seemed to work,
he always found himself questioning what he had done wrong. Why didn’t she love
him back? He had tried so hard to impress her, to show her that he was a man
and could take care of her. But it wasn’t enough. He wasn’t good enough. Many times his mind went back to the first
time they met. She had been working for a TV broadcaster, and showed them
around set and backstage. Usually older girls intimidated him and made him shy
but she was different. She had been so kind and funny, that he felt a
connection right away. At first, they
were just friends; all the guys really liked her. It wasn’t until he saw her
with another man that he realized his feelings for her. He kept them bottled up
deep inside; for the longest time it was his biggest nightmare that she’d find
out. It wasn’t easy but he had managed to keep it a secret, even though he had
wanted to scream that he was in love with her from the top of his lungs so many
times. He had learned all her little quirks and habits, he knew so much about
her that other people might come to the conclusion that it was weird, but it
had been his only way of feeling closer to her. He loved how she was always up
for his antics; going to Han river late at night, taking silly selfies or
dancing around to cheesy pop songs.
Fandom: Disney’s Descendants Pairing: Prince Ben Florian X Reader Word Count: 2, 781 Author’s Note: Reader is Ursula’s daughter (I know she died before she had kids BUT HUSH IT’S A FANFIC), but Ursula has recently died, so she doesn’t have a real family. Jay, Carlos, Evie, and Mal are pretty much her only friends on the Isle of the Lost. Slight, background Mal X Evie!! <33 Request for the-pastel-galaxies, SORRY IT KINDA SUCKS I SPENT SO LONG ON IT BUT ?????
You frowned when you saw Maleficent ushering her daughter and Mal’s three best friends behind her, leading them to a shiny, black car. You stepped out from the shadows, casting a curious glance at Evie.
“Where are you going?” You asked, your voice low and quiet so you didn’t attract Maleficent’s attention.
“Auradon!” The blue-haired girl responded, and you felt your heart drop into your shoes. What? Why were they going to Auradon?
“Why are you going there? Are you guys in trouble? Do you need me to,” You waggled your fingers, dark violet smoke curling from your pale purple fingertips. “Distract someone?”
Evie shook her head, smiling at you. “No, we’re going to Auradon Prep! Some type of exchange student thing.” She frowned when she seemed to realize what that meant. “Oh no, __y/n__,” She spoke softly, and you hated to see the frown on her pretty face.
You shook your head. “Don’t worry about me, I’ll be fine.” Would it suck to lose them? Of course. But you wanted them to get off the Isle of the Lost. They would be better off in Auradon.
Her heart sank into her shoes as she realized at last how much she wanted him. No matter what his past was, no matter what he had done. Which was not to say that she would ever let him know, but only that he moved her chemically more than anyone she had ever met, that all other men seemed pale beside him.
okay so i had the most horrible idea for a kagehina scene so now you all have to suffer with me - 2.4k, rated t, :( but then :)
Hinata found him behind their gym. His uniform jacket was stuck to the prickly cinderblocks half-way up his back like he’d leaned and slid down into the grass instead of sitting on the ground in the first place, like he couldn’t bother with normal human actions and just melted down the side of the wall out of spite or something. His messenger bag lay upturned and half-way gutted over the green ground in front of him, with his shoe dangerously close to the crime scene. It looked like he’d kicked it himself in anger.
Hinata bit his lip, wringing his hands as he stepped around the corner and approached Kageyama.
He’d planned it all out, researched the best ways to go about it and the best poems–even read some in Japanese and English to see which language would sound cooler in the moment–and the best day in the week to do it. He’d talked to Yachi about it, and then Noya, who were both more in touch with this kind of stuff (especially compared to him). He’d thought about how tired they would be just after lunch versus at the end of the day (he couldn’t do it in the morning, because what if it went terribly wrong and Hinata would have to go to school with him all day instead of being able to escape at any point–best to avoid unnecessary embarrassment if he was rejected). He hadn’t anticipated this, though.
Just before last period, he’d pulled the piece of paper out of his trouser pocket–the one that he’d nearly scribbled and erased and scribbled down to pulpy nothing, the one he’d read and reread so much that the blue lines across it were fading at the edges from his restless thumbs (the one that he’d nearly thrown in the wash the other night)–and held it in his hands as he walked up to Kageyama in front of the sciences building. As usual, the volleyball team tended to gravitate toward each other during any sort of between-class downtime, so Tanaka, Ennoshita, Yamaguchi, Yachi and a couple of the first-years were all sprawled or leaning or loitering on the lawn with Kageyama, who sipped at his box of milk through a straw and slouched in the shade of a scraggly tree, listening to another one of Tanaka’s stories.