ceasefire (chapther 5) by hollycomb

“Don’t call me that.”

“I don’t even blame you,” Hux says. He stands, moves back from the edge of the cliff but doesn’t turn toward Kylo. He can’t look at Kylo– Doing so hurts, physically, like a gut punch. Even having Kylo this close, over ten feet away, is like feeling ice coat every bone in his body, all of Hux’s energy going toward suppressing the primal fear that tells him to run, run, or risk being attacked again. “I pity you, really,” Hux says. “He took me from you. I can’t– Look at you, I can’t– Be whatever I was for you before. He accomplished that, even in failing to kill me. I’m sorry. I’m not strong enough to undo it.”

Episode 3x03 had me all

And everyone is talking all ‘If you liked 3x03…just wait ‘til you see 3x04 because you are not even ready’ and 3x04 is all:

And I’m still here clinging to my feels from 3x03 like

And 3x04 is already only 3 days away, banging at the door all

Heda help us all.