☊ North Node ☊
  • North Node in Aries/1st house: To build the personality and in due course develop self-awareness, confidence, self-reliance, and unfold an initiative and sense of identity to carve one's own destiny. Focusing on one's will, self-assertion, passions, motivations and acquiring self love.
  • North Node in Taurus/2nd house: To become resourceful, practical in all worldly and mystical senses, and develop the self-worth based on one's own validation. To build strong values, whether material or impalpable, to see with clarity what is genuinely important and strengthening to the will. Understanding patience and timing, that it was not the hare who won the race.
  • North Node in Gemini/3rd house: To broaden the agility and adaptability of the mental faculties and grow to view the world with reason, logic and objectivity. Exercising the mind trend to become dual and communicative, transmitting informative messages and being open to receiving the messages of others.
  • North Node in Cancer/4th house: To grow a Soul in the midnight fragment of one's character, bringing out the depth of oneself. Growing through development of the Soul Powers; becoming empathetic, humble, and nurturing towards oneself and becoming sensitive to the needs of others for expansion of one's emotional intelligence.
  • North Node in Leo/5th house: To find fulfillment through the creative self expression and one's creations, whether it be from the mind, body or soul. To strengthen the will and focus on giving oneself attention while also spreading love to others. Acquiring self-respect, self-confidence and developing the identity and independence, taking lead of one's own life.
  • North Node in Virgo/6th house: To integrate the self into service for growth and learn humility, stabilization, and logically analyzing the world to instill a focused mind that observes important details and brings about order. To put the healing powers to work in the earthly plane and build an efficient soul.
  • North Node in Libra/7th house: To integrate the self into others and learn cooperation, compromise, and seeing through multiple and impartial perspectives. Growing into the idea of spreading love to others and advocating for togetherness and union. To understand in this world, one does not stand alone.
  • North Node in the Scorpio/8th house: To learn the process of elimination of resources that hinders one's progress and develop regenerative healing powers. Using one's power for renewal and productive change as opposed to corruption and stagnation. To access the psyche lining as to look further and deeply into unknown realms, gaining awareness and receptivity of the psychological needs of oneself and others.
  • North Node in Sagittarius/9th house: To alter and adapt the world view through intuition and unlock the Superconscious awareness in oneself. To develop and trust the prophetic instinct and unite the heart with faith, charity and inner positivity. Unlocking inner philosophy and traveling inwardly and/or outwardly to expand the heart, opening a path to higher truth and liberation.
  • North Node in Capricorn/10th house: To find fulfillment in becoming the elevated version of oneself, obtaining self-control, responsibility, self-sufficiency, and giving back to the world as to serve the public. Building a sensible and practical foundation to approach life with clarity. Directing one's sight to the future. To understand growth is like reaching for the sky, it is limitless and beyond.
  • North Node in Aquarius/11th house: To spiritually integrate oneself into serving the universal whole and begin relating to others with equality. Learning the importance of companionship, interpersonal connection, objectivity, and understanding. To build one's aspirations and goals around the collective and humanitarian pursuits, uniting the heart with society, with life.
  • North Node in Pisces/12th house: Integration comes from giving oneself to the collective consciousness and transpersonal endeavors. To use the healing powers for the afflicted and mold the attitude to be more hopeful, compassionate and fluid. Learning the growth benefits of self-reflection, trusting emotions, and spreading universal love. To unite oneself with All.

Imagine Chris fulfilling his promise.

A/N: Yes, got this finished before I head out for the day. Thank God the time zones mess with my sleep schedule, right? 😂 This is a request from @ateliefloresdaprimavera. I hope you like it, love. I did, it’s honestly so cute. ❤️ And I love Mckenna, she’s really a doll. I can’t wait to watch ‘Gifted’, I’m going to sob like a baby.

Chris’ head titled as he watched you with a smile on his lips; he still couldn’t believe that he finally got to meet you in person. You’d both been in attendance of the same award shows and parties before, but he’d never gotten to chance to cross paths with you. It wasn’t until the 89th annual Oscars, at the Vanity Fair after party, that he finally caught you. You were talking to Octavia Spencer, who was a dear enough friend to Chris for him to butt into the conversation and introduce himself to you. The second your hands touch, Octavia excused herself. The look of adoration in Chris’ eyes did not go unnoticed, by you or Octavia. You were a fan of Chris’ so you’d heard him talk about how much he liked you on his interviews which was incredibly flattering, and as for Octavia- Chris had told her numerous time that he’d kill for a chance to speak with you; she wanted to get out of there before he killed her.

“You’re staring again,” you said and chuckled when Chris darted his gaze away. “I’m teasing,” you laughed and placed a hand on Chris’. “You’re fine. I like it when you stare, it’s very flattering.” He smiled and turned his hand palm up, entwining his fingers with yours. “So this is Chris Evans flirting, huh?”

“Actually,” he chuckled. “This is Chris Evans trying very hard not to freak out.” You smiled, brushing your thumb over his hand. “I’m so honored to be in your company, like you have no idea how happy I am right now.” You felt yourself blush. “You’re just such an amazing person, Y/N. This is the first time I’ve officially met you and I can say without a doubt that I’m in-love with you already.”

“Okay,” you chuckled, “I’m not that amazing.”

“I’d beg to differ,” he smiled. “You are that amazing.”

“You just met me, Chris. Are you seriously that sure about me already?” You quizzed and he nodded, smiling. “Oh please,” you giggled. “You think you know me, but you just know the person I portray when I’m in public. When you take me out on that date, you’re going to realize that I’m not all that and you’re going to get over this little crush you have on me.”

“That’s not going to happen,” he shook his head, chuckling. “Because sweetheart,” he pulled your hand to his lips and mumbled into your skin, “I’m going to marry you one day.” You laughed and nodded mockingly. “Just you wait and see,” he winked.
• • • • • • • •
You sat backstage with Lisa and Mckenna’s mom at the Ellen show where Chris and McKenna were being interviewed for their upcoming movie, ‘Gifted’. You smiled as you watched your husband through the TV, enjoying his interaction with Mckenna as you subconsciously smoothed your hand over your small baby bump. He was just going to be the greatest father when your child came along and you couldn’t wait until your little one arrived.

“Was it fun working with this guy here?”

“Yes,” Mckenna looked over at Chris, smiling. “We were always singing and dancing and he’s so nice. He has such a kind heart. He’s always doing charity and…” She trailed off, giving Chris time to respond to her sweetness.

“I pay her,” Chris chuckled, waving it off though he thought it was a huge deal that Mckenna liked him so much. It gave him a glimpse of the life he was about to have with you, hoping his own child would adore him as much as his on screen one did. “It’s not a big deal.”

“You know what’s a big deal though,” Ellen began, smiling because she too was incredibly happy for you and Chris. “You’re going to be a dad soon,” she said. Immediately Chris smiled and Mckenna clapped, bouncing excitedly in her seat. “Your lovely wife, Y/N, who is someone I absolutely adore.” Chris nodded, his smile growing wider with each second. “She’s how many weeks now?”

“She’s about fourteen weeks, so um- we’ve still got a while to go before the baby comes,” Chris answered. “We’re very excited, yeah. It’s been a long time coming, I’ve been waiting for this moment for what seems like forever.”

“Yeah,” Ellen chuckled. “I think she said the last time she was on the show- I believe it was your second wedding anniversary?” She quizzed and Chris nodded. “She said that you actually told her you were going to marry her the night you met her.”

“Uh…” Chris chuckled, scratching the back of his neck. “Yeah, I did.” He nodded and the audience clapped. “Um- She’s just one of those amazing people that you have a small window of opportunity with, y'know? I’ve been waiting for a chance to speak with her for so long that when I finally got it, I knew I wasn’t going to let it get away. She’s the one,” he shrugged, smiling. “Um-” He glanced over his shoulder when the audience clapped; Ellen had put photos of the two of you up on the screen. “Yeah, she’s beautiful and perfect and- I’m just the luckiest man on the planet.”

“Awwww,” Mckenna cooed, making Chris laugh. “That’s so sweet! You see what I mean? He has such a kind heart! He’s such a nice person, Ellen,” she told Ellen who nodded in agreement. “I just think he’s going to be the best dad and Y/N is going to be the best mom. They’re so lovely and I really like them together.”

“Aw,” Chris laughed, wrapping an arm around Mckenna, “you’re such a sweetheart. Y/N and I love her, we’ve told her parents numerous times that we’d gladly take her in if ever something happened to them.” Everyone laughed; you looked over at Mckenna’s mom, smiling, and she chuckled. “I just hope that my child loves me as much as this one.”

“Oh, of course!” Mckenna looked shocked that Chris would even say that. “Chris, you’re going to be so amazing as a dad and your baby is going to love you so much.” Chris smiled. “Trust me, you’re so much fun. There’s no way that your baby is going to love you any less than I do.”

“I agree,” Ellen nodded. “Both you and Y/N are going to be amazing parents. I wish you all the best and I urge everyone to watch ‘Gifted’ which comes out on 12th of April! The movie is absolutely amazing, the two leads are just so incredibly talented.” Chris and Mckenna smiled at each other before turning to the audience. “Chris Evans and Mckenna Grace, everyone!”
• • • • • • • •
“Hey you,” you smiled at Chris when he entered the green room with Mckenna by his side; she ran over to her mom to talk about how well she did. Chris, on the other hand, smiled and walked over to you, pulling you to your feet to hug you. “You did so good, baby. The tap dancing was top-notch,” you teased and he chuckled.

“Thank you for marrying me,” he whispered into your hair after pressing a kiss to your head. “I don’t know where my life would be if you didn’t say yes. I definitely wouldn’t be as happy as I am now, and-” he pulled away to place his hand on your bump. “I wouldn’t be a father.”

“You’re going to be an amazing father,” you smiled and placed your hand over his. “And I believe I’m the one who should say thank you. We wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for you, Chris. So thank you,” you wrapped your arms around his neck and his hands landed on your waist. “Thank you for fulfilling your promise to marry me one day.”

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the thing that makes me sad is louis’ name will probably get dragged through the mud once again and they will say awful things when we know the real him. we know how generous, kind and humble he is. how loyal, loving and protective he is of the people he loves. how he pours his heart out to help charities. how dedicate he is in his craft. how brave and amazing he is as a person. it’s truly a shame because he deserve so much more and he doesn’t deserve to go through this mess 


I guess I gotta get this out of the way, so happy birthday, asshole. I hope you’ve finished rotting and settled into some comfortable void of existence. I hope you figured it all out by now, sorted out all that manic god-complex shit or whatever. I’m glad you’re not around to see the world like it is. I’m sure you would’ve been pleased with the steady crumbling of humanity. I’m glad you died when you did. Not really with the events leading up to it, but since you died then, you couldn’t go on to reign terror on all of the central United States. If you weren’t so bright, I’m sure you would’ve bottomed out and landed somewhere dark and dirty and dead after awhile, driving slowburn, aching terror into everyone around you.

I guess this analysis of you isn’t fair; I never knew you. No one did. We like to think we did. You’re kind of a legend around here; an iconic being frozen youthful and damned in the snapshot of America. I’m sure you would’ve gloated in all the attention you’re still getting, nearly twenty years after the dust settled.

I’m grappling with two polarizing views of you. I’m clutching them both and trying to be okay with it. On one hand, you were a cold-blooded bastard son, a murderer more profound on several levels. You were a ruthless, psychotic being with empty eyes and a soul ripped to shreds. You were worthy of nothing less than eternal damnation.

On the other, I know you were a child, a teenager, a son. A friend, student, a warm supporter. People loved you, you had people you loved. You were a person. I hate knowing that. It’s so easy to just screw our eyes shut tight and chant over and over again that you were a monster, that you couldn’t be worth any affection, that you couldn’t possibly process it or show that to anyone else.Go to hell, go to hell, go to hell. We don’t let each other humanize you, as if you weren’t a human at all.

I still don’t know which perspective is right. I still don’t know which one I want to believe more.

You killed people, but you killed yourself the same way. There’s a very fine line between your mental illness and your actions and how far it can justify it all. All of us are still trying to figure you out. We won’t ever fully understand you.

I don’t know how the idea of something so unimaginable and hellish could reside in a human heart, capable of charity and honesty and love and tenderness. It shouldn’t seem possible.

In the end, Eric, I’m curious. You left the world with so much mystery in shards of glass and bullet holes. I wonder if you’ve grown at all after being dead. I wonder if by now you could’ve peeled off that toxic, malicious persona and healed. It’s been eighteen years since you last laid your eyes on us, but we haven’t stopped staring into you. I hope by rotting you learned your goddamned lesson.

I don’t think dead guys get birthday wishes. So I wish, on your behalf, that your soul somewhere has matured and understood the impact you’ve made on the world. In the end, I guess you got what you wanted. No one will ever forget you.

the-macra  asked:

I dreamed I saw on a moonlit stair, spreading his hands on the multitude there, a man who cried for a love gone stale, and ice cold hearts of charity bare. I watched as fear took the old men's gaze,hopes of the young in troubled graves. "I see no day," I heard him say, "So grey is the face of every mortal."

Beautiful. I just burped

“Ladies and Gentlemen! House Reinhardt would like to invite the public to join them at the Hearts of Gold charity auction! We will be auctioning off rare artifacts, hand-made gowns and even some exotic pets! All the proceeds will be going toward the Stormwind Orphanage! We will also have live entertainment by an up and coming bard known as ‘The Fox’. Refreshments will also be provided by Miss Sparrow, running her tea booth, and Mister Xerathi, running his rum booth! There will also be a raffle that everyone may enter, which we will be picking three winners to take home the grand prizes! Come and enjoy yourself while helping out a good cause!”

(( The event will be on the Sixth of May at six server time! We will be auctioning off IC items which will be paid with IC gold, as well as auctioning off OOC items which will be paid with real gold! That said, all the items were donated by myself or those helping with the event, all the gold gained will be redistributed into other events in the future, as well as the raffle winnings! I hope to see you all there! <3 )) 

@lakryss-sparrow @edwinxerathi @the-royal-courier


[170531][Child Welfare & Protection week]
✩ Fanacc: A child asked Weizhou, “Are you a singer?” and he said yes. Then she asked why she hadn’t seen him on TV before? Zhouzhou said he had no way, but he’d (appear on TV) in the future.

→ Glad to see my warm-hearted baby kitten doing charity work ♡ You’ll be appearing on TV soon cuz you really deserve it bae


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BEHOLD THE WORLD’S WORST ACCIDENT - a faith lehane tribute

01. girl anachronism - dresden dolls //i don’t necessarily believe there is a cure for this// 02. lightning field - sneaker pimps //strike me down, give me everything you’ve got// 03. opheliac - emilie autumn //i’m open to attack, but i don’t want to hurt you// 04. meager leavings - sister crayon //where does the time go? i was a child once// 05. bad habit - dresden dolls //makes me want to give mankind a beating// 06. i come with knives - iamx //i never promised you an open heart or a charity// 07. landscape - florence + the machine //she’s just like the weather, can’t hold her together// 08. fight like a girl - emilie autumn //all the best that we can hope for is revenge// 09. guitar hero - amanda palmer //i could save you baby, but it isn’t worth my time// 10. no one is ever going to want me - giles corey //i ruin everything i get my bony hands on//

After seeing a homeless man and woman arguing in the street, Michael told us to pull over. We pulled over to the curb and we just watched for a minute. Mr Jackson saw all the other cars passing by, and he asked, “Why isn’t anybody helping them? Why isn’t anybody stopping?” Then he said to Javon, “Call the woman over to the car.”

Javon rolled down the window, waved her over. When she got to the car, Mr Jackson rolled his window down just a little bit and said, “What’s your name?”

“Amanda,” she said.

They talked for a bit. He wanted to know her story. He asked her where she was from, where’s her family at. She said she used to be a dancer, a showgirl. Then I heard him reaching around in the backseat for something. I heard the sound of paper. He was pulling out money. He pulled out three one hundred dollar bills, gave them to her and said, “Here. Take This.”

She was floored. She was almost crying, saying, “Thank you, thank you, thank you.”

After he gave her the money, she backed up a few steps and I started to drive off. The guy that had been sitting near her got up, came over to her and tried to snatch the money away. She pulled back, but he kept trying to grab it from her and they started fighting again. She started yelling, “No! This is mine!”

Mr Jackson saw that and said, “No, no, no! Javon, stop the car. Pull back over.”

I pulled back over, he leaned back out of the window and called the man over this time, saying, “Don’t do that! Here, I’ve got something for you too.” He pulled out another three hundred dollars and gave it to the man. The lady started crying, like she’d been saved.

He told them to use the money for food. “Get something nourishing,” he said. “Don’t get any drugs.”

“No, sir!” they said. “No, sir!” They were both gushing with thank yous and God bless yous, when all of a sudden the man stopped and looked in the car window and said, “Are you Michael Jackson?”

“No. No, I’m not.”

As we were driving away, Mr Jackson asked us if there were a lot of people like that in the area, and after hearing that there were parts of Vegas where many homeless people lived, he asked us if we could drive there. “You want to get there tonight, sir? Tonight wouldn’t be a good time.” “No, no,” he said. “We can go another day. I just want to see.”

When he mentioned going there, I was hoping he’d forget about it. Sometimes when he made unusual requests, things I knew weren’t feasible or just weren’t a good idea, I’d wait a bit before following up, to see if he’d drop it. Sometimes he would. This time, he remembered. A couple of days later he came up to me and said, “When are we going to that side of town?”

“What side of town is that, sir?”

“Where the homeless people are.”

“We can go there today.”

“Okay, let’s go.”

We headed up Main street, and all of these people were out. You could hear in his voice that he was shocked that all of these people were homeless. “It’s just amazing,” he said. “This country is so rich and these people are poor and living on the street.”

He asked Javon to pull over, so we pulled over. I was a little antsy. I wasn’t cool pulling over in a nice car with all these people around. We sat there on the side of the road for a bit. Then Mr Jackson said, “I want to give them something.”

I thought he meant he wanted to get out of the car and I said, “I don’t think it’d be a good idea to go out there, sir.”

He said, “No, no, no. I’ll pass it out of the window.”

He cracked the window open and started waving people over. He had a fanny pack he was wearing. He opened it up and the whole thing was stuffed full of cash. They would come to the window and he would pass out a hundred dollar bill through the crack in the window to each one. One thing I noticed was that he was trying to catch the attention of the women. He wanted to make sure that they were the ones who got the money. He was like, “Come here. No, no, no. You. You come here.” A lot of men got money too, but I could hear him singling the women out of the crowd, calling them forward. People started lining up outside his window, like it was an ATM.

He gave away so much he ran out, and he got upset with himself. He was saying he should have brought more. We started to see another side of him, his compassion for others, and it was kind of amazing. There was no media out there, no cameras. There was only a crack in the window, so no one could tell it was him. It was just something he wanted to do.

After that, we went and handed out food to the homeless a number of times. He’d say, “Me and the kids are not going to eat this. Let’s take this down and give it away.” One time, he wanted the kids to come with us and see it, so we brought them along.

—  Michael Jackson’s bodyguards, Bill Whitfield and Javon Beard, “Protecting Michael Jackson,” 2006-2009
Ubi Caritas

Ubi caritas et amor, Deus ibi est.
Congregavit nos in unum Christi amor.
Exultemus, et in ipso iucundemur.
Timeamus, et amemus Deum vivum.
Et ex corde diligamus nos sincero.

Ubi caritas et amor, Deus ibi est.
Simul ergo cum in unum congregamur:
Ne nos mente dividamur, caveamus.
Cessent iurgia maligna, cessent lites.
Et in medio nostri sit Christus Deus.

Ubi caritas et amor, Deus ibi est.
Simul quoque cum beatis videamus,
Glorianter vultum tuum, Christe Deus:
Gaudium quod est immensum, atque probum,
Saecula per infinita saeculorum. Amen.

Where Charity and Love Are

Where charity and love are, God is there.
Christ’s love has gathered us into one.
Let us rejoice and be pleased in Him.
Let us fear, and let us love the living God.
And may we love each other with a sincere heart.

Where charity and love are, God is there.
As we are gathered into one body,
Beware, lest we be divided in mind.
Let evil impulses stop, let controversy cease,
And may Christ our God be in our midst.

Where charity and love are, God is there.
And may we with the saints also,
See Thy face in glory, O Christ our God:
The joy that is immense and good,
Unto the ages through infinite ages. Amen.


And so the line in the song is like, ‘don’t follow your head, follow your heart.’ But I think– And for me, that makes sense but I have friends that, I think, they’re wired a little bit differently and it makes them happier to be logical […]. So I don’t know that it necessarily makes sense for everyone to ‘don’t follow your head, follow your heart’ but for all of us, I think that was the way that it worked.” 

CHA☣S. | fanmix { listen here }

a fanmix for reborn, the sun arcobaleno.

— all great changes are preceded by chaos.

Ⅰ) shot me down (feat. skylar grey)     david guetta; bang bang, he shot me down. bang bang, i hit the ground. bang bang, that awful sound. bang bang, my baby shot me down.

Ⅱ) bad girls — m.i.a.; get back, get down; pull me closer if you think you can hang. hands up, hands tied; don’t go screaming if i blow you with a bang.

Ⅲ) girl got a gun — tokio hotel; got my heart, i got the night, all my love left behind. take a trip, roll the dice, i get lost, paradise. a perfect life has begun, i’m on top, since you gone, better off on my own.

Ⅳ) smooth criminal — michael jackson;  as he came into the window, it was the sound of a crescendo. he came into her apartment. he left the bloodstains on the carpet. (…)  you’ve been hit by, you’ve been struck by a smooth criminal.

Ⅴ) death valley — fall out boy;  we’re gonna die, it’s just a matter of time. hard times come, good times go. i’m either gone in an instant or here til the bitter end, i never know.

Ⅵ) another one bites the dust — queen; out of the doorway the bullets rip to the sound of the beat, yeah. another one bites the dust, another one bites the dust. && another one gone, && another one gone, another one bites the dust. hey, i’m gonna get you too.

Ⅶ) i come with knives — iamx;  you fool me again to quiet my pride, but i’m a human, i come wiht knives. i never promised you an open heart or charity, i never wanted to abuse your imagination. i come with knives, i come with knives && agony.

Ⅷ) bodies (let the bodies hit the floor) — drowning pools; skin againt skin, blood && bone. you’re all by yourself but you’re not alone. you wanted in and, now you’re here driven by hate, consumed by fear. let the bodies hit the floor.