heart ugly

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.

anonymous asked:

I'm still mad about that jojo bitch. All these nasties who surround Louis badmouthing him but pretending they like totally love him just to look good honestly can all rot. They're vultures. He's surrounded by so many ugly hearted people:(

She’s nasty, so nasty. Buy that’s expected of someone that works for Sony and defends the beards /knowing/ they’re just that. Beards. It’s really terrible his name has to be even typed by this people, I really can’t wait for him to be free and start working with people that have nothing but respect to who he is and not to their paychecks only 

Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.