heart of a tulip

10 girls I keep in my heart

1. Beauty was never your goal. Your eyeliner is sharp, a blade, war paint. Your laugh is deep and unwavering, open mouthed to bear fangs. I remember when you cut your long hair off and streaked it with pink. Not like a fairy but like a fire. Yet water runs through your veins. You love your mother so.

2. Oh girl of the earth, you never liked poetry. I think you were carved from the mountains that you’ve never seen. The strongest winds cannot move you. Your hands never rub raw. Yet your edges are soft for stone.


3. Your house is full of beautiful things but you don’t see any of it. Nothing ever feels like home. Storms blow through you so often I think you gave up on rebuilding. And now you live among the rubble. Your anger broke my windows and cut at my cheeks. I’m sorry. I’m sorry.

4. How does your smile always manage to reach your ears? So wide you have to close your eyes to make room. Your hugs nearly suffocate me but I don’t mind at all. You play nirvana on your guitar and you don’t understand the lyrics. I hope you never do.

5. I miss you everyday. The gentlest soul on earth. The world hasn’t given you half as much as you deserve. I can’t believe how many people don’t even know your name. Your heart is full of tulips and an angel sent you my way.

6. My first love. You opened my eyes. We spoke our own language and danced like no one was watching. I kept every drawing you made for me. I wonder if you remember me from time to time.

7. My oldest friend. We are holding hands underwater. We are hiding in bushes. We are spinning elaborate stories and pretending not to notice how they unravel. You used to fall asleep on my shoulder. I hope our paths cross soon.

8. You are so much made from so little. You radiate with the force of the sun your body can barely contain you. How you saw me through your own light I do not know. Your name is from the moon and Jupiter is in the art you make. Oh girl born to live.

9. I’ve seen 7000 sides of you. Multidimensional and deep as an ocean. And what lives under the surface bites. I’ve mastered the art of walking on water. I was never good enough to reach you. But someone will be. Someone is coming. I promise.

10. How is it that every song is about you? I wonder if you realize that I look for you everywhere. Your soul is in splinters they’ve flown up to space. They’re tangled in trees. You’ve sent them my way. Oh I’ve felt you exploding not in anger but in creation. Galaxy after galaxy. Oh nebulas light my way home. You are dandelions spilling over rolling hills. You are grass stained jeans. You are Ferris wheels at sunset

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“I’m about to go off and play a character who was originally white and blonde and has really big boobs, and none of those things apply to me. She’s sort of unforgettable. She has no morals. She’s an agitator assassin, a gun for hire, and she’s written the way male characters are usually written. Conscience is something she buries; obviously she’s damaged. It’s really intriguing. I’d never read a part for a woman like that. They usually have a tender heart or a soft spot for some guy. Not Tulip. You read certain scenes in the script and think: are we allowed to do this? It’s great playing someone unsympathetic and not having to justify her actions.”

carefree black girls ruth negga

masterlist

After weeks of having this blog, I finally decided to make a masterlist of all the fics I recommend. I will only focus on BTS fanfics, because theyโ€™re what I read most. Hopefully, you like the stories I recommend, some of them are very popular and a lot of people already know them since theyโ€™re by big writers in the community. However, I hope you find new fics here that you enjoy.ย 

key : a = angst | m = smut | f = fluff

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Offerings to the Nine Divines

Originally posted by metashield

  • Akatosh
    Watches
    Clocks
    Rubies
    Crab shells
    Small birthday presents
  • Arkay
    Cicada Shells
    Bones (legally obtained)
    Dead flowers
    Dead leaves
    Humility
  • Dibella
    Makeup
    Perfume
    Roses
    Amethysts
    Self love
  • Julianos
    Books
    Artifacts
    Knowledge
    Pencils
    Pens
  • Kyne/Kynareth
    Sea salt
    Sea water
    Feathers
    Arrows
    Breath
  • Mara
    Tulips
    Apples
    Ribbons
    Platonic or romantic love
    Heart shaped objects
  • Stendarr
    Silver
    Religious objects
    Olive branches
    Dove feathers
    Mercy
  • Talos
    Knives
    Weights
    Treaties
    Awards
    Confidence
  • Zenithar
    Microphones
    Money
    Tools of trade
    Honesty
    Honest work

(i was tagged by a few people to korok-kael but i wanted to post here too)

rules: answer the twenty questions and tag twenty people. (or you can just tag 10 because 20 is a lot gee)

  1. name:  kael
  2. nicknames:  ko !!
  3. birthday:  march 12  
  4. zodiac sign:  pisces  
  5. Height:   5′ 11″ ! trees attack me because im so glorious
  6. orientation:  west
  7. nationality:   sad
  8. favorite fruit:  cherries and strawberries !!  
  9. favorite season:  spring / california winter (which is also spring)
  10. favorite flower:  so many ! flowers hold a lot of significant meaning to me ! i’ll list that all in the tags ah ha, 
  11. favorite scent:  t h e  r a i n  : ) no one is more basic than me
  12. favorite book:
  13. coffee / tea / hot cocoa:  i drink coffee more than tea but tea is v important and sacred to me ,
  14. average sleep hours:  i’ll usually either get 4 hours or 12 hours , never in between woops
  15. cat or dog person:  i have two cats accept one of then is a dog so idk  
  16. favorite fictional character:  saria and celeste are both super important to me bc i would spend so much time around them as a child, also brewster and all of my harvest moon wives lmao
  17. number of blankets you sleep with:  one big one and my cats act like blankets too , i have like, 5 on my bed but idont use them : )
  18. blog created:  i started @korok-kael 6 months ago !!! pinekid tho i started in 2010 ; )
  19. number of followers:  25,000+ between my 3 blogs !  (3k on the ac one, pinekid has almost 18k and my   a e s t h e t i c  /witch one has 5k)
  20. random fact:   i !!! … am tired !!! :‘ )

tag 20!:  @s-enja @luxjii @bunblevee @jjhoa @8bitrk-d @koiysa @jdebbiel @floralbandaid @days-e @dearratroi (only ten oops)

like / reply if you read please (feeling paranoid today for no good reason )

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theres a twinkle in your eyes that makes my heart skip a beat 💘✨

|| Flower Petals ||

[prompt: hanahaki disease, where when you suffer from an unrequited love, you throw up flower petals.]

{summary: โ€œbefore i die, then at least let me die knowing the taste of your lips against mine.โ€}

warnings: angst

**please donโ€™t repost/plagiarize this story. reblogs are fine.**

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You had to excuse yourself from class when you felt the petals clog your throat, making it difficult for you to breathe as the flowers that grew in your lungs slowly began to suffocate you.

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ok so in the new trailer we have tulip ATTACKING THE SAINT OF KILLERS WITH HER FISTS?

Cassidy scoring some prostitutes for Denis? and wearing a life alert thingy in case his heart gives out? and fist-bumping Tulip?

this tender moment I feel is probably going to kill Cassidy and also me?

Tulip hanging out with Featherstone in another disguise and eating her whipped cream m&m pancakes?

Jesse fighting some guys in a Catholic school maybe (there’s a crucifix on the wall)?

MAYBE GRAN’MA L’ANGELLE???