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Can you feel the butterflies?” A Faranda Playlist:

Closer, Faster - Against The Current || Electric Heart (Stay Forever) - Neon Trees || Girls Like Girls - Hayley Kiyoko || Bubbly - Colbie Caillat || Every Little Things She Does Is Magic - Sleeping At Last || Would You Be So Kind - dodie. || Flaws -Bastille || Riptide (Cover) - Annaëlle Schofield || She Keeps Me Warm - Mary Lambert || She - dodie.

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Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.