Fandom: Star Trek (AOS/TOS)
Pairing: ReaderXBones Prompt: Fic 20 of 26 in the CMO’s Log – A to Z
series. Click here for a listing of all
the fics in this series! T is for
Tachycardia. Word Count: 2024
Warnings:Fainting spell, tiny bit of anxiety, medical stuff. Rating: Teen+. Author’s Note: Tachycardia is the medical
term for an abnormally fast heart rate (over 100 beats per minute).
T is for
You’ve been putting off your worry over some symptoms you’ve been having for
weeks. You’ve been feeling a bit dizzy
and fatigued, and on occasion you’ve felt your heart racing. You’d nearly blacked out once or twice, too,
but you’re continuing to brush it off as a result of working long hours and probably
not eating enough.
Now, however, you’re working on checking all of the weapons in the secure
weapons storage and your heart is beginning its now-familiar racing all over
again. You try to ignore it as you take
apart a long-range phaser rifle, but the longer you try to push it away, the
more insistent it becomes. You replace
the rifle you’re holding in the gun safe before you and lock it up, leaning
heavily against a nearby wall.
This was it. This was the one moment that could change their lives. It was all her blonde was rushing through her veins even faster. She could feel the adrenaline pumping through her. Her heart was beat abnormally fast.
Her small hands slightly shaking as she picked up the small result stick. She was scared to see the result but yet she needed to know. She really wanted to know. She looked at the stick, the screen saying that one word.
I have to wear this heart monitor for the next two weeks in order to track my abnormal heart rhythms. Sorta feeling like a bad ass for rocking the monitor at the gym and not letting my insecurities get the best of me. My heart may not be doing well, but I’m not going to let it get in the way of living the life I’ve always wanted or dwell in self pity. I’m channeling the strength of @izzybilotta and @thefitally today 😎💪🏼💗
Jeff Davis call me into his office. My heart was beating abnormally fast. My heels echoed through the hallway to his office. Because I was so nervous, the hallway hasn’t ended to me. It was like I was walking hundred years and I was still on the beginning. I tried to calm self down, but I couldn’t. Even my hands were sweaty and sticky.
I was pretty well on set but it’s my opinion, Davis is here to adjudicate. Yeah, Holland give me thumbs up when I finished but is that enough? Too many girls were perfect for this role and more than half had some experience on set. I wasn’t one of them. I wouldn’t be here that Holland didn’t call me to say that Jeff tries to find a new actor for this character. When I read role I was into it.
I had to admit, this role is written to me. But, did I represent it well? I will see now.
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath before I knocked on the door of Jeff’s office. I opened the door. It was like I opened a new chapter in my life from whom my future depends on. Davis smiled to me and show me to sit. I crossed my legs and started to spin ring around my finger.
‘Y/N, I had to admit, although you do not have any experience in acting, you were good’, he leaned over the table with interlaced fingers. I could fell cramp in the stomach. I dug my nails into a chair and smiled. 'Actually, you were really good’, Jeff took mine portfolio and look in it. 'So, unfortunately, or lucky for you..’, he took a pause. I hated dramatic pauses. Just tell me, man. 'You have this role’, he smiled and I stood up.
'Really?!’, I almost screamed how much I was happy.
'Really. Welcome in the family, Y/N’, Jeff stood up and hug me.
I couldn’t believe. This is the best day in my life. I whispered shyly thank you and he tapped my back. We separated and I was still smiling. He sits down in his chair and showed to me he must call someone. I nodded and left his office.
I screamed muffled and took a deep breath. I got it. I got the role. My hands were still shaking but now because I was freaking happy. I could smile whole day, but then they would put me into a mental hospital, probably.
I saw Holland how is watching me with a smile. She probably saw mine acting a moment ago and she got the all. It was obvious I got the role. I went straight to her. During my walking, my eyes met with chocolate brown eyes of black hair boy. Dylan O'Brien. My heart skips a beat, but I ignored that. I was to occupy about that I was on this show.
'I knew it’, Holland hugged me. 'You were best there, believe me’
I rolled my eyes and smiled to her. She was a so good friend. After all, I wouldn’t be here if she didn’t call me. Red hair girl gave to me a glass of punch and I took it with a wide smile. I loved alcohol almost like acting. We toasted to me and start drinking. Shelly, like and Arden, congratulated me. They seemed like great girls. Arden was so cute, and Shelly is a really beautiful girl. After them, Scott went to me and we talked a little. Holland warned me that it was too frivolous. Of course, she was joking. Not about that he is frivolous. She knew I like that people and I was also like that. And clumsy too.
Holland had to leave me because she had some work, and Scott must go to Jeff’s office to agree on something with him. So, I was standing there all alone, and drinking my punch. I was so happy because I was here. This new chapter of my life is best chapter in my life.
'Hey there’, I heard voice and I snap out of my mind thoughts. I looked in the way where I heard voice and I saw Dylan standing.
'Hi’, I smiled to him. He was also drinking something. I think bear, but it was in one of plastic glasses so I couldn’t see good. Only if I had supervision, and I didn’t, of course. Dylan passes with his hand through his hair and smiled to me.
'So, congratulations to you, Y/N. Welcome to the family’, he said with a wide smile. I nodded.
'Thank you’, I took a sip of punch. 'I don’t believe jet’
'Yeah, I don’t either. For me, of course’, he laughed. 'You were really good out there’, he pointed on the spot where we must act. I rubbed my arm.
'It really means to me’, he raised his brows.
'Really?’, then he frowned. 'Yeah, of course. You’re new in this’, he rolled his eyes to himself and I laughed.
Dylan smiled and look me in the eyes. I froze and just looked at him. He has really beautiful eyes and full mouth. I bite my lip and look ground.
'Are you doing something after this?’, he rubbed his back of the neck.
'No, why?’, I frowned and took another sip and look at him. He smiled at that.
'Well, I wanna to take you somewhere to celebrate this. Holland asks me for this because she can’t’
I could hear my heart how is beating faster and faster until he said that Holland asked him. Then my heart started to beat normally and I clenched my fist. I am too dreamily. Why would I interest Dylan O'Brien? I was like others girls. Why would he choose me when he can choose any girl on this planet?
'Um, I have some stuff to do, so…’, I tried to lie and I smiled cynically. He nodded few times and put his hand in the pocket of jeans.
'Okay, cool…’, he looked at me. 'So, see you tomorrow then’, he turned around and just when he wanna left I smiled.
'It was a lie?’, I asked with raised brows. He stopped.
'W-What?’, Dylan turned back to me and looked me confused. I smiled and crossed my arms over the chest.
'When you said that Holland asked you. That was a lie’, he raised his eyebrow.
'Yeah, how didi you knew that?’, Dylan frowned and smiled. I couldn’t ignore his dimples.
'I didn’t. You just told me that’, I smiled and he laughed.
'Okay, I must admit. You trick me. That was really smart’, Dylan rubbed his back of neck once again. 'So is that a yes?’
'Yes if is that a date.’, I twisted a strand of hair. Dylan smiled and look in the floor and then up.
’Okay, it’s a date’, he raised his arms and laughed.
This was the best day in my life. Definitely. He put his arm around my shoulder and my heart skips a bit. I must get used to it. Dylan looked at me and smiled. I was sure. This boy stole my heart in one day.
It just happened. I woke up one day and everything’s not the same. I can no longer see the sparks in your eyes every time i look at you. As i look at you, i didn’t feel the magic that I had felt since the day that I fell in love with you. Your touch has already lost its power to send shivers down my spine. Your smile has lost its magic to make me smile. Everyday, i am fighting the battle between my heart and mind, the one says “hold on a little longer” but the other one says “let go”. I felt so tired to the point of wanting to give you up, it feels like i have lost all the reason why i need to fight for you. I can no longer feel the electricity that electrifies my heart that causes its abnormal rhythm whenever you are near. I wanted to stay but something came up and it feels like my heart got tired of screaming your name. It just happened all of a sudden and I don’t even know why. I don’t understand how one day can changed everything. I already lost all the reason why i have to hold on to you and i am not happy anymore, i can’t smile today the same way you made me smile yesterday. I’ve lost myself in the process of loving you. I couldn’t continue loving someone if I know that I’m crumbling inside and something inside me is missing. I don’t want to do this but i know, this will be the right thing to do. I guess i’m not yet ready, I guess my love for you isn’t that powerful to make me stay. I guess this is not the right time for the two of us. I think we need to let go of each other. I need to become whole once again in the future so that I would be able to love you completely just like what I did before. We need to set this aside and let’s live our life without each other. I need to know what i need in my life and i need to find myself first. I need to know myself better that’s why I need to leave. Please don’t wait for me. Don’t hope that i will come back. Just continue your life without me. Time will come that we will meet each other again and i will make sure that it’s our turn to continue our love story and i will never leave you and I’d love you just right.
Hey friends. Ten days ago, during an ultrasound, we found out that our daughter’s heart was developing extremely abnormally. Our doctors were doubtful that she’d make it to her August due date, and positive that she would not survive outside the womb. A few days later her heart stopped, I gave birth to her, and we said goodbye. This has been—and will continue to be–an extremely difficult time both emotionally and physically, but we are grateful to have each other and the love and support of our family and friends. We feel privileged to have loved our daughter so much that it hurts this much to lose her.
All this is a way of explaining why my usual internet spaces will probably be pretty quiet over these next few months while I hopefully recover as much as it’s possible to recover from this. Love you guys; hope you stay funny and angry and silly and smart; talk to you soon.
put his phone down after their text exchange, and he flipped out some menus to order once Hunter would arrive. Pizza or chinese. He'd let Hunter pick. He spent his day doing research for a case he had, and an upcoming surgery early next Monday. A woman in her thirties with an abnormal heart; Sebastian needed to fix it before it would cause a tear in her aorta. He didn't see time fly, and soon, Hunter would arrive.
The most common gynecological surgery is removal of the female organs.Women most frequently report to the HERS Foundation these effects:
* Loss of: orgasm; desire, and pleasure,.
* Bone and join pain: some women require walkers or canes
* Backache: disabling.
* Dryness: skin, eyes, genitals,
* Rapid, abnormal aging.
* Heart disease: angina, chest pain
* Loss of identity and emotional dislocation: depression, crying, emotional blunting; loss of maternal feeling and of emotional connection
* Debilitating fatigue not relieved by resting: loss of stamina and exhaustion.
* Insomnia; panic attacks; heart palpitations; impaired memory and concentration; weight gain.
Medical literature documents:
* The uterus is a life long sexually and hormonally active organ. The removal predisposes to impairment of orgasm and disease.
* The ovaries have systemic, regulatory functions life long.
* Hysterectomized women have an elevated risk of death and disability from osteoporosis over normal, intact women of the same age.
Surgeons altered the bodies of 21 million women in the US who were born with the “right bodies”, by removing their female organs. 73% of hysterectomized women’s ovaries, the female gonads, were removed. Removal of the female gonads is castration.
One in three women’s female organs are removed by the age of 60. Ask them what it is to be a woman.
Nora W Coffey
President, Hysterectomy Educational Resources and Services (HERS) Foundation