This. 100x this. Embrace who you are RIGHT NOW and LOVE everything you are! There is no shame in wanting to improve. There is no shame in wanting to change your health and your figure and your life for the better. But do it because you LOVE and RESPECT yourself and want to be better than you were yesterday! Love yourself for all you are AND all you know you CAN be!
(please don’t go eating/drinking random things you’ve found in your yard or park, do the research and save yourself a hospital trip; a lot of these require special preparation so please look into that before potentially harming yourself)