One thing that inspired this song was when we went on our very first headling tour a few years ago. I used to stand there before I went on stage, and I would listen to the crowd making the most amazing, magical, loud screaming sounds. I would hear it and I would sit there and think ‘I can’t believe I get to hear that sound one time in my life.’ That I could never get this melody out of of my head until I finally wrote a new song and I called that song 'Long Live.’ Thank you so much for screaming for us. This song is completely, a hundred percent for you.

Imagine: James McAvoy

Request: James McAvoy falling in love with you, his director for the new X-Men movie.

Originally posted by katiedreamy

Getting into this industry, I never knew how difficult some aspects of it was. I was told 3 things, 1) Always have everything under control 2) Keep a professional distance from everyone 3) Never, ever, ever, ever fall in love with your actors. How did I manage to obliterate all 3 of those rules in one movie. This movie was going to be amazing, one of the best in the X Men series and I knew that. I was smug about it, to be quite honest with you, however, I never expected myself to fall so madly in love with the famous actor; James McAvoy in the process. Him and I were so flirty with each other. every second of the day. when we were around each other. It had always been that way since day one. Him making glances at me from over his shoulder, him buying me coffee and remembering just the way I like it. He paid such careful attention, to every meticulous detail of my life. He was also one of the most, genuinely nice men I had ever met, it took me back a bit. Everyone said he had that “Scottish charm.” Which was annoying to think that he possibly was just a natural flirt, and not interested in me by any means. He was gorgeous, he could have anyone he wanted really, so it wouldn’t make any sense for him to waste his time with me, now would it? After a long day of shooting for 12 hours, we finally got a few days off. James had invited me out with him that night and I had assumed that it was just something that the crew was doing, getting together at a bar. I walked in, to see Jennifer Lawrence, and Michael Fassbender all sitting at the bar with James. “Y/N!” They all said in unison, lifting shot glasses up at me. I could tell that all 3 of them were buzzed. Jennifer immediately coming up to me and putting her arm around my shoulders “You are doing so well, and we wanted to show you that we love you, by celebrating!” Both Michael and James cheered, after Jennifer’s announcement “To Y/N and being the best god damn director in the industry! She’s also the coolest, and drinks with us!” They all clinked their shot glasses and threw them back. My face turned as red, as a tomato. “James will not stop talking about you, get it,” Whispered Jennifer into my ear, before gently bumping me into James. “Oh, sorry!” I exclaimed, widening my eyes at Jennifer, who winked at me. James chuckled “Oh it’s quite alright, Y/N, sit next to me,”  I sat in the empty bar stool next to him, and he handed me a cocktail. It was a Blue Hawaiian, which was my favorite. My jaw dropped and I smiled at him “How did you remember this was my favorite ?!” I exclaimed. He chuckled, “I pay close attention to a lot of things you would not expect. I started to sip my drink as James got closer to me, to speak over the music “Did I tell you look absolutely stunning,” My face felt warm, wasn’t sure if it was from the compliment, the alcohol, or a little bit of both. I shook my head “Me?! Don’t you tease me, I look awful and I know it.” James shook his head in response to my answer “Stop it, you’re beautiful,” “James this room is full of beautiful women, I mean, look at Jennifer fucking Lawrence right there. You could have your pick of any of them,” “But I’m only looking at you,” He said, staring at me with his intense, sky blue eyes. We both looked at each other in silence, before I broke it to drink down the cocktail I was given. After about 6 drinks in, I was on the same level as everyone else. This bars drinks were good, but way strong. James put his hand on the curve of my spine, him noticeably drunk more so than earlier. “Tell me this love, how come you and me never went on any dates? Or have yet to,” “Oh you stop it,” “No seriously! How come? Am I ugly, is my nose too big?” “Jesus Christ, hell no, you are incredibly handsome,” He smiled at me not expecting that answer “Well, thank you, that’s very flattering.” He said as he became very bashful, avoiding eye contact with me for a moment, then continued on with his statement,

 “Anyways, is it because I am annoying?” “No!” I yelled out “I’m too skinny, is that it?” “No, you have the perfect boy type!” “Aww thank you, but still. Then why not, Y/N?” I noticed his hand still lingered on my back, and I blushed. He was totally coming onto me. And he wasn’t being a gross, flirty, pig with everyone else who had a pussy in the room. He had his eyes locked onto me, watching every movement I made, smiling at me, laughing at all my jokes, listening to every thing I said effortlessly. He was truly being sweet, and really was expressing an interest. “Well,” I started, grabbing onto the new drink in front of me “I mean you’re so beautiful, like a model, way out of my league, I’m just a director. I’m no movie star, or model. I don’t have thighs that don’t touch,  or a belly that isn’t perfectly flat. Plus, actors and directors getting together? Hollywood sees it as a little taboo. It just… I don’t know. I didn’t want to dim your shine if you were truly interested in me, being seen with me would probably rouse a few questions of your sanity.” I said, taking a long sip of my drink after I finished. “Y/N, how ridiculous. That’s total bullshit. Listen to me, I’m not like that at all, and besides you are way more than you give yourself credit for. You’re way prettier than most women that are around in Hollywood, and it’s a natural beauty, a classic beauty. You’re so beautiful, that you remind me of Marilyn Monroe, some sort of pin up girl, with beautiful, hourglass curves. How could you ever see yourself as less than that? I wish you would see yourself, as I see you, it would change your mind on everything you just said, just now,” I didn’t know what to say, or if I should say anything,  and before I could respond, I felt my eyes welling up with tears. I had never had someone describe me like that before, this is someone who had taken the time to pay attention to my appearance… “But what would people think?” I asked James in a serious tone. He got closer to me “I don’t give a fuck,” We were cut off, when Jennifer started to get obnoxious, before I could speak we were both surprised by her loud laughter. “Jennifer you need to quiet down, people are staring,” “Fuck them, I don’t care! Don’t be the ruiner of fun, Michael Fassbender!” She yelled, with a loud laugh. “I am not! I just want to prevent your career turning into Lindsey Lohan’s darling! Let’s go back to the hotel!” James and I both laughed at Michael’s answer to how Jennifer was being before Paying for everything and walking down the street to where we were staying with Mike and Jennifer. It was way early in the morning, hardly anyone out on the streets, lucky for us. We had no body guards with us, we could totally get mugged out here. Goosebumps covered my skin, as I realized how awfully cold it was out here. “Oh, my goodness love. Here,” James hurriedly placed his jacket over my  shoulders, then put his arm around my shoulder, holding me close to him. “It’s really unnecessary we are literally right down the street,” “I don’t want you to be cold!” He said with a smile, “Plus it gives me an excuse to hold you close,” He winked at me, as I laughed, a smirk going across his face, him biting his bottom lip. We arrived at the hotel, Jennifer was in tower 1, I was in tower 2. “We gotta take them in 2 separate elevators,” Said James. Michael nodded and pulled Jennifer into the elevator “Say ‘bye, bye, Michael is saving my reputation and acting career!’“ Jennifer pushed him away from her, and waved at us with a smile, we all laughed at them, before the doors closed and they were gone. James helped me into the elevator to get to my room, both of us staying a bit quiet the whole way up. I went to walk right out of the doors, as I said a quick goodnight to James quickly. He grabbed my wrist, and pulled me back inside the elevator “Where do you think you are off to without telling me a proper goodbye, miss? And stealing my jacket?” He said with a huge smile. I looked up at me, and he walked closer towards me, backing me up against the wall of the elevator, getting extremely close to me, so close I could feel his warm breath on my lips. The elevator doors closed and he smirked at me “Can I please kiss you?” He asked his voice in a whisper, his lips brushing mine as he spoke. I slowly nodded, his eyes darted from mine, to my lips, 2 or 3 times, before he finally pressed his full lips, into mine. 

He placed his hand on the side my neck, intensifying the kiss, pulling me closer into each movement he made. My lips moved with his, fitting together with them perfectly, like a puzzle piece. His breathing got heavier, as my own did as well, before we parted from each other. “Well, I better get you to your room, Y/N,” He said with a teasing smile, grabbing onto my hand and letting me lead him to it. I sloppily, stumbled as I found the room, and fumbled with the room key, sliding it into the door, before letting him and myself in, He looked around the room “Wow, you have such a nice view!” He said excitedly, looking through the big window I had, a perfect view of all the best parts of Hollywood. “I’m fairly certain I’ve seen about 5 drug deals with my beautiful view of the dumpster and parking lot,” He laughed, turning around to me. “I think I have the most beautiful view of Hollywood right here in front of me though,” He walked closer to me, and moved a loose hair from my face. My heart swelling inside my chest, he was such a sweet man, and around him I actually felt beautiful. “Well, I guess this is goodbye, love. I will see you tomorrow though, right?” He said raising an eyebrow at me, moving his tongue back, and forth, over his teeth. “You don’t have to leave you know, you could stay here,” I said with a sweet smile. “Oh my darling, I would love nothing more, than to stay the night with you. However, with how drunk you are, and how worried you are of publicity, imagine the TMZ headlines of me walking out of your room in the morning, oh the horror!” He said teasingly, rolling his eyes, a grin spreading on his face. “I thought you were the guy that doesn’t give a fuck what people think, Mr. Scotsman, was that a lie?” I questioned, raising my eye brow at him in teasing suspicion, “I. Fucking. Don’t!” He muttered, exaggerating his Scottish accent on the words, and leaning down to peck me on the lips. I chuckled and looked up at him, caressing his face, feeling the stubble from his growing beard. He put his hand on mine. “Then stay, fuck what they think,” I said shrugging my shoulders. He kissed my forehead and pulled my head to rest on his chest. “I don’t want you to do anything you regret later, especially in the morning when you are horror struck to see me lying next to you,” I rolled my eyes “Whatever, James. I would be thinking about what God decided to grant me this wish,” “A wish, aye? A wish for me to be in your bed?” He teased, laughing and shaking his head, before resting his chin on my head, and running his fingers through my long hair. “A wish just to be around you, or for you to like me.” I muttered. “Well, you don’t need to wish for that, it’s already beyond a like, to be honest with you, love,” We both stood there for a while before James sighed deeply and let me go “Alright, I will stay. I just need to run back to my room, to get all ready for bed and I will be back. Okay?” He said, with a smile. I nodded with a grin, excited for his company. He kissed me quickly and walked out the door “Won’t be long!” He hollered, before the door shut behind him. I got myself into pajamas, peeling off my false lashes, taking off my jewelry, taking out my contact lenses and replacing them with glasses, wiping off my makeup, and brushing my teeth. James soon enough was knocking on the door. I answered, my tooth brush still in my mouth, as I looked him over. He was now in his pajamas, and his breath smelled of winter mint. He smiled at me and walked inside. He stared at my reflection in the mirror, with a smile on his face. “What?” I asked after spitting the toothpaste out of my mouth, echoing in the bathroom, then being drowned out by the sound of water, as I filled my mouth with it to rinse it before using mouth wash. “Nothing, you just look cute without makeup and in glasses is all. I just wanted to have a look at you and take all of you in,” He said, licking the inside of his bottom lip, before walking over to the bed. My face turned a bright shade of pink, as I felt the aggressive butterflies go crazy within my stomach. I had to stop myself from running into my bed to cuddle up with James, and he laid there waiting for me. “Why hello there, beautiful, I saved you a spot right here.” He said, removing the blanket, and patting on his chest, and reaching his hand out to me. I grabbed his hand, and he pulled me into the bed, wrapping his arms around me, and laying my head on his chest. He ran his fingers up and down my arm, drawing figure 8s and circles on my skin, stopping here and there to kiss me on the top of my head. I inhaled his scent. He smelled so masculine, and clean. I looked up at him, and he smiled at me, pushing his lips out at me, and making a soft kissing sound with them. I leaned up and kissed him on his lips, him kissing me back with passion. He held me there, his hand on the back of my head, tangled in my hair. His kisses started to become more frantic, with hunger in each one. I sensed his change in body language and followed along with it, also feeling myself get more into it. I bit onto his body lip and pulled back, gently, letting his lip snap back into place. His breath hitched, and he immediately sighed deeply “Now, easy there,” He said with a chuckle and went back into kissing me, letting his tongue eagerly explore my mouth, rubbing my own against his. I bit his lip again, sucking on it as well this time. A quiet moan escaped his lips this time, and he closed his eyes, stopping kissing me for just a moment “You’re being really unfair, Y/N,” He said with a laugh “Why is that?” I said, in a nonchalant voice. “I have no idea what you are talking about,” “Uh huh, I  am so sure you don’t, love, so fucking positive you are being so innocent,” He said as flipped me around, and put himself onto of me. I let out a small yelp, surprised by what he just did. “Oh you weren’t expecting that, were you?” He exclaimed his eyes growing wide. He kissed my lips once, before peppering kisses all over my jaw line, and my neck, sucking, licking, and biting on the skin along my collar bones. I let out a moan in response to the attention he was paying to my skin, and he chuckled, his voice vibrating into my tender flesh. “Oh how the tables have turned haven’t they?” He joked, he came back to your lips and kissed me one last time, before turning back over and laying beside me “What?” Was all I could manage to say, before looking at him. “Oh, oh that? Yeah, we’re not doing that, not while you’re drunk,” He said, innocently smiling and closing his eyes “I’m not even that drunk,” I protested. He opened one eye and looked at me through the corner of it “Yes you are stop lying,” “I’m not lying!” I said, glaring at him. He laughed and pulled me closer to his body. “I’m not going to do anything to potentionally ruin this right here, so I would rather hold off on that, especially while you have been drinking, lovely woman. I want to keep you as long as I can now. You’re trapped, I’ve claimed you,” He said, kissing me on the forehead, with a loud, exaggerated “MUAH!” I laughed and closed my eyes “You’re right, you can have all of me, it’s all yours. I’ve claimed you too though, so, we’re both pretty fucked,” I said with a nod. “Super fucked, whatever shall we do? Go on a date tomorrow? That’d be dreadful, wouldn’t it?” He said with a laugh “Oh it’s dreadful, what time should we do this?” “At 6, I’ll take you someone horrible, like the McDonalds,” We both laughed. “I would love to go McDonalds, because I’d be with you, James,” He laughed, “With this type of behavior, you’ll have me falling in love with you, quicker than I already am,” I stopped and took in what he said, that he had been falling in love with me, that was it then, we both felt the same way about each other. “Well, I mean, you couldn’t be falling for me any faster than I’m falling for you, I’m sure,” “Wait, wait just one fucking second, wait. You mean to tell me, we had mutual fucking feelings this whole time, and we never made a move until now. 6 months after meeting? We could have had sex by now.” He said furrowing his brows, before laughing “No for real though, I’m bothered that we both mutually felt this way and failed to express it to one another.” “I am too,” I responded with a deep sigh following my statement. “Well, what is important is that we have each other now, and we can makeup for that lost time now,” I answered looking at him with a smile. He nodded with a giggle, “You are correct there, my dear. You are indeed correct,” After that being said, I fell asleep in his arms, lulled by the sounds of his beating heart, and quiet snores. I was truly, and whole heartedly in heaven now, in a serene dream I never wanted to wake from.


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( french titles masterlist. )

my french names masterlist got a lot more notes than i expected, so i thought that it might be a good idea to do something else about french stuff !! i’ve seen a couple of people with blog titles in french lately, and tbh, they don’t always make sense. so,  i’ve decided that this time, i’d make a masterlist of french phrases and words that could make pretty titles in my opinion! also, i added the closest english translation possible beside each phrase/word. i hope you’ll find this useful, angels !!

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someone: you’re ruining that sasaeng’s reputation!!!

same someone: i’m not defending sasaengs!!!

same someone: 😍😍😍 this Headl*ner post!!!

anonymous asked:

hiiii so I've been in the car all day traveling and have completely missed everything that was announced today :((( could you catch me up??


ok so:

  • all time low’s new album will be called future hearts
  • it’s rumored that it will come out march 27th 2015
  • here’s the album art:

  • here’s the tracklist:

1) satellite
2) kicking & screaming
3) something’s gotta give
4) kids in the dark
5) runaways
6) missing you
7) cinderblock garden
8) tidal waves
9) don’t you go
10) bail me out
11) dancing with a wolf
12) the edge of tonight
13) old scars/future hearts

  • #3, the bolded one, something’s gotta give, will be premiering on bbc radio 1 tomorrow at 6:30am gmt
  • but they aren’t actually playing the song until 8:40am gmt
  • here’s a link to a 45 second preview of it
  • also, all time low will be headling a us tour this spring with issues, tonight alive, and state champs
  • it’s rumored that the tour will be announced this tuesday
  • three dates have been leaked:
  • april 15 - tsongas center - lowell, ma
  • may 17 - compuware arena - plymouth, mi
  • may 22 - skyline stage - philadelphia, pa

5SOS doesn’t hit the stage without completing these 5 pre-show rituals >>

I just saw that apparently people have been calling Finn useless and I would just like to respond with the fact that there is only one useless person in the new Star Wars movies and this Kylo Ren

Kylo Ren who : 

  • killed the Lor San Tekka before finding out where the map was hidden. Even though common sense would dictate that the San Tekka would have seen the map and know where Luke is Ren still decided to kill him for no reason. Then even though it’s possible that someone in the village would know of the map Kylo decided to kill them all as well 
  • decided that kidnapping the pretty girl was more important then locating the droid. So instead of calling for backup and crushing the resistance he just put her on his shoulder and skipped away
  • decided to leave a by own words powerful Force user alone with just one guard
  • killed Han Solo aka one of the most well known figures in the Republic rather then capture him and use him to undermine the morale of the Resistance and lure them into traps with attempted rescues.  Because working out his own issues is more important then you know a big strategic advantage for his side 
  • instead of capturing Fin an Rey quickly and effeicently before he passed out from his horrendous injuresies Kylo decided to engage both of them in a duel

He is literally the most useless person in the entire Star Wars universe. Jar Jar Binks has actually done more useful things then him. I am this close to believing that Anakin’s ghost deliberately pushed Kylo to the Dark Side because he knew that this boy was such a fuck up that he would sabotage whoever’s side he is own through his sheer incompetence

I just can’t help but think that two years ago today emblem3 was probably preparing for their audition for the xfactor not expecting much just living life as normal kids keaton was still in high school and drew was still making footlongs at subway and wes was just being a little shit and now they just fucking ended their first headling tour noBODY TOUCH ME IM EMOTIONAL

Fic: Youth (1/1)

Based on a prompt post. Clarke shows up at Lexa’s window at 2AM, insisting they go on an adventure.

Rated T for swearing. 4.9K Words.

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It was quieter and colder than Clarke had expected, gently she shut the car door behind her, looking up at the tall building with the long windows. Her phone lit up when she pressed the home button. 1:54. At least she didn’t have to worry about her mom calling her. She had told her mom she’d be sleeping at Octavia’s. And Octavia had agreed to cover for her, if Clarke would do her English homework for two weeks. Clarke had agreed begrudgingly.

Clarke leaned against her car as another car passed by. She had honestly expected it to be noisier in the city. Even at night.

She took a deep breath and pushed herself off of her car, and walked towards the fire escape attached to the tall building on the corner. She knew that what she was doing insane, climbing up a fire escape to her project partner’s room. But she knew the look on Lexa’s face would be priceless. Besides, it was time Lexa did something spontaneous and slightly dangerous.

Halfway up the fire escape, Clarke stopped and tried to remember how high up she was. Lexa lives on the fourth floor, but was Clarke on the third or the fourth? She decided to just look into the windows she passed. She knew what Lexa’s room looked like, they’d known each other for three years, she’d been in her room when they had to work on projects outside of school. But never to hang out.

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