head of a child 12

STAR CHILD. // A PRINCE NOCTIS FANMIX.

tracklist:

1. saturn by sleeping at last – you taught me the courage of stars before you left, how light carries on endlessly, even after death. / I’d give anything to hear
you say it one more time, that the universe was made just to be seen by my eyes.
2. land of all by woodkid  I took a chance to build a world of mine, a one way ticket for another life. / I miss the friends I had to leave behind, my dad saying: “I’m proud of you, son”. / I will fall for you.
3. when I met death by right away great captain! – the time is arriving prepare to meet the king. the sun that has one thousand suns, deciding if one’s me. / I am the wind, I am the trees, I’m the saving sand. you speak about me sometimes but I never understand.
4. disappear by mikky ekko – so long, fresh breath of innocence. so long to the life we used to know. / yeah, low, the sun is sinking, colder as the years go on.
5. orion’s eyes by sea oleena – My eyes rise toward the large dark, and toward the long light just in time. / I think I can see the infinite sword. / he’s stuck in the sky.
6. I run to you by missio – I don’t judge you, love, I never have before. we make mistakes, we leave them by the door. / don’t quit on me, don’t quit on me. please trust me now, trust me now.
7. writing’s on the wall by sam smith – there’s no more use in running, this is something I gotta face. / as the stars begin to gather, and the light begins to fade, when all hope begins to shatter know that I won’t be afraid. / for you I have to risk it all cause the writing’s on the wall.
8. on the other side by phillip la rue – let the silver voices guide you till you’re standing in flames. / let the light guide you home. I’m here in the fire, like a match to the sky lightin’ up the night for you.
9. sweet naiveté by the deer hunter – hope for reason fades away, a hint of heartache in it’s place. / gone is the time when I could survive nursing on a sweet naiveté. / we’ll move along when there’s nothing left for us here.
10. hurts like hell (feat. fleurie) by tommee profitt – how can I put it down into words, when it’s almost too much for my soul alone. / I loved, and I loved, and I lost you. / I turn it over, I turn it over, but I can’t escape.
11. bury your head by mallory knox – silence remains it’s the same everyday: you will not win. / I won’t let it end. it’s hard to be something I’m not. / bury your head, then you bury these children.
12. child I will hurt you (slowed down) by crystal castles – mercy we abstain, hope you’re entertained, snow covers the stain. / hide all that you could, done for the greater good, it’s later understood.

We. Are. Not. Children.

(Rant be prepared. Running on no sleep and I’m pissed off.)

Trigger: talk of gore and suicide.

I’m not saying my age. But I’m pissed off that I have to be ashamed that I’m in this fandom. Because a majority of the fandom is males who are under 15 no 14, people assume we are immature, childish, and have no respect for others and are just trolls sticking up for their favorite crafter.

Bullshit.

The youtubers themselves may act goofy and just be there for money. But take a glance at how we see them. Take another look at how each one is viewed to us.

In the Wattpad community, and even here, I’ve seen things from gore to fluff in a matter of seconds. The stories and head canons people share are beyond child like or at the level of a 12 year old. Though some are young, I admit as a reader their writing is better than mine.

We have insane alternate universes for each one. Hell, half the Skylox stories are about suicide and cutting. We have literal battles to the death on who is right. Each crafter is unique with each author. I haven’t seen two alike in personality.

So I’m focusing on writing. What about the art? Sure it’s all done by younger people BUT THEYRE BEGINNERS FOR CRYING OUT LOUD. WE HAVE ARTISTS WHO HAVE THEIR ART SHARED ALL OVWR CAUSE OF HOW AMAZING IT IS. I CANT NAME SPECIFICS BUT WE HAVE SOME COME TO MIND IMMEDIATELY!

Our writers and artist may be small in number. BUT I WILL FUCKING FIGHT YOU IF YOU SAY WE ARE ALL CHILDISH. THIS MAY BE A CHILDISH RANT BUT I WILL STAND MY GROUND AND GIVE PROOF THAT WE ARE NOT JUST STUPID KIDS

YES WE CAN GET EXCITE WHEN TEAM CRAFTED GOT BACK TOGETHER. DONT YOU DARE SAY WE ARE CHILDISH CAUSE OF THIS! WE ARE HAPPY THAT THEY ARE HAPPY.

I AM NOT SAYING WE SHOULD SNAP UP AND NOT BE CHILDISH. WRITE THAT GOOFY FANFIC. DRAW NO MATTER HOW IT TURNS OUT. JUST DONT MAKE FUN OF US FOR BEING THIS WAY. IT DOESNT REPRESENT ALL OF US. FUCKING RESPECT US LIKE EVERY OTHER FANDOM.

I DONT SEE ANYONE LAUGHING AT THE CARTOON TV SHOWS. THEY HAVE AS MUCH COMPLEXITY AS US AS WELL. WE JUST DONT GET THE TIME TO SHOW IT OFF CAUSE EVERYONE IS AFRIAD TO SAY THEYRE A CRAFTER

I dare you to argue. Try me. I will give examples.