Tyler Oakley is at my camp right now and it’s so WEIRD watching him go places / do things / post things that o was doing all summer. My friends are in his videos and my bunk is in the background and the inside jokes we started have seeped into his.
I'm so insecure all of the time and I just don't know how to make it go away. I look in the mirror and I'm so disappointed with what I see. I have a huge nose, my lips are so awkward and my eyes are a weird shape. Guys don't really find me attractive. I just wish I could be as beautiful and confident as you are one day because you slay my life. I'm just trying my hardest to stay strong, but my anxiety about my appearance is eating me alive. Whether I wear makeup or not I just feel ugly ☹️