My friend and I were similar in a sense. We were both insecure to the same degree and both got easily jealous with our previous partners. And now she’s dating someone who literally adores her in the most loyal way. He shows her off and introduces her, but the most important part that stood out to me was that she told me that she doesn’t get jealous. She never had the insecurity that he was flirting with other girls behind her back, she never felt the need or want to check his phone and she doesn’t worry about other girls. And honestly when I heard that, I was so happy for her. It helped me so much, it made me realize that my past relationship was genuinely so toxic. N.H was that kind of relationship where when we’re together, it can be the most amazing thing, but when we’re apart and fighting, it can be the most heart wrenching feeling I’ve ever felt in my life. That’s how I knew to let you go once and for all. I need someone who’s gonna make me happy, not intentionally hurt me. In complete honestly, we have a such a strong attraction to each other, and maybe it’ll always be there, but chemistry alone isn’t enough, what we had was insufficient, we lacked support from each other. I’m finally realizing things and I’m so glad I’m progressing. I know I’ll be okay.