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geminineedle  asked:

For the character thing... Makoto and Motomi?

AAA, thanks man!! ;; really appreciate it <3

fucking… makot, my sweet cannibal child….

  • First impression: i thought he was a happy go lucky friendo, just having a good time, couldn’t stop imitating his “OMEGA MEAT BURGER” impression LOL, really adored him from the get go and thought he was cute. 
  • Impression now: SHIT SON, I love this boy to death more than ever, i weep for him, about…. how much of a victim he was to the circumstances as everyone else. I want to protect him, and god i relate to him (not the cannibalism part) so much. He’s an anxious boy who just, felt so confused about why he felt such a way, this strange possessiveness, and i just… his bad end man, i fucking cry just thinking about it. why couldn’t he have had a chance…… either way he loses. 
  • Favorite moment: 

LOL no but– i love a lot of scenes, ngl every scene with makoto has me like “THERE HE IS” but, i have to say, the scene that affected me the most was that scene when he went to youji’s house, and just.. had a melt down right then and there, and was so much the frightened boy he really was, how paranoid and you can tell he wanted to spit out what he wanted to say, but he simply… ran off. in all honesty the first time around i thought i got a bad end- boy was i wrong, this is also tied with the hospital scene because of how… vulnerable he truly was, and how much he regretted doing such a thing to youji…..  (i also love the only time makoto and youji ever hung out in the game, because im a dirty makoyou fan) 

  • Idea for a story: canon makoyous, BUT IN ALL SERIOUSNESS, i would love to explore makoto in the true ending as there was so much left unsaid as to what happens afterwards when he gets back from the hospital, does he even remember youji..? I also want to really explore his post bad ending, the effects of cannibalism and possibly consuming the inner beings from youji’s flesh and, what could possibly occur?? psychologically and of course the guilt and something slipping, what if he was caught? inevitably…. also of course high school setting stuff //cough, band au like the official art…. 
  • Unpopular opinion: uhhhh, im not sure what the general opinion on makoto is? but, i guess, the fact that he was a victim like everyone else, considering the non-con scene with youji, which, is…. how do i say this, that scene was awful alright, but, in all seriousness, he himself said “this isnt what i wanted” and while i may get a lot of hate for this idk? but he really wasnt in control of his body at some point, his instinct was, due to the influence of the pheromones youji emitted (i mean look at tetsuo, and just how little restraint he showed). I seriously believe if he’d been in his right mind, he would’ve never conceived ever harming youji in such a way. he cared too much and you can see just how much he fucking regretted just threatening youji in tetsuo’s route (to the point of attempting suicide). just…. yeah
  • Favorite relationship: Makoto and merry’s (merry is my weakness) , LOL but of course, Makoto and Youji as well, even as friends or as a pairing, i adore them so much. 
  • Favorite headcanon: god so many….. as bad as it is, i kinda like to imagine that Makoto’s eating habits are a nervous induced habit? like, he eats more when he’s upset or anxious, and its like, a comfort thing for him. an eating disorder probably. I also like to think he has all the youji merch (body pillows and figure) in his room. That’s crack but, i love it all the same LOL. 

shit i went overboard, but uHHH I WANNA DO MOTEM TOO SO~~

  • First impression: idk who you are but idk whether to trust you yet or not….. suspect. kinda like akira LOL
  • Impression now: I trust him, i trust him and i love him with all my heart and i just want him to be happy and cheesy and romantic with akira and I JUST WANT HIS HAPPINESS BECAUSE THEN IM HAPPY. im serious his ending was my first and the fucking sweetest and most heart warming ending to me, and i just cant stop crying over it even now. Bless this man. 
  • Favorite moment: so many… sO MANY. but, u GH if i had to choose, that moment, that sticks with me the most, was that scene in the true end, where he basically….. gave up on killing nano or akira, because nano proved how he wished to live by akira’s side, and motomi was so blown away by it and simply said “i came here to kill a machine, not a human being like him” (probs fucked that quote up bUT) LIKE IDK, IT JUST REALLY AMAZED ME, how he was letting his purpose for solely killing Nicole Premiere… like he just stopped, because he knew he wasnt killing a machine, but a human being and he knew there’d be guilt in doing so. He wasn’t going to kill a victim who really wasn’t to blame…. As much as he had reason to become a cold hearted man who simply wanted revenge. Like i respect him as a character with integrity. But again, i loved so many scenes in his own route, there all just… amazing and deep in meaning. But it’d be too long, so yeah. 
  • Unpopular opinion: mmmm, again not sure, but i guess…. uhhh :L im not sure, i’ve never come across anything i didn’t agree on, so moving on. 
  • Favorite relationship: Motomi and Akira man (Keisuke included also), but i also adore the interactions between him and Rin, it’s hilarious. ALSO FUCKIN MOTOMI AND ARBITRO BANTER IS MY FAV OH MY GOD IT CRACKS ME UP. 
  • Favorite headcanon: Motomi’s ptsd over what happened in the past (ie. nightmares, certain reminders, etc.), also nsfw but, that he likes to be dominated by akira in bed :3c. And I was just discussing with @retrolizard how perhaps the moment Motomi realized he’d fallen for Akira, was that scene where they were huddled underneath the blanket, and when Akira passed out, he saw his sleeping face and couldn’t help but think how adorable he was….. and it hit him like a brick wall 
    shit im in deep”
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SO I JUST STARTED WATCHIN WE BARE BEARS IN ORDER, AND I WAS WATCHING THE FIRST EP OF COURSE, AND THE POLICE TOLD EM THAT THEY WERE GOING TO JAIL AND GRIZZ LOOKED AT PANDA AND HE WAS CRYING AND MY HEART DIED OF CUTENESS AND SADNESS CAUSE PANDA IS CINNAMON ROLL THAT JUST WANTS TO DATE SOMEONE AND AND AND HHHHHHHHH