Fuck the distance, fuck not being in your arms, fuck the intangible reality, fuck the way we are forced to be separated, fuck it all, I’m done trying to fucking pretend that it’s okay when it’s tearing me apart. I need you. I fucking need you, and I can’t think straight when you’re not here, or when you’re gone, I’m never at peace with myself and I won’t ever fucking be until my arms are wrapped around you and my lips are on yours. I can’t fucking be here anymore without you, I can’t fucking take it. I can’t fucking pretend that the distance doesn’t hurt when it’s the only thing that’s stopping us. I fucking need you baby, and I need to see you fucking soon.
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God I love you. I love you so much. Everything about me loves you. My heart loves you, my mind loves you, my conscious loves you. Everything. My mind is so entangled with the thought of being with you, that I can’t stop dreaming about you, I can’t stop thinking about you. You’re all I want, you’re everything I want, everything I love and need. Every part of my soul knows it. You. Baby, you. Are mine, and nothing will ever stop me from loving you, nothing in the world can change the way I feel about you. You. Are. Mine. I love you so much, and I can’t bare a life without you. Where there is no you, there is no me. It doesn’t feel right, Im missing the other half of me when you’re gone. I love you so much, it’s scary what I’d do for you. Please just know that I want you so bad, I need you so bad. Don’t ever convince yourself that I don’t want you or love you or don’t want to visit you or kiss you, cause hell I so fucking do. I do with all my heart. Of course we’re setting our boundaries, but that doesn’t effect how deeply in love with you I am. It never will. It will be hard babe, but I really don’t care. As long as you know I love you, as long as I can go day by day giving you cute surprises, as long as I can cheer you up when you’re stressed, as long as I can be there for you, as long as I can support you in every way possible, I don’t care about the rest. I love you. I’m yours to keep. I’m yours forever. I really love you. I love you so much, it hurts to not be with you. I love you so much, I dream about you everynight. I love you so much, I can’t live my life without you. I love you so much, you’re the only thing I’ll ever want, ever need. You’re my universe and everything in it. You’re my man. You’re my strength, my courage. You’re my other half. My king. You are mine. All mine. I love you more than anything babe, I do. I really do. You’re all mine, every single part of me, loves every single part of you. And will forever and always.