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My thoughts on TVD 6x22

I’m tremendously late, I know! BUT, I have a few things to say about the finale, so here I am! Yes, I watched it last week, but I couldn’t find time to come here and share my thoughts, so… Anyway, considering the fact that everybody has already shared opinions about the episode, I’m gonna make it short (otherwise, nobody is gonna read it lol).

Matt worried about Bonnie’s safe - did I say I ship them since season 3? Plus, a relationship between them could maybe give Matt a real storyline. Does they have a ship name? lol

Kai’s evil plan - it was obvious for me since forever he was going to kill himself, kill the entire Gemini Coven with him, just to come back as a witchpire or whatever the name is. But, the “sleeping beauty” spell was a reaaaally “good” move. 

Alaric / Jo - wow! I can’t really find the words to say how terrible I feel for him. Seeing his pregnant wife being killed during his wedding ceremony and not being able to do anything about it? I guess we should NEVER doubt of TVD writers capacity of being cruel. What I didn’t like: nobody gave a f* about Alaric’s suffering and Jo’s death - except for Elena in her goodbye scene with him. 

Elena’s goodbye to the girls - I cried. To be completely honest, it was the only moment I actually cried in the finale. The whole episode was really sad, but this moment just brought me sooo many memories, and when Elena told Bonnie “it’s my time to sacrifice myself for you” - or something like that, I don’t really remember her exact words - I thought “Wow! Now that Elena is leaving the show, I’m actually starting to like her”. And yes, I get when people say that she didn’t really sacrificed herself, because it wasn’t a choice, BUT I gotta say: the fact that she dealt with everything so well, and the fact that she made everything possible to not make Bonnie feel guilty about it - that’s why I’m giving her credit.

Tyler killing Liv - again: we should never doubt of TVD writers capacity of being cruel. What the hell was that? I know, she was already dying, but seriously? Make Tyler kill her to trigger his werewolf curse and save himself was just…. too much. Sad. Cruel.

Elena’s goodbye to Stefan - to summarize: I think it was beautiful and I think they chose the perfect way to respect Stelena’s story. Because, no matter what your ship is, Stefan and Elena loved each other, and nobody can deny it. I loved this moment. 

Damon choosing to save Bonnie - that’s what I call character development. For a moment, I actually believed he was going to let Bonnie to die. I know she couldn’t die, because since Nina left, Elena couldn’t come back, but a lot of things could’ve happened. Kai could’ve cured her as a way to torture Damon and destroy their relationship. The fact that Damon chose to save her, even this meaning he would be without Elena, was really beautiful.

Elena’s goodbye to Damon - beautiful dialogue, but I didn’t really like the dance. I think it would have been more beautiful if it wasn’t so choreographed. I’m not a Delena shipper, but I think I would be happy with the ending if I was. Because they didn’t break up and she didn’t die, so there’s still hope. Right?

The best: Steroline (of course!)

OH. MY. GOD. When they said it would be “satisfying and surprising”, I thought terrible things. Really. But, in fact, it was surprising and satisfying. Actually, it was beautiful. First, Stefan makes crystal clear to Caroline that he has moved on from Elena:

“I don’t think Elena necessarily came into my life to be my soulmate. I mean, she was. We loved each other, but she was also the only person I’ve ever met who actually believed that my brother was worth loving. And she reminded me that I used to believe that about him too. Her faith in him brought Damon and me back together. And yeah, I loved her, more than I ever thought that I could love somebody else. But I think in the end, I needed him more than I needed her. Is that why you feel you need to stay away from me? Is it because you think that I haven’t moved on?”

And then his final speech:

“Yesterday you told me you made a list of all the ways that loving me has ruined your life. And I get it. I haven’t made it easy on you. But I made a list too. Of all the ways that loving you has changed mine. You were by my side when I needed a friend. You made me laugh, you made me dance. You told me that I would find love again. And I understand if you need time to heal and to live your life without me. I understand if I have to wait for you. And I will. I’ll wait. And when you’re ready for me, I will be ready for you.”

I KNEW IT!!!! I knew Stefan would make an epic speech to her and finally say he loves her!! Okay, they didn’t end the season together, but somehow, it was better! Because we’ll get to see them flirting and acting weirdly cute around each other and we’ll get to see their first date and their second-first kiss and their second-first time and it’ll be amazing and cute and romantic and everything. Plus, the song choice was simply perfect. 

The worst: 

- Kai healing himself from the werewolf bite. They destroyed all the mythology around it and it was completely unnecessary. I hated it.

- Enzo, Lilly and the witchpires. I didn’t actually paid much attention. 


As always, this ended up being longer than I wanted. Because, of course, I just can’t summarize anything. Sorry.

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Look, I’ve been revising my will. And with Margaret lost, I’m dividing most of my estate between Ellery and Kevin. I know you don’t want it, but it’s for him. And I don’t want it to put you in an awkward position when some man you used to work with leaves your son a small fortune.

Open RP: The Vampire Needs to Meet People

The Immortal sat out under the silver full moon, a leather-bound journal open. The small book was balanced on his knee, his right hand steadying it as he wrote on the smooth pages, wrote of his memories of a time long since gone, of empires that fell millennia ago, of people who were now long dead. 

He wrote, spidery writing covering the many pages of the book, trying to remember. Trying to remember what it felt like like to stand out in the sunlight without burning, what it truly laughing or smiling was, what having friends was like. What family was. What his name was…

He was a Vampire. He was Immortal, and yet he was lonely, though he was loathe to admit it. He told himself constantly that he didn’t need anyone, that they would only leave him when they found out about his nature, or he would have to watch them grow old and die. Or, if they were with him when the thirst struck… Would he be able to control himself? He was better off alone, yes. That’s what he told himself, but still, there was that part of him that longed for companionship…

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RIP Captain Swan Fandom

4-1-15 (or 4-2-15 in other parts of the world)

Here lies the Captain Swan fandom, who died of CS feels when finale spoilers were released on this day. They are survived by a few lucky shippers who don’t frequent twitter or tumblr and who are fated to join their brethren when the episode actually airs.