One of my boyfriend Jordan’s friends (at the time, my friend) had a thing for me, but it spiraled into this creepy obsession. Earlier in the year he’d occasionally stand outside my window and I’d just be like “haha, hey there.” I later learned that he’d saved photos of me from facebook with the intention of editing cat ears onto to jerk off to or whatever because he had some creepy ass loli catgirl fetish. Before I figured out it was a fetish and not just an “ok, he likes catgirls” I drew him one. He’s confessed to Jordan that over spring break he’d talk to it, so we can only assume what else he’s done. This was creepy as fuck so I decided to take it away from him so he could actually have a chance at being a normal member of society, so sometime in April I tried to take it away from him and he lifted me up in a way that restrained my arms and threw me across the room and out the door. I’ve only gotten minor bruises but this incident also may have given me PTSD.
He was in 2 of my classes so I stopped attending them because the sight of him gives me nausea and I start crying; one time I’ve actually vomited from seeing him again. So, of course, I failed these classes, and together with doing badly the first semester, my grades have been so bad that I’ve been suspended from college until spring 2016.
Right now I’m living in my uncle’s spare house but I remember my aunt telling me that I’m not allowed to live here if I’m not going to be attending college. I currently have about $50 in my checking account. I’m registered as a CNA in Montana but I’d have to retake the course and exam for either North Dakota or Minnesota, and it’s $650 in cash. I’m currently waiting for Forever21′s open interview on Saturday so I can at least live off of minimum wage until I’m a CNA and can move out of this house if that’s what they still want.