he's not my ideal guy


Tony and Peter sharing the same sentiment on why they do what they do, they both blame themselves for not doing enough, and feel the responsibility to do more and better, to protect the people and the world they love and care about
(inspired by @knightinironarmor [x])

I did not fall for him because he was good for me. I fell for him for the way he sees life. He is better than most of the people I have seen and spoken to. He is better than this ideal guy I had in my mind. He is tender. He is kind. He is loyal. He is ferocious and he is calm. I fell for him because I’m jealous of him. I fell for him because he is more than a song or a piece of art or a movie could make me feel. He gives me a sense of home, a sense of this serene and exciting infinity that I have always wanted. He is beautiful in a way he does not understand. He is what I have always wanted to be, to be generous and kind and loving and so very strong. Because that part of me has been lost and that part of me, I found in him. He is hope. He is that soul people show in books, a tender heart yet strong. That soul that survived through storm, ruffled and yet optimistic. Something, someone I try to be. Sigh. I found my home.

So you like bad boys? (Jungkook)

Thank you so much for the request I hope you like it <3

The clock ticked by slowly, only making it seem like the day wasn’t ever going to end at all. The teacher stood at the front of the class, switching between both her notebook and the white board, looking up once again again to make sure everyone’s attention was engaged on her. Jungkook however, had his head in his hand, eyes towards his book that he found himself doodling on because of boredom. He was soon stopped after hearing his name being called out by the teacher, “Jungkook, can you repeat what I just said please?”. Soon after being picked on, he sunk low in his chair, going the deepest shade of red, stumbling and had troubles finding his words, even so that the teacher had to repeat herself instead, “Pay attention, Mr Jeon”. Jungkook was an easy target to make so awkward, being terribly shy and wouldn’t talk to no one in his class, he kept to himself, none of his 6 best friends were in any of his classes which was worse for him. Despite being the way he was in class, and just in general if he’s without his friends, he seemed to be attracted to girls who were the complete opposite to him.

Everyday, Jungkook would try and avoid anything that could put him in his awkward modes as he didn’t want to be noticed that way by his crush that was in all of his classes, so when he does get picked on by the teachers, he gets so embarrassed and would want to just leave the class to save being seen by her the way he was. You were his ultimate crush who he had liked since he joined the school a year ago. However, you were the toughest girl in the school, you never noticed anyone else apart from your best friends. 

Later on in the current lesson he was in, Jungkook had his head around his art work that he had recently been working on until his ears twitched to pick up the conversation that yourself and one of your friends were having from the table behind him. He didn’t mean to eves-drop but the mention of ‘My ideal guy is…’ made him thought he needed to know, he leaned back on his chair, bringing his art closer to him as he mainly concentrated on what was being said. “So, Y/N. Have you got an eye on anyone right now, like any guy at all?” Your friend asked, in a teasing tone as you giggled, “Not yet, however I really like bad boys.” That was enough for Jungkook to hear as he smirked to himself slightly, god knows what then went through that boy’s head after that.

Jungkook spent a whole three hours after college had finished, sorting out his wardrobe, getting his hair styled the way that would give off a bad boy impression and planned the next day ahead, crossed fingers in hope to get the girl he wants for this. Jungkook knew he shouldn’t change himself for anyone but he loved his sudden style change.

The day after, Jungkook pulled up in the college car park, jumping out of his car and locked it before heading around to the front of college and to the main double doors. People stopped in their tracks as Jungkook strutted through the corridors, confused but surprised and his over-night transformation, even then they weren’t sure or not if it was actually Jungkook walking through and not some new student. The buzzer rung, signalling it was time to make your way to your classes, Jungkook however, decided to make a start of his ‘bad-boy’ actions as he stayed up on the library stairs, headphones in while blasting his music before heading to class 15 minutes later so he was late for the beginning of his science class. He reached the door, turned to handle and walked in, looking around the room first, headphones still hanging from his ears, then very slowly walking towards his seat at the back of the class. At the other side of the back of the class, was yourself and your friends, laughing, before you got side-tracked by the sudden appearance of Jungkook who was ignoring the teacher’s lecture of not being late. He was wearing all black, and leathers, his hair styled, which his fingers ran through before putting back perfectly into place. You couldn’t get your eyes off him and found yourself staring at him more than you should be as a smirk grew bigger and bigger on your face, leaning on your hand. Jungkook didn’t sit in his original seat, no, instead he strolled over the the seat next on the table next to you, managing to threaten someone who was already sitting there to move seats so he could sit there. 

Although, your little trans was interrupted by your friend who pulled your hand away from your head as you almost smacked your head on the table, but quickly snapping it to face her as she tried her best to keep back the laughs she wanted to let out.”Y/N, that’s Jungkook… The guy that always got embarrassed and shy as hell.” She whispered in your ear as a shrug came from your shoulders. You grabbed your stuff, stood up and signaled the student sitting next to Jungkook to move somewhere else, dumping you stuff onto the floor and books on the desk, slouching down into the chair. Jungkook’s smirk was glued to his smug face as he turned to face you, took out his headphones, you smiling at him before going to do work. After finding the confidence, he tried anything he could to impress you, but his sweet smile that flashed a few times melted your heart, knowing he’s still going to be that shy boy underneath it all but for now, your enjoying the way he was. Even then, you knew you were going to like him one way or another. Though after the lesson, he walked with you down the corridor to the canteen, knowing this was his change, he picked up the courage to mention and ask you, “Y/N, will you go on a date with me?” He smiled, asking in a deep-ish voice and your eyes widened just a little, but you nodded your head, “Great, tonight meet me outside the college gates at five!” He excitedly side, straightening himself back to the bad boy he was after loosing it then for a split second, walking away, proud of himself.


Well I got outed to someone with no filter tonight. 

I just wanted to watch Bridesmaids.

Person: who’s your bias in knk?
Me: *starts sweating*

Unknown Feelings | Pt. 1

Taehyung Scenario/Imagine

Genre: school fluff ; slightly angsty ; cuteness everywhere

Blurb: You’re taking a summer class with your long time crush Taehyung. You’ve confessed your feelings, but he doesn’t feel the same way. Add in a flirtatious Jeon Jungkook and wonder how Taehyung would deal with seeing another guy all over you.

Word Count: 2,344

Part 1  Part 2  Part 3

Reader x Taehyung

A/N: Yes, this was a product of my overactive imagination when I found out I was going to spend my entire summer with my own long time crush. DON’T JUDGE ME.

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Boyfriend! Kun
  • bOI this guy would be so excited for your date
  • and he would be such a gentleman
  • so prepare for him to show up at your door with a bouquet of fresh cut flowers
  • and a hUGE smile on his face
  • “you look so beautiful today, babe”
  • it’d be a city date with a bit of walking
  • he just wants to show you around and take you to his favorite places
  • and he also wants to show you off
  • so his hand would be resting on your shoulder most of the time
  • it’s very comforting to have his presence right next to you
  • he’d see his favorite bakery so of course he’d have to take you
  • he takes your hand and leads you inside, holding the door open for you
  • “what do you want to eat?”
  • you guys decide on these really cute little cakes
  • and also treats you to some bubble tea
  • you rest for a while but decide to continue exploring the city
  • he insists on taking couple selfies together
  • “ah~ isn’t my baobei cute?”
  • on the way, he sees a street food stand
  • so naturally he stops to buy something else to eat
  • he pretends to steal a bite of yours but instead steals a kiss
  • you’re blushing really hard now and he thinks it’s cute
  • while you’re outside, it starts to rain a bit
  • he wouldn’t let your hair get wet of course
  • but for someone who thought he was prepared for everything, he didn’t bring an umbrella
  • so he takes off his jacket and both of you huddle under it while you try to find shelter
  • “come a bit closer so we can both stay dry”
  • you find shelter in a nearby bookstore
  • you’d browse the shelves together but don’t find anything
  • by now the rain has stopped, but it’s also getting late
  • so he sends you home
  • before he leaves, he gives you a warm hug and you smile
  • “until next time?”
  • “yeah… are you free tomorrow?”
My Seventeen Hi-Touch Experience at KCON16NY

KCON is officially over.  I still haven’t fully recovered from it yet.  Tbh my memory was a blur because it was so surreal I can’t believe all that actually happened.  I did the early check in on Thursday and I originally got a BTS Hi-Touch voucher which was basically a golden ticket because 8/10 people wanted a BTS Hi-Touch, but I was so desperate so I traded with the girl next to me on the line and got the SVT Hi-Touch voucher which is totally worth it.  I’m so thankful that I got to meet them in person.

I’m going to try to summarize what I remember from the Hi-Touch:

DK: This ray of sunshine was the first member I hi touched. He was pretty tall.  I said thank you, he said thank you. And that was about it. 

Joshua: I told Joshua welcome back to America and I think he said thank you.  His voice sounded a bit deeper than I thought.  Gorgeous looking person. 

Woozi: CUTE. Jihoon is a bit shorter than me, confirmed on 062416. His hands were pretty big and warm, I didn’t get to lock fingers with him(I don’t think he did with anyone) but I tried to keep my hands on his for as long as I could. So I told him I wrote him a song and I told him two times but I’m not sure if he understood me or maybe it was just hard for him to hear me because the place was really loud with the music playing and everyone singing and screaming.  He just kinda looked at me, smiled a little at the end, bowed and nodded his head.  I’m not sure if he was being shy or what but I feel like he low-key didn’t really want to do the hi-touch event.  I think he was being overly polite which made him seem very distanced.  I understand he’s not the kind of person who would act all happy and bubbly around people he doesn’t know but when I tried to look at him in the eyes, it just made me realize that after all the days and nights liking him, we’re just two strangers to each other, I know nothing about him and he knows nothing about me.  It makes me sad to think about this because he’s my bias but hey at least he looked at me a little bit more than he did with the others.  I’m not asking for anything more than this, I had a good 5 solid seconds with him.

Seungkwan: MY SASSY DIVA BOO.  What made me so happy is that he genuinely looked excited and happy to be there and meet everyone.  I locked fingers with him and told him he’s the best quality.  He made a content face and said thank you to me.  Such an adorable happy kid.  And he looked like he’s been eating well lol    

Jeonghan: My angel, he’s SO beautiful up close.  Too beautiful I was nervous to look him in the eyes.  I kinda intertwined my fingers with him. He’s not as tall as I thought he is coz I didn’t really have to look up to look at him.  He smiled and nodded his head at me.  I honestly don’t remember what I said to him because I was so flustered I think I might have mumbled “omg you’re so pretty”, I probably just said thank you but I don’t remember.  But over all, he seemed nice and he just looked so good.  

Mingyu: Okay, so I didn’t even notice until I saw a fancam of the hi touch and FREAKING KIM MINGYU, THIS NASTY GUY HE TOUCHED/wiped HIS NOSE BEFORE HI TOUCHING ME AND I LOCKED FINGERS WITH HIM. I GOT THE FAMOUS MINGYU GERM FROM HIS HANDS if I get sick I’m gonna send Pledis my medical bill  This guy is so tall (almost a full head taller than I am) and he’s a bit tan. Model Mingyu. So handsome.  I think he said thank you.  I told him to say hi to Wonwoo.  He laughed a little.  

S.Coups: Seungcheol my man, this guy is so ideal.  SO HANDSOME AND MANLY.  I locked finders with him, our hands are the same size.  His hands were so strong and made me feel secure in a way.  He leaned in a little closer to me just to hear what I was trying to say to him what a gentleman.  I told him he’s the best leader.  He smiled and said awh thank you.  Then I let go of my hands and gave him two thumbs up.  He gave me two thumbs up back.  I LOVE CHOI SEUNGCHEOL.         

Vernon: Our meme boy, a cool cute happy kid.  VERY GORGEOUS. I locked fingers with him, his hands were a bit bigger than Coups’. He said hello two times and did this really cute cringe with his eyes and nose when he smiled at me.  I said thank you, he said thank you.  Once again, GORGEOUS kid.  

Hoshi: confirmed: SOONYOUNG IS A CUTE HAMSTER. CUTE CUTE CUTE. I don’t know how many times I have to emphasize this but HOSH IS JUST SO ADORABLE.  The way he smiled and his eyes, he really is 10:10.  We just said hi and intertwined fingers.  He was very smiley the whole time and his cute little front teeth      

The8: My precious China line ½.  Tall, skinny kid with big hands.  I think I might’ve mumbled something in Chinese to him but I don’t really remember now.  

Dino: I didn’t get to spend a lot of time hi touching our precious maknae.  But he was an adorable kid.  He’s a bit taller than me. 

Jun: My precious China line 2/2. Jun was tall and handsome.  I talked to him in Chinese coz I wanted to give SVT something but he told me I need to talk to their manager and just so you guys know, none of their managers really speak English.  I’m sure their managers probably told them that they’re not allowed to accept anything from the fans no matter what.  But when I talked to him, he sounded like he really wanted to take it but he just couldn’t.  He was nice and spoke pretty softly probably because of the situation, he sounded a bit sorry.


I started watching younger recently and I just finished season 3. I just want to put it out there, I give zero fucks about what happens to Liza. Like all of her problems are self made and I have no sympathy for her but I do care about Josh. He is a good person who puts up with a lot of her shit and he doesn’t get nearly enough credit for it from her or anyone really(Maggie tries but can only do so much). He has a steady job and is good with kids and he cares about her work and about her friends and basically like all around ideal guy(at least what I think of as my ideal guy), but he keeps getting his heart broken and I am not here for it. Basically, I just want Josh to have a happy ending. I’m still in love with the show though but more for the side characters than Liza herself even though I absolutely adore Sutton Foster.