he's like a bubbly child

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Exams and breakdowns just had to happen while I was in the middle of working on this so this took absolute ages to finish i’m sorry

Dumb little thing inspired by @tiny-septic-box-sam‘s Texts from Dark and Anti

goddamn why do i relate to the glitchy demon son so much i too get incredibly happy and not know what to do with myself when anyone says anything remotely nice to me

it’s all everything with you (ao3)

an unofficial sequel to “it’s all nothing without you[x]” (check out the accompanying art piece by @erwinsalive here[x]). inspired by a trip to the ocean a few weeks ago (and then forgot about because of all the prompts i was doing lol).


They start by remembering each other’s names.

“Erwin.”

“Levi.”

They know the names are theirs, even though they’ve lived this life by another for over three decades. The other memories bubble from the bases of their brain stems, pop against the surface of their consciousness like the champagne they share. They clink their glasses at New Year’s–another year, another one together. They kiss when the ball drops. Erwin says into Levi’s lips, “Eight years together, darling.” And Levi doesn’t correct him when they sit back into their seats, because it really doesn’t feel like a lifetime away since they had parted.

Love was easy. Instantaneous. Erwin said it after they first met. Took his face between his hands, hands so big and familiar they made Levi’s heart ache with a pain he thought he had forgotten in death. Their lips fell together like they always did, like they had been chiseled from the same stone. And as they lived on together again, they masoned the pieces of this life with the last. It was interesting to see how parallels were formed–how certain phobias transcended through spirit and left them bodily weak. They haven’t remembered everything, they wouldn’t even know when they would have reached the pinnacle of remembering anyway, but they remember enough.

Levi remembers the ocean the following year.

He sits paralyzed in the passenger seat. His hands gripping his pants as if he’s trying to rip them off. He knows now why he has always hated the ocean. He was able to compose himself around imagery and video of it, choking down the anxiety like a pill too big through his throat. But now it was here, undulating like a maggot’s backside, and vast like the sky that sits atop of it. Inside the car, he’s drowning. Inside the car, he’s safe. He swallows, but he can’t move anything else. He’s drowning, he’s…

“Levi?” Erwin takes off his sunglasses and folds them, placing one arm of them into the collar of his polo shirt.

Levi can’t come up with the words. They’re parked right along the beach. He can see the waves rolling in. He can see the brats wadding in the shallow waves. He can see Hange shin deep in water so blue he never knew the specific word for it (he learned in this life it was “turquoise”). He brings his hand to his forehead and shakes out a breath.

“Levi, darling. Talk to me. Did you remember something?”

Levi bites his lip and nods shallowly. He rests the side of his head against the window. It’s cold from the air conditioning blowing on it for the past hour. He feels fevered, sick, disgusted.

“About what?” Erwin leans over and places his hand on top of Levi’s, and Levi’s fingers relax slightly, the denim of his jeans releasing from under nails. “Maybe I can help you through this, like when you remembered…”

“We made it…” Levi starts, because he’d rather talk about this than about the serum. “We made it to the ocean.”

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Imagine getting hyped up on sugar without Crowley knowing.

You were sitting on the arm of Crowley’s throne with a smile spread across your face, your blood overloaded with sugar which was something you weren’t used to. You couldn’t help but think of mischievous ideas while your king sat there listening to the latest news being told to him by his minions. His face was serious as he absorbed everything they had to tell him, but you on the other hand, was bored out of your mind. That was until you decided to entertain yourself.

Slowly, you moved your finger to his face, poking his cheek softly. He waved your hand away, but you done it again, and again, and again, and again. Finally, he got fed up with your childish behavior and smacked your hand away harshly before sending a threatening glare your way. Even though you knew you were pushing your luck you still carried on. Once your finger touched the stubble on his chin for the last time, he caught your wrist tightly.

“Excuse me for a moment.” He said calmly as he rose from his seat, dragging you along with him. You followed him towards the door where the two of you were alone. He stalked towards you slowly. "What the hell are you doing?“

You looked down at the floor, hands sweaty. "I, um, got bored. I figured it would be funny.” You thought back at his reaction and began to giggle earning a strange look from Crowley.

“What’s the matter with you? You’re never like this.”

“I had a candy bar and soda.” You laughed.

He rolled his eyes. “Sugar and caffeine? Really, Y/n?”

You nodded and continued to giggle. He knew very well that this would last all day long, and he wasn’t looking forward to dealing with your bubbly attitude and child like shenanigans.

He sighed before getting closer to you face causing you to stifle the relentless giggles. “No more aggravating me while I’m at work, understood?”

You nodded as your brain stormed up even more hilarious ways to prank with him. You bit your lip and looked up at him with a look of false innocence. “Yeah… understood.”

anonymous asked:

For the "Send me a pairing and a prompt" : TakuKamu for "I’m pregnant.”

 The first time he heard it, Takumi swore he thought he had gone deaf.

 His mouth felt dry. His eyes were wide. “I-I-” Words were merely a squeak as he tried to produce as least one sentence. But alas, all that came out were empty air, drying his lips as the stood there like a fool.

 The longer she looked at him, the more Kamui felt nervous.

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anonymous asked:

Cute bubble baths with Yamaguchi, Akaashi, Bokuto and Kuroo ??

Yamaguchi: He was pretty nervous at first of the idea of a bath together, but he didn’t mind so much once the two of you were actually in the bath together. He felt relaxed and a bit like a child, since it was a bubble bath. He sunk down into the water some, with the bubble reaching up to just under his nose and covering his mouth, and he smiled happily at you—though it was covered by the bubbles. The two of you just giggled and smiles at each other, taking the bubbles and making funny shapes out of them while they were on the water.

Kuroo: He was the one who dragged you into the bubble bath in the first place. He was practically a giant child in the bath, grinning and taking the bubbles and foam and placing them all over his face in different things. He gave himself a Santa beard, then gave himself cat ears. “Get it? ‘Cause I’m on Nekoma?” he grinned at you, taking some bubbles and giving you some cat ears, as well.

Bokuto: A giant child as well—he got really excited about the idea and wanted to do it right away, so he pretty much jumped in the bath while he asked you the pour the bubble bath into it. He swirled it around and when the bubbles were all there, he grinned and motioned for you to come in and join him. He gathered up a bunch of the bubbles in his arms before he gave you a big hug once you were in the bath with him, the bubbles flying everywhere as he laughs.

Akaashi: You never really pegged Akaashi as the one for bubble baths, but he insisted on it, and you found it quite relaxing as a result. He was calm in the bath, just leaning himself against you as he talked to you, playing with the bubbles with his fingers. He’d sometimes make animals and shapes out of the bubbles as best he could, and show them to you for you to smile at.

Ciel Phantomhive

Ok, so here goes. Let’s talk about my baby. 

There is something SO incredibly special about Ciel Phantomhive. So, SO special. I know every anime fan has that one character…Well Ciel is mine. I can not begin to fathom the shit he’s had to deal with both physically and emotionally, yet I can relate to him on many levels. 

When I first watched Kuroshitsuji, I was a weeaboo middle schooler, who cared about how hot Sebastian was, and how amazing Sebastian was, and I was just like any other 7th grader who was just getting into anime…I digress; as the years passed, I’ve rewatched, and analyzed the series so many times. It’s just- something I do. AND in doing so, I’ve gravitated myself towards Ciel more and more with every watch through. 

I find myself thinking more and more about his life, both before his parents’ death and after. About how much has changed, and about- what he would be like if Rachel and Vincent never died. However the past can’t be changed, and I won’t bring in any fan fiction AU here. This is strictly canon. Ciel’s parents died on his 10th birthday, as we all know as December 14th. And we as an audience are introduced to Ciel’s character (Post the opening scene in the anime) as a 12 year old boy, living in this huge manor with a demon and 3 bumbling servants. 2 years have passed, (roughly), and Ciel has gone from a tragic stricken boy to a cold and reserved pre-teen…

  Think of the events BEFORE the fire at the manor…When Ciel is out with Rachel and Vincent. Boasting about how today was his birthday, and how his mother was going to read him as many stories as he liked…That bubbly, openly happy child disappeared, and was replaced with the Ciel we see presented in the anime/manga.

However, I look at now, and fully admire the 12/13 year old boy who we have come to know and feel bad for. There are SO few characters in any fandom that I admire, love, relate to, and feel bad for all at the same time. His presence is unique and very strong in itself. This god damn 13 year old child has quite literally been to hell and back, and this little fucker’s determination is what makes me love him. All flaws included, Ciel is wonderful. 

The fact that he can’t tie his shoes, or make his own tea- who cares? He’s the Queen’s guard dog, he’s 13, and he watched his parents die. Watched them burn. And he’s stuck with that image in his mind- and I’m sure he’s thought a few times that he’s better off with them, rather than on earth living under the fact that Sebastian will devour his soul the moment he gains is revenge. 

With this determination and a strong will, Ciel has pressed through what most grown individuals would find to be too much. He sure as hell knows that once he gets what he’s fighting for, he’s going to die. He knows this, and he accepts it. With that acceptance, Ciel gains this underlying power. This is excluding the demon by his side that literally keeps him from dying. Either way, Ciel gains this…lack of personal ability to give up, because- as he’s stated before- without his hatred, he would be nothing. 

This isn’t to say that hatred is all that Ciel’s character is based on. Oh no. Sorrow, pain, wisdom, and ultimately, love, are among the things that has developed through his character. Love, is even why he’s gone to such measures. Rachel and Vincent meant the world to him, just as any parents would mean to their child. Just because Ciel can no longer ‘love’ or ‘smile genuinely’ doesn’t mean he can’t feel it. It’s the general expression that’s lost. 

My personal opinion is that Ciel’s actions were fully driven by love and a fiery vengeance. While the intricate thoughts of the boy could be argued, and go in many different directions, I’ll leave it at that, and move on to something else.

(I know you’re all probably dreadfully bored with me, but just stick with me.)

Ciel has this sort of- overlaying stoic sort of way of public presentation. But, as we all know, it’s all a facade. And I think it’s wonderful, how long he can hold this act. My opinion (once again) is that Sebastian and Tanaka are the only two who truly understand, or at least realize the kind of numb sort of pain Ciel is consistently in. Back to my main point- it’s THIS strong drive and will power that makes me respect Ciel in the highest regards. 

I feel like the boy really needs someone on his side, that doesn’t question him. Yes, Sebastian is at his every whim, but Sebastian is what keeps Ciel grounded…makes him think. If someone would just- agree with him every now and again, and not annoy him…I don’t know, I’m getting to the point where I’m on edge and boarderline caps locking you all to death. But I’m not editing this, so skip around if you must. 

I have never felt such a genuine connection to a character the way I feel with Ciel. I can say honestly this isn’t the whole ‘anime crush’ ‘shota’ sort of thing. I think of Ciel in much higher regard than that. Like a sibling or best friend, a shoulder to lean on. It’s such a strange connection- I can’t describe it…But I see so much in him, and I have never felt it with any other character. 

As lonely as he is, and as much as he thinks he needs to be alone- Ciel needs someone. 

Again, I’m getting off track. I have written many a passionate rant about this boy, and I swear I will protect him with my life. Can we just for 10 minutes look back at what he’s done over the course of countless manga chapters, and 3 anime seasons. The bullshit torture he’s endured, the emotional and physical trauma he’s been dealt, and the fact that he’s kept going. Like damn. I don’t know about you but that’s pretty fuckin’ admirable. I can’t even list on both hands what Ciel has been through. Some of the shit that’s happened SHOULD have killed him. But with a demon by his side and an insane amount of will power, he’s alive, and he’s still fighting for his family name, and vengeance to his family name. 

Part of me feels like people won’t understand what I’m trying to convey, but I’m seriously hoping at least one of you like-minded tumblr folk will relate to this…

But, thank you, Ciel Phantomhive, for existing. And thank you, Yana Toboso, for creating such a dynamic and wonderful character. (Also thank you if you took the time to read all this.  Bless your faces)

The way he talks about you when you're not around.

Cameron: Cam has always treated you like a princess from start to finish, the same goes to how he talks about you with his friends. Cam uses words like “Stunning” “Perfect” and even “goddess” to describe you. The word “imperfection” isn’t in his vocabulary.

Aaron: Aaron treats you like a delicate flower. He loves to talk about how light you are and how much he loves your attitude. He uses words like “elegant” “caring” And “graceful” to describe you. He values your presence a lot.

Mathew: Matt loves your bubbly and energetic personality. He treats you like a child, and teases you in the cutest way possible. He uses words like “spontaneous” “playful” and “cute” to describe you. He loves to play with you. 

Jack g: Jack G is mysterious when it comes to you. The guys never know what’s up with you two, especially because he’s so protective over you. Generally, he doesn’t talk about you too much to mass amounts of people, but when he’s with a close friend he really is descriptive. “Sexy” “Angelic” and “Creative” easily slip off his tongue regarding you.  

Hayes: Hayes is careful when it comes to your relationship, which you find adorable. He absolutely loves being around you at all times. He describes you as “refreshing” “positive” and “energizing." 

Hope you liked it :)

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Excuse Me

11. In a bubble bath

Foxy was laughing and liking the bubbles. He was acting like a child who is seeing something for the first time until he saw Ren and screamed as he quickly hid under the bubbles. He peeked out at her, “You scared me….”