Sirius draws on himself when he’s nervous. Little doodles, rainbows, anything and everything. It gets worse when test time comes up, and it isn’t uncommon to see him covered in a rainbow of colours around finals. When offered a quill in Azkaban, he continues this, until he can’t take it anymore and the quill breaks. Once out of Azkaban and living in Grimmauld Place, he surprises the entire Order when he walks into a meeting looking like a pair of children had gotten into paint and just covered him with it.
One day In the morning Black water covered his knees The boy was slowly drowning And begging “help please”
He was consumed by the flame Sadness and blame anxiety and shame And after a long time After the rain He saw a Rainbow And became insane He tried to ignore Its beauty But it shined even more
“You look so sad My dear And I feel bad for you What’s the matter ?” Asked the Rainbow
“I’m tired of my self-destruction and it’s like my mind doesn’t function Please make my sorrow end because I’m confused when my feelings blend Ghosts are whispering in my ear please make them disappear They say I’m a coward and worthless also dark and hopeless I’ve lost my mind.” He said.
“Sorry my dear but I can’t heal your wounds or make you feel better because if I help you I’ll become dark too.” That was the last thing the Rainbow said before leaving So the boy stopped breathing.
Loki and I searched out some super bright murals to take photos in front of while he was wearing his super bright rain/winter coat. Gawd. He goes from handsome to adorable in the span of two photos, I swear. Next photo outing I’m going to try to find more pastel walls. <3