he wants to call out but he just cant

Help A Buddy Out

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— You and Bucky are roommates and you ask for him to teach you to be better at sex so you can please another guy —

 

“Y/N!” You heard your roommate shout from across the apartment. “Have you seen my shirt?!”

“Why of course, I know exactly what you do with all your shirts. What type, what color, what brand are you looking for? Wait, let me just look into my Bucky Barnes archives…” You shouted back with way too much sass.

A shirtless Bucky poked his head around the door of your bedroom. “Hardy har har.” He returned before coming fully into the room. “You’re overly sassy for no apparent reason. What’s going on?” He strutted over to the bed and took the book from your hands as he sat down. “Chaucer?” he questioned. “You only subject yourself to Chaucer when you’re in a bad mood.”

“Yea, well I had a change of heart.” You retort as you try to snag your book back. He pulled it further from your reach. “Buck, give me my book back.”

“No, not until you tell me why you’re in full sass mode today.”

“Well, then I’ll never get it back.” You sighed as you crossed your arms in front of your chest and leaned back against the headboard.

“C’mon Y/N. I’m your best friend. You can tell me anything.” He spoke as he smiled one of his killer ‘your panties just melted’ smiles. Except, you knew when he smiled like that to you, it was merely platonic. Which sucked.

“Ok fine” you huffed out. “The truth is…” you began as you sat up. “Steve is my best friend.”

Bucky let out a frustrated groan and threw your book back in your general direction. “As if. You know you like me better.” He stood in front of you and stared down; His eyes traveling up and down your body. “If you don’t tell me then I’ll just tickle you until you do.”

You made a face at that. “Don’t do that.”

Bucky started to walk towards the side of the bed where you sat. “You’ve left me with no choice, Doll.” He got closer and grabbed your arm as you tried to scramble away.

“OK, OK!! Don’t do it. I’ll tell you, I’ll tell you!” Bucky released you from his grip.

“There. Was that so hard? Now spill, Doll. Whats going on?”

You sat up once again and brushed your fingers through your hair. “Fine, but stand over there.” Bucky’s eyes travelled to where you pointed.

“You want me to stand in the corner?” His ‘you-cant-be-serious’ look took over his face. “You cant be serious.”

You sighed as you began to explain. “I need you to be as far away from me as possible when I tell you this. Its embarrassing.”

Bucky crossed his arms and began to retreat to the corner. “Fine. Makes total sense, Weirdo.”

You ignored his comment and pulled your knees up under your chin. “Ok. There is no easy way to say this so im just gonna do it.” You sucked in a deep breath. “I don’t know how to have sex. Not well anyway. I have this date with this guy on Friday and its going to be the third date. Everyone knows the third date rule! I don’t want to suck.” You finished with a deep breath, recovering your oxygen levels from your intense rambling.

“You’re still going out with that guy?” Bucky demanded as he began to near you again.

You pointed your finger back at him. “Stay! And yes I am.”

“Why the fuck–?” he started but caught himself before he revealed too much. “Y/N, look, sex is sex. Its, uh, its not that big of a deal. Im sure youll be great.” He said as he rubbed the back of his neck.

“It’s a huge deal, Buck! HUGE! Its sex!”

“You’ve had, uh, sex before right?”

“Twice.”

“Twice.” He repeated.

“Yes, twice. I’m going to suck. I know it.”

“Youre not going to suck. It’s not possible”

“How would you know, Buck? Its not like we’ve had sex.” Bucky couldn’t argue with that, they hadn’t, despite how much he wanted to. “Which is why I’m asking you to help me.” You said, snapping Bucky out of his thoughts. “I want you to make me better at sex.”

Buckys head shot up from the direction of his feet, eyes wide. “WHAT?!”

“Please Buck, you said it yourself: sex is sex. Whats the harm if you teach me the ins and outs of it. No pun intended.” You smirked to yourself.

“You’re my best friend!” he spoke in an attempt to find an excuse.

“Friends have sex all the time. You’d just be helping a friend out.”

Bucky thought of another excuse. “What makes you think I can teach you anything?”

You chuckled “I think the plethora of random girls that scream their heads off in pleasure and beg for more is enough for me to know how good you are.”

Bucky blushed. “You hear that?”

“They’re like banshees, Bucky.”

“Are not.” He huffed

“Are too” You returned. Bucky crossed and uncrossed his arms before shifting his weight to his left foot. “Bucky, please. We are always there for each other when the other needs something.”

Bucky let out a sharp laugh. “Yea, but usually its when you want me to pick up your prescriptions from the pharmacy or fix the plumbing.”

“Buck, I need you. I know this is slightly different, but whats the harm?”

“I don’t know.” Bucky pulled his phone from his back pocket to check the time. “I have to go meet Steve. Just let me think about it.” He pocketed his phone again and turned to leave the room.

“Don’t forget a shirt!” You called after him.

Bucky opened the door to the café and scanned the room for his friend. When he saw the over compensating build and light hair he started towards one of the window tables. “Steve.”

Steve looked up from his view of the city and smiled as he saw his oldest friend. “Bucky, its good to see you.”

Bucky took a seat opposite of Steve ordered a coffee when the waitress came around. “Hows things?”

“Great.” Steve began. “Sharon is great. We got a cat.”

Bucky chuckled. “A cat? Since when are you a cat person?”

“Since Sharon is a cat person.” He smirked. “But, whats going on with you? Hows Y/N?”

“Funny that you bring her up.” Bucky said before he smiled and thanked the waitress for his coffee.

“Oh yea?” Steve smiled. “Finally tell her how you feel, did you?

“Yea right. Cause that would go over soooo well.”

“Oh c’mon man, you’ve liked her since she moved in.”

“Doesn’t matter, she doesn’t feel the same. She, uh, asked me this morning to help her become a pro at sex.”

Steve choked on his coffee and reached for a napkin to clean the drops from his chin. “What!?”

“Yea.” Bucky signed and sipped his drink

“What exactly does that entail?”

“She wants us to have sex.” Bucky replied nonchalantly. “She wants us to have sex until shes good at it, apparently.

“Wow. Why?”

“Shes got this date on Friday. Says it’s the third date so they HAVE to have sex for some stupid reason.” He huffed.

“Well,” Steve started “Think of the Bright side: Youll get to have sex with the girl you love.”

“Smooth attempt at making me feel better, pal, but there is no bright side. She wants me for the wrong reason. Its not like she loves me back.”

“All the more reason to tell her. Maybe she just hasn’t thought of you in that way yet and telling her may open her eyes.”

“I don’t know, man. Shes pretty determined. I think if she liked me she’d know.”

“Just think about it, Buck”

“Its all I think about. Which makes me think I cant go through with this.”

“Oh, you definitely cannot go through with this.”

Bucky reentered his apartment after a long and thoughtful conversation with Steve. He had a very valid point: there was no way Bucky could go through with this, but the more he thought about it, the more he didn’t want to disappoint Y/N.  She felt insecure and that was the last thing Bucky wanted. So he could do this just once, right?

“Bucky?” Y/N called, stepping out of her bedroom. “Are you alright? You seem a little dazed.” She continued once she saw his facial expression.

“Yea well what do you expect?” Bucky mumbled to himself as Y/N entered the kitchen to put on a pot of coffee.

“Did you say something?”

“What? No.” He hurriedly spit out. Y/N returned her attention to the coffee maker. “So, I was thinking…” she met his eyes as he continued. “We could try what you proposed. Just once. I’ll tell you what you want to know from that one time, but no more. Deal?”

Y/N squealed in appreciation. “Oh Bucky, you have no idea what this means to me. Thank you so much.”

She jumped into his arms and wrapped her own around his neck. “Yea. I mean what are friends for right?”

“Right!” she smiled. She was so beautiful that he almost kissed her right then and there, but he quickly stepped away.

“So, uh, how do you want to go about this?” Bucky questioned as he rubbed the back of his neck.

“I say we just jump into it. I mean, this is practically for science. No need to beat around the bush.”

Bucky felt his heart crumble just a bit. Hearing her say those words was the last thing he wanted. If anything, he wanted this to mean something to her in the slightest. But clearly it didn’t. “Alright.” He spoke clearly frustrated. He reached for the hem of his shirt and aimed to pull it over his head, but was stopped by Y/Ns soft hand on top of his.

“Let me.” She lifted his shirt off for him and Bucky thought he had never been more turned on. Y/N pulled hers off and slipped out of her sleep shorts then turned and strutted off into her bedroom.

“Jesus.” Bucky mumbled as he followed after her.

When he stepped through the door, she was standing there waiting for him in just her underwear. He eased himself closer to her and she reached for the belt around his hips. ‘This is so bad’ he thought as he grabbed her shoulders and pulled her up to him. She looked into his eyes and down to his lips. Slowly, she reached up and pressed her lips to his in the softest of motions. Bucky fell completely into it and Y/N placed her hand on the back of his neck in an attempt to pull him closer, but Bucky pulled away. He couldn’t do this. It just wasn’t right.

“Bucky?” she whispered as she placed her hands on either sides of his face. “Whats the matter?”

Bucky gripped her hands in his own and removed them from his face. “I cant do this.” He spoke so quietly; it was practically to himself.

“What?” Her face twisted in concern.

“I cant do this.” Bucky said a little louder so she could hear him, but this time it was laced with a bit of frustration.

“Why?”

Bucky took a few steps away from her. “I just cant.” He grabbed for his shirt, but Y/N stepped up into his space and grabbed it from him before he could put it on. “Y/N, give me my shirt back.”

“No, Buck. Not until you tell me whats going on.”

“Fine, keep it.” He huffed as he headed for the door.

“Bucky!” Y/N yelled after him. “Bucky, wait!”

Y/N chased him out the door and into their tiny living room. She grabbed his arm to keep him from getting further away from her. “Y/N, Stop!” Bucky yelled as he tried to break free from her grasp. She was deceptively strong.

“Bucky, please just tell me whats going on.” He could hear the sadness in her voice. It almost broke his heart. “Please.” She whispered. Bucky turned to face her with a cold expression on his face. He figured it was better than showing her his true emotions in this moment. ‘Did I do something wrong?” He met her eyes in shock. That was the last possible problem. “Do you not want me?” Slowly, tears began to fall down her cheeks.

Bucky sighed. “That is not possible.” He whispered

“Which?” she questioned

“Neither. You didn’t do anything wrong and its definitely not because I don’t want you, OK?” He reached up and brushed the tears from her cheeks.

“Then what is it?”

“Nothing, Y/N”

“Youre lying.” She was starting to get angry.

“No, Im n-“ he started, but was interrupted.

“Yes, you are!” Y/N was a full on mix of pissed and distressed. “Tell me!” she yelled.

“Y/N” Bucky sighed

“TELL ME!” She screamed again.

“I LOVE YOU!” Bucky yelled in her face before he’d even realized what he was doing. He breathed heavily, eyes looking directly at her before he stepped back and looked to his feet. “I love you.” He spoke again, much quieter.

“Bucky..”

“No, just don’t.” Bucky rushed past her back to her room and put his shirt back on. When he got back to the living room, Y/N was still standing there in shock. “I have to go.” He grabbed his keys of the hook and slammed the door, knocking Y/N out of her shock.

Sharon opened the door to her and her boyfriends apartment to find Bucky standing in the doorway, his head hung low, soaked to the bone. It must’ve been pouring outside. “Bucky, come in.” When he didn’t make a move to enter the apartment, she grabbed him by his arm and slowly pulled him inside. “Steve!?” she yelled “Can you come here?”

Steve walked out from their bedroom. “Yea, babe- Bucky?”

“He just showed up. Im going to go get some towels and an extra shirt.” She said ask she walked Bucky over to the couch and helped him sit down before walking to the bathroom. Steve inched closer to his friend and sat down across from him.

“Buck?” he spoke, but got no response. “Bucky?” he tried again. “What happened?”

Bucky looked up from his hands, but refused to meet Steve’s eyes. “I told her.”

“Well, that’s good isn’t it?” Steve questioned.

“No, Steve, its not. We were about to have sex?”

“You were going to do it!?”

“Just once. She was doubting herself and you know how I get when she does that. I was only going to do it once and help her. I thought I could suppress my feelings for one time.”

“Bucky…”

“I kissed her once and I couldn’t do it. Before I knew it, I was yelling that I love her and now im here.”

Steve placed a hand on his friends shoulder as his girlfriend returned with the shirt and towels. She placed them next to Bucky to use as he needed.

“What did she say?” Steve asked.

“Nothing.” Bucky sighed. “She just stood there. So I left. Well, actually I started to leave the second after I told her.”

“You didn’t give her a chance to say anything?”

“I couldn’t, Steve. I just had to get out of there.”

“Oh, Buck.” Steve started “Just stay here tonight, ok?” he sighed. “But tomorrow you have to talk to her.”

Buckys eyes widened. “No, Steve. I cant.”

“You can. And you will. She is the only girl you’ve ever given a fuck about, never mind the fact that she and Sharon get along great. You’ve made yourself a nice little mess and you’re going to fix it so we can all still be friends. Im too used to our little foursome now to have it fall apart at the seams.”

“Arent you the one who told me to tell her how I felt?”

Steve stood from his chair. “Yea. I was thinking more of a sweet scenario where you buy her flowers and don’t bolt after you tell her.”

Bucky grumbled and wrapped a bright, pink towel around his shoulders. “Well you didn’t specify.”

“I figured it was implied, Buck” Steve began to turn towards is bedroom. “Couch is all yours for tonight. Enjoy, stretch out, think of ways to get your girl. But im gonna turn in. My lady is waiting.”

Bucky made a face. “Steve, I swear if you guys have sex 20 feet away from me…”

“Chill Buck, Sharon and I are hardcore cuddlers.”

“That’s almost worse.”

“Oh please, Buck if you had Y/N you’d cuddle nonstop.”

“Don’t remind me that I don’t have her.” Bucky returned as he stretched out onto the couch.

“Goodnight Bucky.” Steve sighed and retreated to his bedroom where is girlfriend waited for him. Lucky bastard Bucky thought.

Bucky jolted awake at the sound of 3 sharp knocks. He could have sworn he imagined it and was getting ready to settle back into sleep when he heard it again. He grabbed his phone from his pant pocket which had long been discarded onto the floor halfway through the night. It was 3:30 am. What the hell. Bucky groaned as he sat up and walked his shirtless, underwear clad body into Steve and Sharon’s room. Sharon was nestled up against Steves side and their cat sat on his chest, rising and falling in rhythm with Steves breathing. Bucky shuffled forward to Steves side and nudged his shoulder until he woke up.

Steves eyes slowly opened and looked into those of his best friend. “Bucky, what the hell?”

“Little early for cursing don’t you think, Cap?”

Steve sighed and laid his head back on his pillow. “What do you want, Buck?” He whispered in an effort not to stir his girlfriend.

“Theres a knock on your door” Bucky spoke nonchalantly as he pointed in its general direction.

“What?”

“Theres a knock-“ Bucky started but what interrupted by the knock itself. “See?”

Steve sat up slightly, causing the cat to jump of his chest and Sharon to slowly shift in her sleep. “And you woke me because…?”

“I don’t know. Its 3:30 am. Its dark. Im vulnerable. It could be a psycho killer and im not in the mood.”

Steve pushed the sheets of his legs and sat up. “Are you kidding me, Buck? Youre the fucking winter soldier.”

Steve began to walk towards the door as the knocking continued with Bucky hot on his heels. “Yea, well you’re Captain America. We are equally as capable of opening the door, but this is your apartment so I figured id let you. Just in case it is a psycho killer, youd be able to say you defended your own domicile.”

“Gee thanks.” Steve huffed as he reached for the doorknob. The door opened to reveal a slightly disheveled Y/N in none other than her pajamas. Bucky and Steve stared at her for a moment before Steve turned to Bucky. “Well, it’s for you. Totally get why you were scared though. She looks like a murderous demon.” Steve sighed sarcastically. “Im going back to bed. Lovely to see you though Y/N. Sharon misses you like crazy. I mean it’s been like what, 3 weeks since we’ve seen you. Crazy how time flies, we should really-“ Steve continued before behind interrupted by Bucky.

“Steve go to bed.” Bucky spoke without taking his eyes off Y/N.

“Oh geez, fine. Goodnight Y/N”

“Goodnight Steve. “Y/N returned with a feeble smile.

Once Steve was definitely in his room, Bucky turned back to face Y/N. “What are you doing here?”

“Bucky, we need to talk.”

“Look, Y/N if this is about earlier then theres no need. I-“

“I love you, Bucky.” Y/N interrupted.

It was Buckys turn to stand there in shock.

“Bucky?”

Bucky snapped back to his senses and was less than pleased. “Is this some kind of sick joke to you? That’s really low Y/N. I spill my guts and you have the audacity to make fun of me for it.” Bucky turned back into the apartment but Y/n followed him in, shutting the door behind her.

“Bucky, im not lying.”

“You are too. You are supposed to go out on a date this weekend. You don’t love me. If you did, you wouldn’t date that idiot.”

“Bucky you said you love me and you had sex 3 days ago. Not with me, I might add.” Y/N replied laced with a little frustration.

“So? I had to get my frustrations out somehow. I’m not the one who suggested we have casual buddy sex.”

“Bucky, I was just really confused ok? I really thought that if we had sex once that I’d get over you. I don’t even have a date this weekend. I broke up with Mike after he slapped our waitress’ ass as she walked by on our last date.”

“Prick” Bucky mumbled. “So you tricked me into sex?”

“Tricked is such a harsh word.”

“But an accurate one” Bucky finished.

“We didn’t even have sex Bucky. I didn’t even think id be able to go through with it. I just wanted to propose the idea to see how youd react. To see if you wanted me too. I almost died when you pulled away from me.”

Bucky looked up into her eyes. “Yea, well you got what you wanted didn’t you?”

Y/N detected a hint of anger in his words. “Are you actually mad at me? Bucky, we love each other. Or at least we did a couple hours ago.”Bucky refused to speak. It lasted so long that Y/N turned to leave. “Fine, Bucky. Ill just go” Y/N was stopped by a firm grip on her wrist. She looked up and Bucky pulled her to him, kissing her like his life depended on it. Y/N kissed back with as much ferocity as she could. It was passionate and sexy and melting. Y/N had wanted this for so long and it was amazing. They pulled apart only to breathe and Bucky brushed his fingers through her hair.

“We love each other?” He spoke as he rested his forehead on hers.

“Yea, we do”

“I cant believe it.” Bucky chuckled. “I’ve been in love with you since you moved in.”

“Two years, Four months, and eighteen days.” Y/N whispered.

“What?” Buckys head snapped up in shock.

“That’s how long we’ve lived together.”

“Wow.” Bucky stepped back from her embrace and rubbed the back of his neck with his hand.

“I know because that’s how long ive loved you too.”

“WHAT?!”

“What?”

“You’ve loved me that long too? You had a boyfriend when you moved in.”

“I know, which is weird now that I think about it because he let me move in with another man. He said he wasn’t worried, but he should have been.”

“I’m the reason you dumped that guy a month after you moved in?” Bucky questioned. Y/N only nodded in response. “I cant believe it.” Bucky sighed. “I hated that guy!”

Y/N giggled and moved to cup his face with both hands. “That’s what he told me.”

“Oh, yea right. How would he know?”

“I don’t know. I didn’t see it either, but he insisted that you liked me and wanted to kill him with your metal arm.”

Bucky chuckled and crossed is arms over his chest. “Well, the guy wasn’t as big of an idiot as I thought.”

“You’re ridiculous.” Y/N laughed.

Bucky grabbed Y/Ns hand and walked her over to the couch. He laid down and pulled her on top of him.

“Bucky what are you doing?”

“I’m getting ready to sleep with the girl I love.” He replied as he readjusted his pillow.

“Um, shouldn’t we go home? You know, since you aren’t mad at me anymore?”

“Oh please, doll. I was never mad at you. More just mad at myself. Also, Sharon and Steve miss you didn’t you hear? And all I want to do is take you home and stay in bed with you for days, but I figure I owe them a favor for letting me stay and whine. So, tomorrow we can all go out and they’ll stop complaining about never seeing you, THEN we will stay in bed for days.”

“Ah, great plan, Barnes.”

“Yea, I thought so.” He smiled his cheeky grin. “But for now we will sleep together and actually sleep.”

Dating Credence Barebone would include: 

- calling him things like: lovely, sugar, precious. 

- he pretends to hate it, but always blushes at the names. 

- him sneaking out at night to come and see you 

- small touches, like running your fingers along his 

- which would then turn into hugs, god he loves your hugs

- you make him feel safe and loved

- helping newt calm him down

- he’d always calm down, he never wants to hurt you. EVER. 

- finally getting him to smile by poking his sides and pressing kisses along his jaw and cheekbones

- him just watching you in awe because he cant understand how someone could love him 

- him loving you so damn much it scares him 

- you always wanting to protect him, standing infront of him in his obscurial form

- “if you want him you’re going to have to go through me!”

- him protecting you even if he dies in the process 

- watching him in awe as he plays with Newt’s creatures 

-him being happy for once

- introducing him to all the new things, and watching him look at them wide eyed would make you laugh

- ALWAYS. HOLDING. HANDS. 

- running your fingers through his hair as you lay together

- “can you please grow out your hair?”

- “i’ll think about it” 

- “no you won’t” 

Can we just talk about Varian and Amren

I just absolutely love this ship and I worship it.
-They met at the Summer Court in ACOMAF
-When meeting for the first time Varian didn’t take his eyes off of Amren. Feyre thought he was sizing up the most dangerous person in the room. How bout if he was looking at how beautiful she was?!
-At the welcoming party they were sitting together away from everyone else
- Varian sent jewellery after the blood ruby was declared on her head
-Amren was staring at the jewellery when she was about to fall asleep.
-Varian and Amren wrote to each other back and fourth
-Varian wanted to see Amren in the Dawn Court meeting
-That scene HOLY CAULDRON in the tent. That was a blessed moment. I screamed.
*he just ran INto the tent and knelt before her and kissed her!!! And she wrapped her legs around him and he led her off into his tent. IN FRONT OF EVERYONE. That was a blessed scene.
-When the Cauldron was calling she ran out with his shirt on. She’s so petite that it was down to her knees and Varian came out behind her shirtless. (I CANT BREATHE)
-He was right there when she got set free and he was begging her but he respected her wishes.
-When she came back my heart stopped beating but my little one was back and safe with her little love.
🔥🌊🔥🌊🔥🌊🔥🌊🔥🌊🔥🌊🔥🌊🔥🌊🔥🌊🔥🌊🔥🌊🔥🌊🔥🌊🔥🌊🔥🌊

What are their ship names?
*Vamren
*Amrian
*Little Firedrake and Summer Prince
I’m a little trash for them

suddenly i remembered something from season 1 about keith? it’s just a little thing. regarding his hostility towards pidge

“You can’t leave!”
“You can’t tell me what to do.”

in this episode when the castle is ambushed and pidge intends to leave, the only person to really get on her ass is keith. i was reading @gay-space-lions post talking about how keith’s father more than likely abandoned him and that both of his parents are alive and it helped explain this scene better than “dead parents, sad orphan boy.”

there’s this bit where he practically snaps when hunk expresses wanting to leave at some point, but it doesn’t really help the situation.

“You’re not the only one with a family...everyone in the universe has family! You’re putting the lives over two people over everyone else in the entire galaxy!”

keith downright chews her out rather cruelly for an older boy to do to a little kid, but i think this is probably something similar to what he’d like to say to his own family. he’s calling her selfish and dismissing her feelings because, if his parents did really abandon him, having pidge leave him all of the sudden probably hurts a lot. keith doesnt want to go home, he wants people to just stay with him.

Dadman shiro puts a stop to it by reminding keith that he cant force someone to stay if they don’t want to, which shuts him up p damn fast but look at his face? this was a big blow to him, just when he started to open up, but now he sees and feels that people will just all leave him eventually.

@ dreamworks give this kid a fucking break

anonymous asked:

Is Vento Aureo the most homoerotic part of JJBA?

I wouldn’t say so - there’s a severe lack of borderline-nude Aztec fitness gods, said fitness gods adopting kids, and the exchanging of wedding rings between musclebound warriors.

It gets some points for a few poses where people drape over others, though, and also for Tiziano and Squalo’s existence.

Sorbet and Gelato, too.

It’s got the ‘homo’ part down, but not really the ‘erotic’ part; aside from the rampant boob windows and exposed midriffs, I doubt there’s much arousing going on.

bitty goes to providence for the weekend and calls jack and plans out some stuff to do together and also “jack, please have flour, and eggs. sugar. BUTTER” bc last time bitty came over jack had nothing to bake with and bitty was…twitchy.

and fun fact: jack is a little shit, too.

jack is just waiting for bits to open the fridge and hes go his phone ready to snap a picture and bits doesnt look in the fridge until morning and he wants to make pancakes and he opens the fridge and its empty.

except for one tub of I Cant Believe Its Not Butter

bitty is kind of in a trance? until he hears jacks phone make a camera click sound (jack likes the click sound btw bc hes a photography nerd) and bitty looks into jacks eyes and he looks so betrayed! but jack just opens another compartment in the fridge and theres eggs and fruit and BUTTER and instantly bittys like ‘oh thank god’ but also 'jack you little shit’

after pancakes, bitty holds jacks face in his hands and says 'never again’. jack dies of his canadian moose chuckles.

bittys shocked I Cant Believe Theres No Butter face becomes jacks background on his phone.

Why Phichit is my Favorite Character

In honor of reaching 500 followers, I decided it was about time I made a post that shows that this blog is actually what it sounds like. This is going to be a long ride full of incoherent rambling, so hold on tight. Yes I am listening to Shall We Skate and Terra Incognita on repeat while writing this

Lets start from the beginning. The first time we see Phichit, we see him for only a few seconds, where he only says one line of dialogue, ¨Yuuri!¨, which was preceded by a giggle. We don’t see him again for the rest of the episode, or the next. Or the next. There is nothing that you can glean from this character at first glance.

But that was the moment I fell in love with the character that is Phichit Chulanont. 

See, It wasn’t his first official appearance that made me fall in love with him. The reason I liked this character so much was because I understood he was close to Yuuri and cared about him. Now, for those of you who don’t know, I became invested in Yuri!!! on ICE because of Yuuri and the premise + figure skating. Not victuuri, although that was wonderful because!!! Representation!!! I was just glad there was a main character I, and many others, could deeply relate to. But this post isn’t about Yuuri. Its about Phichit. And because I could see he cared for Yuuri, I got interested. 

So I watched the scene again to figure out what I could. And here is what I was able to come up with.

He lives in Thailand, but has just arrived home after being somewhere else, or is leaving. More likely the former. He is cheerful, and invested somewhat in social media. He is close friends with Yuuri, or at least acquainted, and is likely a figure skater. 

I looked him up after that, and my love only grew. 

Also, we had this picture in the ending

God I love him

The next time we see Phichit, we see him in a video call with Yuuri in episode 4. His first appearances are all very Yuuri-centered. 

But boy did this scene deliver a BIG LOAD of information. 

I had been right about quite a few things from my first guesses about Phichit. He just arrived back in Thailand and likes social media, as seen by the literal touchscreen gloves and multiple IG posts. He is also very close with Yuuri. VERY CLOSE. I damn near cried over how comfortable and happy Yuuri became when he was talking with Phichit. And how comfortable PHICHIT looked when he was talking to Yuuri. 

They had clearly been friends for a long time, Yuuri even knew phrases in Phichits native language, and I have no doubts that Phichit knows phrases in Japanese.

This sort of familiarity and calm interaction is something we only really see Yuuri take part in when he is with his family, +the Nishigori’s, at least at the beginning of the series. 

When Yuuri starts talking about composer girl, Phichit is able to immediately understand what Yuuri needs without even having to hear Yuuri say it. That is the kind of friendship some can only dream of. 

We already know Phichit is a wonderful, reliable friend from less than a minute of interaction. Less than a minute. I counted. I have seen dozens of shows where it takes multiple WHOLE EPISODES to understand the relationship between two characters, but with Yuri on Ice it takes less than a minute. This is a result of good writing and good, rounded characters. 

Which leads to my next topic of discussion.

Phichit is such a well-rounded character holy shit

There are no lingering doubts about Phichit’s character. There isn’t a scene where you are left wondering, “Why did Phichit do this” or “What is Phichit thinking” because we know, at least in my case. As long as you understand Phichit as a character you can understand the motivations behind his actions. 

Episode 6 is a beautiful Phichitfest and I was having a good ol’ time. 

Now, for reference, episode 6 is when I really got into Yuri on Ice as a show. Characters I didn’t really like were starting to have more appeal, like Viktor, and characters I loved got better, somehow. 

Bonus points for fashion goddamn

HE CALLS CELESTINO CIAO CIAO. CIAO CIAO. HE IS SO PRECIOUS

His constant need to document everything on social media is also much appreciated. 

also this

Captain of the #victuuri ship honestly same Phichit

So,as I’m watching this episode I’m just waiting and thinking 

when do i get to see Phichit skate?? when??

I find out Phichit skates first and Im !!!!

then he skates. 

AND BOY DOES HE EVER FUCKING SKATE

Phichit steps out onto that rink in his princely attire and I am gone then and there.

Shall We Skate? is such a masterpiece and I LOVE IT

You can say what you want about Phichit, but if you cant see how much Phichit adores skating through his performance than you clearly haven’t watched the series. 

I have a record of crying every time I watch Phichit skate when I watched the episodes he was in for the first time. Every time. This one is no exception. 

The fact that the audience is shown to get very caught up in Phichit’s performance made me so happy? These people, who are all there to support the more popular skaters, are getting caught up in the dance of a skater who hadn’t even been on their radar. 

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After his skate was done, he was still RIDICULOUSLY PROUD AND SUPPORTIVE OF HIS FELLOW SKATERS EVEN IF THEY SCORED HIGHER THAN HIM

JUST

LOOK AT HIM

HES SO PROUD!!

what a good friend fukc i love him

What I wouldn’t give to have a friend like Phichit

Ok.

Terra Incognita. 

me too ciao ciao

This performance showed how much you can glean from a person while watching them skate. And yes. I cried. 

Just.

His motivation for skating is so fucking clear. 

He wants to make his country proud.

And he does. 

The audience is rooting for Phichit, he gets the crowd hyped up and he delivers. 

He worked his ass off for this performance and it pays off

He nails all of his components and scores higher than he ever has

He is so confident that hes won and he WINS

HE FUCKING WINS

HE BEATS YUURI AND CHRIS AND LEO ALL OF WHOM WERE MAJOR CONTENDERS FOR THE GRAND PRIX 

HE WINS HIS FIRST GOLD MEDAL

AND AFTER THE ROSTELECOM CUP BECOMES THE FIRST THAI SKATER TO ADVANCE TO THE GRAND PRIX FINAL

HE??? IS SO GOOD

And that’s why it made me so mad when he lost the Grand Prix Final. 

Sixth. Place. 

I love the other skaters. I really do. But JJ did not deserve a bronze medal. He was way over scored and should have gotten last place. Phichit scored about as high as the previous years third place winner. JJ. 

His Shall We Skate made me hella emotional and sob along with him at the end. He is SUCH A GOOD SKATER. 

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I never cried as hard during the entirety of YOI as I did during Phichit’s Terra Incognita performance. He was so happy to just be performing. Even after he messed up one jump he continued to smile. 

That is what makes a performer. 

Phichit entertains the audience. He holds their attention and gets them hyped up and on the edge of their seats. 

He has fun while he skates and just genuinely loves his sport. 

This gif sums it up pretty well

Originally posted by vikturi-katsforov

The scenes he got outside of the competition made me happy at least, and some of the flashbacks provided some nice information and depth

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and the iconic #victuuricaptain moment

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and I may be really salty about his loss but i am SO PROUD OF HIM

I am going to quote something I said when I first made this blog. 

“Just by qualifying for the Grand Prix Finals, Phichit won. He may not have won a medal, but he achieved not only one of his dreams, skating “Shall We Skate” in a major competition, but also made history by becoming the first Thai skater to compete in the Grand Prix Finals. WE should all be extremely proud of him, and hopefully watch him continue to made his dreams reality in the next season!”

I stand by this statement fully and wholeheartedly. Yes, Phichit deserved to be placed higher, and yes, it was completely unfair. But lets be proud of what he did achieve, and appreciate him for the amazing character he is. 

tldr; Phichit is a wonderful character and I love him. Thanks for 500 followers!

Smut hoe is back? *temporarily*

Yall….

I’ve been working on this fic for like ever. and I never finished it.  And tonight  decided to. The *smutty* part isnt that good but whatever. I did it.

“Bottled up”

You x Jackson Wang (GOT7) 

Feat best friend Bam Bam (non-sexual friendship)

Rated M 

Smut

One Shot.

*Disclaimer*: If you dont like smut dont read it.  Just dont do it. 

“You didn’t have to pay for my flight! What the hell Bam!” You yelled on the phone with your best friend Bam Bam.  You had discovered a notification in your email that your round trip to Thailand was booked. Only you didn’t book anything yet.

“Just think of it as a late birthday present,” He said laughing.” “I can afford it love.”

“Yeah but you know I’ve been saving up to come to Thailand! I got the money silly.”

“Use it to go shopping!” He said, chuckling in the phone.  You hated when Bam Bam paid for you. Especially because you work.  Sure he was your best friend and an idol, but you didn’t want to use him for his money. Your eyes rolled. You wanted to make it up to him but had no idea how. The boy had everything. He was the fashion king so you couldn’t buy him a new outfit. He’s already ahead of the fashion game.

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request : modern au??? angsty stuff !?? ooH basically ur eliza and Alex cheats on u and then u get pissed & break up w him and then go hook up w Jefferson to piss him off but then that becomes a thing and now Alex regrets everything (-anon)

warning : slight smut , angst, cussin, alex cheated so 

a/n : wooo writers block send me more requests. also its not v anon i know who sent this bc she kept on texting me to do it. 


“alex? what the fuck is this?” you choked, throwing your phone at him. Maria had texted you. is this y/n? im so sorry that i had to let you know this way. i just found out you are with alexander… we have been hooking up for about two months. im so so sorry he told me he was single. 

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So its a lot of words. but its a quick read cause its in sections. I just thought it was kind of a cute idea :D Not my best ever, but I still wanted to post it cause why not? It may make one person smile… maybe haha ;D


— You and Bucky are roommates and you ask for him to teach you to be better at sex so you can please another guy —

“Y/N!” You heard your roommate shout from across the apartment. “Have you seen my shirt?!”

“Why of course, I know exactly what you do with all your shirts. What type, what color, what brand are you looking for? Wait, let me just look into my Bucky Barnes archives…” You shouted back with way too much sass.

A shirtless Bucky poked his head around the door of your bedroom. “Hardy har har.” He returned before coming fully into the room. “You’re overly sassy for no apparent reason. What’s going on?” He strutted over to the bed and took the book from your hands as he sat down. “Chaucer?” he questioned. “You only subject yourself to Chaucer when you’re in a bad mood.”

“Yea, well I had a change of heart.” You retort as you try to snag your book back. He pulled it further from your reach. “Buck, give me my book back.”

“No, not until you tell me why you’re in full sass mode today.”

“Well, then I’ll never get it back.” You sighed as you crossed your arms in front of your chest and leaned back against the headboard.

“C’mon Y/N. I’m your best friend. You can tell me anything.” He spoke as he smiled one of his killer ‘your panties just melted’ smiles. Except, you knew when he smiled like that to you, it was merely platonic. Which sucked.

“Ok fine” you huffed out. “The truth is…” you began as you sat up. “Steve is my best friend.”

Bucky let out a frustrated groan and threw your book back in your general direction. “As if. You know you like me better.” He stood in front of you and stared down; His eyes traveling up and down your body. “If you don’t tell me then I’ll just tickle you until you do.”

You made a face at that. “Don’t do that.”

Bucky started to walk towards the side of the bed where you sat. “You’ve left me with no choice, Doll.” He got closer and grabbed your arm as you tried to scramble away.

“OK, OK!! Don’t do it. I’ll tell you, I’ll tell you!” Bucky released you from his grip.

“There. Was that so hard? Now spill, Doll. Whats going on?”

You sat up once again and brushed your fingers through your hair. “Fine, but stand over there.” Bucky’s eyes travelled to where you pointed.

“You want me to stand in the corner?” His ‘you-cant-be-serious’ look took over his face. “You cant be serious.”

You sighed as you began to explain. “I need you to be as far away from me as possible when I tell you this. Its embarrassing.”

Bucky crossed his arms and began to retreat to the corner. “Fine. Makes total sense, Weirdo.”

You ignored his comment and pulled your knees up under your chin. “Ok. There is no easy way to say this so im just gonna do it.” You sucked in a deep breath. “I don’t know how to have sex. Not well anyway. I have this date with this guy on Friday and its going to be the third date. Everyone knows the third date rule! I don’t want to suck.” You finished with a deep breath, recovering your oxygen levels from your intense rambling.

“You’re still going out with that guy?” Bucky demanded as he began to near you again.

You pointed your finger back at him. “Stay! And yes I am.”

“Why the fuck–?” he started but caught himself before he revealed too much. “Y/N, look, sex is sex. Its, uh, its not that big of a deal. Im sure youll be great.” He said as he rubbed the back of his neck.

“It’s a huge deal, Buck! HUGE! Its sex!”

“You’ve had, uh, sex before right?”

“Twice.”

“Twice.” He repeated.

“Yes, twice. I’m going to suck. I know it.”

“Youre not going to suck. It’s not possible”

“How would you know, Buck? Its not like we’ve had sex.” Bucky couldn’t argue with that, they hadn’t, despite how much he wanted to. “Which is why I’m asking you to help me.” You said, snapping Bucky out of his thoughts. “I want you to make me better at sex.”

Buckys head shot up from the direction of his feet, eyes wide. “WHAT?!”

“Please Buck, you said it yourself: sex is sex. Whats the harm if you teach me the ins and outs of it. No pun intended.” You smirked to yourself.

“You’re my best friend!” he spoke in an attempt to find an excuse.

“Friends have sex all the time. You’d just be helping a friend out.”

Bucky thought of another excuse. “What makes you think I can teach you anything?”

You chuckled “I think the plethora of random girls that scream their heads off in pleasure and beg for more is enough for me to know how good you are.”

Bucky blushed. “You hear that?”

“They’re like banshees, Bucky.”

“Are not.” He huffed

“Are too” You returned. Bucky crossed and uncrossed his arms before shifting his weight to his left foot. “Bucky, please. We are always there for each other when the other needs something.”

Bucky let out a sharp laugh. “Yea, but usually its when you want me to pick up your prescriptions from the pharmacy or fix the plumbing.”

“Buck, I need you. I know this is slightly different, but whats the harm?”

“I don’t know.” Bucky pulled his phone from his back pocket to check the time. “I have to go meet Steve. Just let me think about it.” He pocketed his phone again and turned to leave the room.

“Don’t forget a shirt!” You called after him.

Bucky opened the door to the café and scanned the room for his friend. When he saw the over compensating build and light hair he started towards one of the window tables. “Steve.”

Steve looked up from his view of the city and smiled as he saw his oldest friend. “Bucky, its good to see you.”

Bucky took a seat opposite of Steve and ordered a coffee when the waitress came around. “Hows things?”

“Great.” Steve began. “Sharon is great. We got a cat.”

Bucky chuckled. “A cat? Since when are you a cat person?”

“Since Sharon is a cat person.” He smirked. “But, whats going on with you? Hows Y/N?”

“Funny that you bring her up.” Bucky said before he smiled and thanked the waitress for his coffee.

“Oh yea?” Steve smiled. “Finally tell her how you feel, did you?

“Yea right. Cause that would go over soooo well.”

“Oh c’mon man, you’ve liked her since she moved in.”

“Doesn’t matter, she doesn’t feel the same. She, uh, asked me this morning to help her become a pro at sex.”

Steve choked on his coffee and reached for a napkin to clean the drops from his chin. “What!?”

“Yea.” Bucky signed and sipped his drink

“What exactly does that entail?”

“She wants us to have sex.” Bucky replied nonchalantly. “She wants us to have sex until shes good at it, apparently.

“Wow. Why?”

“Shes got this date on Friday. Says it’s the third date so they HAVE to have sex for some stupid reason.” He huffed.

“Well,” Steve started “Think of the Bright side: Youll get to have sex with the girl you love.”

“Smooth attempt at making me feel better, pal, but there is no bright side. She wants me for the wrong reason. Its not like she loves me back.”

“All the more reason to tell her. Maybe she just hasn’t thought of you in that way yet and telling her may open her eyes.”

“I don’t know, man. Shes pretty determined. I think if she liked me she’d know.”

“Just think about it, Buck”

“Its all I think about. Which makes me think I cant go through with this.”

“Oh, you definitely cannot go through with this.”

Bucky reentered his apartment after a long and thoughtful conversation with Steve. He had a very valid point: there was no way Bucky could go through with this, but the more he thought about it, the more he didn’t want to disappoint Y/N.  She felt insecure and that was the last thing Bucky wanted. So he could do this just once, right?

“Bucky?” Y/N called, stepping out of her bedroom. “Are you alright? You seem a little dazed.” She continued once she saw his facial expression.

“Yea well what do you expect?” Bucky mumbled to himself as Y/N entered the kitchen to put on a pot of coffee.

“Did you say something?”

“What? No.” He hurriedly spit out. Y/N returned her attention to the coffee maker. “So, I was thinking…” she met his eyes as he continued. “We could try what you proposed. Just once. I’ll tell you what you want to know from that one time, but no more. Deal?”

Y/N squealed in appreciation. “Oh Bucky, you have no idea what this means to me. Thank you so much.”

She jumped into his arms and wrapped her own around his neck. “Yea. I mean what are friends for right?”

“Right!” she smiled. She was so beautiful that he almost kissed her right then and there, but he quickly stepped away.

“So, uh, how do you want to go about this?” Bucky questioned as he rubbed the back of his neck.

“I say we just jump into it. I mean, this is practically for science. No need to beat around the bush.”

Bucky felt his heart crumble just a bit. Hearing her say those words was the last thing he wanted. If anything, he wanted this to mean something to her in the slightest. But clearly it didn’t. “Alright.” He spoke clearly frustrated. He reached for the hem of his shirt and aimed to pull it over his head, but was stopped by Y/Ns soft hand on top of his.

“Let me.” She lifted his shirt off for him and Bucky thought he had never been more turned on. Y/N pulled hers off and slipped out of her sleep shorts then turned and strutted off into her bedroom.

“Jesus.” Bucky mumbled as he followed after her.

When he stepped through the door, she was standing there waiting for him in just her underwear. He eased himself closer to her and she reached for the belt around his hips. ‘This is so bad’ he thought as he grabbed her shoulders and pulled her up to him. She looked into his eyes and down to his lips. Slowly, she reached up and pressed her lips to his in the softest of motions. Bucky fell completely into it and Y/N placed her hand on the back of his neck in an attempt to pull him closer, but Bucky pulled away. He couldn’t do this. It just wasn’t right.

“Bucky?” she whispered as she placed her hands on either sides of his face. “Whats the matter?”

Bucky gripped her hands in his own and removed them from his face. “I cant do this.” He spoke so quietly; it was practically to himself.

“What?” Her face twisted in concern.

“I cant do this.” Bucky said a little louder so she could hear him, but this time it was laced with a bit of frustration.

“Why?”

Bucky took a few steps away from her. “I just cant.” He grabbed for his shirt, but Y/N stepped up into his space and grabbed it from him before he could put it on. “Y/N, give me my shirt back.”

“No, Buck. Not until you tell me whats going on.”

“Fine, keep it.” He huffed as he headed for the door.

“Bucky!” Y/N yelled after him. “Bucky, wait!”

Y/N chased him out the door and into their tiny living room. She grabbed his arm to keep him from getting further away from her. “Y/N, Stop!” Bucky yelled as he tried to break free from her grasp. She was deceptively strong.

“Bucky, please just tell me whats going on.” He could hear the sadness in her voice. It almost broke his heart. “Please.” She whispered. Bucky turned to face her with a cold expression on his face. He figured it was better than showing her his true emotions in this moment. ‘Did I do something wrong?” He met her eyes in shock. That was the last possible problem. “Do you not want me?” Slowly, tears began to fall down her cheeks.

Bucky sighed. “That is not possible.” He whispered

“Which?” she questioned

“Neither. You didn’t do anything wrong and its definitely not because I don’t want you, OK?” He reached up and brushed the tears from her cheeks.

“Then what is it?”

“Nothing, Y/N”

“Youre lying.” She was starting to get angry.

“No, Im n-“ he started, but was interrupted.

“Yes, you are!” Y/N was a full on mix of pissed and distressed. “Tell me!” she yelled.

“Y/N” Bucky sighed

“TELL ME!” She screamed again.

“I LOVE YOU!” Bucky yelled in her face before he’d even realized what he was doing. He breathed heavily, eyes looking directly at her before he stepped back and looked to his feet. “I love you.” He spoke again, much quieter.

“Bucky..”

“No, just don’t.” Bucky rushed past her back to her room and put his shirt back on. When he got back to the living room, Y/N was still standing there in shock. “I have to go.” He grabbed his keys of the hook and slammed the door, knocking Y/N out of her shock.

Sharon opened the door to her and her boyfriends apartment to find Bucky standing in the doorway, his head hung low, soaked to the bone. It must’ve been pouring outside. “Bucky, come in.” When he didn’t make a move to enter the apartment, she grabbed him by his arm and slowly pulled him inside. “Steve!?” she yelled “Can you come here?”

Steve walked out from their bedroom. “Yea, babe- Bucky?”

“He just showed up. Im going to go get some towels and an extra shirt.” She said ask she walked Bucky over to the couch and helped him sit down before walking to the bathroom. Steve inched closer to his friend and sat down across from him.

“Buck?” he spoke, but got no response. “Bucky?” he tried again. “What happened?”

Bucky looked up from his hands, but refused to meet Steve’s eyes. “I told her.”

“Well, that’s good isn’t it?” Steve questioned.

“No, Steve, its not. We were about to have sex.”

“You were going to do it!?”

“Just once. She was doubting herself and you know how I get when she does that. I was only going to do it once and help her. I thought I could suppress my feelings for one time.”

“Bucky…”

“I kissed her once and I couldn’t do it. Before I knew it, I was yelling that I love her and now im here.”

Steve placed a hand on his friends shoulder as his girlfriend returned with the shirt and towels. She placed them next to Bucky to use as he needed.

“What did she say?” Steve asked.

“Nothing.” Bucky sighed. “She just stood there. So I left. Well, actually I started to leave the second after I told her.”

“You didn’t give her a chance to say anything?”

“I couldn’t, Steve. I just had to get out of there.”

“Oh, Buck.” Steve started “Just stay here tonight, ok?” he sighed. “But tomorrow you have to talk to her.”

Buckys eyes widened. “No, Steve. I cant.”

“You can. And you will. She is the only girl you’ve ever given a fuck about, never mind the fact that she and Sharon get along great. You’ve made yourself a nice little mess and you’re going to fix it so we can all still be friends. Im too used to our little foursome now to have it fall apart at the seams.”

“Arent you the one who told me to tell her how I felt?”

Steve stood from his chair. “Yea. I was thinking more of a sweet scenario where you buy her flowers and don’t bolt after you tell her.”

Bucky grumbled and wrapped a bright, pink towel around his shoulders. “Well you didn’t specify.”

“I figured it was implied, Buck” Steve began to turn towards is bedroom. “Couch is all yours for tonight. Enjoy, stretch out, think of ways to get your girl. But im gonna turn in. My lady is waiting.”

Bucky made a face. “Steve, I swear if you guys have sex 20 feet away from me…”

“Chill Buck, Sharon and I are hardcore cuddlers.”

“That’s almost worse.”

“Oh please, Buck if you had Y/N you’d cuddle nonstop.”

“Don’t remind me that I don’t have her.” Bucky returned as he stretched out onto the couch.

“Goodnight Bucky.” Steve sighed and retreated to his bedroom where is girlfriend waited for him. Lucky bastard Bucky thought.

Bucky jolted awake at the sound of 3 sharp knocks. He could have sworn he imagined it and was getting ready to settle back into sleep when he heard it again. He grabbed his phone from his pant pocket which had long been discarded onto the floor halfway through the night. It was 3:30 am. What the hell. Bucky groaned as he sat up and walked his shirtless, underwear clad body into Steve and Sharon’s room. Sharon was nestled up against Steves side and their cat sat on his chest, rising and falling in rhythm with Steves breathing. Bucky shuffled forward to Steves side and nudged his shoulder until he woke up.

Steves eyes slowly opened and looked into those of his best friend. “Bucky, what the hell?”

“Little early for cursing don’t you think, Cap?”

Steve sighed and laid his head back on his pillow. “What do you want, Buck?” He whispered in an effort not to stir his girlfriend.

“Theres a knock on your door” Bucky spoke nonchalantly as he pointed in its general direction.

“What?”

“Theres a knock-“ Bucky started but what interrupted by the knock itself. “See?”

Steve sat up slightly, causing the cat to jump of his chest and Sharon to slowly shift in her sleep. “And you woke me because…?”

“I don’t know. Its 3:30 am. Its dark. Im vulnerable. It could be a psycho killer and im not in the mood.”

Steve pushed the sheets of his legs and sat up. “Are you kidding me, Buck? Youre the fucking winter soldier.”

Steve began to walk towards the door as the knocking continued with Bucky hot on his heels. “Yea, well you’re Captain America. We are equally as capable of opening the door, but this is your apartment so I figured id let you. Just in case it is a psycho killer, youd be able to say you defended your own domicile.”

“Gee thanks.” Steve huffed as he reached for the doorknob. The door opened to reveal a slightly disheveled Y/N in none other than her pajamas. Bucky and Steve stared at her for a moment before Steve turned to Bucky. “Well, it’s for you. Totally get why you were scared though. She looks like a murderous demon.” Steve sighed sarcastically. “Im going back to bed. Lovely to see you though Y/N. Sharon misses you like crazy. I mean it’s been like what, 3 weeks since we’ve seen you. Crazy how time flies, we should really-“ Steve continued before being interrupted by Bucky.

“Steve go to bed.” Bucky spoke without taking his eyes off Y/N.

“Oh geez, fine. Goodnight Y/N”

“Goodnight Steve. “Y/N returned with a feeble smile.

Once Steve was definitely in his room, Bucky turned back to face Y/N. “What are you doing here?”

“Bucky, we need to talk.”

“Look, Y/N if this is about earlier then theres no need. I-“

“I love you, Bucky.” Y/N interrupted.

It was Buckys turn to stand there in shock.

“Bucky?”

Bucky snapped back to his senses and was less than pleased. “Is this some kind of sick joke to you? That’s really low Y/N. I spill my guts and you have the audacity to make fun of me for it.” Bucky turned back into the apartment but Y/n followed him in, shutting the door behind her.

“Bucky, im not lying.”

“You are too. You are supposed to go out on a date this weekend. You don’t love me. If you did, you wouldn’t date that idiot.”

“Bucky you said you love me and you had sex 3 days ago. Not with me, I might add.” Y/N replied laced with a little frustration.

“So? I had to get my frustrations out somehow. I’m not the one who suggested we have casual buddy sex.”

“Bucky, I was just really confused ok? I really thought that if we had sex once that I’d get over you. I don’t even have a date this weekend. I broke up with Mike after he slapped our waitress’ ass as she walked by on our last date.”

“Prick” Bucky mumbled. “So you tricked me into sex?”

“Tricked is such a harsh word.”

“But an accurate one” Bucky finished.

“We didn’t even have sex Bucky. I didn’t even think id be able to go through with it. I just wanted to propose the idea to see how youd react. To see if you wanted me too. I almost died when you pulled away from me.”

Bucky looked up into her eyes. “Yea, well you got what you wanted didn’t you?”

Y/N detected a hint of anger in his words. “Are you actually mad at me? Bucky, we love each other. Or at least we did a couple hours ago.”Bucky refused to speak. It lasted so long that Y/N turned to leave. “Fine, Bucky. Ill just go” Y/N was stopped by a firm grip on her wrist. She looked up and Bucky pulled her to him, kissing her like his life depended on it. Y/N kissed back with as much ferocity as she could. It was passionate and sexy and melting. Y/N had wanted this for so long and it was amazing. They pulled apart only to breathe and Bucky brushed his fingers through her hair.

“We love each other?” He spoke as he rested his forehead on hers.

“Yea, we do”

“I cant believe it.” Bucky chuckled. “I’ve been in love with you since you moved in.”

“Two years, Four months, and eighteen days.” Y/N whispered.

“What?” Buckys head snapped up in shock.

“That’s how long we’ve lived together.”

“Wow.” Bucky stepped back from her embrace and rubbed the back of his neck with his hand.

“I know because that’s how long ive loved you too.”

“WHAT?!”

“What?”

“You’ve loved me that long too? You had a boyfriend when you moved in.”

“I know, which is weird now that I think about it because he let me move in with another man. He said he wasn’t worried, but he should have been.”

“I’m the reason you dumped that guy a month after you moved in?” Bucky questioned. Y/N only nodded in response. “I cant believe it.” Bucky sighed. “I hated that guy!”

Y/N giggled and moved to cup his face with both hands. “That’s what he told me.”

“Oh, yea right. How would he know?”

“I don’t know. I didn’t see it either, but he insisted that you liked me and wanted to kill him with your metal arm.”

Bucky chuckled and crossed is arms over his chest. “Well, the guy wasn’t as big of an idiot as I thought.”

“You’re ridiculous.” Y/N laughed.

Bucky grabbed Y/Ns hand and walked her over to the couch. He laid down and pulled her on top of him.

“Bucky what are you doing?”

“I’m getting ready to sleep with the girl I love.” He replied as he readjusted his pillow.

“Um, shouldn’t we go home? You know, since you aren’t mad at me anymore?”

“Oh please, doll. I was never mad at you. More just mad at myself. Also, Sharon and Steve miss you didn’t you hear? And all I want to do is take you home and stay in bed with you for days, but I figure I owe them a favor for letting me stay and whine. So, tomorrow we can all go out and they’ll stop complaining about never seeing you, THEN we will stay in bed for days.”

“Ah, great plan, Barnes.”

“Yea, I thought so.” He smiled his cheeky grin. “But for now we will sleep together and actually sleep.”

EXO - Reaction

Anon: Hey! Can I request EXO’s reaction to finding out their S/O is unexpectedly pregnant but scared to tell them cause S/O is afraid that they’ll choose their career over a child? Thank you!

Of course you can! lol Its kind of nice to have a reaction in our ask box than the nsfw requests! (which we have like 2 left of and I’m working on rn) Also this kinda turned into a scenario/reaction lol sorry -Admin Sierra



Jongin:

He would find the test in the guest bathroom of your shared apartment while cleaning. He would wonder if it was yours or someone else. Once he realized that the only people who had been at your guys place where the guys he would kinda get frantic. He would wrap it in toilet paper and put it in his pocket.

As he cleaned he would silently ask questions on why you didn’t tell him. If you where scared to tell him. Why you would be scared, he loved kids. He was wiping the mirror when he stopped. He realized he had been working a lot lately. Maybe you where scared because you thought he would choose his job over a family. Which made him sad. He was scared to bring it up though since you hadn’t said anything about it. He waited til that night, he asked you about starting a family which made your fear fade away. He did end up telling you he found the test in the bathroom though.

Wait… you knew?” You would ask sitting up staring at him.

Yeah, I thought it was someone else at first, but did the math and guys can’t get pregnant so….” He trailed off looking at you.

You nodded. He grabbed your arms and pulled you into his chest.

Don’t worry love, I want this, I want a baby with you. I love you so much. We are gonna be great parents.” He said stroking your hair til you fell asleep.

Originally posted by captivatesme

Minseok:

He came home early from practice wanting to surprise you with your favorite snacks and a movie. He had spent 90% of his time at work and the other 10% sleeping. He would actually overhear the conversation from you and your doctor outside the bedroom door confirming you where indeed pregnant. He was shocked, Whenever you to had sex you where always safe, to prevent this. Not that he wouldn’t be happy and ready, Its his work and the fans, how they would react and treat you is what worried him. He hear you say your goodbyes and bolted to the living room when you walked out.

Oh! you’re home? So early.” you said kind of nervous of how much he may have heard.

Yeah, I got out early… I picked up some of your favorite snacks and a movie, I figured since I haven’t been home often I wanted to spend some time with you.” he admitted. You simply nodded and kinda rocked back and forth on your heals.

Are you okay baby?” He asked setting the bag on the coffee table.

Yeah, yeah I’m fine.Just a bit tired is all.” You lied. He just nodded and sat on the couch opening his arms to you so you could cuddle to him. He knew what you where thinking so he waited til you where ready to tell him.

Originally posted by xiuminscheeks

Junmyeon:

Being the leader of EXO meant he was hardly home, worse than the other members. He was surprised when he came home that you where still there waiting for him. He was so scared to lose you to his job that when he found the pregnancy tests in the trash can, hidden underneath papers in your shared bedroom, he would start crying. He knew why you had hid them. Or at least had a strong hunch. He would rush to the kitchen and make your favorite meal. You walked out of the guest bathroom to the smell of him cooking and your stomach churned. You walked into the kitchen and faked a smile as you hugged him from behind. He quickly turned around and wrapped his arms tightly around you and started to cry again.

Junmyeon…” you where caught off guard at his cries and you tried to pull away to look at his face but he only held you closer.

I love you so much.” He cried into your hair.

I love you too.” You said holding him in your arms.

He finished cooking and you ended up telling him over dinner, and he explained that he knew and he didn’t want to lose you or his baby to his job. He promised he would make sure he went to every doctors appointment and to be home as much as possible.

Originally posted by daenso

Kyungsoo:

Kyungsoo would find out from your best friend. They would tell him because they know your fear of him choosing his job over a family isn’t true. No matter how many times they tried to convince you, you still didn’t want to tell him you where pregnant. He would be mad at first because he was hearing such amazing news from your friend and not you. He would calm down once your friend explained why they where telling him instead of you. He was terrified to lose you two, so, he would drive home immediately ignoring the other members and his manager in the process.He was determined to show you how much you meant to him and how much he wanted this. When he got home he rushed into the house searching for you.

(Y/N)?” He called through the house but got no response.

He ran up the stairs to your shared bedroom to find you sleeping in your guys bed. You face was puffy from crying. He crouched down, leveling his face with your sleeping one. H reached out and stroked your cheek causing you to flinch at the sudden contact. You woke up and stared at him for a second, then realized that he shouldn’t be home yet.

What are you doing home Soo?” you quietly questioned. Sitting up slowly and rubbing your eyes.

He just took off his jacket and shoes and climbed in bed with you. He pulled your body to his and ran a hand over your stomach. You froze.

You know don’t you?” you asked not looking at him. Cursing out your friend in your head.

Yes, I do. (Y/N), why would you think I would ever choose my job over you. Our baby, a family?” he asked, using his index finger to turn your face to him. You shrugged looking at his nose instead of his eyes.

I would never in a million years do that. You know me of all people, I would never do something so ridiculous, I want to be a farmer for heavens sake.” He said, causing you to laugh a little. He smiled and held you in his arms the rest of the day.

Originally posted by dokyunggie

Yixing:

He would be in China when he found out from Baekhyun. Baekhyun would congratulate him and you on the pregnancy and it would confuse the hell outta Yixing. Poor Baekhyun wouldn’t know what to. He would apologize and quickly hang up the phone call. Yixing would call you immediately and question what Baekhyun had said.

(Y/N)?” he said when you answered the video call. He looked worried and that worried you.

Yixing? Whats wrong?” you asked squishing your eyebrows together.

Is it true?” he asked.

Babe, you’re going to have to be more specific than that, Is what true?” you chuckled softly. Cocking your head to the side in confusion.

Are you…” he trailed off taking a deep breath. “…Pregnant?

You swallowed hard, Color draining from your face. You stared at him through the screen.

Ho-” you started but he cut you off.

Baek told me, he said he found the test on the bathroom counter he thought you already told me. You didn’t. Why?” he looked mad. He wasn’t he was just confused why you wouldn’t share such amazing news with him, the father. You sighed and explained why, Slowly and nearly so quiet he almost couldn’t hear you.

Baby…” He sighed. “I would never choose my career over having a family with you. You’re my everything! You keep me going when I want to throw it all away. I want to make a name for myself so we can be stable and raise a family. I’m doing this for us, but if it came down to choosing I would choose you over everything. I love you so much, Please don’t ever doubt that or me.

You had started crying but you nodded. “I love you, I love you so much Yixing, I was just scared because of the type of career you have.” you explained a little further.

Don’t be love, listen I have to go now, but I will be coming home in 2 days, I’m cutting my time here short to spend it with you. I don’t care what anyone says. You need me there with you right now. Ill be home soon okay? I love you baby.” He said and you smiled and nodded. You two hung up and he was home the very next day.

Originally posted by chanyeolaconda

Baekhyun:

He would be terrified when he overheard you talking to your mom on the phone.

I’m scared, What if he doesn’t want this mom?

He stopped in his tracks. Want what? he wondered.

What if he gets angry and leaves me alone? He has a very important career, I am just a person.

What? Why would I get mad? he furrowed his eyebrows in concentration listening further.

I cant tell him…

I don’t know what I’m gonna do that’s why I called you, for help, some advice maybe…

He shifted his weight to his other foot and leaned in further.

Okay, I’ll see what I can do maybe he wont care if I come see you for a few days while I try to figure it out.

I can fly, I’m not that far along, the baby will be fine mom.

BABY?! WHAT?! His eyes bulged out of his head and he nearly dropped his phone.

Okay I’ll text you later, mhm, Love you too.

He took off towards the living room, tripping on the rug in the process. He tried to regain himself before you came out. He was thinking about what he had heard when you walked out. He propped an elbow on the counter top and pulled out his phone as you walked in.

Oh. You’re home?” you where shocked to see him. You shuffled to him. He kissed you and nodded. He didn’t trust himself to speak yet.

My mom called and wants me to come stay with her for a few days.She said she misses me.” You said very fast looking everywhere but his face.

Okay, well Maybe we should make it a mini vacation, I have a few days off.” He said not waiting for you to answer when he called the local airline to purchase two tickets to your home town. He wanted you to tell him, but he didn’t want you to be scared to so he figured being home with family would make you a little more comfortable.

Originally posted by baekhyuntella

Chen:

He would go quiet when Kyungsoo told him that you where pregnant. He would sit there and just stare at his hands.

Why didn’t she tell me?” he asked Kyungsoo.

Because shes scared Chen, You have been taking more interviews and you even just came out with a song, do you realize how much promotion is going to take up your time?” Kyungsoo said.

Chen just covered his face with his hands and yelled into them. Causing Kyungsoo to jump a little. Kyungsoo put a hand on his shoulder.

Go home, Ill cover for you, Make her dinner tell her you are gonna be home a lot now since our promotions for the comeback is over. Make her see that being scared to lose you to this job is ludicrous.” Kyungsoo stood grabbing Chen’s arm and pulling him to the door.

Okay, Um thank you Soo.. For telling me.” Chen thanked him and gave him a quick hug and left. When he got home you where washing the dishes from lunch. You where surprised to see him so early in the day.

Oh?” You looked up and saw him enter the kitchen. “You’re home! How was work?” you asked drying your hands off. He didn’t answer, he took long strides to you and pressed his lips to yours. You where caught by surprise but kissed back.

What was that for?” you asked a little out of breath when he pulled away.

I missed you so much, I’m sorry I haven’t been home enough, but that’s changing today. Promotions are done and I’m not going to do any for my new song.” he stated taking your hands in his.

What? No promotion for it? Chen are you feeling okay?“ you asked as you touched his for head. He nodded. He was attached to your hip just about all day until dinner when he forced you to stay out of the kitchen so he could surprise you with your favorite meal and dessert.

Originally posted by achenlove

Chanyeol:

He would actually be very pissed off. Not at you but at himself for making you feel this way. He spent most of his time at the studio or when he was home he was in his office working on new songs. When he did finally go to bed you where already asleep. Countless times he would notice you had been crying. He found out you where pregnant from the fans. They where mad at him for the same reason you where scared to tell him. One fan saw you at the doctors office, and overheard the news by accident. They took to Instagram spamming him with messages in his DMs. It was never posted, thank god.

What do you mean you know (Y/N) is pregnant, shes not pregnant. Please don’t spread rumors that arent true.” He responded to the fan as politely as possible.

She is, I heard it, I was there. I didn’t mean to hear personal information but she was crying in the room after. What did you do? Why did she not tell you?” The fan asked getting annoyed at him. He read it 5 or 6 times before it hit him. His job. That’s why. He decided seeing as the fan didn’t post about it anywhere to confide in her.

My job… That’s what I did, I think shes scared to tell me.” He said.

Maybe you should spend more time with her, I understand your job is important but she’s your girlfriend, and shes pregnant, Imagine how she must feel right now! Chanyeol, Go to her. Don’t tell her you know make her feel loved and she will tell you herself.” She replied.

Chanyeol nodded firmly and took you out to dinner at your favorite place and went to the arcade and won as many plushies as he could. He made sure you felt every ounce of love he had for you that night, and forever.

Originally posted by baekhyunsama

Sheun:

He was on your computer doing some work, You allowed him to use his when his would act up so it wasn’t something new. He was typing away when he heard adding sound meaning you had a new email. Without thinking about it he opened it. Thinking it was just spam until you saw it was the doctors office he read it quickly thinking you needed to just make another appointment soon but it wasn’t the case.

Dear Ms. (y/l/n), The test results came back successfully, Congratulations! You’re expecting a beautiful addition to the family. Please contact us to schedule a follow up appointment. -(D/n)” He read the email at least 7 times over.

You almost done babe? I need to check my emails.” You snapped him out of his trance.

Uh yeah hold on.” He said quickly closing the web browser and adding a few last words to his own email to his manager. He closed the laptop and handed it over. Not really looking at you.

Thanks babe, Ill be in our room.“ You said kissing his head and walking away. He nodded slowly looking at his desk. He waited for you to come in and tell him what he already knew but you didn’t. In fact you said you had a few errands to run and that you would bring back something for dinner. He was worried so he followed you. You met up with Minseok at a coffee shop. Sehun sat far away but close enough to hear. You told Minseok you where pregnant and when he tried to congratulate you you stopped him and told him you where scared to tell him because he might choose his career over a family. Sehun was shocked. He choked on his water and quickly ran out of the shop. He made it home before you and waited for you to come cuddle him on the couch when you walked in,

Shoot, I forgot to grab dinner.” You said slapping a hand to your forehead.

Don’t worry I ordered food for us, You always forget.” He chuckled patting the seat next to him on the couch.

Thanks Sehun. I’m sorry I forgot… again.” You laughed grabbing a pair of chopsticks and grabbing a bite of the noodles. He watched you eat silently. The thought of you being scared of him leaving you behind, his family behind mad him sad. He held your hand causing you to look up at him.

You know I love you right? You can tell me anything.” Sehun said out of the blue.

You swallowed your food. “I love you too Sehun..” You slowly said back realizing he knew something. You told him right after that.

Originally posted by sehunicorne

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My Alpha

Originally posted by sebastianobrien

“Bucky, I want to go for a walk.” The feeble omega stated. Brushing her soft locks to the side, waiting for a reaction from her brothers best friend. “Steve said I was allowed as long as you know i’m heading out,” She further fought for her right, seeing as the older Alpha was ignoring her wishes.

“Cant you just go in your little nest?” He was always commanding, not wanting to go out and start trouble, his voice deep and ruthless, “Honestly, what would a walk do, Where would you even walk?” Now he decides to stand, to turn to her form and witness her staring at her shoes, while picking her nails in a nervous manner, “Where do you want to walk, Omega?” Not making a move to respond to his questions, he released an audible sigh of tiredness, rubbing the bridge of his nose he ushered her out with his wrist. “I’ll meet you outside in five, your not walking alone.”


He was always demanding, wanting things to go his way or nothing. That was the biggiest set back of all Alphas, they think they’re the best of the system  and they should be worshiped and listened to. Alphas would get what ever they want when ever they want, Bucky and Steve just so happened to notice the pet peeve of Omegas and try their hardest to surpass them.

“Alright, Alpha.” Her mood changed drastically, Bucky had to hold back his pheromones for a minute longer just to make sure the itty Omega wouldn’t get a whiff of what she does to him just by calling him by his status. The things Steve’s little sister does to him… He just cant help it. He cant help saying “No,” to her, he had tried, but ended up taking it right back and giving the bitty girl what she wants. Which was something big, Never does an alpha take back what they say, Steve noticed, but decided to stay out.

So he found himself lacing hands with the little Omega he fantasies about. She probably didn’t even know it, but her scent was maximized to the double, as she just finished her heat three days ago. The scent she leaves behind that gets carried by the harsh wind would grab many unwanted Alphas and their attention. Secretly he would rub himself all over her, giving her his scent for the day. Not that she minded, she never seemed to have a problem with it.

“I love the wind in autumn,” She spoke, as they passed yet another nude tree, its branches stuck out like a sour thumb. Bucky nodded, tightening his scarf around his neck, he was never much for words, especially around her. “Whats your favorite season?” She spoke mindlessly as she caressed a few branched that had been weighted down by their length. 


“Autumn is nice,” He agreed, watching as she smiled warmly his way. She had let it slip once that she enjoyed having similar interests. Not that he would lie just to get her closer to him, but it was a nice little tid bit to know about her character, as she loves to bond well, both physically and mentally.

“Ted loved the summer,” She said, out of habit. She would always talk about her Alpha, boost his self esteem by praising him and talking about him to many other Alphas; Bucky was beyond sick of hearing the bastereds name roll off her tong like a prayer.

“Didn’t he cheat on you?”

Which was true, Steve’s little sister had an amazing Alpha, who just loved to have more then one Omega at his feet. Once Steve found out, he blew a casket. If that wasn’t enough, her ex Alpha threatened to bond her if he so as much smells her across the streets. Bucky was confused, if her ex Alpha was all bad news and somewhat history, why was she still talking about him like she still loves him and wants him back?

“Yes… why are you asking, your the one who broke both his arms.” If there was anything in the world Bucky loved it would have to be this oblivious Omega beside him. She tried to remove her hand from his, but he wasn’t budging. His eyes were glaring at the street sign coming up, not wanting to grow any angrier.

“Bucky, you stink.” her small cries almost went unnoticed, if it wasn’t for her trying hard to shove his hands away from hers. “Bucky let go,” Her wails only grew stronger. The Alpha was now walking faster, as if dragging her frail body behind his. “Bucky stop, whats your problem?” He stopped midway the park, way past the bus sign that interlaced with a fork for the park. letting go of her hand he jerked back and blew. 

“Everyday, all I can think about is making you my mate and filling you with pups. It pisses me off that all you talk about is that good for nothing Alpha.” His roar was terrifying, his arms flinging around like he was ready to strike, his brows knitted together if one would look from afar it would seem he was losing it all. 

The winds breeze blew away whatever scent she was giving off, fear, love, sadness… He was never good at reading the women species. And it scared him now that he didn’t know what else to say, he had loved her way before she met Ted, and was on his way to confess his feelings until he walked in on the couple relaxing from their heat and rut. He never spoke to her normally from that day on, always ignoring her and walking away from her while she was mid sentence. It seemed all his pent up aggression had finally met its peak.  So he stood waiting for her to move.

“You… Since when?” Her reply was out of genuine curiosity, She had found Ted as a last minute resort for her Alpha because she felt as though she needed one. Steve had Sharon who was an amazing mate, and Bucky would always come over to Steve’s little home smelling like another women each night. And some nights, she would catch a whiff of more then one scent. So was the rest of her friends, they all had someone. 

“Since forever, Doll.” Bucky grumbled, rubbing the bridge of his nose. “It doesn’t matter lets get you home.” He reached for he forearm, in a manner to get her moving his way and end the day.

“No,” She rubbed the pad of her foot on the dirty road of the park and stood her ground, squaring her arms over her chest and glaring at Bucky, “If you’ve loved me for ever then why come home smelling like every Omega in town?” 

“They never meant anything, (Y/N)-”

“Their still Omegas who thought they had a chance with you, What makes me any different?” 

“Because I love your scent, so much it drives me into my rut every other day. Your driving me nuts (Y/N)-”

“That’s no excuse-” She should have just shut up when she had the chance and not argue with an Alpha, because that’s dangerous, Bucky was the biggiest Alpha she had ever seen.

“Shut it Omega-” His voice was deep, commanding and showed no signs of space for her to argue her half. “Lets get you back home, before it gets dark.”

“Bucky-”

“Move Omega-”

“Bucky-”

“Omega.” He warned dangerously, pointing to the nearest exit of the forest in the park. 

“I love you,” She screeched, Cutting him off from his thoughts. “I have loved you way before T-”

“Don’t say his shitty name,” Bucky grumbled, getting closer to her form and wrapping her up in his arms, “Lets go to Steve’s and figure us out.”

“Your home, Bucky.” She begged, Steve’s little apartment was the best home she could ever ask for, but it always smelled like the leading Lady of the couple. 

“Our home,” Bucky corrected, letting his forehead rest over hers. their nose touching, while their hands intertwined together. 

“Our home,” She chanted, giggling at the end. 

A/N: Excuse any mistakes. 

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Liam Dunbar Imagine- Drunken Drama

Anon- Hey i love your Isaac Lahey imagines, but can I get one with Liam where she’s Scotts or Dereks younger sister and shes human and they go to a party and she gets really drunk. But can you make it fluffy at the end and stuff. Sorry that its not much to go on but thanks if you get around to doing it!!

Authors Note- First of all thankyou and I’m glad you enjoyed them. I really liked this request, even though there’s quite a few similar to this out there, but I hope I got it similar to how you wanted it, I had fun writing it. It’s also set in the third season but Liam is there x

Being a Hale, believe it or not did have its perks. Being a werewolf with heightened abilities being the main, however when all of that is suddenly stripped away from you it’s kind of hard to deal with. Cora was dying and the only way to save her was for Derek to give up his alphaship. However, you weren’t entirely sure loosing an alpha against the alpha pack was the best idea, so you decided to throw a spanner in the works. Without telling Derek you healed Cora yourself, but being a beta meant you lost your power completely. But she was your sister, she was worth your life let alone your stupid werewolf curse. How much harder could being a powerless human be?

“So when are your friends picking you up?” your older brother huffed, not wanting to accept that you were growing up. “Erm actually I’m taking her, the others are staying in to work out a plan with Deaton” Liam mumbled. “You mean Scott’s not going with you?” Derek asked, his voice echoing around the loft. “See, I knew you would overreact” you tried to play it off, giving Liam daggers. “Absolutely not!” Peter said, emerging from nowhere. You rolled your eyes and glanced at him, “Its times like this I wish you were still dea-” you began before Liam interrupted to prevent witnessing another Hale argument. “I’ll be there, and so will Mason” he said quickly. “As comforting as that sounds, the answer is still no” Derek replied sarcastically. “I’m not a kid, I can take care of myself” you crossed your arms over your chest. “You could take care of yourself, as in past tense” Peter spoke again. “So what if I’m technically not a werewolf? I’m also not an idiot” you retort. “Debatable-” Peter remarked under a fake cough. “Fine” Derek said with a sigh. “Wait… you’re letting me go?” you said, examining your brothers blank expression. “Yes you can go” he replied. “Are you insane?” Peter asked shaking his head. “Well you do let me run around the streets at night with my pack, a party is probably a lot safer” you said, flashing a fake smile at your uncle. “Just don’t get drunk, I mean it!” Derek demanded. “I wont” you said with an eye roll and a smirk. You grabbed your purse and began to walk towards the loft door. “You better look after my sister, if anything happens to her its your fault, the Hales don’t take kindly to their family being hurt”  Derek said sternly to Liam, as Peter flashed his eyes gold from over Derek’s shoulder. “Of course I will” Liam said nervously. “Stop scolding him, I know what you two are doing” you claimed sliding the loft door open and waiting for Liam to join you. He looked from your brother to your uncle, before putting his hands in his jacket pockets and doing a small jog over to you. “See you” you called out, slamming the door shut before they could change their minds.

The second you stepped foot in the club, Hayden passed you, Liam and Mason a free shot. But before you could even take a sip Liam grabbed it from you and drank the both of yours before you could blink. “You do realise you cant get drunk” you laughed. “Yeah, but neither can you, I don’t want to be killed by your family just yet” he joked. “Where the hell has Mason gone?” you asked, it was a new record for him to have split off. “Two guesses” Liam said out of routine. The two of you glanced to the biggest crowd of guys, there he is. It had been a few hours and the pair of you did what you always did, you found a space on your own and talked about everything, anything. You had no idea why you always did that, sure he was your best friend but you totally acted like an exclusive couple. You rarely saw one without the other, you were lost in your own little world together and yet still you didn’t realise what was right in front of you.

“It’s a little crowded in here and I’m sure Derek’s waiting up for you” Liam said, nervously biting his bottom lip and glancing over your shoulder. “I don’t need werewolf powers to know your trying to hide something from me” you said with a raised eyebrow. You began to turn around but he grabbed your shoulders to keep you still. “Okay… that was weird” you said, brushing his hands off. You stared at him and watched as he relaxed, before quickly turning around before he could stop you again. That’s when you saw it. Your ex boyfriend making out with a girl in the corner of the room. You couldn’t help but stare, you wanted to look away but seeing him brought back some emotions that you didn’t want to feel again. Liam stood beside you awkwardly, hearing your thumping heartbeat. He had liked you since forever and there you were, getting all chocked up over your ass of an ex. “Are you okay?” he practically whispered. Of course he cared about you and didn’t like seeing you upset, but it was hard to watch you get upset over the boy you had liked, the boy that had called you his girl, the boy that used to give you quick kisses in the hallway and endured the whole relationship talk from your brother and uncle. The talk he dreaded but so desperately wanted to have with you by his side. “What are we staring at, oh-” Mason said after seeing you two stood dead in the middle of the club. “What a dick” you managed to say. A small smile tugged at Liam’s lips after hearing and smelling the anger now raiding from you, rather than upset and jealousy. “Do you want to get out of here?” Mason asked, to make up for Liam’s silence. “Nope” you said bluntly, storming over to the bar. “Oh shi-” Liam began saying, while rushing after you, followed by Mason.

“Do you not remember your brother telling you not to get drunk?” Liam asked in disbelief, as the bar attender placed a line of shots in front of you. “Vaguely” you said, knocking back the first one. “Y/n, don’t you dare take one more sip” he tried to say with authority. You looked at him in the eye as you knocked back another and slammed the empty glass on the table. “She’s underage, this girl right here is underage drinking” Liam exclaimed loudly while pointing at you, earning him a few weird looks. He glared at the bar attender, waiting for him to do something but he simply shrugged and carried on serving. “Are you kidding me? Do you even check anyone’s fake ID in here?”  for once he was outraged by this, whereas any other time he wouldn’t of bat an eyelid to it. “Liam! There you are, I need you to carry a few boxes from the store room” Hayden said between breaths. “I cant right now” Liam shook his head, moving the fourth shot away from your already tipsy self. “Liam you promised you would help if I got you in” she huffed, handing a glow stick to a half naked drunk beside her. “Li, I’ll look after her while you’re gone. I like this club and quite frankly I like the people in it” Mason smiled flirtatiously at the barman. “Fine, I’ll be right back. Don’t move” he said sternly, before following Hayden through the crowd.

“Mason! What the hell?!”. He was now chatting to the barman while they drank together. “Oh fuck, I completely forgot” he stood up and stared at his best friend in both concern and guilt. “Derek’s going to kill me” he mumbled. “And my boss is going to kill me if someone doesn’t pay for the bottle of scotch she stole” the bar attender hinted. Liam gave a loud sigh and shoved the money from his pocket onto the bar, before closing his eyes and trying his hardest to focus. He knew your heartbeat from a mile off but you were surrounded by out of breath and horny teens. He bumped into a few large sweaty guys before he finally found you in the middle of the dancefloor. “Woah” he said as he just about caught you from falling. “Heyyy Liammmmm” you slurred with a giggle. “I am so dead” he squinted, smelling the alcohol on your breath. “So I know I’m supposed to stay at yours… but I think I’m going to another club after this with that guy over there” you gestured to an older looking guy standing in the corner of the room, that was still checking you out. “No you’re not Y/N, your brother thinks your staying with Lydia later tonight, he doesn’t know your staying at mine and he certainly wouldn’t let you stay with him” he said jealously, you had promised to stay at his because he was having trouble sleeping alone and Mason was already staying 3 nights a week because of this. “Oh pleaseeee Liammmm, I just want to have funn and make my dickbag ex jealous, lets see how he likes it” you half slurred. “The only one feeling jealous right now is me” he mumbled. “Huh?” you asked, drawing your attention back to him and his bright blue eyes. “Uhm nothing, come on lets go” he said, gently grabbing your wrist. About three minutes ago you would’ve objected and made a scene but something felt different in the way he spoke to you. He’d always been caring but tonight it was as if you were the only thing in the world that mattered to him.

Mason reluctantly dropped the two of you at Liam’s, mainly because you getting drunk was all his fault. Liam helped your giddy and staggering self out of the car, before carrying you bridal style into the house and up the stairs. He placed you on his bed and sighed, of course you looked stunning in your tight dress, heels and makeup, but the Y/N he fell in love with was underneath all that with sweatpants and one of his baggy hoodies on. “So where did you put your bag with your pjs and stuff in?” he asked awkwardly. “Ermmmm, I think its at the bar” you giggled in your drunken state, not knowing you’d regret it later. “I guess you can borrow some of mine” he offered, with a small smile. He pulled out a plain t-shirt before coming stuck as to what bottoms to give you. He usually only slept in boxers, because of the whole wolf heat thing. “It’s ok, it’s hot anyway ill just wear the top” you claimed from behind him. He turned around to hand it you, “OH MY GOD” he accidently shouted, before covering his eyes. “AHH WHAT?” you screamed back, turning to look behind you. “Why don’t you have any clothes on?” he asked in a panic. “I have a bra and underwear on Liam, just give me the top” you snatched It out of his hands with scoff. “Ok, have you got it on?” he asked. “Yep” you replied. He uncovered his eyes to see you in his tight black t-shirt that was oversized on you and your black underwear that showed every time you lifted your arms up or stretched, but as much as he wanted to look, he owed it to your non drunk usual self not to, he respected you way too much to do that. You flopped onto his bed and stared at the ceiling, you parted your lips as if you were going to say something before simply letting the air escape. “Okay, so I’ll be on the couch downstairs if you need anything” he said, as he began to back out of the door. You simply hummed in response and covered yourself poorly with his blanket.

You glanced at the clock beside Liam’s bed, it was three in the morning and you hadn’t got an ounce of sleep. Normally Liam would sleep on the floor beside the bed but even he knew something felt different. You had sobered up a bit more, but you weren’t exactly thinking as straight as you would have. You wrapped yourself in his blanket and slowly crept downstairs and into the living room, you were still sort of stumbling. “Liam, Liam are you awake?” you asked, not being able to see that well. “Yeah” he replied, glowing his eyes gold so you could locate which couch he was on. You walked over to him and he moved, to allow some room for you. You wrapped the blanket around you both and lay next to him. “Why are you still awake?” he asked. “Why are you?” you returned. “Just thinking” he said laconically. “Same” you agreed. You both went to speak at the same time, before both erupting into a quiet laugh. “Drunk me heard what you said earlier, is it true?” you questioned. “Is what true?” he said, almost defensively. “That you were jealous” you said, moving your head to look up at him. “Yes” he admitted. He’d never had the courage to tell you before, but there you were, the girl of his dreams in his t-shirt looking more beautiful than ever. “Now why would you be jealous?” you pried, with a teasing voice. “Because I like you” he said, you could feel his quick beating heart. “Well I like you too” you admitted. “Wait what?” he was in shock to say the least. “And I always will” you continued, turning around so he was now spooning you. “So what does this mean?” he asked, not sure if he was dreaming. He waited for a response, before realising you were asleep. He sighed and wrapped his arms around you, feeling the fabric of his shirt and your bare legs against him, he never wanted this moment to end.

“Omg, I cant see” you whined, referring to the bright light that was directly in your eyes. “Y/n, Y/n, get up” Liam said quietly. You opened your eyes and sat up. “OH SHIT” you accidently said out loud. “So I ran into Scott and Lydia earlier tonight, neither of them had a clue where you where” your brother boomed. When your eyes adjusted fully, you saw Derek and Liam’s step dad staring at you from across the living room, he clearly came home earlier than expected from his night shift. You guiltily looked at Liam, who still had his arm around you, you quickly jumped apart and began explaining two different stories at the same time. “Where are your clothes?” Derek shouted, horrified. “It’s not what it looks like” you said, as Liam rubbed the back of his neck. “I forgot my clothes, so Liam leant me his” you smiled awkwardly. “I really don’t know what brotherly talk I’m supposed to have right now” he said. “Liam how come you never told me you had a girlfriend?” his step dad asked. But before Liam could open his mouth to do the whole ‘just best friends’ speech, you answered for him. “Well actually we weren’t exactly made official until earlier tonight” you stated, watching Liam’s eyes widen and a smile grow uncontrollably on his face. It was soon time for your brother to give the whole protective older brother speech, while you and Liam held hands underneath the blanket. A smirk spread across both of your faces, the next hour was hell but you finally had each other to endure it with.

Sorry it’s not too fluffy I just wanted to make It different from a lot of the ones out there with a similar plot line. Requests are open x

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domestic oikage au w/ a kid! i feel like oikawa is the parent that lets their kid get into trouble bc he’s too soft to put his fist down and kags is the strict parent bc SOMEBODY has to

bonus ugly comic:

So im a 17 year old girl who works at a fast food place that sells chicken and has a white man as its logo, this will be a collection of the shit ive had to deal with while working there for a year.

This happened earlier this year, i was on front counter and i was packing the food/handing it out to the customers, there was a huge rush and we had a wait on chicken filets for burgers, so we have to tell everyone who orders, i went and told the girl who was serving and i had full faith in her that she would tell them, but fast forward 25 minuets and filets are finally ready and burgers are made, and the family who ordered a family burger box with all filets (4 filet burgers) and i hand the food out and apologies for the wait and then the father just goes off on me about the fact we handed out orders before his, ( the other orders only had chicken and no burgers so we hand out what we can, this is what i was told to do on my first day) and i explained this to him and he said “NO THATS NOT HOW IT WORKS, YOU CANT BE HANDING OUT ORDERS WHEN PEOPLE ARE WAITING” and i then i asked if he was told about the wait and he said no, so i reply “I’m sorry i had thought my co-worker would have told you, this is my fault i should have checked, let me give you my name so you can call up later and put in a complaint if you would like” ( i didnt want to get the manager as it was a huge rush) and eventually his daughters (whom i knew) told him to let it go.

And just recently i was serving and i had 4 people packing, 1 was new and 1 girl was teaching her, and with 2 other fully trained packers working i thought it would be a breeze, WRONG, turns out they are the slowest packers ever and i ended up serving an then running to pack the food and hand it out, and then this lady comes in with her child, orders a go bucket and says she is mad so sorry about her being harsh, i say its okay i understand and then my coworkers call out her number to collect the food and i forgot these packers never yelled just said the number so no one ever heard and when i ended up calling it out ( i’m the loudest so they normally just ask me to call out the number) and she walks up and says “ YOU COULD HAVE SAID IT LOUDER THE FIRST TIME, YOU DONT KNOW WHO I AM, DONT FUCK WITH ME” all the while with her small infant in hand.

This happens the shift after this and i was once again packing and serving due to slow packers and i had my coworker serve a lady while i was just coming off break and she had ordered a 2 piece box (2 chicken pieces, a potato and gravy, a roll, chips and drink) and the lady asks my coworker to swap the roll (90 cents) to a piece of chicken ($3), which we cant do, as it costs more than the chips, and if we cant do it on the order screen We. Cant. Do. It, and when my coworker tells me this i tell her im not going to do that as we cant, and i hand the meal out and the lady comes back and screams “I ASKED FOR A  PIECE OF CHICKEN INSTEAD OF THE ROLL!” and i calmly explaing “ we cant do that as its a higher price and if we cant do it on the screen we cant do it when packing” to which she replies “BUT THE GIRL WHO WAS SERVING SAID YOY COULD AND I SAW HER TELL YOU” well sorry lady but im not risking my job because my co worker said you could but guess what, im not the her and this is what ive been told

So thanks co workers for making me get yelled at because you slack off and just chat all shift and i do the work :)))

creepyflyer666  asked:

For a fluff HC, would you like to write how the RFA would react to MC having to live at in college dorm further away from them? Like 2+ hours driving time. Only if you're feeling up to it of course :)

Sorry this took so long! I just always got lost when attempting to write it. Hope you enjoy though!

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Zen

♬ why do you want to leave him? ಥ_ಥ

♬ education is useless anyway!

♬ please stay?

♬ he’d get it eventually and even drive you up there

♬ Zen would miss you so much

♬ 24/7 texting

♬ Skype goes from your least to most used app

loads of Skype and phone sex

♬ he loves listening to the fun stories you tell him

♬ he comes to pick you up whenever you are due to visit

♬ that way you can already catch up on the car ride home

Yoosung

★ he is very proud of you

★ but also salty, cause it’s so far away from him

★ Yoosungs thinks about switching over to your Uni

★ after all hell is the same, wherever you go

★ sadly, he’s been pretty lazy so his grades aren’t good enough

★ the two of you still raid until 2am every night

★ he gets his drivers license only so he can visit you

★ talks to you during the entire ride to your dorm

★ ever break longer than two days is spend together

★ when visiting on campus he never lets go of your hand

Jaehee

♨ she’s happy that you take your education serious

♨ and the school you did get into is a great one

♨ sometimes when you send her photo’s she gets nostalgic

♨ she asks you to text her as often as you can

♨ you text her after every lecture, even with photo’s

♨ Jaehee in return decides to start writing you letters

♨ she also sends you a lot of packages with thing to remember her

♨ you always make a video of you unboxing them

♨ Jaehee is very busy because of work, unable to call for weeks at a time

♨ but she never once misses out on sending your monthly package and letter

Jumin

♛ you’re surprised he doesn’t seem to be sad at all

♛ little do you know that the two people you befriend are bodyguards

♛ he just wants you to be safe, okay?!

♛ perk of being rich: helicopters

♛ 2+ hour drive gets cut in less than half

♛ when he cant come to you, he sends someone to pick you up

♛ you see each other every weekend (at least) without fail

♛ still isn’t enough

♛ offers to pay for private professor if you come back

♛ you instantly have to move in with him once you’re done

Saeyoung/Seven

☼ distance has never been an issue for Saeyoung

☼ especially not when he can hack the cameras on campus

☼ you’re so cute when you’re studying

☼ still, sometimes he misses cuddling with you

☼ good thing that his cars are hella fast, right?

☼ eventually seeing you once a week isn’t enough

☼ lucky for you, your boyfriend is a genius and hacker

☼ he enrols in your University to study business

☼ that way he can open that toy store he dreamed about

☼ he can also live in the same dorms as you •̀.̫•́✧

park woojin as your soulmate

imagine having woojin as ur soulmate where u have to stay within a certain distance of each other at all times

  • its kinda hard for u to tell wht ur soulmate key is
  • but once u find out it becomes Really obvious
  • everytime u try and move to certain places, its like theres an invisible wall stopping u
  • some days u cant even make it to ur mailbox, other days ure able to go as far as the next city
  • u figure tht u have to stay within a certain distance of ur soulmate
  • the only problem is u dont know what exactly the distance is

Keep reading

How BTS would tease their S/O when they were on the phone

Sorry if you dont like pop tarts lol and sorry there is no gif for Jungkook, tumblr wouldnt let me post for some reason if I added one more gif

Jin

You would be talking to your best friend and helping her out because she’s looking for a job and needed your advice but Jin wasn’t enjoying the lack of attention. He quickly headed over to the kitchen and grabbed your favourite snack: pop tarts. He would sit in front of you and act like he was going to feed you but would stop halfway and eat it instead. After about 5 minutes of him doing this, you threw your phone and started chasing him to get your pop tarts.

“KIM SEOKJIN GIVE ME MY POP TARTS” “NO NOT TODAY”

Namjoon

You and Namjoon were on one of your weekly dates at your local coffee shop. After about 2 hours of just eating, talking and enjoying each others company you suddenly got a phone call from your mom which you had to answer so you excused yourself and headed outside to answer the call. You had been talking to your mom for a while and Namjoon got impatient so he paid for your food and headed outside. He quietly snuck behind you and started to tickle you till your sides hurt.

“omg stop it I cant- breat-”

Yoongi

Yoongi probably wouldn’t tease you and would just let you have your phone call but if he absolutely HAD to he would most likely just sit in front of you while smiling like an idiot until you burst into laughter

“Yeah I’ll be able to d- HAHAHAHHA”

Hoseok

You were planning a day out with your friends and Hoseok wanted to spend time with you even though you two were always together. He had deviated a master plan to have you distracted from your phone call. You were talking to your friend while doing your makeup and in the reflection of the mirror you see Hoseok in the flower hat smiling at you and you couldn’t help but laugh

“Hellooo I’m your hope, I’m your angelll”

Jimin

You were lying on the rug, staring at the ceiling and talking to your dad about life when Jimin walked into the room and hovered over you. When you didn’t pay attention to him he had to put his master plan to the test. He started pulling on the rug until you were outside the apartment and you couldn’t get off because you didn’t realise what was going on until it was too late. He then rolled you up into a burrito and sat on it.

“PARK JIMIN GET OFF ME” “Nope hehehehehehehhe”

Taehyung

You and Taehyung were at the amusement park on a date when you suddenly got a phone call from your best friend so you had to pick up. You had been talking to her for a while and Taehyung was getting sad from the lack of attention especially since you two were on a date. Instead of waiting for you to finish Taehyung would pick you up and throw you over his shoulder causing you to let out a little scream and he would run with you to the entrance of the park then plop you on bench.

“What was that for??!! I almost had a heart attack”

Jungkook

You were talking to your friend on the phone while Jungkook was watching a movie. After a while Jungkook started feeling lonely so he decided to distract you somehow. He went into your room and a few minutes later walked out with a whole new outfit and started doing lord knows what

“Jungkook what are you do- oh my god”

Catch Fire (Ashton AU)
SMUT

Author Note: OK so guess who finally wrote again. Yeah its me. I worked so hard on this one and it is my longest one! You could say that I’m pretty lazy to write, but i have been preparing this one since September. I also wrote it in three days. I hate being a procrastinator. Anyways, I hope you like it, and leave a message if ya like.

Pairing: Ashton/ Y/n

Words: 4.5k

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OK, wait till he’s not looking.

It was very common for me to give Ashton a daily spell. Someday I would give him a good luck spell or others would be protection. Today was more of a positivist spell as I noticed he seemed a bit off. As soon as he turned to get a pen out of his bag, I quickly flicked my wrist and pointed the purple aroma towards his direction. He jolted a bit and tuned to me quickly, then sniffed the air. “Do you smell,” he sniffed again, “lavender?”

He came close to me and sniffed, “I think it’s you.”

I then copied his actions onto him before nodding, “Its you.”

I laughed as I watched him pull his grey shirt towards his face, sniffing, then nodding in agreement. It was great watching him be happy, kind of like a random act of kindness.

Magic had been in my family for many generations, but was hidden from me by my mom until I was around 9. It was my grandma’s idea to hide it behind my mother’s back by giving me a beginners guide of magic. After spending many weekends with her, you could say I’m pretty great at witchcraft for my age. I learned the many types and herbs were my favorite. Though through the years, I was taught the difference between light magic and dark magic. Of course it caught my attention, even as my grandmother refused to teach me as she didn’t know as much either. I myself taught a few small things and stole a book that had the word forbidden in bold on the cover.

My grandmother really did teach me a lot and I am completely grateful for the wonderful experiences. The one thing that she told me to forever remember, the key to all magic…

“Y/n, promise me one thing.”

“Yeah granny?”

“Under any situation use your emotions take over your powers, you will get carried away.”

“okay!” my 9 year self smiled before giving my grandmother my word.

I never did once get my emotions rattled up while using magic but there’s been a few times whe-

“Y/n.”

Quickly I focused back on Ashton as he called my name.

Ashton is my chemistry partner and is very lucky to have me as a partner due to the fact that I am amazing at mixing potions. He doesn’t need to know that though. He’s the president the fraternity house on our campus, but you couldn’t tell by one glance. Ashton Irwin was known around the school, completely popular, and is friends with everyone. However, even if he was the president of the biggest house of the university, he was the most kindest, down to earth person the whole campus could ever meet. From his bright smile that would make anyone have a good day to the beautiful hazel eyes were filled with sunshine. As much as I fantasize about him loving me, I would never ever make a potion for that, and I would gladly just stick to the small herbal spells that brighten his day.

“There’s another party tonight at the house. I’ve never seen you at any parties before.”

“Yeahhh,” I repositioned myself on the stool, “that’s because I don’t go to them.” I clenched my hands onto my maroon sweater, not sure whether I want him to ask me the question.

I looked up at Ashton who wore a shocked face. “What? You’re not getting the full college experience! Haven’t you ever wanted to go socialize with a group of friends? Maybe have a few-”

“Nope.”

“Well then,” Ashton grabs my arm, “tonight will be you’re first!”

I can’t believe I actually showed up to this party. The house was huge and brightly lit by neon lights. It was a really nice modern looking house that was about three stories high. Voices from inside could be easily heard from outside. Hell, maybe even a few blocks down. That house was definatley filled. Most defiant. I’ve never been the one to be great at tight spaces and I tend to loose energy when I feel very uncomfortable. even as I am standing out here, watching an predicting what is going to happen.

Maybe I should just call Ashton. No. He probably wouldn’t be able to hear it from inside. What if he wants me to get drunk? what if I actually don’t find him in there? I cant just stand here all night, I need to get in there or I’ll never find out what could happen.

“Oh my gosh Britney, maybe Ashton will notice you this time!”

I turn my attention towards the slightly wobbly freshmen girls who walked towards the house in huge heels and terribly small dresses.

The blonde girl who I assumed was Britney retorted, “Ugh! I know! Tonight is indefinably the night.” The walked into the house and was lost in the many voices and lights.

Pressure filled me and i cant help but want to just run back. That freshmen was absolutely gorgeous and clearly interested in Ashton just as much as me. Her heels and dress would definitely stand out that my attempt to look pretty. I admit, I looked a lot nicer than how I usually looked at 10 o'clock chem. I curled my hair a tad and actually applied a bit more make up tan usual. I actually came to this party in a black lace crop top, which is completely out of my comfort zone, black skinny pants, and black heeled boots. Not to brag, I looked good, just not as good as the other girls who came her confidently.

Come on. Come on.

I walked towards the brown wooden door and opened it and also, like the other girls, got lost in the darkness.

Alcohol and smoke filling the room made me sick. The view of people on each other gave me chills and I can’t help but cringe in disgust.  I walked passed by the many pairs grinding on each other and then a few in the corner that were making out. How big was this place? It felt like there were millions of people in one building. There probably was about a hundred students at this party and out of this hundred, I know no one.

Well, except the one I was looking for.

There was no sign of Ashton in this living room filled with hormonal people. I could try to sense his energy, but that would completely drain my own. It really doesn’t help with all these people surrounding me. It makes my magic weaker, including me.

The house was mainly dark with the glowing neon lights as the only source of light in the large room. There was another yellow glowing light, which was probably the kitchen. The main room was connected to a hallway. One way led to the bed rooms and then on the other side a kitchen. Where would he go? Room or kitchen.

“Hey there, can I get you a drink?”

I debated whether I should use magic or not, and the idiotic choice seemed like the better at the moment.

I stayed quite as I tried to contact his energy. By every second, I’m getting uncomfortable, feeling weak, and disgusted. I can’t find him… too many people. The amount of people around me just conducting heat onto me made me nauseous.

“Y/n! You came!” I felt an arm go around my waist and pulling me in. “You don’t look so good… let me take you up.”

If it weren’t for the familiar voice, I would have been kicking right now. If I had the energy. I felt the hazel eyed boy directing me towards hallway and towards the bedrooms. The loud music faded after every step I took. One. Two. Third door on the left. I feel weak. I have no energy and no power.

He let me into the bedroom which I had hard time assuming if it was dark or just me blacking out. Soft sheets overcome my body and relaxation instantly hits me. Suddenly all my senses come back. I knew using magic back there was the biggest mistake, but it wasn’t.

“Here, I have some Tylenol,” Ashton says, handing me the two small pills. I gave a glare of warning but he just smiled, “I’m not drugging you up. If I was, would I be giving you a juice box to swallow it down?”

He pulls out the small fruit punch juice box from the mini fridge that was next to the desk and hands it to me. “Do you casually have juice boxes in your room?” I grabbed the small box from his hand slowly.

Ashton laughs and pulls out another from the small fridge, “well, the other guys kept stealing them so I keep them to myself now.”

I take a sip from the fruity juice, “well, isn’t that mature? Hiding your juice boxes from your fraternity brothers.”

“What can I say? Juice boxes bring the inner child out of me.”

We both chuckled at his small remark. I watched Ashton positions himself next to me. “Uhh,” he starts, “I’m glad that you’re OK. I’ve been really excited to be with you.”

Butterflies begin flying through my stomach as I am completely happy he feels the same way. I move a bit closer to him until my knee brushed against his. “I feel the same way.”

We stare at each other, unaware that we are both slowly moving closer to each other. Slowly I close my eyes and embrace the feeling of his lips on mine. My arms wrap around his neck and I pull him closer to me.

Everything was happening so fast, and before I knew it, both of our shirts were off. I felt my skin tingle from the contact of his touch and from every hot breath that he blew onto me. His lips attached to my neck and I lay my head back for him to get more access. Somehow I ended on his lap, and then me laying back on his cotton bed.

This was everything that I wanted and everything that I’ve ever dreamt in the small chemistry lab. From the first day I saw him on the cold September morning, I knew he was the one that I would-

A loud knock on the poster filled door broke us apart. “Hey Ash, can you please help me.”

I feel my blood boil, and the dark magic getting to me. How dare he ruin the moment.

“I’m a bit busy, Lo-”

“Please Ash,” he cried, “my sister called and she needs me. I’m too drunk to drive to her apartment across campus.”

I could hear the slight sobs that came from the other side of the door, even if there was music playing loudly in the background. Slowly, I look at Ashton for his reaction. His face was soft, filled with guilt. “Y/n, his sister is going through a lot… 10 minutes and no more.”

Taking a deep break, I let him go, “if you don’t come back in 10, I’m stealing all of your juice boxes.”

He replies back with a smile and a small giggle. I watched him walk out the door, dragging his friend along with him…

I ended up walking home that night after waiting for him alone in his room for an hour. I walked back with shame, thinking that he actually cared for me. Embarrassment filled my body and tears rolled down my face. The way the street lights gleamed felt like mocking. Focusing on me. On my mistakes.

One flick of my wrist, and they were all shattered.

Everything was quite outside at the campus. I was a few blocks away from the frat party and the music died down after five. I shivered from the coldness that made my feet ache on the hard concrete. Also at about five blocks, I took off my heels and dangled them through my fingers. Tears rolled down my face.

How could he do this to me?

“No. I can’t use my emotions for powers,” I told myself. No matter what, I can’t do that.

I can’t help but think of what he did. Standing me up, leaving me in his room for an hour, making me look like a complete and utter idiot. Walking out of his bed room with tears rolling down my face was the worst experience ever, and especially when i walked passed the two girls that laughed at me.

I hate everyone.

Taking a deep breath, I look up at the dark sky which looked beautiful and with the star, clearly visible, I can feel much better.

Maybe Ashton has an explanation?

Maybe I’m just that naive.

Walking into chemistry felt like the walk-of-shame. I feared of the look that would appear on Ashton’s face because of how he played me. All night I debated whether he was innocent or not. It took me hours to fall asleep, but my final thought was he is not.

Surprisingly, he wasn’t there sitting on his desk like usual with his normal bright smile or glowing hazel eyes. Something felt off.

I passed by the empty desk that sat in the front and walked towards the back where another empty seat stood next to mine. Everything felt off, as if something dark was right next to me.

“Everyone,” my attention is caught onto my professor. “Our dean, Mr. Johnson, is here to announce some news.” Mrs. Louis bowed her head and gave the attention to our dean.

What is going on?

That was one sign that something was completely off, our dean never came to classrooms. Sign two, Mrs. Louis was always a happy women.

What is going on?

“We would like to address something very tragic that occurred last night that has caused a drastic change in our school. Mr. Irwin has passed away.”

Everything in my body has shut down. What’s going on? I feel numb, as if everything was nothing. My sense of hearing slowly fades as do as my sight. Blackness surrounds me and engulfs me. Pitch darkness is all I see.

“Him and Mr. Gunderson were driving late last night and were struck by a drunk driver. Mr. Gunderson is in critical condition and has a slight chance of living, but Mr. Irwin died on impact.”

Different gasps and cries filled the classroom. “I’m sorry to all his friends. Please be cautious while driving, everyone.” No one paid attention to the dean leaving the classroom as they all mourned together.

Everything is black. Everything is quiet to me. I need to see him. He was so young and so different from everyone I have ever met. This wasn’t supposed to happen to him. He didn’t deserve this. He deserved better. My heart is pumping so hard, I could feel it bursting out of my chest. My whole body felt like it was burning on fire, but then also numb like I want to just collapse. I didn’t stop running, not until I made it to my dorm.

When I opened the door to my room, everything was red, the walls on my room, the furniture, the papers that were scattered around my room. I let the tears run down my face and before I could collapse onto the floor, the only thing that stood out was the forbidden book.

Forget everything, forget all the emotions that are filling my body up with pain, I’m going to bring him back.

I ran to the drawer and dumped all of my magical objects to the floor and scattering everything that i needed. Next, I grabbed the book with the glowing red Forbidden on it. I dropped down to my knees and quickly flipped through the pages. Every pages looked blurry, which I couldn’t care less. It wasn’t till the one page that wasn’t that I knew something was leading me to this. The words RESURRECTION stood out of everything. Placing the book on the floor, I grabbed the candles and surrounded them around me. Striking a match, I lit them one by one until the last one lit, I blew out the the small, but dangerous, flame. With the many different herbs, I mixed them up in a clay bowl before striking another match and lighting it on fire.

Please let this work.

Taking a deep breath, I whispered the spell, letting the Latin words spill off my tongue. I grabbed the DNA of Ashton, the small white straw of the juice box that he drank.

“I’m not drugging you up. If I was, would I be giving you a juice box to swallow it down?”

God, i remember that cheeky little smirk he had on his face  as he handed me the small box that was 10 times smaller than his hand. He always had a unique sense of humor.

Throwing in the straw, I watched as it disintegrated before my eyes. Why does this hurt so much?

I grabbed the small knife next to me and cut the palm on my hand without any hesitation or reaction to the pain. everything fell numb, even as I watched the red blood drip into the bland clay pot. Why does nothing feel the same? I can see the tears falling from my face, but why can’t feel them? Why does this have to happen and to him especially?

“Do you smell… Lavender?”

My tears spilled down my face even more and my voice began to crack as i spoke out the words from the spell. Every second I feel less energy, but a bit of hope in my heart.

My words began to get louder as everything seemed deaf to me. Why can’t I hear my own words? The only sense I have is my scent and it reaked of burning spices. Even as it filled my whole room and probably the whole house, I continued as if it didn’t bother me one bit.

“Ill be back. I Promise…”

Suddenly all my senses came back and they all came crashing down. “You promised,” I chocked out screaming as I buried my face in my hands.

“I told ya I would.”

I turned quickly, so quick it caused me to get dizzy. For the hundredth time today, my body broke down. I looked at his figure, dressed in all black, styling his regular smile. However his smile was the same, there was something different about his eyes. “Ashton?”

He let out a cocky chuckle and came closer, “Who else?”

His eyes reflect a darkness, though he still had his regular hazel brown eyes. “Who are you?”

“Im still Ashton,” he waved his hands out in a surprise motion. He picked up the black book and read the spell page before letting out a series of tisks. “Well it looks here, you forgot a paragraph. Like you always says, you shouldn’t get you’re emotions get to ya.”

My eyes go wide and follow his every direction, “h-how do you know that?”

Ashton shrugs his shoulder and tilts his head, “its kinda cute. You actually think no one can hear you thinking?” He drops the book into my hands before leaning onto the wall.

“But I messed up. Why are you still here?”

“well, my dear, you brought back on side.” He folded his arms and continued, “the other side, and the one you love, is in heaven.”

My blood ran cold, “so-so you’re a demon.”

“Correct.”

He pushed himself off the wall and knelt next to me. I closed my eyes as I felt his hand bring my chin up. “I may not be the same Ashton that you loved,” his voice whispered through my ear, “but I’m everything Ashton was too scared to show you.”

I couldn’t help it but force his face into mine. How could it ended up being me being the one to be start than the actual demon in this room. Secondly, why am I doing this? I should be scared, traumatized. I just brought a dead soul back.

Ashton pulled me into his lap, digging his head into my neck and leaving swollen red love bites that were easily noticeable. Shivers run down my whole body as I tilt my head back to give him more access and hinting to where I’m most sensitive. It was like he read my mind because not long after, he found it. I let out a small moan and bury my hands into his soft blonde hair.

His masculine hands gripped my sides, tugging me closer to him, then whispering jump. I obeyed his command and jumped onto him, wrapping my legs around his waist. We fell onto the white bed sheets and continued our sinning.

The room is defiantly moving, or is it just me spinning? What I’m doing is so wrong, but I got what I wanted. What I wanted was Ashton and he’s here, on top of me, leaving many bruises on my warm body. Everything was happening so fast. 20 minutes ago I found out he died and now hes ripping my shirt off, unbuttoning my pants, and toying with the rim of my underwear.

“Ashton,” I arched my back, “please.”

His fingers ghostly inches towards the clip of my red lacey bra, “is this what you want?” I squealed and nodded at his growl, needing him to continue. In a second, my clip was unhooked and the bra was across the room. “God, how could I ever say no when you’re responding like that?”

Hot breaths comes out of my mouth as I feel the soft lips on my sensitive breast, then the feeling of his wet tongue drawing circles around me. With his open hand, he didn’t leave my other breast unwanted, but rubs it softly. I suddenly feel the texture of his jeans rub against my inner thigh. My hand slowly moved from his abs to the front of his jeans to palm his hard. I get a moan answer from him which sends vibrations to my breasts.

Unbuckling his belt, I tried to pull them down, but it was too hard in the position that we were in. Ashton realized that and lifted himself off of me. Daringly, I pushed him back onto the bed and pulled his black jeans off. I bee-lined straight for the bulge that stood out of his black briefs. Putting my hands back onto him, I slowly massaged and pulled on the large length through the fabric. His groans got louder by the second and went sky rocketed when I pulled off the partition to his swollen hard cock.

I grabbed him and licked the lip, causing him to buck his hips. I then put it all into my mouth and bobbed my head up and down.

God, I’m terrible person, but since I started, might as well finish…? I’m a terrible person.

Not long after, I popped him out of my mouth. Ashton, catching back his breath, leans back up and pushes me down on the silky sheets. His fingers are ghostly edging towards my matching laced red panties. The feeling of them rolling down my thighs, slowly, made me wetter by the second. “Oh, so you like that?”

He rips them completely off and again, throws my underwear across the room and forcefully positions himself in between my legs. The feeling of the tip of his hard cock drove me absolutely crazy and i buck my hips to try to speed him up.

“Eh eh eh,” he waved his pointer finger at me, “patience.” He grabbed his length and gave it a few strokes before inserting it into me. I moan out loud and arch my back, trying for him to get him to hit my spot.

I felt as if the room was spinning around again. With every thrust that he took, my vision faded. With every scream I let out, the more I went deaf. Everything was becoming black and white once again, but only this time… it was his eyes glowing red.

“Ashton!” I screamed out as he hit my sensitive spot, over and over again. “I’m going to-”

“Hold it in, sweetheart.” he bucked his hips even harder and at a sloppier pace. Droplets of sweat rolled off his cheek and onto my chest. I don’t know if I can hold it any longer…

The pit feeling in my stomach was starting to take over and I’m scared what will happen if I let it go than listening to Ashton’s orders. I gripped my nails into Ashton’s back, holding in my juices as long as possible. Its getting so hard, from the grunts that hes letting out, to how his eye are closed and so focused on pleasuring me.

I dont know if I can hold it in much longer…

“Let go, sweetheart.”

He didn’t have to tell me twice as I let go of everything, moaning out loud in relief. Not long after, he lets go inside me and thrusts it all out.

His sweaty figure falls right besides me on my average white bed. His muscular arms wrap around my bare torso and buries his head in my neck. I stayed completely stiff, not knowing what to do.

Did he just fall asleep?

His once panting breaths slowly turned into deep relaxed breathing. He really did fall asleep. Typical.

Here I am. Alone in my dorm with the man that died last night. The man that I was mourning about not that long ago. I broke the one promise that I’ve ever made, and it all back fired in my face. The book of the forbidden had so many different spells, but I don’t think it carried the one that I need…

“I’m everything Ashton was too scared to show you.”

God, what did I do…