he understands all my feels

Tae I’m sorry, you deserve better

sorry, i gonna have to come back to this moment because it was such a good moment

bakugou is an angry mess. anger’s a secondary emotion; it’s a defensive reaction to another emotion, e.g. you feel angry because you are hurt, you feel unsafe, etc. bakugou feels angry because he has guilt and self loathing in spades, and anger is the only way he knows how to process it. 

this panel could be seen as bakugou’s typical bakugou-ness – a la “i don’t need your help” / “i want to (have to) be perfect and i have to do that on my own, you absolute cannot and are not allowed to help me” – but this time it feels different. the context is different. this isn’t bakugou trying to achieve everything on his own; this is bakugou feeling like everything is his fault. 

getting kidnapped. all might’s fall. chaos descending on society. his friends nearly being expelled. if he had just been stronger, then none of this would have happened. bakugou’s always been a proud little shit who thought he was better than everyone else, and yet here is all the incontrovertible proof that he is a total failure. that kind of thinking so easily leads to self-hatred, and here bakugou has been marinating in it for days. 

and at that point, when you hate yourself that much – when all you can see in yourself are all the failings, all the bad things, all the ways in which you weren’t good enough and thus the scum of the earth – when you get to that point, someone genuinely caring about you feels like a slap to the face.

it feels like knocking all the breath out of you. it feels like adding salt to your wounds. bakugou isn’t just being frustrated with izuku here. he’s hurt. how can izuku ask if he’s okay? how can izuku still care? 

bakugou’s in such a terrible mental state that he can’t accept any help right now. at least, nothing but a way to vent his feelings and punish himself at the same time. 

i mean, just look at bakugou’s expression here, the way his snarl almost seems like a grin: izuku has just landed a good solid hit on his face, and he’s not even mad about it. he’s getting exactly what he wants. 

throughout the series bakugou has expressed himself almost exclusively through attacks (verbal or physical) or by destroying things. it may be the only way he really knows how to give voice to his emotions. izuku shows talent and power during the quirk apprehension test? attack. todoroki doesn’t fight him full power? attack. bakugou is a failure? … 

attack himself – or find someone who will do it for him. 

i’ve always thought he had something of a self-destructive streak, and here it fucking is. 

I died for a while because Seeds of Memories got released and I couldn’t tear myself away from the game It’S SO ADDICTING

Did you know that you can marry Gareth now and he is even more of a cutie than I imagined

He’s actually clumsy on top of his social awkwardness, and he’s so good at first aid because he has to fix himself up all the time

Also SoM makes me miss Lost Valley and I want to replay my file (but I’m still so traumatized from spinach not mutating into savory ones…also it’s so ridiculously hard to earn money sob)

anyways it’s 2017 why are people still hating on tony stark??

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Father Crowley.

i remembered recently that march marks the 3 year anniversary of this blog. in honor of this, here is my very first ic post after officially taking castiel as a muse. :’)

honestly torb is such a great character with lots of depth to him it almost saddens me to see the overwatch fandom basically making him into a meme

Just Let Me Love You (Edward Nygma x Reader Fluff and Smut)

I really didn’t know if I should post this here since my blog is usually dedicated to Oswald. But… well.. here it is… an Edward x Reader One Shot I wrote some time ago. Enjoy!

Summary: Ed loves Kristen Kringle. You love Edward. Can you show him that you are the right one for him?

Rated: M

Warning: Jealousy (you!), First Time Love Making

Written in First and Third Person

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The Captain smiling after recieving approval from his Lieutenant

“Can I…?”
“I’m still just an image. No touch…”