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Always Mine - Chapter 5


A/N: Hey guys! So this chapter is the first half of season 7 episode 4 “Service.” Since the episode was longer, I decided to split it up into two chapters. So part 2 will be up on Sunday! 

Michonne walked up the stairs of her and Rick’s house, trying to find him. First she checked in Judith’s room but only saw the baby asleep in her crib. Silently shutting the door, she stepped back thinking of where to check next. She didn’t have to look for when she noticed the door of Katherine’s room was ajar.

Walking over, she pushed the door open and saw Rick standing in the middle of the room, a stuffed animal in his hand. Hearing the door open, he turned his head to see Michonne standing there. He lowered his gaze and looked at the stuffed animal in his hand.

“I gave this to her on her fifth birthday. I-I told her that whenever I was out working and she had the bear, I’d be with her.” Michonne listened silently, her eyes flicking down to the stuffed animal that was dressed like a Sheriff. She knew Rick was beating himself up over Negan taking Katherine. Walking over, she placed her hand on his shoulder.

“We’ll get her back.”

Rick didn’t answer her. Instead he just turned back around to stare out the window, the bear pressed against his chest. He had tried so hard to keep all three of his children safe. But now his eldest daughter had been taken by a new enemy. He had no clue where she was or if she was okay. All he could do was pray Katherine would be fine.

Like she sensed what he was thinking, Michonne squeezed his shoulder in comfort.

“Katherine is strong. She’ll be okay.” Rick didn’t answer her. They stood in silence for a few minutes. It was broken when a cry sounded from next door in Judith’s room.

“I’ll get her.”

“No, no. I’ll do it.” He handed Michonne the bear before heading out of the room. Michonne sighed and walked over, placing the bear on the bed and resting it against the pillows. Looking around the room one last time, she headed out.

Katherine stood in the bathroom looking at herself in the mirror, a look of disgust on her face. It wasn’t her that she found disgusting, but what she was wearing. Negan had took it upon himself to pick out what she was wearing and she knew why he picked it. It closely resembled the outfit she wore on their very first date.

It was a spaghetti strap, floral print sundress. It stopped half way down her thighs. It was something she had would have normally worn on a hot day in the summer. But since the world turned, her style had changed. It wasn’t to safe to wear a dress all the time. How can you fight off walkers in a dress?

She had wanted to put up a fight and ask for jeans and a tee shirt but today they were going to Alexandria and she didn’t want to give Negan any reason not to let her go with them. She wanted to see her friends and family. She wanted to make sure Negan didn’t kill anyone else either.

Taking a deep breath, she picked the comb up Negan had given her and ran it through her long, brown hair to get all the knots out. She was almost done when she heard her bedroom door open and heavy footsteps come inside.

“You fucking done in there?”

Katherine sighed hearing Negan’s voice. She had almost wished it was someone else but knew that was stupid to think. Not only did he insist on locking her door when he left to prep his men for their trip to Alexandria, but he was the only one who had the key to get in.

When she didn’t answer him, Negan smirked and walked over to the bathroom door. Raising his fist, he knocked.

“Kitty Kat you done? Or do you need help drying off? Cause fuck, I will gladly volunteer to help.”

Katherine rolled her eyes, knowing he couldn’t see her. Setting the comb down, she took a few deep breaths. Reaching a shaky hand out, she opened the door and came face to face with a smirking Negan. He stood there, wearing jeans, his black boots, a gray tee shirt and his signature black leather jacket. Lucille was in his hand, hanging by his side.

She felt a shiver run down her spine when she saw him looking her over and the way his eyes darkened.

“Well fuck me sideways, Doll.” His tongue flicked out and wet his lips. “I certainly made the right fucking choice.” He couldn’t help but keep looking her over while a memory hit him.

Negan tapped his fingers against the steering wheel of his car as he watched the entrance of the hospital. It had been a couple days since he had kissed Katherine in the parking lot. Since then, he hadn’t seen her. He was trying to understand all these feelings he was suddenly having.

Lucille had been the love of his life for so long. But meeting Katherine, awoke something in him. Something that demanded she be his and only his.

He looked at the clock on the his car radio. He saw it was five after noon.

Alright Kitty Kat, it’s your fucking lunch break. Where the fuck are ya?”

He sa t there and watched for a few more minutes until he saw her. He nearly groaned at the sight of her. She was wearing a floral print sundress. She paired it with a pair of sandals and her brown hair was up in a high ponytail.

Fuck me.” He muttered, watching her as she walked to the row of cars in front of him. Quickly turning his car off, he pulled the keys out of the ignition and got out. Shutting his door, he made sure to lock it before running over to her.

Her back was to him so when he reached out to touch her shoulder, she jumped about half way off the ground.

Easy! Fuck, it’s just me.”

Katherine spun around, a hand resting on her racing heart. Her eyes widened and a blush covered her cheeks.

“Jesus Negan. You scared me.” She was actually a little shocked to see him. She hadn’t seen him since their kiss on Friday. That had been five days ago. Negan gave her his famous smirk.

My apologies, Doll. I’ve been fucking waiting for you.”

Katherine raised an eyebrow.

You have?”

Fuck yea I have. I was gonna see if you wanted to go get lunch or some shit with me?”

Katherine’s eyes widened. Was he asking her on a date? Biting her lip, she looked at him.

I don’t know.” Negan laughed and took a step forward.

Are you fucking playing hard to get, Doll?”

Katherine tried not to laugh. Instead she just shrugged. Negan grinned.

Come on, we made out in a fucking parking lot. Let me take you to lunch.” Kathrine blushed. She wanted to keep up the hard to get game. She had been waiting to see Negan since their kiss, so he could wait a few minutes for an answer.

I still don’t know.” Negan’s smirk dropped and he walked towards her. Katherine walked back until her back hit the trunk of her car. Negan placed his hands on either side of her, trapping her in. Katherine’s heart was racing when he bent down to whisper in her ear.

“I don’t like teases, Kitty Kat. Just say fucking yes already so we can go. I wouldn’t want you late getting back to those fucking little ankle biters.”

Katherine couldn’t help but feel desire shoot through her. Looking into his eyes, she slowly nodded her head.

Okay.” Negan grinned and pulled back, grabbing her hand and leading her over to his trunk.

Negan let out a groan, looking down at Katherine who was standing there, looking confused. Negan had just zoned out for a good five minutes. He lent his head to the side and grinned.

“Sorry ‘bout that Kitty Kat. Just remembering the first time I fucking saw you dressed like this. I swear I’d never gotten a fucking hard on so fast in my life.”

Katherine felt her cheeks blush deeply. She looked down at the ground while he laughed. Seeing her embarrasment, he bent down to whisper in her ear.

“Don’t be fucking embarrased, Doll. It’s one of my favorite fucking memories.” Katherine didn’t look at him, just keeping her gaze on the ground as he stood up to his full height. “Get your shoes on. We’re fucking leaving in five.”

He moved away from her and walked to the other side of the room. Katherine let out a deep breath and walked over to sit on her bed. Grabbing her combat boots, she pulled them on and tied them before standing up.  

She watched as Negan looked around the room. God only knows what he was looking for.

“Before we go, I should tell you the fucking rules.”

Katherine swallowed the lump in her throat.

“Rules?” Negan turned his head, a serious look on his face.

“Yea, fucking rules. You’re not allowed to leave my side. At all. Now I know it’ll probably be fucking emotional when you see all your little friends and your daddy, but you don’t fucking move an inch without my permission. Do you understand?”

Katherine swallowed hard and nodded.

“Good. I hope your fucking father follows rules as good as you. Let’s go.” He grabbed her wrist and pulled her out of the room and down to the front of the building. He nudged her into the truck they’d be riding in. She got in and sat next to a heavy set man before Negan got in and sat on her right.

“Aright Fat Joseph, move out.”

Katherine’s heart clenched when they pulled up in front of Alexandria. The truck stopped and Negan turned to her.

“Let’s go see if daddy’s home.” He got out and pulled her along. “Stay.” He ordered, leaving her by the side of the truck. She turned around and looked as all his other men and some woman stepped out, their guns ready. She saw Dwight pulling Daryl out of a truck. She let out a sad sigh before turning back to watch Negan.

He raised Lucille and bashed her against the gate that kept her family and friends safe.

Originally posted by rickdixonandthefandomlifeposts

“Little pig, little pig! Let. Me. In!”

As the gate slid open, Katherine felt her heart stop. Of course of everyone there, Spencer had to be the one to open it.

“Fuck,” she whispered. It would be just her luck to tell Negan Spencer was dead and then have him be the one to open the gate.

“Um, who are you?” She heard him ask. She shook her head. Spencer was cute but sometimes he could just be so dumb.

“Oh, you fucking better be jokin’. Negan, Lucille. I know I had to make a pretty strong impression.”

Katherine watched on as Spencer just stared at Negan. She saw Spencer’s eyes flicker over to her. Before he could do anything, she shook her head in a silent plea not to do anything.

“Don’t.” She mouthed, happy Negan couldn’t see her. She thought he was about to turn around when her father showed up. Negan grinned.

“Well, hello there.” Rick just stared at him. Negan’s grin dropped. “Do not make me have to fucking ask.” Rick swallowed and glared at him.

“You said a week.” He pulled the chain fence open. “You’re early.”

Negan smirked.

“I missed ya. And so did my fucking little Kitty Kat over there.” Negan turn to grin at Katherine. Rick followed his eyes, his heart stopping at seeing Katherine standing there. She looked as though she wanted to run for him as her eyes glistened with tears, but she didn’t move.

His eyes dropped slightly. He wanted so badly to run over and grab her so he could hide her from Negan. But he knew that was to dangerous.

He lifted his eyes when he heard a walker growling. Negan heard it to and looked back at him.

“Oh, Rick, come on out here. Watch this. I’m fucking calling it!”

Katherine watched as Negan swung Lucille and hit the walker right in the head once it was close enough. The walker fell to the ground, dead, while Negan laughed.

“Easy peasy lemom squeezy! Fuck, all right everybody. Let’s get fucking started. Big day.”

Rick didn’t look at him. Instead looking at all the men he had brought along. His eyes stopped once he hit Daryl.

“Hey, Rick, you see that? What I just fucking did? That is some service! Ain’t that some service Kitty Kat?” Katherine didn’t answer him as he continued talking. “I mean, we almost get fucking turned away at the gate. Who is that guy anyway? Do I get mad? Do I fucking throw a fit? Do I bash some ginger’s dome in? Nope. I just take care of one of those dead fuckers that could’ve kill one of y'all.” He grinned and bowed. “Service.”

Originally posted by marythenurse

Katherine watched as he walked towards her father.

“Hold this.” Her eyes widened when he made Rick take Lucille. She knew he was playing a mental game with her father. Making her hold the weapon that had killed two of their friends. Negan stepped further into the front.

Originally posted by wdtfsklaine

“Hot diggity dog! This place is fucking magnificent! An embarrasment of riches, as they sat. Yes sit, I do believe you are gonna have plenty to offer up. Kitty Kat, get over here and fucking enjoy this with me.” He smirked at Rick before looking over at Katherine. She didn’t move at first but saw the look in Negan’s eyes, daring her to disobey. Her blue eyes flicked to her father’s before she slowly walked over to stand by Negan’s side.

Negan smirked and wrapped an arm around her shoulder’s. Rick didn’t look at them, afraid he’d lose his shit and go after Negan with the man’s own weapon. Instead he focused on Daryl.

“Daryl, hey-.”

“No.” Negan said sternly, letting Katherine go and walking over to stand between them. “Nope. He’s the fucking help. You don’t look at him, you don’t fucking talk to him, and I don’t make you chop anything off of him.”

Katherine watched as her father lowered his head slightly. Negan turned and walked closer to Rosita. Katherine couldn’t even imagine what she was going through having lost Abraham. She watched as Negan got right up close to her.

“Same goes for everyone.” He sang. “Right?”

Katherine and Rick watched on baited breath as Rosita just stared at Negan before walking away. Negan grinned and shook his hands.

“A lot of fucking suspense there. I don’t think she even knew how much.” He clapped his hands together. “All right, let’s get this show on the road. See what kind of fucking goodies you got in the cupboard.”

“We put aside hall the supplies.”

“No, Rick. No. You don’t decide what the fuck we take. I do. Arat.” Katherine watched as a young woman walked up, holding a gun.

“You heard the man. Move out!” All of Negan’s men started making their way into Alexandria. She watched as some of the people from the community watched on confused.

“They’re just gonna seard the houses a bit, keep the process movin’.” Negan walked back over to Katherine and wrapped an arm around her waist. “All right. You gonna fucking show me around out not?”

Rick looked at him, then back to Katherine.


Rick looked back at him. He glared before leading the way.

“Damn sweetheart, now I know where that glare you used to give me all the time fucking came from.” Negan laughed and pulled her along as they followed her father.

They walked around Alexandria. Katherine watched as Negan’s men went in house after house, pulling everything they could out. Her thoughts traveled to her own house. Knowing her father, he had most likely made sure Judith wasn’t there. And that was a good thing. She didn’t want Negan to know about her. Her eyes widened when she noticed the men were taking mattress out.

“Why are you taking those?” She asked before she could think about it. Negan looked down at her and smirked.

“Because I fucking can, Doll. But if you’re good, maybe I’ll leave a few.”

Before she could say anything else, he turned his head to look back straight.

“You see this? This is the kind of thing that just tickles my fucking balls. Well, not the only thing.” He gave Katherine a lewd smirk. She couldn’t help but glare at him this time. She knew what he was trying to do. He was trying to rile her father up. And by the look on her father’s face, it was working.

“Oh relax, Doll. Jeez, I was just fucking messing around.” He pulled her tighter against him. “A little cooperation and everything is pleasant as punch. You see, we really are fucking reasonable people once you get to know us. Honest.” He said, once again speaking to Rick. As they walked, he came across a cooler sitting on the side walk.

“Ooh.” Unwrapping his arm from around Katherine, he walked over and opened it, pulling out a soda.

“Man,” he said, opening the top and taking a sip. “Ahh! Kitty Kat, want a taste?” Katherine shook her head, Negan shrugged and threw it on the ground. Katherine just barely held in a scoff. Did he really have to be such a dick?  

“Fuck I love this place!”

One of Negan’s men came up to him, holding a video camera.

“Negan. Somethin’ you might wana see.” He handed the camera over.

“Well, well, well. What do we fucking have here? I got my fingers crossed for a little freaky-deaky.”

Negan pushed play and Katherine heard her father’s voice. It was the video Deanna had taken when they all first arrived in Alexandria.

“Is that you, Rick, underneath all the fucking man-bush. Fuck, I would not have messed with that guy.” He held up the video camera to Rick’s face.

“But that’s not you anymore, is it?” Negan took the camera and pointed it at himself. “Nope. I really gotta shave this shit.” Katherin scowled as Negan turned the camera to her. “Don’t pout Kitty Kat. I’ll take this back with us. Imagine how much fucking fun we could have with it.”

Katherine shook her head. She was surprised to see how much her attitude had changed since they got here. But she was determined not to let him hurt or harass anyone other friends or family.

“No? Well that’s a fucking shame.” He shut the camera off and gave it back to the guy.

“What ever happened to that sick girl?” Now that Negan had mentioned it, Katherine couldn’t help but wonder where Maggie was. She had been praying they were able to get her to Hilltop in time. She had already lost Glenn. She didn’t deserve to lose her baby too. She listened on as Negan talked about how he was gonna ask Maggie to come back with him.

“But of course, I fucking got my Kitty Kat back.” He smirked at her. “Ya know Rick, I fucked a lot of people in my life. But your daughter was definitely one of my favorites.”

Rick glared at him, his hand tightening on Lucille. Negan noticed his glare.

“Careful. Careful how you’re fucking looking at me, Rick.”

“Dad,” she whispered. Rick turned his head and looked at his daughter. She shook her head.

“I’d listen to your fucking daughter, Rick. Wouldn’t want anyone else to get hurt.” Rick held Katherine’s gaze, his hand slowly unclenching from the wood of the bet. He turned back around and looked down at the ground.

“Atta boy Rick. So where is she? I would love to see her.”

“Do you care to pay your respects?”

Both Katherine and Negan jumped, Turning around, she saw Father Gabriel standing behind them.

“Ho-ly crap! You are fucking creepy as shit, sneaking up on me, wearin’ that collar and that freaky ass smile.”

Originally posted by misty-knight

Father Gabriel gave a tight smile.

“My apologies. I’m Father Gabriel.”

Negan kept a straight face as his words hit Katherine. Pay respects?

“No.” Her throat tightened and tears stung her eyes. She had lost yet another friend because of Negan and the terror he had caused that night.

“She didn’t make it?”

They followed the priest to the back of the church where there were three new graves. Katherine couldn’t help but let the tears fall from her eyes.

“Damn tragedy. That’s what this is.” Negan took a deep breath and looked down at Katherine. He wrapped his arm back around her and pulled her into his chest. “Fuck, I’m sorry Kitty Kat. At least her and the Asian are back together.”

Katherine snapped back at his words and glared at him as she wiped her eyes.

“This must really fucking suck for you guys. Number one? That was one me. No fucking choice there. Lessons had to be learned. But number two? That didn’t need to happen. Daryl, there, he forced my fucking hand.”

Katherine tuned the rest of what he was saying out. She didn’t want to hear it. The more she looked at the graves before her, the more she thought about Sherry’s words.

I did it to keep the person I loved, safe.”

Katherine understood why she did it. And the longer she looked at the graves, the more she thought about what she could do to keep her family and friends safe. She would do anything for them. Even if it meant having to become one of Negan’s wives or whatever he wanted.

A loud gunshot pulled her out of her thoughts. She immediately turned to look at Negan, who had a deadly glare on his face. 

Originally posted by negandarylsatisfaction

He grabbed her wrist and immediately followed the sound. Her stopped in her chest when she realized it had come from their house.

That means it could have only been one person.



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anonymous asked:

When race studies he puts a pencil in his mouth instead of a cigar to concentrate and he goes through so many pencils because they're all covered in bite marks and he twirls a pencil in his hand cause he sees Katherine doing it while she's thinking and he claims that it makes him smarter

im dead omg

Hope for Stelena - Why I believe Stelena will still be endgame

Since so many people enjoyed my Difference Between Stelena and Delena post which you can read here, and since things are currently so dreary for us Stelena shippers and the future for our OTP seems so hopeless, I thought I’d discuss why I still believe a Stelena endgame can and will happen.

(There’s not particularly hate towards any ships in this post, although it is more pro-Stelena and Bamon and anti-Delena and Steroline).

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Sometimes I think about doing a Newsies High School Au thing, and then I realize that all I really want to do is draw Katherine in cute modernish clothing. Idk.

anonymous asked:

If you wanted Elena with Stefan you were probably rooting for Caroline to be with Tyler and if you wanted her with Damon you were probably rooting for Caroline and Klaus. I prefer both Damon and Klaus because I prefer a guy willing to fight everyone, even his own nature to earn the girl he loves than a guy who feels entitled to the girl he loves, but that's just me. And before you disagree yes, Stefan does fight his ripper nature. But he never did it for Elena, he did it for himself, while Damon

Except no? I just realize DErs have a very different view of what fighting for someone is. Damon disrespected boundaries and imposed his presence on Elena and inserted himself in the SE relationship to wedge himself between his brother and the love of his brother’s life, I call that being trash, I don’t call that fighting for someone. Damon also harmed people because of his feelings for Elena whether it’s attacking Andie and compelling her to leave before he kills her or killing Jessica because he can’t handle Elena believing in him or snapping Jeremy’s neck and kidnapping him or killing Aaron because he thinks she broke up with him or emotionally terrorizing Katherine on her deathbed because he broke up with her or killing an innocent driver because he thought he killed Elena, he didn’t change. I don’t know why everyone goes on about how he changed when he didn’t, what he did was say he changed and put the responsibility of being a non homicidal grownup on Elena. That’s manipulative and toxic and codependent.

Stefan wanted to be a good person for himself, that’s true and that’s commendable and mature, he didn’t want to put the responsibility of his redemption on Elena, he didn’t want a symbol, he wanted a girlfriend. Stefan fought his ripper tendencies to be decent period but his love for Elena, her love for him, their relationship, that was what gave him the strength to fight, the strength and the will to live and not just survive to the point that Klaus and Gloria and Rebekah marveled at how powerful their love for each other was that Stefan could go against his very nature for her, his demons literally disappear in the face of Elena and Stefan fought for Elena by supporting her choices, by knowing when he was dangerous for her and staying away so as to not harm her, to keep her from giving up, pulling her from the edge, by being a shoulder, a partner and a defender. And I’m all about that. But hey that’s just me.

I also just realized I answered the second part to this first.

Also I was very neutral about who Caroline ended up with.