he still hasnt figured it out

tbh i have this headcanon that some starclan cats like asking hollyleaf if she wants to do like prophecy missions and stuff bc some of them feel really bad that she wasnt in the prophecy like she assumed she was and hollyleaf is still sorta Not Over it lmafo like

“hey hollyleaf, alderpaw needs some help, so-”

“sure i would love to send alderpaw a prophecy that has absolutely nothing to do with him and thats absolutely unimportant in the grand scheme of things and that he’d figure out himself eventually. lets just push a bunch of unnecessary stress onto an apprentice, that hasnt been done before!!”


Save ME

a.n:*awkwardly says hi* uh yeah.. i know im on a hiatus but forgive me i havent updated save me in forever. :–) okay.. i was really hyped for this chapter! i hope you guys will like it! (also, forgive me if somethings dont make sense, i havent gotten any sleep)


Originally posted by mygslut



Jimin’s pov

I woke up as the rays of the sun hitting my face. i had awaken with my face showing a sour expression. I know y/n had went out with that guy again last night. I didnt follow her or called her about it, well that was because im trying to stay low for a while. I had scared y/n, and if she ever finds out about me, she’ll hate me forever, and I would never have the happiness that i deserve.

A loud growl escaped from my lips as I realized that today was PE day. I hate pe. its not like im bad at it or anything, in reality i have a really nice physique and can carry heavy objects while running [a.n: ;)] its just that, during pe, everybody is required to have a partner to do pe with. But it’s not like no one chooses me as their partner. It’s the other way around. people, most often girls, come running at me asking me to be their partner.I never wanted to put up with anything so i just said yes to whoever came to me first.

I finally had the motivation to get up and get ready for school. I ate breakfast and headed my way.

As the bell started to ring,  more students came rushing into my classroom. As usual, I was eyeing out where y/n would be. I finally saw her casually waking to our room..but.. wait.. what’s this? she’s.. with that guy again.

My eyes turned dark with a stone cold glare. I kept looking at them and observing them. y/n seems… she seems happy with this guy.. my heart fell and i felt like i was about to explode when her bright smile shined upon that guy. I always loved her smiles. If only they could be mine.

As the guy signaled y/n that he had to go, y/n just smiled and gave a chuckle. She then came into the room wearing a smile on her face as my eyes glued to her. She sat down and began talking to her friends just like the usual.

a few minutes after, class started to begin. The first half of the class was boring an hell and I wanted to die during it. The second half composed of pe. As the teacher announced that another class was joining us, I noticed y/n’s eyes had lighten up. she was quickly peeking outside to check if the other class had arrived yet. The school gym was big and there were only few of us in it, so when the group of students came barging in inside the school gym we quickly knew that those were the students joining us for pe.

“okay, since class b doesnt have a pe teacher for today, they’ll be joining us. Class B and Class A, you can now choose a pe partner. partners from opposite classes are allowed so makes lots of friends okay.” the pe teacher announces

‘wait.. class b.. isnt that where the guy y/n is always with..’ i thought to myself. Turns out, I was right all along because as soon as the pe teacher finishes his announcement, y/n and that guy bolted to each other.

ugh, you wouldnt be able to imagine how much i waned to spit fire that moment. As I looked in their direction, they were talking to the teacher about the activities we were doing. I was keeping my out on the two until a sea of people rushed to me, saying they wanted to be my partner. ew.


“Oh shit.. would you look at that..” (g\bf\n) says as he chuckles.

“yeah.. its always like that during pe.” I say as i laugh 

“welp.. looks like he doesnt want to be partners with any of those people.” 

“well, he has to pick someone anyways” you say before throwing an awkward smile to your best friend.

“woah there.. looks like he’s being fought about.” your friend says watching jimin as if he’s on a season of The Bachelorette.

“ugh just lay off him already.” you say while laughing.

“Wow.. that guy’s life must be pretty interesting huh.”

“well yeah. he’s popular as fuck bruh.” you say astonished at how popular he is despite his lack of human communication. 

“yeah i can see that he’s popular y/n. so.. do you like him..?” your friend asks you shyly, almost afraid of what you would answer.

“well.. he’s cute and like quiet.. and like.. i dont know! a freaking model!” you say frustrated at his looks. i mean, how could someone look this good! #blesskorea

“yeah, but like.. do you like him or nah”

“bish what the fudge. i just told you, how could you not like this cute bOi” you laugh as you tell your friend just how perfect jimin is.

“welp. cant fight you on that really..” he says obviously giving up

“Okay! everyone, pair up and let’s get started” the teacher yells


“Jimin-ah! please be mine! ..uh i mean.. my partner!” A girl shouts from afar, while another girl almost in front of me said “wow, how shameless. jimin! care to be my partner in pe?” uh no. but i just smile at her. as i was about to speak up someone pushed the girl in front of me.

“hey! jimin! wanna be our partner? you’re like the strongest person here!” a guy says, i wasnt so shocked. after all, i do have a nice physique,

“hey you runt!” the pushed girl shouts at the guy’s direction

“shut up you little bitch!” the guys yell back at the girl, causing a small fight when the girl’s boyfriend heard the screams. 

“HEY! HEY! STOP THAT!” the teacher yells at the people surrounding me. you let out a huge sigh. I glanced back at y/n and her friend as they were already starting their activities and having fun.

As everything had calmed down,I was startled as I felt a hand land on my shoulder.

“hey jimin, you still dont have a partner huh.. i dont get it. people always come rushing at you in hopes of you being their partner, but its always you have a partner or you dont have one.” the teacher says at me with a confused expression.

I just smirked and chuckled at him, honestly i dont give a fuck about these kinds of stuff, not anymore.

The teacher forced me to pair up with this random guy from our class, but he didnt want to get killed just by pairing up with me so he kept a bit of distance with me throughout the entire activity. While my almost nonexistent pe partner was busy talking to the teacher about the activities, I was looking an y/n and that guy she was with deadass glares. I almost exploded when they were laughing so loudly i wanted to rip my ears out. I felt like I was being played with. I felt like, any moment mow, i’ll die and i’ll never feel happiness. No. Things can’t be like this.

When dismissal came about, I made sure to listen closely to y/n and that guy’s conversations. I learned that they should be eating at that ramen place again, but this time y/n turned him down, and now he’ll be eating all by himself.

“OH C’MON Y/N!! LET’S EATTT! MY TREAT!” y/n’s best friend pleads.

“No! I need to finish some stuff.. maybe next time okay..” 

“But I have something to tell you though…” hmm.. what’s this.. he’s.. he’s gonna confess to y/n.. and yes, i know. i know everything about this guy. the fact that he’s been bestfriends with y/n for a long time.. and how his eyes shine whenever y/n is with him.. i just know it.. he feels the same as me.. but my condition is far far worse..My condition is on more of a extreme level.

As they both went on with their separate ways, I silently followed y/n’s bestfriend into that ramen shop they’re always at. 

as he entered the shop, I patiently waited in the alley just beside it. It was dark, an empty alley and a place where people rarely go. I just stood there, and i waited.. god I waited in there for a long time.

It was past 12 midnight and the ramen shop was about to close up shop, and y/n’s friend still hasnt come out yet.. I waited a little longer only to find a drunk person come out of the shop. as he was so drunk, he didn’t know even half of what he was doing, supposed to do, or going to do, that’s how drunk he was.

My eyes widened at the sight of the man as I figured out that it wasn’t just any person. It was y/n’s bestfriend…

As he came walking past me, I grabbed a shard of glass just beside me, inside the trashcan. 


whoops.. my bad.. 

Originally posted by jiminiminii

Prompt #91 “Tell me you need me.” - Sheamus.

wwefangirl69 requested #91 Sheamus.

A/N\: Holly hell this seemed long :O but OOOO so much drama….should I do a part 2?

Everyone kept telling you that your whirlwind romance with Sheamus wasn’t going to last long but that didnt stop either of you. You and Sheamus could be fantastic, as loved up as could be and the next minute you could be oppisite ends of the room having a screaming match at one another. Today was going to be one of those days where you started together and ended apart.

You woke up cuddled in Sheamus’ side, as you woke up you gave him a slight squeeze.

“Mornin’ beautiful.” He leaned down to place a sweet kiss to your lips.

“Go’mornin’.” You sleepily mumbled into the kiss before pressing your face into the crook of his neck, he chuckled and rolled you over so you were lying on your back and he was hovering above you.

“Come on Love we gotta get ready.” Sheamus leaned down and started to pepper kisses all over your face and neck causing you to giggle.

“Okay fiiiiinnneeee. I’m up. I’m up.” Sheamus gave you one last kiss to your lips before rolling off you and heading to the bathroom. You couldn’t help but admire his figure as he made his way across the room, the way the light hit his skin giving it a warm glow and how his sweatpants hugged his hips just right.

“Ya know if ya quit stairing you could join me?” He gave you a smirk before steping in and turning on the shower, chuckling as he heard your footsteps follow behind.

  That day at work was pretty tough when you arrived your boss notified you that you’d have to do double the work because someone had phoned in sick and you were sure the whole city knew because you were rushed off your feet all day. Especially when one customer managed to knock over the stand that held all the sugar and your boss made you clean it up. On the way home your bus was an hour late, and when you got to your stop it had started to rain and you being clever this morning had forgot a coat. All you wanted to do was to go home, shower and cuddle Sheamus. Making your way down the street you pull out your phone to see Sheamus has replied to none of your texts.

“Great. No cuddles for me.” Sighing you arrived at your front door, puting the key in the lock you opened the door calling out to Sheamus. “Sheamus? Babe? You home?” No response. You looked all over the house but no sign of him. Sending him a quick text you put your phone on the bedside table figuring he’d just gone out for some shopping. You reach the bathroom and turn the shower on hoping the hot water would make you feel better. It had been a few hours since you texted Sheamus and still no reply, now you were starting to get worried, grabbing your phone you dial Cesaro hoping he can shine some light on the situation.

“Hey (Y/N)! How are you?” Cesaro’s cheery voice was just audible over some booming music.

“I’m alright….Say you haven’t heard from Sheamus have you? He hasnt replied to any of my texts or calls?”

“Sheamus? Yeah! He’s right here? I thought you knew? He said you couldnt make it?”

“Make it to what?”

“To our get together tonight. We invted you but he said you couldn’t make it.” Your face fell. Sheamus had said nothing to you about a get together, that’ll explain the music you could hear.

“Oh…that…yeah…..no ..I..umm..I had work.” You could tell by the sound Cesaro made that he didn’t believe you, after dating Sheamus for a couple of years you and Cesaro had formed a close friendship.

“Right okay…I’ll tell him you called.” You quickly thanked Cesaro and slammed your phone onto the bedside table.

You woke a few hours later to hear crashing downstairs and someone “Shushing” themselves. Getting up you walked downstairs to find a drunk Sheamus struggling with his Jacket.

“Baaabbbbeeeee I missed you!”

“Oh really? You missed me huh?”

“Yeah you should have come tonight it was awesoooooommmme! Could have worn that sexy little dress you know I like”

“Well I would have only someone didn’t invite me!” You put as much venom into the word as you possibly could.

“Who? Tell me who the asshole is and I’ll beat them up!” Sheamus was looking around as if someone was going to pop out of the woodwork.

“You! You were the asshole!” You poked your finger into his chest emphasising your point. His face fell slightly looking at you confused. “I had had the worst day at work, my boss made me do pretty much everything while she sat chatting up guys. My bus was late and I got soaked on the way home. I thought I’d come home and spend some time with you before you leave. But no, I come home and find you’re not here! You haven’t responded to any of my texts or calls….I had to phone Cesaro to find out where you were! Turns out you were at a gathering I didnt even know I’d been invited to!” You were now pacing around the front room, fists clenching and unclenching with anger.

“Well I’m sorryyy you’ve had a bad day but the world doesn’t revolve around you! I have a social life too sweatheart!” Sheamus’ slightly playful demeanor now compleatly gone, his tone matching yours. “Sorry that I can’t answer all your clingy calls and texts 24hrs a day!”

“Clingy texts?! Sheamus! I hadn’t heard from you all day! I thought something bad had happened!”

“Well maybe it should have! At least I’d be away from you!” You were slightly taken back by that comment, yes you and Sheamus would fight but he’d never said anything like that.

“Well if you wanted to be away from me so much why don’t we break up!” You screamed.

“Fine maybe we should!”

Your chest was now heaving from all the emotions. If you had time to stop you would have swore the walls were closing in on you. You needed to get away. Pushing past Sheamus you made your way upstairs and started packing a bag with essentials, you were to busy trying to hold back the tears to notice that Sheamus had followed you up.

“Wait (Y/N) stop.” But you didn’t, you threw your phone charger in the bag and zipped it up moving passed him once more. “Please stop.” You turned to see Sheamus looking worried, seeming to have sobered up during the fight.

“No Sheamus. We do this to often, we fight, we make up, all for what?! for us to have a few amazing months together only to repeat the whole cycle all over again. I can’t keep doing this. I need to leave and find someone who won’t be an ass to me.” You saw him flich at the last part.

“Just…. tell me you need me and I’ll do everthing I can to be a better boyfriend.” He was pleading with you, almost kneeling on your hallway floor.

“I…..I can’t. I’m sorry.” You turned finally letting the tears fall, as you shut the door behind you you hear some glass break and Sheamus letting a sob that broke your heart all over again.

Promt from this list.


when you know your adoptive son is gay and have been trying to just give him space to figure it out and talk to you when hes ready but its been like fifteen years he still hasnt come out and now hes doing the whole bat thing

I know a lot of people are concerned about Riverdale erasing Jughead’s sexual identity by not making him aro/ace but the show hasnt even aired yet.
Cole himself said he wanted to see that representation, and that it’s important.
So maybe instead of Jugheads identity being erased, maybe hes still figuring it out, and being with betty as the leaked photos show, is him not yet making sense of who he is and we actually see him establish for himself who he is, and not jump right it to see a 16 year old (i think thats the age) who has all the answers.

my clone shiro theory

warning: this contains spoilers for Voltron legendary defender s1, s2 and s3 (mainly season 3)

so as yall know, season 3 just came out and space dad is back, or so we thought, this theory is flying about a lot and I kinda wanna dive deeper into this theory.

1) his hair.

nobody’s hair grows that fast, The average person’s hair grows a quarter of an inch per month. his hair is way too long, unless he’s been there for a while, but he hasnt, and it’s weird how the white part of his hair is still growing like I don’t think that’s how hair works, the only thing I can think of is that this “Shiro” has been there awhile and they started the “kuron project” the first time they captured the real Shiro.

2) most of yall would have figured this out by now kuron means clone in Japanese, so Ya know a clone project.

3) his prisoner ID

when Shiro was first abducted he had a prisoner number, his prisoner number being 117-9875 where as the prisoner ID that the galra mentioned when “Shiro” had the little flashbacks was different to his original, he is now subject Y0XT39 (i think) why would they change it, if it wasn’t the same guy

4) his survival

no human could ever survive of not having food and water for like a week, he crashed his escape pod onto a planet that’s got quite harsh weather, you can survive 3 hours without shelter but “Shiro” seems to survive longer. we can live for 3 days without water but after that, you’re pretty dead. and this “Shiro” seems to survive 7 days without food and water, only some sort of genetically engineered being would be able to survive without food and water for so long.

5) his memories

some people are confused about his memories, but I think that the galra have the real Shiro’s memories and kinda copied and pasted them into the fake Shiro, lets go back back to the very start, there was a time when hunk and Pidge were talking about Shiro’s arm and that it could be connected straight to his brain, which is a way to access his memories and everything he sees. now what if the galra put a recording device into Shiro’s arm, something that won’t be easy to find, it would be able to keep the record of everything he sees and does, and everything he thinks. so when Shiro was remembering being captive and also his history with Matt that was also recorded, enabling the galra make a direct clone of Shiro that knows everything the real Shiro knows.

something else that I thought of was that when Shiro escaped the galra ship the first time, he used the timing of each group of centries to maneuver his way out of the galra ship, but what if it was intentional, what if it was a fake memory that they put inside the arm  so that he could escape so they could harvest his memories later on for stage 3 of project kuron. then they could take the memories that he gained while he was with the other paladins. this explains the part when Keith was talking to “Shiro” and “Shiro” says “how many times are you gonna save me until this is over” I’ve seen people question the clone theory over this tiny piece of evidence, so basically the clone Shiro has the real shirts memories and he “remembers” all the moments Shiro has had with his fellow paladins.

6) also Shiro having a headache, is it a symptom of having fake memories places in your head

some people suggest that clone Shiro doesn’t know he’s a clone because of the fake memories and I totally agree, the plot that can be made with this evidence has a lot of potential as the reaction of the paladins and clone Shiro would be devastating.

and another thing that was weird was the fact that when “Shiro” was found nobody really thought anything of it, I mean yall saw how sad Keith was because Shiro was gone, not even one bro hug, which is disappointing.

also, his voice is different, it just sounded off kinda, its hard to explain.

and another thing that I picked up on, “Shiro” had short sleeves, I know this isn’t much evidence but I don’t think the real Shiro would ever wear short sleeves, that might just be me.

I have one more thing I need to explain…the black lion.
the black lion was the one to find “Shiro” within the emptiness of space, and why yall ask, well i think they have put the real Shiro’s galra arm on the clone, so that nobody can test to see if it’s different, and the black lion thought it was his Shiro via the arm, but when “Shiro” tried to activate the black lion, he knew that he wasn’t the real Shiro as soon as he sat down, but the clone Shiro still has no idea that he was created just the infiltrate the paladins from the inside. and I think in season 4, clone Shiro will begin feel like he actually belongs and is actually part of the paladin fam, but when the real Shiro comes back (with Matt hopefully) shit is gonna go down. (we know Shiro went to save Matt)




the real Shiro is in that room,

the real Shiro (minus the exit full-screen thing)

his fake body being preserved till stage 3 is compleat

not space dad

headaches again

also, he burnt his wound shut, in season 2 when Shiro was hurt when they all crashed in different places Shiro had a pretty bad wound, worse than this one, surely if it was the same Shiro why didn’t he do this when he was nearly dying

wouldn’t the real Shiro state his real name, this is something I bet the clone doesn’t even know because, throughout the whole of Voltron we have never heard Shiro mention his full name, the only time would probably be before he was abducted by the galra, how much are you betting that in season 4 that’s how they find out it’s a fake, though his full name


and there you go, my thoughts on the clone Shiro theory you are very welcome.

I’m just gonna watch everyone fight about this theory now.


member : jungkook x reader ( x taehyung)

genre : angst/fluff

requested! i hope i did okay >< thankyou for requesting!

word count : looooong

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request : If your open for requests can i please have either a taehyung or jungkook angst scenario where your married to him but he files a divorce bc his been seeing someone else and obv u just dont want to end the whole thing cs u still love him but all u want for him is to be happy so you agreed to him but on one condition that is, he has to hug you every single day for a month and then you’ll sign it after a month’s over u can choose the ending but please make it sad thank you! :*


“i want a divorce.”

jungkook has always been known to be blunt, words falling off his lips without a second thought. but you knew that this time, his words weren’t rash. he has thought about it for more than a few times, you could see it in the way his eyes were always filled with guilt and remorse whenever he looked at you when he thought you didnt notice, lips forming a tight smile whenever you turned around, a questioning gaze adorning your features as he waved it off in dismissal.

but she was intriguing, different from the rest, different from you.

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Alfred’s eyes were still wide as he took the phone from his ear. He placed it down onto the glass table, as he looked back to who was sitting across from him. “I did it.” Al explained finally focusing on the figure before him. “I-I sold my songs. I sold my fucking songs. They bought them.” he said, still in shock, before he let out an excited giggle.  “Oh my fucking God I’m not gonna be poor anymore. Oh my God I can finally buy that dress. Nevermind that’s besides the point. My fucking songs are gonna be song and they’re gonna go on the radio and oh my fucking God.” the man squealed like a school girl as he bounced in his seat. “We have to celebrate!”

when my dad gave me his old phone he told me that sometimes the battery dislodges and you have to hit it a bit to make it be able to turn on again

and this hasnt happened to me at all since i got it? until Today. and I cant figure out how to hit it to make it work again :(

why is this dumb phone so focused on being pretty idc i just want to be able to push the battery back in!! i shouldnt have to pull the entire phone apart to do this!! it shouldnt involve screws!! and it has glass on the back as well so when hitting it i have two screens im worried about cracking

and ughhhh i have an appointment tomorrow morning. i need music!! 

More headcanons
  • Once when Jason came to the music shop, he electrocuted half the guitar section by accident and it made a HORRIBLE noise and burned half the store black. And then he had to pay for it ALL (Nico has NO mercy)
  • Nico also has a kids room in his shop, with mini plastic guitars and keyboards, and Will always has to use those instruments
  • Nico used to work full time at the shop, but when the owner retired, he gave it to Nico to own. Nico only has one person working for him, because he likes to work the shop alone and it makes him feel like he has a purpose
  • Nico’s first day owning the shop, he knocked over seven guitars trying to get to the light switch
  • Nico is a potterhead. Its all Will’s fault.
  • once Reyna came in eating a croissant and she got crumbs INSIDE one of the acoustic guitars. Nico’s been working on getting the crumbs out for mONTHS, but they just won’t.
  • Nico rickrolled Will once. (but HE sung the song) Will cried from laughter
  • Will and Nico were having a kinda light makeout session after hours in the shop, but Will tripped and they knocked down half the guitars.

anonymous asked:

You know people are not just sick of Carol cause of Daryl. She’s messed up in other ways. She goes against Rick all the time and does all this solo shit and doesn’t know how to be on a team. Rick is the law and she thinks she is. Look at the Morgan thing. If she had gone along with ricks plan and told Rick about what she was gonna do, this wouldn’t have happened. She’s like the queen of bad decisions and needs to be reminded what’s what. Kinda like you

TWD “First Time Again” 601

Carol: “This is– I don’t even have another word for it. This is terrifying. All of it. But it doesn’t sound like there’s any other way.”

Look at Carol BACKING UP Ricks plan - playing her part in that plan!

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hemmingsquiff-deactivated201412  asked:

a blurb about each boy falling for you in a love at first sight type thing?

awee, thats so cute okay here come the cute feels ahg

so calum would see you at one of the concerts in the front row the perfect view and he would just loose his mind and totally forget the chord that he’s ssupposed to play next nd he forgets his lyric and he’s just gotta shake his head and get him to snap back into it, but everytime he sees you he’s got butterflies and he finds it weird bc thats never happened to him and luke and mikey notice that cal’s a little off, and calum finally gets the balls to go to you in between a song when ashton is talking to the crowd and says “i just have to meet you, backstage after the show?” and he’d be so smiley and AWEE

with michael i feel like he would kinda deny it at first like “no, you just saw her you can’t be in love with her, like you don’t even know this girl’s name”“ but he would keep thinking about you, and glancing at you and theres a moment when you catch his eyes and michael won’t admit it, but he thought the world around him stopped, and thats when he realizes that he needs to meet you and get your number bc he can’t let a girl like you slip through his fingers and he’d totally deny all this bc he thinks its way too cheesy but he would admit it to you and AWEE SHUCKs

awee luke would be so dumbfounded when he looks into your eyes when he bumps into you, and his brain can’t even figure out how to say "i’m sorry” anymore, bc he knows that you’re the girl he’s suppposed to spend his life with, and when you say “oh my gosh i’m so sorry” he realizes that he hasnt said anything and he’s just staring at you and he manages “i’m sorry too, are you uh alright?” and he’d have his hand on your arm bc he steadied you and it would still be there and you’d look down at it, and luke would pull it away and kinda fluff his hair and you’d be like “i’m y/n” and he’d smile and be like “i’m luke” and his smile would be so big and genuine and GUYS LUKE’S GENUINE SMILE IS SO CUTE

ashton i feel would be smoother on his feet when he saw you, like he would see you and be like “holy shit” and he would point you out to calum and cal would be like “damn” and ash would be like “i saw her first” and walk up to you bc he knows that if he didnt do that calum would have snatched you up himself and ashton would walk up to you with his smile (and bam you’re alredy his bc that damn smile) and he would say something trying to be smooth like “i’m sorry i just needed to know if a lovely lady like you would like to go out sometime” but he would screw it upp like “i just need to know if you’d be out tomorrow?” and then he’d realize his little screw up and he’d laugh and maybe turn a little red and AWEEEEE 


imagine karkat who has a complex about having killed crabdad

it was indirect but he blames himself

for as much as he blames and hates himself though hes mad

hes mad bc crabdads his guardian and how dare he die like that and leave karkat to figure this out alone yknow how fucking selfish

karkat who still has nightmares and still feels shame bubble up sometimes

who has days where he avoids everyone bc its all he can think about

one little thing reminds him and he just shuts the fuck down for a while

replaying in his head every little fight, every little disagreement, every petty argument, and then that feeling

that realization that his own hot headed nature just killed his lusus

that gutted feeling of knowing its going to hit him later but that it hasnt yet

trying to keep himself upright but at some point it just clicks

and then again, and again. keeps clicking bc it just cant stay. it cant be permanent. just by nature, it cant be.

he still dreams about him, even on new earth. he still thinks about him forever in the back of his mind. it just never goes away. 

he thinks maybe if he forgave him it might but he just. cant.