he shouldn't be allowed at all

Me: I lo-

Anyone who has spent 5 seconds around me ever: YES. YES WE KNOW. YOU LOVE JEAN, WE ALL KNOW. HE IS YOUR HEART AND SOUL, HE IS THE BREAD TO YOUR BUTTER, YOU WOULD DIE ON HOT COALS IF IT MEANT YOU COULD BE WITH JEAN IN THE AFTERLIFE. HE IS YOUR ONE TRUE LOVE FOREVER AND ALWAYS. WE GET IT.

Me: huh? No, no I was gonna tell you that I loaded my computer again

Them: …

Me: …

Me: …It has all of my Jean fanfictions on it

So let’s say Steven heals Jasper and she starts hanging around and going on missions and stuff, but she is constantly talking down on herself and when she thinks she is alone she cries a lot. Saying things to herself like “I should’ve been the one to be shattered, not someone good like her.” “Why couldn’t Rose just shatter me too?” But Steven ends up hearing these things, which tears him up inside and makes him over exert himself, trying make up for all the things his mother took from Jasper. He ends up falling I’ll because he was so stressed and focused on making Jasper better, that he neglected himself. Jasper doesn’t understand human illnesses so she sits by his bed crying until he wakes up. He looks at her and says “I’m sorry for what my mother did to you, I don’t know how to fix it. But I’m no better, I didn’t help you after you unfused with lapis, I didn’t fix you right away when you were corrupted. You were all alone. I’m just like her!” Then Jasper pulls him into a hug and yells “You are not Rose Quartz! I don’t blame you, not anymore.. You are you, Steven, and you give me a reason to be better than I ever thought I could be.” She wipes away Steven’s tears and the Steven returns the favor and says “I think you’re pretty great too Jasper” and they both just have a sweet little moment and forgive themselves and idk, I miss Jasper.