he seemed a bit nervous lol

anonymous asked:

What if toms introducing Marco to his dad and he's really nice but he looks like some kind of Eldritch abomination and tom has to calm him down

Yeah of course! I hope you like it! This was fun and really different than what I normally write! A nice change of pace from my normal abused Tom headcanon. I hope you like it! BTW I imagine Tom’s dad as the beast from over the garden wall lol. Sorry if this isn’t totally what you wanted, was he trying to calm Marco down? I’m sorry I’m a horrible reader and sometimes things blur together when reading and I don’t understand. Enjoy!

Tom opened the large stone door to the big ominously dark room. Marco followed him, a bit nervous. Tom looked around. “Dad? Are you in here?” He called. He stepped closer in. Marco kept thinking he saw something out of the corner of his eyes, but when he looked it seemed like something was darting away in the darkness. “Sorry for the light, my mom was the fire deity, my dad is the deity of darkness. He lives like this. He’ll die in sunlight.” Tom explained. Marco nodded and took the demon’s hand, trying to be scared.

They came to the end of the room, at this point it was pitch black. Marco gulped and Tom’s eyes glowed, allowing him to see in the total darkness. He reached out and turned on a very soft red light. Marco gulped when he saw a large shadowy figure rising above him. It was like a cloak of darkness with glowing eyes and big twisted horns. Nothing about him was a color but black, except his eyes, which lit up gold, red, and blue.

“Hey dad.” Tom waved. Marco had a face of pure horror as the glowing orbs in Tpm’s father’s eyes landed on Marco.

“Oh, hello there. You must be Marco Diaz. My son has spoken of you… he has spoken of you much.” Tom’s dad spoke. Marco gulped and extended a shaky hand.

“H-h-hello s-sir.” Marco choked out. The eyes looked at Marco’s hand for a long time. They then looked up to examine Tom, who was smiling fondly at Marco.

“How curious. I’m surprised that a human being is capable of earning my son’s affection. Let alone his trust.” The man continued. He then got his eyes very close to Marco, stared for a second, and then examined Tom. “Yes… curious indeed.” He continued. Tom blushed and rolled his eyes, looking a little annoyed.

“Dad, you’re doing it again.” He mumbled. Tom’s father fell back a little. Marco then heard a horrible light sound, like the screeches of the damned echoing up from hell. It was the man’s laugh. “So Marco is super into karate!” Tom told his father. “He really likes combat, he’s good at it too!” Tom added.

“I can see the boy must excel in… human combat…” His father spoke. “But has he seen what you are capable of?” He asked his son. Tom blushed and Marco looked at his curiously.

“Tom? What does he mean?” Marco asked.

“I um… I try not to talk about that around people, dad.” Tom admitted.

“Well if he cannot handle you at your worst he does not deserve you at your best.” His father said. “All demons are gifted warriors and we posses instincts to tell us such. So much so that demons of Tom’s nature cannot control it at times.” He continued. Marco smiled big.

“You mean how he goes feral! I love that it’s adorable!” Marco gushed. The room was quiet.

“What?” Tom asked.

“What?” His father asked.

“Oh yeah! Tom has his feral side! It’s the cutest thing ever, He thinks he;s scary and dangerous but all he does is play with string. It precious.” Marco explained. “I have a million videos on my phone.” He added. Tom blushed deeply and tried to say something, but he was so flustered all he could do was make little noises as fire swirled around his feet.

“Tom, extinguish that flame or leave the room. You know how I am with light.” His father said in an exasperated tone. Tom nodded and took a few deep breaths, slowly putting his fire out. Tom cleared his throat and shuffled a bit. His father narrowed his eyes. “Tom, please excuse us.” He requested. Tom looked up.

“But dad I-”

“Tom, do as I say please.” He repeated. Tom sighed and gave Marco a fast kiss on the head.

“He’s all talk.” Tom whispered. “Don’t let him scare you.” Tom assured. But Marco was already petrified, watching the demon with wide eyes. They heard the door close and Marco stood there alone with the demon father.

“Tom is quite a… person.” The demon said, for lack of better words. Marco gulped and nodded.

“He-he’s an amazing person.” Marco sputtered out.

“I’m not going to talk down my son, I love him, but I also know he can be a bit much for a human to handle. As are all demons.” He continued. The eyes then got closer to Marco and the human gulped. “Tom is much more fragile than he may seem. My son has been through much, and I don’t much care for a human coming into his life, earning his affection, and then throwing it back at his as if it were worthless.” He seethed.

“No! No I would never!” Marco cried. “I-I love Tom! I would never ever hurt him!” Marco promised. The glowing eyes narrowed at him and got closer.

“You have my son’s trust, and if you do anything to betray that trust, know that I will make you regret it.” He hissed. Marco was shaking and he nodded urgently, trying to mutter something else out, the room was so cold and he felt like the demon was somehow choking him without really touching him.

“Dad, you promised you wouldn’t scare him.” Tom said, he had reentered the room.

“I told you to leave us.” Tom’s father reminded. Tom crossed his arms.

“Yeah but then I remembered what you always do, so I came back in.” Tom huffed. “Dad you promised me you wouldn’t try to scare him!” He reminded. His father backed away and looked back at Marco, who was petrified. Tom walked up to him and took Marco’s hand, giving him a kiss on the head. “Mar-Mar, it’s okay, my dad was just trying to scare you.” Tom assured. Marco coughed and backed away with shaky legs.

“He did great…” Marco forced a smile. Tom grumbled and shot a look at his father.

“Let’s go.” Tom smiled and Marco nodded. As soon as the two were about to walk away Tom looked at his dad. “I like him… he’s nice, he won’t hurt me I promise.” Tom whispered very quietly. His father nodded and Tom led Marco out of the room. “Marco… I’m so sorry about that, he’s really intense.” Tom rubbed the back of his head.

“I-it’s okay.” Marco assured. He still seemed very shaken up. “He’s a… threatening guy huh?” Marco asked, forcing a laugh. “I don’t um… did he really think I was going to hurt you like that?” Marco asked. Tom smiled and gave Marco a kiss.

“He doesn’t know you like I do.” He assured. “I trust you, more than anything I trust and love you.” Tom swore. Marco giggled a bit, calming down.

“I think that’s what he’s worried about.” Marco pointed out. Tom giggled.

Update on squirrel: he has visited us a couple times since, sat on the porch with my brother and the squirrel came up to us again, no idea why he decided we are his food givers but we love him
Still need to get him the good food, didn’t actually expect him to keep returning tbh. Gotta learn squirrel language too, he seems kind of skittish and wary even though he approaches us with so much confidence (which might just be a squirrel thing) and he also watches our hand/arm movements closely. Idk if that’s him watching for food or trying to read the body language, like a tail or something?? He also chattered at us v softly which was cute but idk if it’s a good thing, I think we might have been making him nervous (or maybe it was a chill, the breeze was kind if chilly and I was shivering a bit lol)

Anyway yeah this squirrel is genuinely becoming a part of our lives out of nowhere and we hope he stays healthy and happy

Also we think it’s a male, we don’t know for sure, it kind of looks like he has balls but we can’t really get a good look

anonymous asked:

Could I have a reaction/ scenario for BTS please? They are interested in a '99 liner who will be turning 18 soon, would they pursue a relationship or wait a bit longer? I'm only a year and a bit younger then Jungkook haha.

Hello~ Lol, coincidentally, there’s another request for the exact same scenario^^. Here you go~

BTS REACTION: Falling In Love With A ‘99 Liner



He’d be a bit taken aback by your age, and I do see him waiting a little more to pursue a relationship with you. Or at least when you seem ready.


He would hesitate, constantly changing his mind for every minute. He’d try to confess, but then thinks about it again.


He would be nervous. Like Suga, he would often have second thoughts, but instead of worrying that maybe you’re too young for him, he’ll worry on whether you think he’s too old.

Rap Monster

He wouldn’t really think that age was a bit issue since you’re not that young anyways. He would most likely joke around while flirting a bit.


He wouldn’t be bothered by your age, as it isn’t a huge gap anyways. But his approach might be slightly different than if he were to flirt older girls. He’d probably take the aegyo route.


Pretty much like Jimin, but maybe he would get more into the flirtish type. Especially considering you’ll be legal soon.


Now this guy, he’s only two years older than you and you’ll be legal soon enough so what would be the problem? Well…

How he wants to look:

How he actually does:


Okay~ So there you go^^. Thanks for requesting! I hope you guys liked it.

Feel free to request for anything~

The gifs above are not mine

anonymous asked:

Tythan AU where Mark (in the fashion of nearly every person in a relationship) attempts to set his "single" friends up by repeatedly trying to send them on multiple blind dates before it's revealed that Tyler and Ethan have actually been dating each other the whole time

Sorry this one took forever lol

“Hey guys! How’d your dates go last night?” Mark asked exuberantly as the three men were eating lunch. Tyler and Ethan shared a glance, but Mark didnt seem to notice.

“Ummm,” Ethan began, “mine didn’t go very well, I don’t think I’ll see them again. They weren’t really my type either…” Ethan chuckled but it came out sounding more like nervous laughter. Mark jus tilted his head to the side a bit in confusion. He then shrugged and looked over to Tyler.

“Oh uh- yeah. Same here. Total bust. Sorry none of these blind dates are working out man. Maybe we you should just throw in the towel trying to find someone for us…” Tyler trailed off, attempting to keep it subtle.

“No no no. Not until you two are as happy as me and Amy are. I just want you guys to have some one that loves you like that.” Mark said getting lost in his own thoughts. Ethan nudged Tyler under the table, Tyler received a glance saying, “maybe we should tell him.” They had gotten good at reading each others expressions lately.

“…look Mark, while we are grateful for your attempts at setting us up, I think last night…should be the LAST night.” Tyler smiled at his old friend. Hoping he would understand, or get the hint, or something. Tyler couldn’t stand this.


“GODDAMN MARK ARE YOU THAT CLUELESS? TYLER AND ETHAN ARE THING.” Kathryn yelled out from somewhere in the house. It surprised the men because they didn’t even know she was here.

A look of realization settled on Marks face, soon being replaced with a shit eating grin. Tyler and Ethan looked down sheepishly, both blushing like crazy.

“TYTHAN AWAYYYYYY.” Mark screamed, running out of the room, his food untouched. Tyler rested his head in his hands, this was never going to end now. Ethan placed a reassuring hand on his boyfriends back and kissed his cheek.

Everything would be okay.

sims!ladybug: Nino’s shitty day, part 2

aka:  the awkward love triangle

[previous parts]

After the incident with Gabe, Nino leaves the house and I find him hanging out with Alya, who has come home [and immediately tucked into a book she found outside lol]

Seems like as good a time as any to make a move on the cute and feisty roomie you’ve been crushing on for years [and i want it to go really awkward/clumsy, so i select ‘pick up line’ as their first romantic interaction lolol]

Nino gives Alya this sly look like he wants to say something suave, then looks away bashfully [wiggling feet, fingers drumming, just all around adorably nervous looking], looks back at her once more, then finally seems about to say something–

–and suddenly Marcus appears. 

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anonymous asked:

wow that liveshow was just beautiful wasn't it? I mean the pokemon bit, buying a bin, phil's birthday gift... so cute but mixed with interesting dan opinions aswell, and he seemed to be in a really good mood, anyway what did you think? :)

I almost posted screenshots of all the messages similar to this in my inbox because I was so happy to see that so many others felt the same. I 100% agree. I might go as far to say it was one of my favorite Dan shows in a long time? I loved it. Loved it. Loved it. Did I mention I loved it? Because yeah…I loved it.

What a pleasantly chill younow show. Dan seemed really laid-back and just generally relaxed…he was so much more open to discussion it seemed. I felt like he wasn’t mincing his words as much? He didn’t seem to second-guess everything he was saying like he can sometimes have the tendency to do. Or if he was, at least it wasn’t all-consuming. It felt natural. Like a conversation (albeit one-sided and obviously a bit superficial) with an old friend. I didn’t worry about the chat the entire time or feel anxious about Dan possibly getting uncomfortable and having to backtrack on something (because I’m me and can’t help but get nervous for him lol). I just enjoyed it. His demeanor and the overall vibe of the show lent itself to a really enjoyable hour.

He came off as just so loveable? lol not that he isn’t usually of course, but I did feel a particular fondness towards him today. Can’t put my finger on it but there was just something really endearing about this one. I think it might be that there was almost an appearance of what I’ll call “sweet, soft, subdued Dan.” (nice alliteration). And that is my favorite Dan. It’s hard to explain without demonstrating with examples but I tend to think that is his default attitude most often in private. But we don’t get to see that side as often on camera so it is always lovely when we are given a glimpse. Almost felt like this show verged on a glimpse. So I was in love.

Some of my favorite moments:

First off, no better way to start the show than answering “I love everything cucumber related” while giving a knowing stare to the camera. Beautiful.


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Bokumono Artwork Printed!

I still haven’t heard from the Nintendo Dream editor lately, but I ordered the August magazine anyway, since it includes a small Bokumono comic book by Igusa Matsuyama. It arrived today after a week in transit, urgh and…guess what’s featured at the bottom of page 16?!

They show almost all the artwork that was submitted! =D 

The section is entitled “Intense Support From Abroad!” and explains that they received a few entries from foreign countries. And they’re grateful for all the foreign love and support for the series! 

Yoshifumi Hashimoto, the series producer, commented upon Charmy and Moony’s entries. On Charmy’s, he said: “That’s a place with beautiful scenery. I’d like to go there sometime.” For Moony’s (which is Chase presenting Maya with some Cuban food), that Cuban food seems fascinating, and he thinks he’s love to try it someday! (Since he added the equivalent of a “lol” at the end of it, I think he might be a bit nervous about it, haha. But I see the same reaction from anyone when I suggest they try Japanese food…and got the same reaction in Japan when suggesting Tex-Mex food.)

I was planning to introduce each fan art submission I received via this blog, beginning in July, if I didn’t hear back from Nintendo Dream. But, even though I’ve heard back, well… I’d still like to feature them, and now that school is out for the summer vacation most of North America and Europe (and other places), thought it would be a great time to work up some more enthusiasm for the series! ^^ …And many students have more time to draw/play games/whatever. 

anonymous asked:

*slips you $5* So how about more of that Sho/Agito art...?


(oops it was meant to be a quick sketch…I liked the pic a lot tho so high-res at my dA)


I imagine their abilities affect their daily lives, and in Agito’s case, he probably developed a habit of teleporting when a situation makes him especially nervous (which doesn’t happen much cuz he doesn’t seem like he’s easily ruffled)

Which means when he’s with Sho sometimes he gets a bit more nervous than he’s used to (and Sho often ends up planting face first into the wall or floor)

(please keep me company Lost Dimension shippers I feel terrible for being the only one inserting ship trash into the tag hahaha)

The rest of my ask answers will probably be less colourful/clean LOL it takes too long to keep this up 

Otomate Party 2015 Report

I went to both the day and night event yesterday (8/16), so I thought I’d share my experience and what personally stood out to me. Really needed to do this before I completely forget everything lol. Most of it is from the variety corners.

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Louis Tomlinson and Niall Horan have 'fighting talk' ahead of Soccer Aid
Niall, Louis, Olly Murs and Jack Whitehall have all been limbering up this week ahead of Sunday's 10th annual Soccer Aid match.


“Obviously I am a massive football fan, getting the full England kit is enough for me,” Louis Tomlinson told us.

“I am already super excited to be playing at Old Trafford, it is crazy to even say it, so I am immensely excited.”

He admitted he was a bit nervous about getting involved after boasting about his skills.

“I have advertised myself as an amazing footballer in One Direction, there’s not many great footballers in One Direction so that’s why,” he explained.

So have Louis and Niall been winding each other up now they are on different teams?

It would seem so.

“There has been a bit of fighting talk with him,” Louis said.

“I’ve tried to have a bit of banter, I uploaded quite an embarrassing photo of him to Instagram, I got told off and we weren’t friends for a day.”


I was so nervous at first and forgot to ask them to sign my DWTS anniversary magazine. I went back and managed to ask them to sign it. Meryl said she hadn’t seen the magazine yet and took some time to look at her picture. I told them Charlie was on the next page and then he signed his picture. Meryl commented that the magazine seemed really nice and I hyped up the magazine a little bit and told her it was pretty interesting lol


The “Read more” cuts are not working on my blog, so please bear with my 10-kilometre saga~

Hello hello everyone! It’s my first fan account ever, so it may, and will contain insignificant details, huge emotions & streams of consciousness combined with streams of happy tears. However, I think you might find something interesting in it ;)

So… It was awesome!!!! It was great and wonderful and marvelous and amazing and fantastic and beautiful!!!

That said, I’ll start from the beginning. We arrived at the venue at 2-something p.m. so that we could get our queueing numbers at 3 p.m. After about 40 mins of waiting - guess what! - a big bus stopped in front of the club! The organizers appeared & asked everyone to put their cameras away and stay calm, which meant that inside that bus were U-Kiss themselves. They didn’t come out for a while, and a member of the Russian staff joked that they were putting their make-up on, which everybody laughed about. (Lol, I wonder what the boys thought… “What are those Russians laughing at???”) Aaaaand after a while they started getting out of the bus one by one. Kevin was the first. People were cheering and clapping a lot, but I don’t remember what I was doing… I think I was like a pomeranian puppy watching a beautiful sausage floating by. Kevin smiled a tired Mona Lisa smile, shattered my heart and fluttered away with a sweet impersonal wave. (His skin is very pale and he looked really thin.) I was so busy staring at his majestic back that I only caught a glimpse of Jun who was walking right behind him. He was smiling happily, and I thought he was really cute. Next was Hoon, but I totally missed him, because Eli with his rock star look distracted me. He was wearing a cool black leather jacket and sunglasses (like most of the members). Being the rock star he is, he greeted us with a languid V sign. Then there was Kiseop in his usual mask, and the last was our charming, wonderful leader, whose smile was brighter than anyone else’s. He really looked like he was glad to see us.

We got our numbers and hurried to the shop were they sell authentic Russian chocolate, bought a bit of everything and brought it back to the doors where they were collecting gifts for the band. Our present was for all the members. (I wasn’t sure if Kevin would accept my bleeding heart, so I didn'i risk ripping it out of my chest. Next time!) 

By 6 p.m. we were in the queue for the Super VIP category. The first group of people to be let in were the holders of the Privilege VIP tickets (photo op included). However, they were only let in at 7 p.m. (It was really cold, meh.) Then it was our turn. The “handshake” mentioned in the ticket was, in fact, a high five which certainly saved time. I became really scared as we were approaching the group, who were standing in line in front of the stage, all beautiful and dressed up, so I pushed my sister forwards. The first was Jun (his smile is really heartwarming, bless him), then Soohyun and Hoon. Every member looked everybody in the eye, and something peaceful and calm emanated from them (they’re true professionals, what can I say). Anyway, I walked on, bowing and saying “Anneyong haseyo? Hello? Hi?” and quietly pissing myself. Theeen there was Kiseop. DAMN he is beautiful. He stared deep into the core of my soul, everything but his Sphynx-like face went dark and I had an urge to give all of my gold to him. It’s a pity I don’t have any. His eyes are really hypnotic.

And then……….. Yeah, then there was Kevin. He had a warm and somewhat ironic expression at the same time. He’s really tall (even though I am sort of tall myself), and his aura really hit me in the head, but I’ll get back to that later. I remember the feel of his hand well. Kinda cold. I had a feeling that I spent a thousand years standing there before him. And do you know why? Because I DID spend a thousand years standing there and ogling, and detaining everyone, without even realizing it. My sis later told me that she was surprised I wasn’t following her closely, turned around and saw me screwed to that spot before Kevin, completely transfixed. Anyway, I came around and rushed away from him, and somewhere behind me Eli’s voice was like: “Er… er… eeeeeeh?” I wanted to fall through the ground, really. I almost missed Eli, who was my first bias in U-Kiss! So I let out an almost hysterical: “ELI!!!” and rushed back to him and his waiting hand. T____T Gahh, I was so ashamed.

We went up to the balcony, where there was a nice view, and were joined by our friend (there were three of us, both my sis and our friend are noona fans). The club was small and cozy, and I really prefer it to bigger places. No matter where you stand, the view will be nice, and there is a really homey atmosphere. There were only a couple fanboys there. One of them made me think of SHINee because he had a white military-style jacket on. The other guy was 30-something and fanboyed hard. ^^ There were also two noonas from Japan, very glamorous and charming. In any case, it was my first concert where 99% of people were girls, because I mostly go to indie and rock concerts. It felt really nice. There were no unpleasant incidents at all, everybody was pretty nice and adequate.

They started with “Stop Girl”, then there was “She’s mine” (Kevin really put on his best sassy attitude for that song, aarrrgh, how I wished was down below), and then “Standing Still”. After that I don’t really remember the order. There was “Someday”, “0330”, “Hana”, “Forbidden Love”, “Neverland”, “Love On U”, “Mysterious Lady” and maybe something else. For the encore they sang “Man Man Ha Ni”, “Without You” and “KISSME Forever”. But they didn’t sing “Quit Playing”! I wonder why. Maybe it’s because they had no girl dancers with them? I’m clueless.

They also talked to the audience. The guys were kinda reserved at first, although Soohyun was being his usual wonderful self all the time. I could see that Eli was pretty nervous, because he had to be the first one to greet us. (They all used Russian phrases to do that.) He shouted: “Privet! Ya Eli!”, which obviously means, “Hi! I’m Eli!”, and when the crowd cheered he looked relieved. I think Hoon repeated, “Ya Hoon!” a few times throughout the concert, amusing everyone like he always does. Kevin said a lot of Russian phrases. I wasn’t surprised, it seems to be a thing he would do. But it was very nice to hear, and he had a really cute accent, chewing the words a bit :) I think he did a great job. Soohyun even asked him jokingly to translate Korean into Russian, because he’d become such an expert in Russian, lol. They said “Gromche!”, which means “Louder!”, and “Spasibo”, which is “Thanks”, a lot. They even said “Ya lyublyu vas!” (“I love you!”), which isn’t the easiest phrase to pronounce for foreigners. I also think I remember someone saying  "Vi krasivyie" (“You are pretty”), with “v” changed into “b”.

The first translator that came out didn’t seem to understand them well. Maybe she was nervous. Anyways, Kevin translated Korean into English for her, which was very nice of him. I think a large part of the audience understood English well. Of course, there was a lot of obligatory compliments. We were called “areumdapta” a lot. They also complimented the city and Eli praised our architecture (I still remember your IG posts though! “Mission Impossible”? Seriously??? Lol.). It was interesting to hear him say, “We were surprised that everybody here is so tall.” I don’t think Russian people are any taller than other people of Europe, though. Kiseop tried to say something in Russian, but he only got to “Eto…” (“It’s…”) and then got all bashful. Everyone shouted “Lee Kiseop! Lee Kiseop!” and he looked really pleased. Then there was a second translator, who was good at Korean and English, and things got easier. I still wanted to hear more of Elvin’s English. (I can’t say that I ship Elvin much these days, but they really look impressive when they stand next to each other. There is some kind of chemistry between them, and it’s noticeable.)

They didn’t do any sexy dances or additional fan service. Hoon, however, did sexy dances of his own, treating the ladies with the best moves he’s got, haha. His hips always speak the truth. ;)

A Russian fan, the creator of the main Russian U-Kiss page, was on stage with them during “Myserious Lady”. You know what happened ;) She was wearing a mini dress, and Hoon, the knight in shining armour, covered her legs with his jacket. She confessed to be Soohyun-biased, so he gave her a few rib-crushing hugs. The other boys pretended to be offended and walked off the stage. Kiseop, Kevin and Hoon looked like total divas as they marched away. :D Everyone screamed a lot during the song. In pain, I think~~

Somehow a very small blue balloon ended up floating in the middle of the stage, right between Hoon and Eli, and they were so startled when it brushed their shoulders, it was hilarious. :) I almost missed that, though, because I was too busy staring at Ke… Well, I was busy.

I am actually proud of the Russian fans. The audience was very responsive, as I saw from the balcony, and “0330”, “Forbidden Love” and “Neverland” were especially explosive. It was amazing! And so many people seemed to know the Korean lyrics, rap parts and all! There were a few nice fan chants too. During “Hana” every member of the audience lifted a pink sheet of paper saying “WE LOVE U-KISS”. The boys looked really touched, and Soohyun even shed a tear. (The sound wasn’t that great, unfortunately. My head’s still aching so much, argh.)

Then we got down and to the left side of the stage. Eli was right above me. HE IS SO HANDSOME. My god… He’s got Cleopatra eyes. The boys left and came back, no more dressed in suits, but wearing the tour tees. They said they’d had no idea they had so many fans in Russia (which really explains their nervousness at the beginning), and that they were overwhelmed by the support we showed them. Soohyun, looking very serious, said that neither in Korea, nor in Japan, nor in other countries they’d got such big reaction from fans. He might have exaggerated, of course, but I think he really felt that way in that moment. And that is precious.  

There was a lot of warmth and support for Jun, and my sis told me she saw that there were tears in his eyes at some point. He himself said that he had never seen anything like that. They also mentioned AJ, and I was happy to hear that they weren’t speaking of him as of a deceased great-great-uncle anymore. They said he says hi :) 

A few times during AJ’s and Dongho’s parts my heart really ached. I still miss them so much… I hope you won’t blame me for that, and for wanting to see Dongho even now, when it’s not possible anymore.

Before MMHN they made us say, “HEY!” three times. At first Kevin said, “If you keep going that way, we’re gonna go back to our hotel”, but he was only teasing, because I deifinitely need an earcheck after those"HEY"s :) Hoon sprinkled water on us, and about a ton of drops fell right behind my glasses and in my eye OTL. Thank you very much, Bunny!

Then we ran to the right side of the stage, where Kevin had spent the whole concert. Of course, soon after that he ran to the left, and Eli was above me again, haha. He took posters from fans and signed them right on stage. Among them was a picture of his face, he took it from a fan of his. Lucky girl! They leaned down and touched people’s hands a lot, my sis even touched Kiseop. His hand was dry and soft, she says :“)

The translator warned the fans to not take vids or pictures during the concert a few times, and I think it spoilt the atmosphere at those moments a little. Especially in the end, when there was that final envigorating moment, I think it was completely out of place… She kinda cut off their goodbye speeches, so they ran away, and the last thing I saw was Kevin making a heart above his head before disappearing behind the curtains T___T

Then people started leaving. Those SuperVIPs who hadn’t got their high fives the first time (the group had had to leave earlier before the concert) were asked to stay, and they met the guys after the concert to get their high fives. Among them was our friend.

At the exit, we were given our signed posters. After that we decided to wait for the boys to come out. In an hour or so their bus arrived and they came out. Everyone was chanting "U-KISSeu! U-KISSeu!”, and the band looked really happy. Especially Soohyun, who was waving his hands like a conductor. A curtain was open in the bus, and Kevin and Eli sat right next to the window. They waved and smiled. I made a heart sign with my fingers and stood like that for a long time (I was taking the last long look at Kevin’s beautiful face…. OTL), Kevin saw me and did the same thing. Then he sent me a kiss, and I really wanted to cry. It was so bittersweet. I sent him a series of violent air kisses, lol. :) Then they got tired of us and closed the curtains. But one muscular arm was still waving at us, I think it belonged to our sweet leadernim <3

Talking of Kevin… He’s amazingly beautiful. He is both feminine and masculine in equal measures. It was hard to take my eyes off him, even though I tried to look at every member. His body is amazing (I couldn’t help staring at the veins on his arms when he was wearing a T-shirt), and his movements are so artistic and flowing. What struck me the strongest was his powerful aura. He is soft… like a marble statue. The lines are delicate, but the core is stone-hard. I mean, Kevin is really nice, and his warm and cute side is there, but there’s so much more to him than that. I don’t think that sweetness is his prevailing quality. Those bright smiles of his look genuine, but they disappear from his face really fast. I think his natural expression is the serious one. He gives a sense of a solid, formed personality. The contrast between his youthful beauty and that silent power is overwhelming. Both my sister and my friend were awestruck because of him, so it’s not just me. I remember reading one fan account in the past, and I was surprised to read that the author had found Kevin to be somewhat intimidating. Now I understand that fully. And on ASC, too, an idol (I don’t remember the group, sorry!) said that he was scared of Kevin. It’s there, I tell you. It is. U-Kiss haters sometimes present Kevin as a harebrained creature full of ageyo, well, I think one look of those eyes would’ve killed their illusions.

Woah… That was really long! And I’m pretty sure I’m gonna remember something else! I really hope some of you read this through. Thank you guys so much. I wish lots of fun to people who are seeing the boys in London, Paris, Manila and other places! I’m so happy for you all!

And thanks to U-Kiss for being so awesome, talented and hardworking! In our hearts, you’re always number one! Please come back to us when you’re ready! <3

*cries out loud*

i never write about the times i’ve met nick but i feel like this time i need to to show how he really is the sweetest most amazing man i’ve ever met and actually does care about other people besides his “alist pals”. basically my friends & i got to edinburgh for topman24 really early, like 7.30am to pick up our wristbands for the music quiz he was hosting. we got those, went shopping until like 2 then we went back and waited in topman until nick was due to dj at 3.30. he was slightly late and we overheard the staff say it was because he went away to get food (lol bless him) so he arrived in topman about 3.40. i’ve met nick so many times now so i know that he remembers who i am, so as he was walking to the decks and saw me & my friends, he said hello to us on his way (cutie). he started djing and honestly he’s such a good dj, like every song he was playing was so so good. he seemed a bit nervous but the energy in the shop was pretty bad, like it was only really me, my friends and some other girls dancing to the songs. because nick loves his hip hop, he had a lot of hip hop/r&B songs in his set and at one point he said if anyone wanted to mc they could, and then he looked at me and was like “get up here and mc!” and I was like “no chance, do i look like i can mc?”. he was then just being generally cute and was like “if anyone wants to take selfies we can” so cue the ENTIRE shop getting in line for photos. he was taking photos with some other people first and was being chatty and such, and then he got to us and was like “hi, so good to see you all again!” like he completely changed how he was with the others and was treating us like old friends and hugged us all separately like he didn’t do that with anyone else. so then we just had a general catch up and i told him how the jacket from his collection (the black fringed one) was staining my hands and he was like “i know!! we filmed x factor in it and i had to keep washing my hands”. so we chatted a bit, then he was like “let’s do photos!” so he took a selfie with my friend first, then he turned to me and goes “hi babes!” (BABES ASDFGHJKL HNGGGGGG OK) and he grabbed me into a hug and kept hugging me for the photo like he was holding me so so tight and close honestly he was being the cutest person ever. so after photos, we had another lil chat (this was all the while there were about 30 other people waiting for photos, he still stood and spoke to us) but then he had to go back to the decks and change the song so he done that and came back and we asked if we could have a group photo with him coz we didn’t have one of us all together and he was like “yes that sounds great lets do it!” so we got the group photo and he was being so silly by putting a bottle on my friends head for the photo (lol) then we took some other stupid selfies and then he was like “are you coming to the quiz?” and we were and he was like “i’ll see you there then!” and then we moved out the way for other people to take photos and i kind of died a bit after that lol like i think i’m used to seeing him but in reality i’m not lmao i genuinely felt overwhelmed to the point i might have cried a bit like he was just being SO NICE AND SO CUTE. so after the dj set, we jumped a taxi to the quiz and we got there and sat at the table nearest to the podium nick would be at (obvs) and then at like 6 he came in and again, said hello to us on his way to the wee stage bit. then we started the quiz and we had to think of a team name so we called ourselves “the nick grimshaw defence league” lmfao so the quiz started, we done the first half and then they took the answers away and the topman team (and nick too i think?) marked them to rank the teams 1st-5th for the first half of the quiz. so we were joint 4th at this point and coz he obvs didn’t know any of the teams names like who was who, when he saw ours he looked at our table and was like “this is obviously you guys” hahahaha of course nick. then we done the second half of the quiz then they took the answers away to do a final mark. some people had went up to nick for selfies and i really wanted to get a video for my friend who lives in america so I went up to him and he’d just sat back down at his table so i said i didnt want to bother him and just asked him if he would record a message coz it was too loud to at topman and he said yeah so i had to sit next to him coz he was lower down than me so he recorded the video and was like “hi brittany, it’s grimmy and i’m here with lauren in edinburgh” (yep first naming me AGAIN) and he also grabbed my hand and turned my phone on me to show me on the video lol ejoffmojjbkbkh. then he said some other lil things then finished the message. and i kind of expected him to say “thank you so much” and go back to the people at his table coz i had gone up and interrupted him but he started asking about my friend and where she lives etc and we spoke about how she is going to come to london soon and i said i would be back in london in a few weeks for my birthday and he was like “oh my god whens your birthday” (my bday is april 2nd) and he told me that his brothers birthday is april 1st and his managers is april 3rd and I was like “yes and im the 2nd!” and he was like “yes and youre in the middle!” and he like grabbed my knee and done a lil shake (asdfghjkl) and then we just made some general chit chat about stuff like how bad the shots were the place gave out and how he “never drinks” (LOL) and he just sat and spoke away to me and looked so interested in what i was saying to him and wanted to speak to me and it wasnt like he seemed obliged to. then he had to go back up and announce the winner so he stood up and i asked him for a last hug bc he was leaving for the airport after and he said “yes of course, thanks so much for coming” and i told him how much it meant for him to take time for me and he was like “no, no worries, thank you so much” and then he went back on the stage and announced the winner and left pretty much straight after to fly back to london. but honestly, the purpose of me explaining this is to show how sweet, humble, lovely and amazing nick really is. i’m so sick of people being brutal to him on a daily basis when he’s such a sweetheart. nick didn’t need to take all that time for me today and be so lovely and chatty. he could literally have taken a photo with me and done my video message but he sat and spoke to me because he wanted to and he knows how much it means to me. he could easily have forgotten who i am but after 2 years, still calls me by my name everytime I see him. i cannot understand how people can be so horrible to such a humble man. nick is literally my idol, i look up to him in so many ways and the way he was with me today showed me that and has made me 10 times more thankful that i have him in my life.